084 Excellent self-control
"I'm sorry, I ......" Bai Yanxi looked at Tang Yishan with a humble look.
"Boss, ma'am, I'm back. Yu Song pushed open the door with a happy face and walked in.
found that the atmosphere in the room was particularly awkward.
"What, what's wrong?"
Unlike Tang Yishan, Bai Yanxi looked happy, as if thanking him for coming, which relieved a lot of embarrassment for himself.
"It's nothing, why have you been there for so long? I remember, it seems that the meal is not far from here, and besides, at this point in time, there shouldn't be many people queuing there!" Bai Yanxi deliberately walked in front of Yu Song and said these words in order to avoid Tang Yishan's gaze.
"Well, because I also made a trip to the Tang Clan. Now, I've moved all the latest documents here. ”
Speaking of this, Yu Song put all the heavy documents in his hand on the table on the side, and made a dull sound.
Yu Song didn't say who got these documents, but the people present, except for Bai Yanxi herself, knew that she couldn't bear to throw all these businesses to a sick patient.
After putting down the document, Yu Song met Tang Yishan's eyes in a place where Bai Yanxi couldn't see.
After seeing his boss's approving look in his eyes, Yu Song pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled.
"Ah, you've brought it all, I still want to go to the company today!" Bai Yanxi stepped forward, flipped through the documents one by one, carefully checked the contents of the documents, and said.
"Mrs. takes care of the boss so hard, and the things on the company's side can't be delayed, so I took it upon myself to take things over, and when Mrs. is dealing with it, if there are any difficulties, you can also discuss it with Mr., K may be more efficient. I think so. ”
After speaking, Yu Song also glanced at Tang Yishan and found that there was nothing unusual on his face, so he put his mind at ease.
Along the way, he was worried about whether he would be sentimental, but now it seems that he should have done the right thing!
So, Tang Yishan and Bai Yanxi, with the help of Yu Song, the god, found a balance between the two of them.
It seems that they are a model couple who respect each other like guests, but they don't know that this is because there are so many unsolved things between them.
But this look, it's so much better than before, isn't it?
Accompanied by Bai Yanxi, Tang Yishan's "condition" improved rapidly, so fast that Tang Yishan had some resentment about why he was sick, and it only took just two days to get to the bottom completely.
"Today, you can be discharged from the hospital, where are you going to go back?" Bai Yanxi seriously helped Tang Yishan pack up his things, and asked casually.
Tang Yishan wanted to subconsciously answer, wherever she went, he would follow, but thinking that he had gotten along with her day and night in the past few days, he was afraid that she would be bored of himself, so the words were vivid, and his mouth twisted.
"I'll go to you, I'll go back to Tang's house!"
When Bai Yanxi heard Tang Yishan's words, there was still a trace of strangeness in his heart, and then Tang Yishan's words sounded in his ears.
"I think it's time for me to go back to the Tang family and see my grandfather. He's going to be angry!"
Seeing Tang Yishan's embarrassed look, Bai Yanxi suddenly remembered the old man's physical condition, and for a while, he didn't manage his expression well, and his face turned embarrassed.
"What's wrong?"
In the end, Bai Yanxi sighed heavily, but decided to tell him, so that he could be mentally prepared.
"Grandpa, because before, I thought you had an accident, so he was stimulated, and his physical fitness plummeted. All in all, now he is not so good. ”
Bai Yanxi's words made Tang Yishan's heart chuckle unconsciously, and it was because of his own willfulness that he hurt an important person again.
Tang Yishan couldn't imagine that if something happened to the old man because of this incident, or caused some irreparable accident, he would definitely regret it for the rest of his life.
After listening to Bai Yanxi's words, Tang Yishan became even more resolute and wanted to go back to the Tang family.
The car, driving slowly, passed through the familiar forest and arrived in front of the familiar house.
"Here we are, boss. ”
Tang Yishan opened the car door, and his movements involuntarily brought a trace of eagerness and anxiety. Bai Yanxi followed behind Tang Yishan and also got out of the car.
In fact, Bai Yanxi wanted to go back to his apartment, but because he was still worried about Tang Yishan and thought that he hadn't seen the old man for a long time, he also came to Tang's house with him.
"Sister-in-law Yang!" As soon as Tang Yishan entered the door, he saw the big figure he had seen since he was a child.
The moment the male voice sounded, Sister-in-law Yang almost thought that she was hallucinating, but she was used to it, and she still turned her head.
