I only remember the last words Su Beiwang said to me on the way to the hospital.

He said he was tired, but he didn't regret it.

I have always felt that he is a man who is too strong at heart, able to tolerate all the sins and punishments that belong to him or not.

- until the doctor came out of the emergency room and told us that he was vomiting blood not because he was out of breath, but because of advanced liver cancer.

I covered my mouth and took two steps back. For a while, I felt that the most undaring thing in the world was Su Xihang's eyes.

I didn't dare to see his reaction when he heard this, and I didn't dare to capture the shock and despair in his eyes. I'm afraid that the sadness and helplessness that the two of us look at each other will multiply and hundredfold.

"What are you talking about...... Su Xihang squeezed out a few words from between his teeth, his sharp eyes lit up, and the doctor was so frightened that the doctor cowered back half an inch.

"What nonsense are you talking about! How can he be terminally ill?!" Su Xihang grabbed the collar of the white coat and pressed him against the wall with a flick of his hand!

"Sir, calm down!" other medical staff rushed over to persuade him.

"Let it go, you make it clear to me, find me the best oncologist in the hospital!"

I have come to believe that the eternal melody between the doctor-patient conflict cannot be reconciled and avoided by the quality of people. Su Xihang is obviously also a doctor, but when it is his turn, he is completely a hooligan.

I'm also a hooligan.

I stood still and didn't say anything, probably hoping that he would vent out, otherwise my heart would be very cruel.

Later, the paramedics got angry and called the security guards to push and shove. And shouted loudly: "The patient has been sick for no less than three or five months. What are you doing as family members earlier?"

Three to five months......

My mind began to recall Su Beiwang's seemingly abnormal situation like a marquee-

When he stood at my door crying and begged me to give him another half a year, he told me that his apologies to my father would soon be explained to him in person, and when he said that he would leave S City to sit in the new market and never plan to come back, when he arranged everything for the rest of the world and went to a dead end, he said that from this moment on, it was my eldest brother who wished me eternal happiness......

Why did Song Ye cry so desperately before leaving, and kept asking us to take care of him. Why did he go to donate blood to Su Xihang. Doubly blocked.

His body has boiled to the point of running out of oil, but he is still making the last effort for the future of the Su family.

But in the end, what about what he loves, what he doesn't love, what he believes, what he doesn't believe...... One person and one shot at the end of his will.

He said he was tired, but he didn't regret it.

I can't imagine how desperate it was. Even if he made his last words, he was not unwilling in the slightest.

The doctor came out of the operation again and said that the upper gastrointestinal bleeding had basically stopped, and he would wake up later, but he needed to stay in bed and not be irritated. It's just the abdominal cavity...... After opening, it was silently stitched.

"For the time being, there is no other way to contain the cancer cells, and wait until the consultation to determine the treatment plan. Do you want to be conservative or—

Where his family is, it's best to be there. The doctor said.

"He doesn't have any other family, I'm his only family. Su Xihang said: "I am also a doctor, although I do not specialize in oncology, but I know the insider.

If it is really in the terminal stage, chemotherapy is no longer meaningful. Let's consider transplantation after liver necrosis.

I am his twin brother and I will have the best results with my liver. ”

"A liver transplant is not as simple as you think," the doctor shook his head, "If you really want to, you should also undergo a medical examination first-"

"No need to check, I'm healthy!"

"Su Xihang!" I yelled with tears in my eyes: "Don't you mess around?"

He was shot three times in the liver area, and his recovery took less than a quarter. It is impossible for a doctor in the world to dare to accept Su Xihang's donation request!

"Luo Qi, shut up!"

"You just shut up! Even if you are rash, you can't save him, it's better to calm down and listen to the advice of a professional doctor. "I feel like I've been sad for a long time, and it's time to get my senses.

In this situation, I have to be more sober than Su Xihang!

"I'll call Nan Xun-" Lin Yu, who was standing on the side of the corridor and had been ignored by us for a long time, said softly and took out his mobile phone, and was about to dial when Su Xihang knocked him out!

