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Western Airlines:

On the day my mom died, it was snowing heavily, and when my dad took me to the hospital to see her, she asked me if I had eaten. Read the full text of the latest chapter

After saying this, she left, without any extra advice.

People say that children generally form deep memories from about the age of four, but this is the only thing I remember best.

That day I hugged my father's neck and said, if you send me away. Can you find a good family? If you have something to eat, you just don't abuse me.

Dad cried very much, and he didn't shed tears the moment Mom died. Later, he said, you call me Dad, I call you a son, and we have no other relatives in this world.

In fact, my father and mother have been married for less than two years, and I think that regretful emotion will gradually be forgotten with the years. So I started helping him on blind dates since I was eight years old----

I thought my dad was wooden, dull, and unromantic, and these fatal factors led to his academic excellence but repeated defeats in love.

Later, I finally understood that the biggest obstacle was me.

Female A said, "This child is not your own, why do you take it with you?" The boy is wild-hearted, like an unfed dog. ”

Me: "......"

You're the dog, your whole family is a dog!

Woman B said, "In the future, we will have our own children, in case it is a daughter." Who are you going to cry for being ruined by a bastard boy?"

Me: "......"

I don't look at your small eyelids with a collapsed nose, and the daughter you gave birth to will not Lao Tzu for nothing.

Female C said: "I don't care, anyway, I'm not a stepmother." You hurry up and send him back to his biological parents, with him or me, with me without him. ”

Me: "......"

Did I dig your ancestral grave or what, you hate me so much that you hate me?

finally waited for Su Mingyuan and Hua Xiaoting to come. Said that he wanted to take his son away.

I said, "Okay!"

On the day he left, Dad stood outside the airport security checkpoint. Nagging like a menopausal woman, I patted him on the shoulder and said, "When you are old, if you can really meet a woman who knows hot and cold, don't hesitate anymore."

As long as it's good to you, I'll recognize any mother. ”

Dad didn't say anything, turned around and strode away. Maybe we don't realize that the real loneliness and loneliness will penetrate the bone marrow, tossing and soaking day and night.

If I hadn't left. Maybe Dad's kindness will always lead the bottom line and not go to that point.

Beiwang:

When she was seven years old, her mother gave birth to her younger brother Dongtang.

I saw his tiny one. Lying in the cradle and shaking, babbling and not knowing what to say.

Intrigued, I reached over and poked him.

Then grandma rushed over and gave me a nosebleed with a slap in the face.

She asked the nurse to take my brother away, and told me not to touch him casually.

Mom didn't let me disturb during the confinement, and Dad was busy in the company all day long.

I hid in my eldest sister's arms and cried, and I said why didn't my grandmother like me at all after I had my younger brother?

At that time, the eldest sister was about to enter junior high school. More than a head taller than me.

She coaxed me while washing my hands and face, because you are the eldest son of the Su family, you must learn to support the family business stronger in the future. What love, what care, leave it to my brother for the time being.

I didn't understand it, I just felt disappointed.

Because when my mother's belly was still round, she promised me that after giving birth to a little brother, Beiwang would not have to pester her eldest sister all the time. The younger brother is more fun.

When I first began to understand the word brother, I thought that he would be like me, he could play with the same toys as me, he could be beaten up and down by my father, and he could drag himself on the ground for 300 meters every day.

Who would have thought that my brother was such a fragile gadget that he couldn't even touch it.

Boring!

So when my parents brought Xihang back and said that this was also my brother.

I thought that my view of family affection, which had been subverted for seven or eight years, had been reversed again----

A boy who looked exactly like me stood in front of me in a proper manner.

But the light in those eyes was not regular at all, and to be honest, I couldn't understand what he was thinking.

My mother politely said to me, you are an older brother, and you have to take care of the western airline. He must have been unaccustomed to a lot of places when he first arrived. If you need anything, just tell your mother.

Su Xihang said: "You are not our mother. ”

So this was my first meeting with Western Airlines, and it ended with me punching him in the face!

For the next two days, I hid in the house without eating or drinking.