"Great, eldest young master?" Sister-in-law Yang's eyes were only joyful and incredulous, and there was no sense of fear at all, maybe it was because there were real feelings!
Sister-in-law Yang walked up to Tang Yishan with vague steps, couldn't help it, raised her hands tremblingly, and gently brushed Tang Yishan's face.
"Big young master, it's really you, you, you're still alive!"
An old man who is over half a hundred years old, at this time, also shed tears excitedly, in her heart, although Tang Yishan is not her real relative, but even more than her own relative.
"Yes, Sister-in-law Yang, I'm back, I'm still alive. I'm sorry, Sister-in-law Yang, but you are worried about me and sad for me. Tang Yishan lowered his head and bent down his tall backbone.
"It's good to be back, it's good to be back. It's just that it's really a sin!" Sister-in-law Yang cried, clapping her palms bitterly.
Seeing Tang Yishan's puzzled face, Sister-in-law Yang gathered her mind and controlled her emotions.
"Old man, he thought you were dead, for a while, I couldn't stand this stimulation, I had a heart attack, it took half a month, I did heart bypass surgery, and I was pulled back from the ghost gate. ”
Sister-in-law Yang actually didn't want to say such sad things on this happy day, but she still felt that it would be better to let Tang Yishan know the news before he met the old man.
Unconsciously, Bai Yanxi and Sister-in-law Yang thought of the same place.
"Grandpa, is the situation bad now?" Tang Yishan paused before continuing.
"Well, go up and see for yourself!, but, be careful, the old man, can't stand any stimulation now. Sister-in-law Yang said uneasily.
Although she also knew in her heart that Tang Yishan's appearance would definitely be a big stimulus for the old man.
"I see. ”
After speaking, Tang Yishan planned to go upstairs to find the old man, but was stopped by Bai Yanxi behind him.
"Wait a minute. Bai Yanxi walked quickly in front of Tang Yishan.
Catching up with Tang Yishan's puzzled eyes, Bai Yanxi took a breath.
"Grandpa, he can't stand too much stimulation now, so you let me go in and talk to him first, and then you can go in!"
Bai Yanxi carefully asked Tang Yishan's opinion, and saw that there was no discoloration on Tang Yishan's face, so he put his mind at ease.
"Good. ”
Bai Yanxi walked in front of Tang Yishan, walked into the old man's room one step ahead of him, leaving Tang Yishan alone outside the room, thinking quietly.
"Grandpa, I've come to see you. ”
Old Man Tang, who was pretending to be sleeping, opened his eyes violently when he heard Bai Yanxi's voice. What I saw was Bai Yanxi standing not far away with a smile, his stomach slightly bulging.
"Yan Xi, you're here! Hurry, come to Grandpa. ”
Bai Yanxi was not surprised by the old man's enthusiasm for herself, in her memory, the old man has always been very fond of her.
"Grandpa!" Bai Yanxi walked to the old man's side, thought of the person waiting outside the door, and spoke again.
"Grandpa's physical condition these days, how is it?" Bai Yanxi asked tentatively.
"It's fine. The old man's face was full of joy, and his eyes glanced at Bai Yanxi's stomach from time to time.
"Grandpa, there's a guy who wants to see you. Now he's standing outside the door waiting for you. Bai Yanxi stretched out his hand to hold the old man's hand, as if he wanted to use this to give him the strength to support.
"Who!"
"Someone who was important to my grandfather, to me, and even to the baby in my belly, someone we all mistakenly thought we had lost. ”
Such a shrewd old man, even if he lives, he has not lost his acumen.
Bai Yanxi felt that the old man's hand began to tremble slightly, and then the amplitude became larger and larger.
"That man, yes, yes......"
Bai Yanxi's hand, with a slight force, tightly held the old man's loose-skinned hand.
"Yes, that person is your own grandson, my husband, the father of the baby. Grandpa, you have to hold on, and you can't be affected by the fact that Yi is alive. Grandfather. ”
I don't know if it was Bai Yanxi's voice or the old man's excellent self-control, the old man's mood slowly stabilized.
"Grandpa?"
The old man didn't speak for a long time, so Bai Yanxi couldn't guess what the old man was thinking in his heart at this time.
"Yan Xi, don't you complain? He left you alone like this. Let you suffer so many grievances for no reason. The old man stopped trembling his hands and feet, but his voice could not be controlled.