"Are you useful to them? The Su family has nothing to do with us, Su Mingyuan only uses him, and only dislikes me! Everyone is lying to us, and now you think who else can take care of him!"

I grabbed Su Xihang by the waist, I didn't know how much strength I had to appease and convince him. I only felt that under the thick winter clothes, his heart was beating so detached and desperate.

The doctor said stop yelling, the patient is awake.

I didn't want to go in because I was afraid I would cry uncontrollably. And my emotions are already the last line of defense that can affect Suxi Airlines.

So when Su Xihang went in first, I wiped my eyes and said to Lin Yuqing: "Let's call the eldest sister and the younger brother over......

I don't know if the head of the family like Su Mingyuan has so many cold-blooded reasons to be involuntarily. But I believe that Su Nanxun and Su Dongtang really regard Beiwang as their relatives. ”

Lin Yu nodded lightly and said that he thought so too.

That's when I walked into the room. Seeing Su Xihang sitting in front of the bed, his expression was like a child who was unwilling to admit his guilt after making a mistake and didn't know how to justify.

"You can take my body away...... Su Beiwang said: "The doctor said that the mutation shape of the tumor is very strange, and it is very rare to see." You're such a pervert, you're going to love it.

But remember to sew beautifully after using it, I will meet Luo Qi earlier than you in the next life, and I don't want to have flaws. ”

"Shut up. Su Xihang turned to the side with his face buried, and I couldn't see his expression from the angle I was standing.

Su Beiwang stretched out his hand and took off the oxygen mask, probably trying to make his words clearer: "On the day of the wedding, I may not be your bestman......

I thought it must be a hundred times stronger than what you did at my wedding. At least your bride won't want to run away with me......"

"Shut up!"

"I don't accept your donation, I don't want your wolf dog heart donkey liver and lungs...... I don't hate anyone in the Su family either. You can keep out of contact with them, but please don't hurt them.

Besides, my little one is very well-behaved, don't always let your stupid dog bully her......"

"Su Beiwang, shut up!" I saw Su Xihang suddenly roar, and then smashed his whole face on the bed like a dumb shell bomb.

I even have the illusion that he will smash the ECG monitor directly into a straight line!

I knew Su Xihang was crying, and the last time he cried was when he rescued me from the building that was about to explode. But I can't remember it clearly, and I can't see it clearly.

And this time, he pressed his face all over the sheets, and he couldn't see his expression and tears.

Su Beiwang stretched out his hand that was still infusion, and stroked his dark hair: "Xihang...... What kind of person is our mother?"

"Very punctual. Su Xihang covered herself in the quilt, and her voice was very unfamiliar: "She is very beautiful, short in height, and she stands on the bench to make milk tea for the students when she can't reach the table." ”

"If I ...... If only I could see her. ”

I watched from the point where the dawn reflected the silhouette, and soon stopped crying.

I feel like I'm becoming more and more like an outsider, looking at their lives from a different perspective, and feeling much more excited than being in love.

There are always friendships in this world that you can't imagine, and they can't be described in any words.

A heavier one is blasphemy, and a lighter one is blindness.

The sound of kicking and tapping footsteps outside the door interrupted my dazed train of thought, and I saw that Sunan Xun Hua Xiaoting still had a pair of eyes red and swollen...... I don't know if it was Su Dongtang who made the anti-wolf spray like that just now!

Su Xihang lifted up like an electric shock, turned to stand facing out the window. Didn't say hello to anyone. I walked over and stood behind him, deliberately not looking at his face, just holding his hand tightly in the palm of my hand.

His hands were cold and he was shivering all over.

I heard Su Beiwang call the eldest sister and Dongtang, but when I faced Hua Xiaoting, who was already in tears...... He called Aunt Hua.