Mom came in, and I couldn't help but hold her and cry.

I asked her if it was true. Read the full text of the latest chapter, Mom said yes, what makes love more sincere is blood, and what is deeper than blood is love.

As long as I want, I will always be Hua Xiaoting's son.

In the days when I was not at all used to seeing a woman as my biological mother and becoming a stepmother, Su Xihang was obviously more suitable for the family than I was.

Although the purpose of his existence seems to be to deliberately provoke everyone.

The eldest sister liked him very much, and she said that she had been bragging about her brother's good looks all over the college campus, but this time it's okay, one has become two!

And it turned out that Su Xihang and I basically refused to leave at the same time.

We never want to wear the same clothes and use the same things. This made the eldest sister with obsessive-compulsive disorder a deep headache.

I said that the only way to dress up a child is to be eye-catching, and none of you has the right to ask two rebellious boys to just accept the black history across the mirror.

Western Airlines:

The Su family is more harmonious than I imagined, at least Aunt Hua is still a very good woman on the surface, although my father is indifferent to me, I don't care about him.

The eldest sister is very gentle, and the younger brother is very cute. Only Su Beiwang ----

It's just out of the same awkward personality as being trampled by a grass mud horse!

I found that I found a very interesting game, that is, to use various means to provoke Su Beiwang.

What a masochistic and exciting game!

First of all, it's a prank, but I'm not going to do it myself. Seven or eight-year-old Dong Tang is the age when he has no brains to incite and dislike dogs, and he is obviously closer to me than Su Beiwang, who has an iceberg-like ascetic school grass face. I could easily get him to sneak into Su Beiwang's room and steal or put anything in----

Including his most cherished trophy certificate, but also a basket of guinea pigs dressed as the Seven Fairies.

I think it wouldn't be too strange if I found a book on black magic in Su Beiwang's room one day.

I think he must be willing to pay even the price of giving his soul to the devil in exchange for me disappearing......

And then there's the scar, which is risky, because we both have a bottom line.

He can't say my dad, I can't say.

Otherwise, it would be a hand-to-hand fight, and at that time, the eldest sister was studying in medical school, and we often ran to her one after the other to bandage and take medicine.

The eldest sister said that sooner or later, if you get disfigured one day, you don't have to make trouble!

Later, my parents discussed that it was not very conducive to family harmony for the two of us to be together, so they decided to send us abroad to study at university.

Mom means that I hope that we can rely on ourselves everywhere, and maybe we will be able to understand the true feelings of interdependence between brothers. ゥ Bullshit!

Beiwang:

One night before leaving, I saw Xihang go out with a very thick package.

I was just curious to follow, and I learned that he was going to the university next door to deliver something.

Sneaky like a terrorist.

"Hey, I don't have a name, isn't it too futile to pick up girls. ”

I leaned against the wall at the school gate and teased him.

But he told me that boys of our age, even their parents, and ancestors are always changing, and we can't make any promises.

At that moment, I still felt as if I had never known about Western Airlines.

On the way back, for the first time, we could hardly speak a few words calmly.

He asked me if you ever wondered if one day we might fall in love with the same woman.

I've honestly thought about it.

I think the two of us often have similar likes and dislikes, and sometimes, we just deliberately choose to be different from each other.

"What would you do if you really fell in love with the same?"

I said cold salad.

In my first year abroad, I went to business and he was in medical school at the same university.

We loved and killed each other as before, until he ran away from my first love...

Western Airlines:

I think Su Beiwang is really hypocritical, he obviously said that he came out and studied hard, but he gave me a first love!

The girl was of Chinese descent, small, and harmless when she laughed.

I thought that a person with such a sense of ritual as Su Beiwang would also choose a little difficulty in chasing women to enhance the pleasure of hunting. I didn't expect to soak that kind of soft girl. What a challenge!

It wasn't until I once saw Shirley in the back of the library with a foreign cock silk French style that I knew that a woman's ruthlessness was not proportional to whether her face was cute or not.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but at that moment there was a deeper and more real sense of humiliation than being cuckolded. candy floss

It seems that I always feel that no matter what kind of grandmother I toss Su Beiwang into, I can't stand others hurting him and insulting him.

