I didn't want to stop Su Xihang, maybe in my subconscious, the last person Su Beiwang should say goodbye to is his younger brother.

It is said that twins often use various strange postures to entangle themselves with each other when forming embryos, not just to share the supply of nutrients. It's about protecting each other.

"Su Beiwang, I only ask you one word!" When Su Xihang rushed into the room, I couldn't stop him.

"Do you want to live?"

I've only heard of people rushing in and disturbing people's sleep, and I haven't heard of anyone who disturbs people's death.

But the expression on Su Beiwang's face was clearly 'I'm dying, you woke me up'.

I innocently retreated into a corner, wiping only tears and not speaking.

"You answer me...... Do you really want to die?" Su Xihang grabbed his brother's shirt, but his movements were as light as a baby in swaddling clothes.

His eyes were red, and he had a hairstyle that I was really not used to...... It's like a bandit.

Su Beiwang didn't speak, maybe he didn't have the strength to speak, maybe he was thinking - who the hell is this guy in front of him who looks strange, but has a familiar and underbeaten tone?

"Do you want to live? Su Beiwang, you are not yet thirty years old. I haven't met a woman who only has you in her eyes. I don't have children of my own, and I don't live a good day for myself!

Are you really as great as you imagined, so content with death?

Are you willing?" Su Xihang grabbed his thin shoulder, almost using the deepest flame in his eyes to ignite the man's thoughts, but staring at it, the tears couldn't be stopped.

I saw Su Beiwang suddenly open his mouth and make a hoarse voice. Before he could make a sound, he was cut off by Su Xihang: "Don't say 'but' to me, and don't tell me...... You are for my good.

We are born as different individuals, we are independent adults who think independently, and have our own judgments and choices.

I didn't do anything because you were my brother and I had to fulfill my responsibilities...... It's because I want to save you.

I am proud of you and I look to you as an example. I'm glad I have a brother like you. I don't want you dead. Do you understand?

So don't tell me who you're giving up for. It doesn't matter what kind of risk I take. You just have to tell me...... Do you want to live?"

Do you want to live?

Eliminate all emotions, obsessions, and uncaring factors.

It's like the first instinctive action of sucking breast milk after a child cuts the umbilical cord -

Who wouldn't want to live?

Su Beiwang is still very young, he also has a favorite team, a fanatical singer, and he will also want to know the follow-up of the story of the American drama dog blood, and he also has the warmest smile when holding a pet.

He also has a career he likes and a family he cares about. Fate and love that have never met before......

Over the years, he has not lived a single day for himself. Even if you are hurt, deceived, and betrayed, you must deeply hide your hysterical rights.

Why should he accept his fate and give up...... Asian Association Soil Blood.

Maybe the illness can only break Su Beiwang's body, but Su Xihang can crush his strongest and stubbornest heart.

I saw his thin fingers clenching his brother's arms, his trembling shoulders moving and closing, and finally uttering the three words that weighed as much as a thousand pounds.

"I ...... I want to live ......"

Susie frowned, and immediately reached out to grab his neck and hugged him!

Shoulder to shoulder, arm to arm. I think it's like when they were in the mother's womb...... Nestled up to each other without separation.

I heard Su Xihang say, "Brother, don't be afraid. We can all live...... I'm sure I'll be able to live!"

The youth is too arrogant, and the years are too naughty. We're probably all mistaken for the seasons when time is good and nothing to do with life and death - always forgetting to tell each other that the most important person to me has always been you.

I stood in a corner two meters away from them, feeling like I was already transparent. I suddenly realized that I seemed to be the most redundant one, and no matter how much worry and inability to let go, it was impossible to stop Su Xihang's footsteps.

Originally, tonight, I wanted to tell Su Xihang about my pregnancy......

Early the next morning, we sent Su Beiwang to the hospital for a final preoperative examination.

The doctor said that he had entered a state of advanced liver coma, and the last chance for transplantation was only three days.

"If you insist on doing so, sign the risk of surgery letter. The attending doctor knew that he couldn't persuade Su Xihang anymore, so he only expressed a seemingly philosophical, but actually quite scary emotion - I am the main knife, and the rest will be handed over to God.