The simplest and most alienated words are enough to crown motherhood with the most cruel catastrophe. I saw Hua Xiaoting suddenly rush to the door like crazy, and caught Su Mingyuan, who was standing there watching from a distance and didn't want to come in—a hard slap, I can hear the crisp sound from several meters away!

"Su Mingyuan, you are still not a human being!" Hua Xiaoting cried and beat him, in front of many children, the majestic father was like a lewd lamb to be slaughtered!

"Looking north is my son...... I raised him for 30 years, you don't want him, I want it! Su Mingyuan, you promised me not to say it!

Su Mingyuan's eyes were red, but his cheeks were trembling: "Xiaoting, you can be emotional, but I can't! The affairs of the Su family can only be handed over to the Su family."

There is a disease that can be cured... I'll ...... any amount of money."

"Money?" Su Xihang turned his face, and the tears before had already condensed into indestructible armor: "Can money buy out the hard work of our flesh and blood separation over the years?

Su Mingyuan, you are simply a cowardly and cowardly wretched wretch. Externally, he looks like a bear, and he can only stab himself at his own people.

Every penny you can take out is earned back by Su Beiwang for you! What capital do you have to pretend to be big here, you get out of here!"

"Sussi!"

Seeing that the scene had become more and more chaotic, Su Beiwang propped himself up and tried to sit up: "Shut up, don't make any more trouble! Now that I have admitted whether I won or lost, I-"

"Big brother!"

"Look north!"

"Hurry up and call the doctor!"

Su Beiwang vomited blood again, and the whole scene was very chaotic for a while.

I retreated silently, and saw that Su Mingyuan seemed to be isolated from the entire family, and his back looked a little lonely.

I think that the price of cold-bloodedness and cruelty is that people will go far beyond the joy of victory and become nothing......

Hua Xiaoting leaned on the arms of these two children, sobbing endlessly. Su Xihang stood in front of the corridor wall opposite, and the light and shadow of the morning light stretched long, long.

"The thing...... That's about it. Hua Xiaoting said that in order to lie about the bloodline of the Su family, the couple bought her twin eldest sons from He Caiyi and deceived her seriously ill grandfather.

I didn't know that my body was well recuperated later, and I was pregnant with my youngest son Su Dongtang.

At that time, Su Beiwang was already seven years old, and Su Mingyuan wanted to simply return the child to He Caiyi while he was not too old. After inquiry, I learned that He Caiyi died of illness a few years ago, and the youngest son followed his adoptive father out of the country.

Grandmother Guo Xiang means that either you should keep it, and you will be on guard in the future.

So the old grandmother has always held the will in her hand, anyway, the children are not minors, and there are many variables in the future that no one can say.

But when Su Beiwang was fourteen years old, he was told by a doctor about a physical examination. His liver was found to be in an abnormal developmental state, and the cause of this is unknown, but it cannot be ruled out that there will be lesions in the future.

At that time, Hua Xiaoting felt very uncomfortable, after all, after so many years, she had regarded Su Beiwang as her own. But Su Mingyuan comforted her and said that this child also has a twin brother, and even if there is any accident in the future, he can find a way to transplant it.

But Hua Xiaoting feels that even if they are brothers, if they have never grown up together with an emotional foundation, it will be difficult to convince them in the future. So she asked if she could take Su Xihang back, since it was wrong at the beginning, it was better not to leave any hidden dangers outside.

Su Xihang's adoptive father, Huang Jianbin, is a senior scholar in the medical field, no better than the headless and faceless ordinary people. Su Xihang's appearance is the same as Su Beiwang's, and if he grows up in the future, he will also have the opportunity to be exposed to the public. When the time comes, the life experiences of the two children will be passively revealed, and the other collateral bloodlines of the Su family will make a big fuss about it.

So in this way, Su Mingyuan was persuaded by his wife to make a special trip abroad to bring Su Xihang back to Su's house.