This kind of mentality is probably called psychopathology.

I followed the classic trick of horror movies and sent weird notes to the girl's hand out of nowhere, saying - hey: I know what you did last summer!

It's useless, the girls with cute faces are strong in their hearts. still lived this life of two boats, and used Su Beiwang's scholarship card to buy a Harley race car for that man.

Later, I came on the stage myself and said that my brother is so boring, do you want to try it with me. Our medical school scholarships are even more generous!

Beiwang:

In fact, I didn't know that Shirley was in contact with other men before long, but it didn't matter, I felt very happy to see that Emperor Su Xihang was not in a hurry and the eunuch was in a hurry.

But it was from that moment that I suddenly wondered if this idiot was jumping up and down all day just to prove his existence to me?

Of course, the outcome of the matter was not pretty, and in the end, he was so eye-catching, and in the end, at the cost of tricking Shirley into the chaos of the black distribution, completely drew a nightmare to my first love.

I said Su Xihang, we can't do anything to destroy the three views.

"Doesn't she like the size of foreigners! You can't keep her, I'll just help her find a good place!"

I said it wasn't a matter of size at all, I hadn't touched her!

"Oh, that's a matter of your own charm. ”

Because of this incident, the parents of the victim girl sued the school, and Xihang was withdrawn from school.

It was a cold day and it was still snowing. I walked in front, and he followed me, silent all the way, but suddenly said, 'The day Mom left, there was a lot of snow.' ’

My heart sank for a moment, and I said Su Xihang, tell me directly what you want in the future. What you lack, I'll help your parents pay you back.

We didn't dare to tell our family about the withdrawal of Xihang, so we thought of an expedient measure. Let him go to another medical school, of course... If you do not have an application letter and no guarantor, you will not be able to apply for the scholarship.

---- full self-finance, it is up to the two of us to work and study part-time.

But I never dreamed that he would bring me back a Lasker Prize in Medicine.

Su Xihang's IQ really robbed me, otherwise I should have been Einstein's.

I remember when I was in high school, I had a great sense of urgency.

The first semester he appeared by my side almost shook my status as a school leader.

Fortunately, his total score was not as high as mine, but the terrible thing was that according to the teacher---- all his science papers only had answers and no steps on the questions, so he deducted a lot of paper marks before he was below me.

Some people questioned him for plagiarism, but only I knew about it. No matter how complicated the math problem is, it is all fucking mental arithmetic!

This shameless genius is scheming>

Western Airlines:

The cruelest part of growing up is that boys can never dare to follow the mature footsteps of girls of the same age.

When my career is stable and I am ready to step on the colorful auspicious clouds and appear in front of her, Luo Qi, who is almost the same age as me, actually got married in a flash!

Isn't it said that highly educated girls are easy to leave paper! Isn't it all said that there are no female scientists!

You're not twenty-four yet, what kind of marriage are you!

During the time when I fell out of love, Su Beiwang began to gradually help my father with the company.

The proud son of the wealthy president, thinking about it with his ass in the next stage, should be a good time for the marriage of the business world.

I did have a good impression of Yang Huixin, and I never told Su Beiwang about this.

Their love is passionless, I think it may not depend on whether the two people are suitable, but Su Beiwang never knew how to appreciate Yang Huixin's goodness.

I feel like this idea of mine is scary, so the best thing to do is to stay away.

But Murphy's Law is often pervasive, and I finally waited for Yang Huixin's late-night phone call----

Can you talk to me?

I said no.

[Sister-in-law, please respect yourself. Wu Song took his leave first. 】

I tried to get in touch with Du Wenya, I thought I was using her to escape Luo Qi, who had missed a lifetime, but in fact I was just running away from my sudden unsettled heart.

Beiwang:

In the second year of getting along with Huixin, I saw the only one in her eyes that didn't belong to me.

The more and more deliberate evasion of Western Airlines made me more and more confirmed my thoughts.

