Chapter 56: Cheng Cheng (4)
is also a girl who finished reading "The First Intimate Contact", Xiaoqin's face was calm, and when she met Chang Tianhao the next morning, she told him: "The novel is very good, I almost want to cry when I read it......"
"Didn't you cry after all?"
Xiaoqin smiled embarrassedly: "Actually, I didn't cry when I watched the Titanic, I'm not so naïve!"
"Sister Qin has grown up after all...... little Bourgeois often teased, "I haven't heard Sister Qin talk about your college love, are the people chasing you full of half the corridor?"
"I've never been in a serious relationship, most of the banking colleges are girls, 33 of our 37 accounting computerized people are girls, and only 4 boys are almost assimilated into sissies by us......"
"They are so visionless, they are violent, it's a pity," Chang Tianhao quipped, "But you emphasized that you haven't been in a serious relationship, so I especially want to know, what is this kind ......of improper love in Sister Qin's mouth?"
"You hate it!"
"Shy, come on, come, when will we have time to talk alone, you have a story, I have wine, I drink a lot, don't make me unconscious with your story......"
Xiaoqin didn't know how to take this sentence, so she could only respond with her signature smile, but her face turned completely crimson.
Cheng Cheng was different, Chang Tianhao saw that her eyes were still a little red at noon the next day, and it was estimated that she cried again when she went back last night.
"Crying again, empathy, complete substitution?"
Cheng Cheng nodded lightly: "But I'm fine now, you're right, this is a novel, just like Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, the tragedy is more moving." ”
"It's good to come out, I don't want to make Cheng Cheng wash his face with tears all day long because of a novel, then the ruffian Cai is too sinful, and he must be killed!
"You're talking nonsense again!"
"Laughed, laughed. Chang Tianhao quipped, "Cheng Cheng, you look so good when you laugh, and of course, you look good when you don't laugh." It should be said that Cheng Cheng is good-looking at all times. A smile, a movement and a stillness, all are beautiful and incomprehensible paintings!"
The girl sneered, "Poor mouth again!"
"The old rule, you pick your own books and read them slowly, and I'll pick some books. ”
Half an hour later, Chang Tianhao came back with a few books, and Cheng Yushi took a look at them and found that they were Hegel's "Little Logic", Kant's "Critique of Pure Reason", Feuerbach's "The Nature of Christianity" and Proudhon's "The Philosophy of Poverty".
She frowned, "These books?"
"I bought it for myself. ”
Cheng Cheng said curiously: "I know, I'm asking, why are you looking at this?"
"Marx said that Hegel's dialectic is a headstand dialectic, that Kant is the idealism of absolute ideas, that Feuerbach is a mechanical and metaphysical materialism, and that he used "The Poverty of Philosophy" to criticize Proudhon's bourgeois legal power-for-tat, and that he wanted to establish a proletarian political economy.
The other side nodded, and this is the standard conclusion introduced in the chapter on the development of scientific communism.
"Do you believe whatever he says? Don't you take what he criticizes to study, study, and take a look? If you take Marx's viewpoint as your own viewpoint and his standard as the criterion of right and wrong, such an attitude is not dogmatism, what kind of is dogmatism?"
"Does this have anything to do with the study of economics? Isn't this the subject of intellectual history or philosophy studies?"
"In economics, especially in the field of macroeconomics, the important thing is methodology and thinking, and there is more than one way to understand the world. The more angles you cut, the more complete and comprehensive the world you see. In my opinion, I do not want to change careers to engage in ideological research, let alone go to party schools to give lectures, but I just want to fully improve my world outlook and methodology. Methodology is the best weapon for anatomy, and I think it can be done thoroughly, not thoroughly, but introductory. ”
"Got it, what do you recommend me watch?"
"You?" Chang Tianhao scratched his scalp, "I don't recommend you to watch it, you still have to watch some wind and snow, Zhang Ailing, Qiong Yao, even Cen Karen and Xi Murong, these are too heavy for you." ”
Cheng Cheng pouted dissatisfiedly: "The more you look at it, the more naïve I look at? The more sad it becomes?"
"No, no, no, there is a difference between men and women, there is a difference ......"
"Lili said that I want to learn to grow up, and I also want to study law, so I can't be ignorant of methodology, right?" Cheng Cheng shook his arm and said coquettishly, "Master Chang will recommend one to me, a simple ......"
"I let you know the title of Master Chang, and I really don't have any secrets. Chang Tianhao shook his head helplessly, and helped her choose the thin "On Freedom", "Let's read this book first, it's not thick." In it, John Mill discusses individual freedom and the control of individual freedom by society, which is not difficult to understand, but at least much better than the German bearded book I just voted. If you are still interested after reading it, you can read Isaiah Berlin's "Two Concepts of Freedom" in comparison, listen to Berlin's talk about positive freedom and negative freedom, and then compare Mill's personal freedom, and you will have a sudden sense of enlightenment. ”
"Then I'll read this one!"
Crossing the street at noon, Chang Tianhao naturally took the girl's hand again, Cheng Cheng is no longer as depressed today as yesterday, she can walk over by herself, but she didn't struggle, let Chang Tianhao's big hand hold her soft wattle, her face was red, and she involuntarily lowered her head and walked over, obviously there were not a few steps, but it felt very long.
After crossing the street, Chang Tianhao immediately let go of his hand, in the bookstore, the two sat very close, but they didn't hold hands or have other intimate actions, as if crossing the street just now was just a gentleman's protective action, she was greatly relieved, and looked at the book with peace of mind.
In between reading, she would secretly look at Chang Tianhao with her spare eyes, only to see him sitting there quietly, occasionally picking up a pen to write or underline on the book, the whole person was very stable, looking at the intentional or unintentional smile on the corner of his mouth or the resolute seriousness, she felt as if this was the long-awaited quiet beautiful man in her heart.
Occasionally, he would raise his head and look at Cheng Cheng, and at the moment when his eyes met, she immediately lowered her head in a panic, as if she was reading the book in her hand seriously, and she was not distracted at all, but in fact, she forgot what she had read just now, and she had to turn back from the beginning.
She could feel the burning and focus of her gaze, and she didn't know whether to say anticipation or shyness, but she felt as if a fawn was rushing into her heart.
Am I in love?
She asked herself.
Before I could find the answer, I was so shy that my ears were red.
"Yes, he hasn't said he likes me yet, but occasionally verbally wants to take advantage of others...... Besides, I didn't say I liked him, I just read a book together...... Ordinary friends can also read books together! Holding hands? Holding hands is nothing, I have seen Shen Lili and boys holding hands and playing with laughter many times...... It's almost the 21st century, how can you be so conservative?"
She found an ostrich-like reason for herself, and then came to the bookstore every day to check in with peace of mind, completely forgetting that she always looked around with her eyes when it was close to 11 o'clock every day to see if he appeared, and once she found a familiar figure, she immediately pretended to read the book seriously, until the greeting of "Cheng Cheng" came Raising her head, in fact, between Chang Tianhao's appearance and greeting, her ears had already been erected with high sensitivity, and all the noise had been filtered by her thoughts, just to be able to hear that greeting intently......