"So my existence was to save my brother's life in the first place?" Su Xihang's pale face laughed miserably: "You guys...... Don't persuade me anymore, I can't watch him die anyway. ”

"Xihang!" Su Nanxun shouted: "Don't mess around, the doctor said that you can't donate your liver in this case, even donating blood! You calm down, let's find a way, liver transplantation has various situations to match, it doesn't have to be twins of the same family!"

"This is a matter between me and Su Beiwang, and it has nothing to do with you. Su Xihang replied coldly, forcing out Sunan Xun's suppressed tears.

Hua Xiaoting cried, pushed away the hands of the two children, choked and staggered up to grab Su Xihang: "Xihang, can you listen to me? I have been a mother to Beiwang for almost 30 years, and I think I have never treated him badly."

Your dad...... Mingyuan is a bastard for doing this, but he also has his own troubles.

At the beginning of the Yang Wei Group, Beiwang gave shares in his name behind his back, and everything was overstepping the board of directors. Mingyuan didn't want to doubt Beiwang, but he ...... Grandma's deathbed entrustment, he can't help but go to his heart.

Xihang, do you believe me, let's figure out a way together, even if there is no company and no interests, I just want Beiwang to survive...... But you, my son, I can't let either of you have any problems, or I won't be able to see your mother. ”

I figured it out, it turned out that Su Mingchen's game had already settled all of us.

What seems to be a win, but in fact, it is a complete defeat.

I think the really scary person is not Su Mingchen at all, it's us people...... His own dark heart.

"Aunt Hua, don't say it again. Su Xihang gently pushed Hua Xiaoting away: "Whether it is a wealthy family borrowing a belly to give birth to a child or buying and selling children, it is very common.

You took advantage of my mother's desperate plight of her newly widowed husband to snatch her child by coercion and temptation, and caused our brothers to be separated.

It seems to give us a glamorous life, but in fact, it is only when we are dogs. If you use it, you will lose a bone, and if you abandon it, it will be like a shoe!"

"Xihang ......" Hua Xiaoting sat in the crook of her youngest son's arm silently, Su Dongtang dragged her crying while helping her mother wipe her tears: "Second brother, don't be like this! Mom doesn't want to be like this." The most important thing now is how to treat the eldest brother, so that we don't have to be suspicious of ourselves anymore!"

Later, the doctor came out and said that the internal organs of patients with advanced liver cancer are easy to complicate, causing dangerous internal bleeding, and we should not stimulate him anymore. Wait until the situation is calmer, and then consult the council. When the time comes, we will see if there is a need for chemotherapy, or we should directly find an organ transplant.

But in either case, I hope that the family members should be mentally prepared.

Later, Su Dongtang brought back Hua Xiaoting, who was crying to the point of exhaustion, and Su Nanxun stood in front of Su Xihang and hesitated for a while, then took out two keys from his bag and pressed them in the palm of his hand.

I know that one of these two is from Su Xihang's family, and the other is from Su Beiwang's family. PreviousFamous Skills.

No matter what their background is, the bond between brothers and sisters has long been engraved into the bone marrow.

Sunan Kaoru probably wanted to say something more, but in the end, he couldn't say a word. Then she put down the key and ran away crying with her mouth covered, and Lin Yu chased after her.

I looked at Sussi, and once again there were just the two of us in the empty hallway.

I stepped forward, not daring to speak or move him, for fear that he would break if he touched him.

Then he suddenly ran out of me, like crazy—

I was scared to death: "Su Xihang, where are you going!"

I chased him and followed him into the car. He drove all the way down the avenue, and the whole process was like a drag race. He didn't speak or shed tears, as if he didn't exist in the same dimension as me.

I tugged at the armrest and kept looking at him. Rao didn't dare to let go even if he had a seat belt, I had to make sure if he was too painful in his heart to find an evil force to die with.

Finally stopped, and I looked up at the familiar community set-

Is it Su Beiwang's home?

"You...... What are you doing here?" I cautiously followed.

Su Xihang didn't say a word, opened the door and went in, stood in the living room for a long time, and then went straight to the study.

