Chapter 81: Why Don't You Have Courage?
"What's wrong?" Su Xihang came out of the bathroom and saw me snuggling up on the sofa in a daze: "If you don't go to the bathroom, I'll use the rest of the water in the bathtub to brush John." [Marshmallow]"
I bit my lip and raised my head, pinched my hot mobile phone and said to him: "Lin Yuqing called just now, saying that the person who called Ding Hemei for 1.5 million was Su Beiwang. β
I still remember the day I had an accident, standing outside the door of the hospital's emergency room, and I had a fight with Su Xihang.
In fact, many times the reason for a quarrel is just a disagreement. But it often involves the deepest calculations in everyone's heart.
I said, my logic has always been very straightforward and straightforward. As far as the matter is concerned, if Zhou Nan's car accident has nothing to do with Su Beiwang, then why should he make up for it?
Su Xihang looked disapplieving: "According to what you say, if Zhou Nan's car accident has anything to do with him, does he have to make up for it?"
"I'm not going to raise the bar with you!" I pulled Su Xihang and pressed him on the couch like a wrestler: "Su Xihang, I just want to know." If Zhou Nan really found something unfavorable to Su Beiwang, he really ...... Can you do such a thing as killing people and killing people?"
I don't know where the fuse of my deepest contradiction is.
Is it pity for Zhou Nan? Or do you not want to see such a cold-blooded Su Beiwang?
Or maybe it's neither---- I'm just instinctively helpless and uneasy about the truth that I'm withholding.
So Su Xihang's questioning can make me so speechless----
"Luo Qi, does this have anything to do with you? You divorced Zhou Nan. also broke up with Su Beiwang.
The two of them stand in this whole thing, and to put it bluntly, it's just how your boss deals with his former employees.
Are you overdoing it?"
"I ......" I have no room for refutation, but it does not mean that I can be sincerely convinced.
Indeed, Zhou Nan is just an unlucky ghost who has been completely used, no matter what he sees or hears, it may be true or it may be fake news that was deliberately put on him.
A bloodless business fight is nothing more than relying on everyone's eyes, ears, hands and mouths as the medium.
Since Xiao Li and Ming Shu can use him, why can't Su Beiwang?
I looked up at Su Xihang, I said is it more comfortable to think like this? He can even use me and my father, hehe, don't you just grab it and put it under your feet to deal with a Zhou man?
"Su Beiwang can't do anything to kill people, at most he borrows a knife to kill people. Suxi patted me on the shoulder: "Or you have the right to burn more money and repay your grievances with virtue."
I think I slept with all the other women back then. Wouldn't he rather be a soft-ass who cares about brotherhood?"
"Don't say that. I glanced at him: "A man's innocence is the same as innocence, obviously he was raped by others, what kind of big-tailed wolf he pretended." β
"Luo Qi, you are so annoying. Su Xihang dragged a sofa cushion aggrievedly, and fled like a molested little daughter-in-law.
Seeing that it was not early, I said I was going to take a shower.
"Yes. Wash up and go to bed early. Sister Juan helped you clean up a guest room. β
Me: "!!"
Guest room?!
I froze there, and I couldn't really ask, 'You're not going to sleep with me tonight.'"
When I came back to my senses, I found that Su Xihang had already gone upstairs by himself, so I could only push open the door of the guest room and say goodnight downstairs.
Looking back, I felt very shameless, so I yelled: "Don't sneak over later!"
"Don't worry, I'll slip over the others. β
Closing the door and leaning against the wall, I could feel that Su Xihang was deliberately distancing himself from me.
is already under one roof, and getting along more naturally than old couples for many years. But it seems that there is always a layer of indescribable gauze. It's sadistic to the touch......
I called Han Ruochu, and I said Ruoruo, do you have any women of the right age to introduce one or two to you.
Speaking of which, Han Ruochu's circle is just a wonder herself, and it shouldn't be difficult to find a gentle and elegant lady.