I thought: If one day these two hands hold hands and swear to the death in front of me, I can really wish them happiness with a smile on their faces.

Do I love Yang Huixin? It's just that I feel that the early senile syndrome is obvious, and when I reach a similar age, I meet a woman who has nothing wrong with her---- so I really have no reason to refuse. Crazy brother.

I have never fantasized about a vigorous love, I just want to calmly lead a suitable woman through my life.

But if you don't love very much, it doesn't mean you don't love, it doesn't mean ----

It is possible to betray to such an extent without indifference!

But I don't need to deliberately express my indignation, I just need to calmly face the facts that have happened, and there will be all the pressure of public opinion to support me.

I looked at Su Xihang, who had betrayed his relatives, and I couldn't say that there was no trace of the pleasure of revenge.

He never explained, as if everything was taken for granted.

I couldn't find the upper hand except silence.

Because I began to get to know Su Xihang slowly, no one could hurt him, except himself.

So I just had to smile and force him to die in guilt.

Western Airlines:

It's been a long time since Yang Huixin's affair. I'm used to the rallying call every morning, and it's still easy to let go of life at the police academy.

I wanted to do forensic medicine because I felt that what living people see, hear, and feel is often as illusory as a fart.

The truth is obviously not like this, but the truth is in front of everyone's eyes.

So I've come to enjoy working with the dead----

When Su Beiwang carried the machete sent by Yang Huixin's father for me, I hugged his body and asked for the first time.

I said you don't believe me!

He said he didn't believe it, but it doesn't matter if he didn't believe it, who called you my brother?

I admit that sentence was fatal to me.

I hated him for his mocking smile and pretending to be a great sacrifice.

I wanted to open his heart and see if there was any warmth in the frequency that was from the same mother as me that was worth remembering......

From that moment on, I truly turned my life and Northern Jiangsu Wangzhen into two parallel lines that no longer intersect.

We began to find no reason for conversation, the urge to connect, and even the dislike of each other.

Until Luo Qi's reappearance----

Beiwang:

The moment I fell in love with Luo Qi, I was very relieved.

I don't think Su Xihang will be able to run to me for the third time to do this kind of thunderstorming thing, I am so glad that ---- can finally enjoy my love.

But I didn't expect that this time it was not him who stood in my way, but I got in his way.

I forgot that Luo Qi is a woman, not a piece of cake, not a medal. It's not a still life that can be taken by whoever runs there to see who is fast.

I thought I had won the result, but I actually lost the opening.

I know it's not my own, but I want to possess it like I'm crazy, that kind of emotion, it's really heartbreaking every second.

I attacked her, protected her, guarded her, and loved her with my own unique conditions. But no matter how much defense he could, he couldn't resist Su Xihang's smile like a dog.

When Luo Qi told me that she always loved Su Xihang, I suddenly figured out something----

Life is so long, I'm not in a hurry to fill my pockets.

Either wait for that cheap man to get married first, okay! Damn, although I'm your brother, I'm just a few minutes older than you, and I won't die long before you, I don't believe I can't survive you!

I was secretly more energetic until half a month later, when I got a diagnosis of liver cancer.

Western Airlines:

I hate this god who plays with people's hearts and doesn't pay for his life.

I just want to say to Su Beiwang that I never wanted anything from you, and I never tried to fight for everything you have.

But you...... Can you give Luo Qi back to me? She was originally mine!

But it's too late, I owe you my life.

I watched you take her out of the pair, and watched you abuse the monster for her.

Look at her beside you, look at the red kiss marks on her neck.

Su Beiwang, aren't you an ascetic virgin?

That night, I thought of countless reasons, the delivery plumber, even if it was a fire that burned your house to the ground!

Can you put Luo Qi back?

I don't care if she's married, I don't care if she's miscarried, it's like a bloodstained ticket to the young years I've missed with her.

But I can't just watch you touch her......

I was standing downstairs with corpses of cigarette butts lying at my feet. I pinched my phone until my fingers stiffened, it was the first time in my life that I thought it would be good if I could die for you.