I saw a prominent medicine bottle on the coffee table in the living room, and as a pharmacist, I could easily tell by the ingredients on it that it was a cure.

There was also a large ball of brown bloodstained tissues in the paper basket under the table......

I couldn't figure out when such a man, who was close to me almost every day, began to know that every second he spent in this world was a cruel countdown.

He shared my bed, hugged me, and held me behind against the sudden storm. I remember that he was getting thinner and thinner, and he was obviously pale and did not look like a healthy person. Even though I almost fainted at every turn, I vomited blood in front of me.

But my perception was limited to one or two tepid questions, and I didn't even know that he was dying......

I can't allow myself to lose my mind anymore because the man ...... It hurts more than me.

Walking into the study, I saw Su Xihang sitting on the floor with his back to me. He opened a drawer under Su Beiwang's desk and took out a trophy with a smashed base from it.

——I glue it with all-purpose glue little by little!

Similar to the honorary trophy of the case study speech contest in the high school school-run event, it seems to be some years old. The handwriting on the glass had faded a little, but the broken fractures were still sharp.

I sat on my knees and watched Su Xihang operate carefully, and the whole person was like a soulless walking corpse.

It's obviously such a dexterous finger, the lancet suture, and the shuttle is not a problem. Now holding this big trophy, it is too clumsy to start.

The sharp cut cut through his fingertips, and the blood stains on the surface of the glass were like a faint layer of mist. He wiped it with his hand, and the more he rubbed, the more confused he became.

Finally he dropped the two vitreous pieces and cried.

I gently opened the half-hidden drawer, and all kinds of trophies and awards seemed to be a marquee for an excellent child's growth bit by bit.

But the funny thing is that every award certificate has a ridiculous and malicious graffiti on it, and every trophy has a flaw that seems to be deliberately destroyed.

I don't think I need to ask, I understand what's going on.

I rubbed over and hugged Su Xihang's shoulder, and let him bury his face in my breast, which I couldn't hide at all.

I said cry if you feel bad, I'm not going to tell anyone.

Luo Qi ...... I never really wanted him to die. ”

I had a sore nose and I said I knew.

"I don't want him to die...... Those words are all jokes. Why should God take it seriously?" he asked ignorant and naïve, like a child with insufficient emotional intelligence and intelligence. I was sad and distressed, but I didn't know what to comfort him.

"I knew it would be like this, I was ...... I won't rob you with him, Luo Qi. If he really can't live, can I give you back to him?"

Su Xihang suddenly raised his face, and under the tears in the vertical and horizontal eyes, there were unfamiliar eyes and an out-of-control expression.

He grabbed me by the shoulders and stared at me like he had never done before. Every word, but it pierced my heart like an ice pick.

I slapped him, lightly, but enough to wake him up.

With helpless tears in my eyes, I choked my breath and said yes.

"I'll just go. I married him and accompanied him through the last part of his life. Is that okay?"

"No-" Su Xihang suddenly went crazy and snatched me into his arms, his arms slamming into my chest: "I'm sorry! I was wrong...... Luo Qi, you are mine...... You're mine alone!"

I put tears down his neck and blew the words in his sensitive ears. I said that I am yours, you are mine, and Su Beiwang is our relative.

"Be strong, okay? I'll face it with you. ”

I held his face and kissed away the salty tears on his lips.

"Luo Qi, my heart hurts so much......"

I nodded and said I know, I understand. I can feel every beat of your heart as tense as tearing, every tear you have abandoned to be strong and so helpless.

I can't give you anything but myself, I can't replace you.

I hugged his shoulders and let him lean over.

On the cold, smooth floor, he suddenly kissed me on the lips. At first, it was a cautious request, and then it was stormy.

He kissed me and cried, said he wanted me and apologized incessantly.

He said he was just too uncomfortable and begged me not to refuse him no matter what.

There is no reason to rely on, and there is no stubbornness to stop.

In this way, I opened my body for my beloved man in Su Beiwang's study, even if I died in each other's arms today, I did not hesitate to ......