I said, "I want to choose a favorite one and introduce it to Su Beiwang." β
The results can be imagined. [Marshmallow] was scolded by Han Ruochu as 'using 2B to describe you, even the pencil is not happy'!
I said I knew that I was a good idea, but what could I do?
The problem between Su Xihang and me is not something that can be solved by running in, sorting out, and heating up.
Unless we find a way to marry Su Beiwang first, and see that he has his own happiness, we can let go of our hands and feet!
"Su Xihang is so cowardly?!" Han Ruochu expressed his surprise: "You look at the ancients, the woman you like can find a way to take it away even if it is the concubine of your father."
What's more, the decision between the three of you is ultimately in your hands.
It depends on who you like, and it is not humble that you can make it. β
Of course, this is the reason when I say it, but when you really get along---- it takes three or five days for a boil to go down to swelling.
With such a big knot in my heart, how can I explain it.
I said that I heard today that Uncle Su's health is not very good, and now I will let him know about me and Su Xihang, and he must not tie up a piece of dipping pig cage!
Han Ruochu thought about it for a while, and said that he looked at this matter from the perspective of a bystander, and felt that Su Mingyuan was really biased towards Su Bei too much.
I was just about to nod my head in agreement, but suddenly I felt that something was wrong: "Hey, don't you hate Su Xihang the most? Why do you talk to him?"
"It doesn't matter if I like him or not, whether I like him or not, whether I hate him or not. Han Ruochu said: "Isn't it because he is really nervous about you?"
When I knew that something had happened to you that day, I never thought that such a cheap person would panic like a bear who was about to pee his pants.
Luo Qi, I think he really has you in his heart. β
I smiled bitterly, and said that it is useful to have it in my heart? Are there not many people in this world who love each other to the end and become strangers for various reasons?
After hanging up Han Ruochu's phone, my heart was not only unhappy, but even more uncomfortable.
Thinking about either climbing to the balcony next door to relax, as soon as he opened the door, he saw Su Xihang standing outside with a fruit bowl in one hand and a hot water bag in the other!
"You...... What are you doing here!"
"Send something. β
I said why didn't you knock on the door! I blushed involuntarily, wondering if he had listened to what he had just said!
"Knocked. He deliberately spread out his full hand, then lowered his head, his eyes playfully and ambiguously: "Guess what you knocked it with?"
"Su Xihang, you are a pervert!" When I held back my courage to scold, I found that a stinky and shameless self had come in. He put the fruit on my bedside table and threw the hot water bottle into my futon.
My heart warmed but my mouth was unconvinced: "It's only November, what are you doing with a hot water bottle?"
"Filled with traditional Chinese medicine, the cold on your legs is good. Don't ask me what the recipe is, I grow it myself in the yard. "He tucked my quilt on all sides, and then thought about it and thought it didn't seem like the right step. Lift it up again and stuff me in, and then tuck it up again.
I laughed and said you sealed me so tightly, it seems that you are not going to come in?
He didn't speak, just fed me with a toothpick sticking fruit in his mouth.
"Hey, do you have something to tell me? β
I said, if you don't tell me the truth, I won't eat, I'll kill myself!
So in the next ten minutes, I saw Su Xihang silently finish the whole plate of melons. It is said that borrowing wine to strengthen courage, what the hell is this borrowing melon to strengthen courage!
After eating, he yelled at me: "Yes, I just want to tell you that I do have a heart for Yang Hui." The whole world doesn't know, Luo Qi, how did you see it!" One second, two seconds, three seconds, the two of us stared at each other inexplicably.
Faster and faster heartbeats encouraged more and more unrestful breathing.
Then I laughed, and I couldn't even say a complete sentence.
Su Xihang suddenly came forward and kissed me, and his movements were angry.