I'm such a cheap person, and I've never had the idea of committing suicide. That was the first and only time.

Beiwang:

For the first few weeks, I, like all those who have been given death notices, were reluctant to believe it. Why does it have to be me?

I'm still so young, and I haven't done anything harmful, and my appearance is not low, why do I have cancer?

Susi Airlines ...... Why not you?!, that's still me......

Even in the last moments of my life, I think there's still a lot I can do----

Of course, if I still have the qualifications.

Do I hate Su Mingyuan? To be honest, never.

I was the son he brought out, and I knew what kind of man my father was.

At that moment, I suddenly understood what Xihang had said when I was young.

"We can't even make decisions about our own lives, so what qualifications do we have to take responsibility?"

Origin, parents, fate, blood...... None of this can be changed.

What I really felt fear was not the impending death, but the ...... I don't know what I've done in my life or for what.

He said he wouldn't let me die, but I thought he was too selfish.

Don't you know that liver cancer is very painful! As a doctor, you should be brave enough to give me a shot to be happy!

No matter how much I want to live......

At first I was not admitted to the hospital, but the company of Sussi Airlines drove me extremely crazy.

I never imagined that one day, the two of us would get along in this way. The feeling of having to help him even go to the bathroom is worse than death.

That night, I got up alone to pour water. I saw him sitting alone on the sofa in the living room, holding the blue light on his notebook, looking up the information of those medical journals.

I stood quietly behind him, but he didn't notice. I guess I was too involved in tears.

I said, "Isn't it too early for you to start brewing emotions now?"

He ignored me, closed the computer, wiped his eyes, and yelled at me to go back to the house and lie down.

For the first time in more than a decade, I listened to him like that.

Western Airlines:

It's not that I haven't prepared for the worst, if I just accompany him slowly to the moment of the end of his life----

But I can't think of it, I can't imagine what the state of mind would be like at that time.

He really doesn't take care of me at all, and as long as he can move, he will never call me in.

He would always hide his blood-vomited sheets and pillows. No matter what you say, you have to hide it, it's like Alzheimer's, and I often have to look for a long time.

Later, he told me that what he cared about most in his life was dignity, and the most dedignified thing in his life was to have my younger brother.

I said hehe, each other.

"But I don't care about dignity anymore......"

I said you want to tell me, do you only care about me?

He didn't finish the rest of the sentence before he fell asleep.

At that moment, I was really scared. I was afraid that on a normal day, he would speak to me as he normally would.

As my mom said---- it's time to eat?

After that, he died!!

Can you die and take some responsibility!

It's been almost 30 years, and I've been speculating about what my mom was going to say in the second half of the story----

If I say I ate it, she will ask what she ate?

If I say I didn't eat it, will she say she didn't eat it and go home and eat it!

Su Beiwang wakes me up, you tell me---- am I you or not...... What about the loved ones you care about the most?

If you say no, I will save you and let you spend the rest of your life feeling proud to have my brother.

If you say yes, I'll ...... There's no reason not to save you......

Beiwang:

Finally, I was still at this point, and I was lying on the hospital bed in front of the operating room, as if I could see my soul floating in a translucent shape.

What I have always rejected is not the risk of Su Xihang's surgery. It was that I was too scared of the operation, and as a result, I paid for his sacrifice.

I will not be able to face Luo Qi, face myself, face every day and night when there will be no more him.

But when he hugged me and forced me to ask me if I wanted to live, the hope of my life and the fear of death filled the highest point of my reason every minute.

"You have to believe in miracles first, and then miracles happen," he said. ”

I finally unfolded my vulnerability, helpless like a baby.

I told him that I wanted to live, even the slightest hope, at the cost of any pain and despair...... I'm still, so longing to live.

He said well, the miracle is that we just need to do everything we need to do every step of the way, and hope will come at the last minute.

It's not family love, true friendship---- what you have, what you have paid, what you have sacrificed, what you have obsessed with, will be given back to you in the parallel world.

In all places where love has appeared, even death can be painless.

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