The operation is scheduled for three days later, so Su Xihang will be admitted to the hospital tonight.

The doctor teased him that it wasn't a brain transplant, so why was he in such a hurry to shave his hair.

He said it was to show faith and determination.

I touched his round head, and I said do you think that the man's bald head actually has another tone-

"Is it good to look at your face?" he glared at me, while seizing all the time to watch American dramas.

I said, why are you not able to talk to me properly?

"I want to know the next plot ......"

"Get out!" I scolded him, and tears fell out of my eyes.

"Hey, you can't cry today. Tomorrow morning is the press conference of the 'Health Star', and if the eyes are swollen, it will be troublesome. He reached for my cheek and was bitten on my thumb.

I cried even harder, and I said look at the way you look now—

Half of his finger was broken, he had been shot three times in the stomach, one arm was still hanging, and now three-quarters of the donkey's liver and lungs had to be cut off.

I said Su Xihang, am I hard-hearted! But any man who has something to do with me, will there be a good end?

"I don't care about others, but I ...... myself I owe it to you. Su Xihang smiled bitterly and persuaded me to stop crying. Then, as if he remembered something, he suddenly pointed to the bag on the table: "You took out the document inside, it was the speech I wrote for you." ”

I said that you are still thinking about this, in fact, you don't need to, what do I want to say, Yang Huixin is angry with me.

"What she teaches you is what she wants to say, and you add these things I give you. Until then, don't reveal it to anyone. "Looking at his dead appearance, I really want to smoke him.

I said tomorrow...... You're not going to stay with me?

"I'm not going to go live, it's the same as watching the live broadcast here. Lin Yuqing They will all come over to see you, don't be afraid, your friends are here. ”

I nodded and said I'm not afraid, as long as you say what you want me to do, I believe it.

"Su Xihang," I leaned on his shoulder for a moment, then squinted and raised my head: "You and Su Beiwang ...... Do you want to come out well?

When you come out, I'll ...... I'll tell you a secret. ”

"Well, what...... Secret?"

I shook my head and said I owe it first, if you dare to die, I will never let you know this secret.

"Well, I don't dare die. I've tried to die once, and it's really not human. Speaking of this, I was furious, and Forensic Doctor Liu actually took advantage of my sick leave, and actually dissected the two corpses!

I said okay, don't talk nonsense, I'll go back. I'm going to work early tomorrow morning.

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My mom came back the night before yesterday, leaning against the bathroom door and watching me vomit on the toilet, worrying and complaining.

"What are you eating? Why do you have acute gastroenteritis when you are still on TV?"

I threw up tears and I said it was okay, maybe I ate some fruit at night and couldn't digest it.

"What's the matter with Su Xihang?" Mom said that she hadn't seen you call in the past two days: "And on such an important occasion today, why don't you see him to accompany you?"

I whispered because he was going to give Su Beiwang a transplant. So......

I can only use such an excuse to face my mother, Su Xihang didn't want to drag me down, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to come out alive, so he didn't choose to be with me.

Mom wanted to ask a few more questions, but my phone rang suddenly.

Hurried over to pick it up—

The other party fed me, and I just felt that the cold hairs all over my body were about to stand up.

"Is that you?"

"Luo Qi, I can ...... Did I see you?"

The call was from Huang Jianbin, who I haven't seen since I separated from Su Xihang.

I cautiously closed the door of my room, for fear that my mother would hear something. Then he lowered his voice, but he couldn't stop the tears of grief and indignation.

I said what are you doing with me? For the sake of Su Xihang, I can not report and expose you, but if you still have a little conscience, you should go and turn yourself in.

"Don't you want to join MSF?

Bear the sins you have done!"

"Luo Qi, I ......" Huang Jianbin dragged out a helpless cry, and I could almost think of his distorted and old face.

Once upon a time, our family used to talk around the fireplace like a brother. My dad bought any good cigarettes and wine, and he was thinking about keeping a copy for him. Even the red sweater of the natal year was knitted by my mother for him.

He hugged me and gave me a love story of flasks and alcohol lamps. When I was in college, as long as I was willing to speak, he would approve any club or club.

In the glorious years of the entire Pharmaceutical University, everyone admired me for having two 'fathers' who loved me.