I was petrified and tensed to move. I felt him smack viciously on my lips, and then frowned and asked, "Calm down----?" β
I took a few breaths, looked at him calmly, and said, "Maybe it's just a hunch." [Marshmallow updates quickly, the website page is refreshing, there are few ads, no pop-ups, I like this kind of website the most, I must praise it] Whether you want to admit it or not, I think in your subconscious, you just want to compete with Su Beiwang.
Recognition from parents and family, career achievements, or the favor of the opposite sex.
You have the exact same face, but you deliberately make your personality completely different from each other, and then you always think about ...... More successful than the other party.
I think your motive is to win by beating him in many places, and his reciprocal trick is to deliberately not take you to heart, deliberately tolerate you and humble you, but set off you...... Like a ......"
I didn't dare to say any more, so I carefully took the words.
It was Su Xihang who answered the sentence himself: "Jumping beam clown." β
I just nodded my head right away, very unkindly!
I said I don't know if you're tired or not, but I'm tired from watching from the sidelines.
"Have you thought about it, you have a guilty good impression of Yang Huixin, but you just have to compete a little bit...... Sequela. Maybe it had nothing to do with love?"
"Really, right?" Su Xihang tilted his head, and with pimples in his fingers, he arranged the toothpick inserted in the fruit into a small segment: "Perhaps, I just enjoy the sense of accomplishment when Su Beiwang's girlfriend said to me in person, 'She prefers to be with me'."
In fact...... In the three months since that incident, Yang Huixin's attitude has been very obvious.
Hoping that I would find a chance to have a showdown with my brother, she said that she had preferred the feeling of being with me since very early on. Regardless of whether the incident that day was drunk or not, she did not regret it.
But I don't want to remove the moral guilt at all. Obviously, I have also secretly felt for her...... But at that moment, even a little effort was not willing to do it for her.
I think, is it that the moment she says that she loves me, Yang Huixin is no longer as attractive to me as 'Su Beiwang's fiancΓ©e'?
So, I found out I really couldn't beat him. He knows everything, he doesn't have to do anything, he just lets me what I want...... The end result is that I can let go of the battlefield without a single soldier. β
I think I can fully understand the knot represented in Su Xihang's words, but I really don't dare to understand the heart in his words.
I don't know why, I suddenly couldn't hold back my tears: "Su Xihang, what do you want to say...... From the moment my label was labeled as 'Su Beiwang's ex-girlfriend', in fact, you were interested in me...... Also ...... "macro to find the number."
"No!" he suddenly snatched me into his arms: "Luo Qi, it's not like this!
I thought it was, but it wasn't. I'm probably, I'm ...... I just ......"
I lay on his chest, one ear listening to his incoherent speech, the other unkindly peeping at his frantic heartbeat.
I rubbed my face against his chest, and I said Su Xihang, it's just me...... You didn't get it from him.
I was there, but I just got lost at first. But you don't have the courage to pick me up and take me home.
"Luo Qi, it's because you're different, it's because you're not like those petty fights before----" Su Xihang stared at my eyes, and every word was seared into my soul like the deepest oath: "That's why I realized that this time I really won." It is precisely because of this upper hand that I have the most real guilt for Su Beiwang. β
"What about you...... What are you going to do?"
My tears hung on the corners of my lips, which had risen a few points, and I didn't fall for a long time.
Su Xihang leaned in gently, stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked my tears. When it touched the corner of his mouth, it suddenly sucked like an electric shock.
"He made me feel guilty, of course I made him jealous!" Su Xihang lifted my face slightly, and his eyes began to become deeper and deeper. Immediately, he pounced on me with ferocity, completely suppressing my already unsmooth breathing.
I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and replied mercilessly. I just closed my eyes and threw myself into it thoroughly!
I think that's his kiss. The most intense and sincere love he could give me in return.
It's like when I first met when I was seven years old, I was pitted to make me cry and kissed him hairily. Although dragging my nose has disgusted me for many years, it is the most sincere and unforgettable memory.
Later, he wanted to let me go, but I wouldn't. If he dares to run, I will bite him hard.