Faced with an old man who learned the news of his own grandson's "resurrection from the dead", the first thing he cared about was that he was afraid that he would feel wronged because of this?
Every time he finds the old man's love for himself, Bai Yanxi will find a deeper love, and then he will be moved again, this old man really loves himself, and his love is deep!
"Grandpa, if I say that I have nothing but joy, it would be a lie to you, but we all know Yi Shan's temperament, if it wasn't really a last resort, he would never have done such a "willful" behavior. So, grandpa, I can understand him!"
The old man noticed that Bai Yanxi was talking about understanding Tang Yishan, not forgiving or not blaming Tang Yishan. I know that in Bai Yan's heart, there will inevitably be some places where the diaphragm responds.
"Okay, I know, good boy, go and call her in!" The old man took out the hand held by Bai Yanxi and patted the back of her hand gently.
Although Tang Yishan was outside the door, the torment in his heart was no less than that of the people inside, and after waiting for a long time, the door of the study slowly reopened. Then Bai Yanxi walked out.
"How's Grandpa?"
The anxiety and care in the man's eyes can't be faked, Bai Yanxi at this time suddenly blessed her heart, she understands that these two awkward men are using their own ways to protect each other, and in fact, the other party is also vaguely aware of it, and knows it.
Should I say that these two people really deserve to be their grandfathers and grandchildren, and their sullen and awkward personalities are almost exactly the same.
"Grandpa's condition is fine, and, he, let you in. ”
Tang Yishan, who breathed a sigh of relief, breathed a sigh of relief in the next second, at this time, Tang Yishan was not sure, wait for what would happen.
But the best way he could imagine was for the old man to point at his nose and scold, or to hold up a high cane and hit himself hard to vent the emotions in his heart.
What happened next is unknown, and Tang Yishan had no choice but to hold his temperament and try not to stimulate the old man any more......
Tang Yishan walked to the door of the study, tidied up his clothes, took a deep breath, and then slowly spit it out. Raise your hand and knock on the study door a few times. A moment later, a deep voice came from the study.
"Come in!"
Tang Yishan pushed the door in, and the old man was sitting in front of the office, although he was already at the age of sixtieth year, the old man's eyes were sharp, like a sword that had been polished to an extremely sharp point, shooting straight towards him.
"Grandpa!" Tang Yishan leaned over slightly.
But it can be seen that this is one of the few times when he is "well-behaved", and his appearance is only seen by the old man when Tang Yishan was a child.
But obviously, Tang Yishan's gesture could not make the old man let go of the dissatisfaction in his heart.
"I need an explanation, why, you died all of a sudden? Why, you are standing here alive again? Tang Yishan, I really underestimate you, you are completely playing with everyone! Even your blood relatives and your lover are hidden. The old man's tone was mocking.
Although Tang Yishan could see that the old man was forcibly suppressing the anger in his heart, although he didn't rush over directly to beat people, nor did he let himself be hit with a few crutches, but looking at the anger on his face and this ironic tone, he could also know that the old man was actually angry.
But when he came back this time, the purpose was not to quarrel with the old man, he still remembered Sister-in-law Yang's words just now, like thunder.
When he came back, on the one hand, he gave him an epidemic prevention shot in advance, and at the same time, he also let the old man be angry and scold him, after all, he didn't discuss this matter with anyone in advance, strictly speaking, it belongs to a kind of cutting first and then playing.
Tang Yishan hung his head, looking low and pleasing to the eyes, facing the old man's words, he neither returned his mouth nor explained anything, only stood quietly to one side.
And when the old man saw that Tang Yishan was like a wood and didn't stand and speak, not only did the anger in his heart not disappear, but the anger in his stomach burned even more.
"Why have you become dumb, aren't you usually quite able to speak well? Haven't you always planned carefully? Why, do you think that if you don't speak, this matter will be over? How can you be so disregarding the overall situation, pushing the Tang family, the Tang family, and even your own women into the fire pit?"
The old man looked serious and said coldly:
"Is it difficult for you, have you forgotten the previous Yan Xi, how did you leave you? Or do you want to repeat the old trick and let Yan Xi be disappointed in you again?"
Every word and word of the old man was like a very thin needle, piercing into Tang Yishan's heart, and what followed was that kind of fine, but indescribable pain.
And Tang Yishan's silence at this time, at this time, it seems that it will not play any role, and it will not make the old man's heart more comfortable.