So I really, really wanted to ask him face to face what the hell he was up to when he poisoned my dad in the first place!

"Luo Qi, I know that I have committed an irreparable sin...... But the Western Airlines ...... I ......"

I wiped away the tears of shame, and I said that you are not qualified to worry about my affairs with Su Xihang.

You've been raising him for fifteen years, and he's already repaying him with the most important thing in his life.

"If he wasn't your adopted son, you wouldn't have brought him to the school's celebration. I wouldn't have known him, and I wouldn't have had any of these things. Huang Jianbin, our fate was given by you, even if it was karma. I said fiercely, involuntarily amplifying my voice.

"But Xihang really loves you, Luo Qi. As long as you're willing to forgive him, you want me to do anything-"

"What are you doing, are you useful! You killed my father!" I said Huang Jianbin, the discord between us has nothing to do with Su Xihang.

I can't be with him now, and it's not to punish you!

"Please don't appear in front of me and my mother again, I'll accept your sorry for my dad.

I miss my dad...... I can't even imagine that it will be you until I die. He is still defending the achievements and achievements of you, an old friend, until his death, and would rather bear the public opinion and infamy alone.

Tomorrow the 'Health Star' will be listed, and I will let many names bloom in the sun, including you-

But I think such sarcasm is already the best punishment for you. ”

Hanging up the phone, I covered my mouth and cried for a few minutes. It wasn't until I was about to suffocate myself that I pushed the crack in the window open—

Hey?

Why are there two extra big sheets on the clothesline in the yard?!

My mom just went downstairs to dry her clothes?

The night was quiet, the windows were open, and I wasn't sure if she had heard my slightly uncontrollable hysteria!

The heart is beating like a beat, and the steps are vain. I crept downstairs to take a look at my mom. Absence?

When I returned to the second floor, I saw her sitting on the floor of the study, with her back to the door and no headlights.

There's just a lamp in front of me, like a fucking thing!

I was scared to death, so I hurriedly went over and hugged her from behind: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

My mom was flipping through the photo albums, one by one, as thick as a memory.

It is full of all kinds of life photos and travel photos of our family of three over the years.

In the dim light, I couldn't see her expression, but carefully touched her hand: "Mom, are you ...... What for?"

"Didn't do anything...... I just thought, your dad has been over there for more than a year, and he doesn't remember to bring me a dream. Mom sighed softly, and her beautiful fingers gently rubbed a few times on the photo: "The dead ghost also holds a grudge, he must be ...... Blame me. ”

I was frightened by my mother's evil expression, I said Mom, don't be like this, Dad must miss you too, he doesn't enter your dreams, just because he doesn't want to make you sad and nostalgic.

"Fool. Mom rubbed her eyes, looked up at me, and suddenly bent her arms and hugged me!

When she hugged me like this, I cried even more, only in front of my mother, I still need to install a wool!

I said I missed Sussi and was worried about him. I'm afraid I'll never see him again......

"How come......" My mother said gently while fiddling with my hair, "Xiaoqi, you are the most precious thing for your mother." Mom will definitely make you happy, Xihang is a good man, these ...... It's not his fault. ”

Mom's voice was like a lullaby, and it didn't take long for my eyelids to fight.

In the haze, it was as if I heard my mom keep saying, 'Mom will definitely let you be together'.

The next morning, I was woken up by my phone.

As soon as he answered the phone, he was scolded by Boss Yang for being a fool: "Luo Qi, can you rely on a little bit of music! What time is this?!"

I got up in a daze, and when I saw that it was half past seven. I'll rub it, I told my mom to get up at six o'clock yesterday!

I'm going to the office this morning to do makeup and hair!

Anyway, it's a big press conference, and I can't lose Yang Huixin's face!

"Wait a minute, I'll be there in half an hour!" I got up as fast as I could, and went downstairs to find that my mother was gone.

So early, I guess I went grocery shopping.

I hurried out to get out for the drive and then turned back again. Because I changed my handbag, I suddenly remembered that I forgot to take the speech that Su Xihang gave me in the hospital yesterday.

Anyway, I forgot about this stubble last night, and now I turned it out and swept it horizontally and vertically......

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