He was in pain, and I laughed. If he dared to hold me down, I pushed back hard.
"Luo Qi, what the hell are you going to do! Don't you know that I'm not used to facing objects that are still moving while lying flat!"
At last he was enraged by me, and unceremoniously tore open my clothes, leaving me exposed like a white rabbit with no place to hide.
Biting my neck, he passed on the pain and excitement to me bit by bite. I began to lose control of my innermost restlessness, so strong that I felt like I had forgotten myself!
Until----
Why the fuck does the phone ring at this time!
The two of us sighed in unison, like two fried fish, and rolled over on the bed for several seconds before sitting up with our backs up.
Su Xihang grabbed his mobile phone, frowned and roared: "Su Beiwang, are you sent by a monkey to fix me!"
Belch......
I think if the call is really from Su Beiwang, then it will be counted...... Pay it back to him!
Anyway, my injuries are not good, although the mood is here tonight, but if I really practice with real knives and guns, I guess I can't unlock any good posture.
Because the room was too quiet, Su Beiwang's voice could come from the other end of the phone very clearly.
"You don't talk nonsense, hurry up and go to the police station, something happened. β
"Are you a policeman or am I a policeman?" Don't point fingers at me----Hey?" Su Xihang's lust mixed with anger obviously did not disappear, and he choked the other party with a slash on his face.
As a result, Su Beiwang didn't buy it at all, so he hung up the phone.
I sat up straight nervously and stabbed him, "What's wrong?"
"It's okay, he's envious, jealous, hateful, and mischievous. Su Xihang was so cheap, but he had actually jumped out of bed to tidy up his clothes.
I understand, and he understands. Su Beiwang said that something happened, and it was probably a big deal.
I said that I was going too, but of course I was pressed to bed by Su Xihang without any suspense.
"You can't help, just rest at home. β
"But ----"
"What are you worried about? Have I ever hidden something from you after all this time?" Su Xihang's eyes were so determined that I almost got drunk, but when I thought about it, he was really honest with me.
"Well, you drive carefully. "I sent him downstairs and watched the lights disappear into the night before turning and climbing upstairs.
Su Xihang's bedroom was still lit up, and he walked directly from the guest room just now, and he didn't remember to tidy it up when he went down in a hurry.
Hmph, you dare to drive me to the guest room!
I clumsily climbed onto his big bed and rolled around twice before I got down satisfied.
Eh, the study...... The door is open?
Su Xihang's bedroom is an ensuite, in addition to a separate bathroom, there is a small door in the northeast corner.
I asked him and he said it was the study. Occasionally, I write a paper in it, and enjoy the murder photos or something. It can be described as a paradise for body and mind!
Originally, I was thinking about whether I would find an opportunity to take advantage of his absence one day and set this perverted dark room on fire. Yes, today is a great opportunity.
Well, I'll admit that I just fell in love with him and couldn't stop wanting to know more about him because of love.
Gently pushing open the hidden door, I convinced myself not to make a fuss no matter what part of the human body I saw.
Su Xihang is a medical scientist, these are all studies for the benefit of mankind, as noble as my father!
But to my surprise, the layout here is simple and elegant, not like his usual style.
A modern pop-up bookshelf leans against the wall, filled with heavy medical texts. There is an imported microscope on the table, and just looking at the configuration can circle my salary for a whole year.
There are piles of manuscripts and materials scattered on the table, and I think Su Xihang's handwriting is very doctor-like, so that ghosts can understand it.
Huh, what is this? I pulled out half a sheet of notebook paper from the bottom L-clip.
There are some pencil copies of chemical formulas.
I know, this should be...... Some kind of bromine-containing compound. But several reactors are not very perfect, like drafts for problem solving.
Ever since I found out that my dad had been killed by a drug, I have always been very sensitive to bromine-containing organics.
I think Su Xihang also had the same idea as me, and he didn't put a lot of effort into my father's case.