Tang Yishan didn't want to refute the old man, but he didn't want the old man to misunderstand him, how ruthless he was, ruthless to the point of abandoning his family!
After a long time, Tang Yishan slowly raised his head with a solemn expression.
"Grandpa, what was the situation of the Tang family at that time, you yourself knew it in your heart, in that case, we have always been subject to the constraints of the Quartet. It was a stalemate, a stalemate that could not be reborn without breaking it. And the only chess piece that can change is my life and death. If I don't do this, but let it develop and suppress the Tang Clan, what will be the consequences, have you ever thought about it?"
The old man's face instantly became ugly, and he leaned back in his chair a little weakly. It's as if getting old is only a matter of a second.
"Every time, as long as the Tang clan encounters any difficulties, you will always stand up, once like this, twice like this, I almost didn't realize it, this is about to become a pattern, every time, as long as you have the ability to solve it, you will not hesitate to solve such troubles. But, grandpa, you are getting older, and even you have to admit that you are becoming more and more powerless now. ”
When he said this word, the corners of Tang Yishan's eyes turned a little red. Tang Yishan knows better than anyone that although the old man has always seemed to be exiled himself, in fact, he is giving himself a stable and safe space to strengthen himself and let himself grow quickly enough to be independent.
The old man's intentions are good, in fact, he has always understood ......
After hearing Tang Yishan's words, the old man's eyebrows were almost twisted, and his expression was sad and melancholy.
Yes, I am already old, maybe it won't be long before I will usher in my own deadline, and the grandson I have always wanted to protect has grown into a man who can withstand all the turmoil when I don't know it.
It's a pity that the time I can see him carry forward the Tang Clan may really be running out......
The old man couldn't help but support his forehead with his hand, and his pupils were full of sadness.
Seeing the old man like this, Tang Yishan was worried that he would have a bad heart and would get sick, so he hurriedly walked over with a face full of concern.
"Grandpa..."
The old man replied in a hoarse voice.
"I'm fine, you've always been a child with ideas, and it's really hard for you to put such a burden in your hands!"
The man who has been strong all his life is like a towering mountain, and the man who always gives people an oppressive force invisibly, at this moment, after all, is just an old man who feels sorry for his children and grandchildren.
With white and mottled silver hair, deep and shallow folds on his face, and spots across his face, Tang Yishan didn't know when his grandfather had aged like this?
Suddenly, a sadness surged into my heart in an instant, and my heart was like being held tightly by a hand, causing a burst of breathlessness.
"Let's get out, let me be alone for a while!"
Tang Yishan opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word......
Maybe it's best for him to let him be alone.
Before Tang Yishan came, he was ready to be scolded by his grandfather, and even beaten by him, but none of this happened, but now this situation is the worst scene he imagined, he would rather be scolded by the master, or even beaten, it is more acceptable here.
Tang Yishan knew, he knew it early on, but he chose to see through it and not tell it, so he let the old man "deceive himself" all the time, thinking that he didn't know his intentions.
However, at this time, Tang Yishan clearly realized that no matter how powerful a person is, he is still a mortal after all, not a saint, let alone a god.
Tang Yishan had already walked to the door of the study, and was about to stretch out his hand to open the door and leave, but at this time, the old man suddenly opened his mouth, and his voice was obviously more hoarse than usual.
"In any case, take good care of Yanxi, and your children, and don't follow my old path......"
At this time, Tang Yishan seemed to have expected what the old man would say next, and he slowly turned around.
All he saw was an old man with silver hair, a wrinkled face, reddish eyes, and an indescribable sadness and exhortation in his eyes.
At that moment, Tang Yishan's heart seemed to be suddenly choked, and even his breathing became unsmooth.
"Don't ignore the people around you because of your own decisions, don't use the excuse of protecting them, but sit on the things that hurt their hearts the most. Because you don't know at this time, there is nothing in this world that is more painful than losing your beloved. ”
Tang Yishan knew that although the old man's words seemed like he was telling himself not to ignore Bai Yanxi's mood, he knew that he was whispering to himself that he had lost his grandmother for decades, and he had experienced it every day and every night in his heart, and he regretted it from the bottom of his heart.
"I see. ”
Leaving these words, Tang Yishan almost ran away from the study.
Because, he really didn't dare to look at the old man anymore, he was afraid, he was forced to disguise and maintain his indifference and composure in front of the old man, and when he saw his face full of sorrow and grief, he would completely collapse and disintegrate.