Alas, even though he is so hard to help me, he is always cheap.
I really want to know, when I was with Su Beiwang, what kind of discomfort did this guy feel in his heart?
Buzzed twice, and a small mosquito came. I raised my hand and slapped it to death, looking left and right to find no tissues. So I twisted it with this piece of scratch paper and kneaded it into a paper basket.
I slept soundly that night, sleeping on Su Xihang's bed, and by the time I realized that my aunt had come in the middle of the night, she had made a mess of people's beds.
Dragging the quilt to the corner, I was going to drag it to the bathroom and wash it off quickly.
lest Su Xihang come back and ban me from entering with a disgusted face----
I realized he hadn't come back that night!
I hurriedly made a phone call, and I was very tired from listening to his voice.
"Su Xihang, are you okay? β
"I'm fine, it's just...... Last night, Tang Jiali died of a heart attack in the detention center. β
"Dead ?!!"
Su Xihang said it as if it was an understatement, and I am not stupid, I understand how deep the mystery is.
Changing clothes and running downstairs, I said hello to Shang Xiaojuan and went directly to the police station.
When I came to the reception hall outside, I saw Su Beiwang talking to Lin Yu softly.
"What about Su Xihang?" I didn't think much about it, and asked as soon as I opened my mouth.
"Dissect inside. Lin Yu glanced at me, but this awesome answer was too ambiguous!
Are you performing an autopsy or are you undergoing an autopsy, your sister's......
"Are you better?" Lin Yuqing went to the vending machine next door to buy coffee, and Su Beiwang looked at me and asked.
It's like an old friend who hasn't seen you for a long time, but it's ...... I didn't think it was particularly embarrassing.
I nodded and said that I was fine, and I planned to go back to work next Monday.
As I spoke, I occasionally looked down the hallway. It was Su Xihang's office over there, and I don't know how long he had been in here.
I asked Su Beiwang what was going on? I will go to court tomorrow, why did Tang Jiali suddenly have a heart attack and die at this time?
"I don't know, so I'll wait for the report. Su Beiwang didn't deliberately avoid my gaze, but he also tried not to look at me.
I said, Oh, even if the wicked have evil retribution. He asked my dad to be a substitute for the dead, and now he still can't escape the curse. It's not a shame to think about it, it's just ......
I looked at Su Beiwang: "Listen to the institute, you will officially subscribe to Zhongke next month, Tang Jiali is dead now, does it have any impact on you?"
I don't know much about these things, but I've heard Su Xihang talk about it before. It is said that some anomalies have been found in the integration of the financial data of Zhongke Pharmaceutical, and there may be tricky and troublesome follow-ups.
"You don't have to bother with this, I can solve it. "Since Su Beiwang said so, I don't want to talk nonsense. It's just a polite sentence, as if I can really help you worry about it!
At this moment, a calm and elegant perfume smell behind him directly and overwhelmingly overshadowed the formalin everywhere.
I saw Su Beiwang in front of me frowning slightly, and I also realized that there was someone behind ---- me!
She is Yang Huixin?
Hehe, I really didn't expect it. The first time we met, it was near the morgue of the police station!
"Why did you come in?" Su Beiwang looked away from me and walked straight to her.
I looked at this legendary woman carefully, hehe, it doesn't seem to have three noses and four legs.
In terms of appearance, good-looking is very good-looking, but it is far from being shocking. The figure can only be regarded as tall, with fair skin but slightly few cheekbones.
In short, the chest is not as big as Ruoruo, and the eyes are not as big as Tingting.
Probably because I was staring too distractedly, Yang Huixin looked at me with a little vigilance: "This young lady is ----"
"Her name is Luo Qi, she is an employee of our company, and she is currently the deputy manager of the R&D department. β
I didn't expect Su Beiwang to introduce me like this, and the moment he opened his mouth, I was really afraid that he would directly say that I was Su Xihang's girlfriend.
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