051 The grievances of the older generation
After getting the approval of Qin Xianming and Mrs. Qin, Bai Yanxi officially devoted all his energy to Qin Yinan's treatment process.
Time flies, and in the past few days, Bai Yanxi has been so busy that he has even pressed his sleep time again and again.
After often saying goodnight to Doudou, he plunged into the study again.
Being busy made Bai Yanxi's whole person look thinner, but the light in her eyes became more and more impossible to ignore.
It is precisely because of the clear direction that the dangers and the possibility of refining the plan before the next surgery are clearer, and knowing these possibilities, time is more urgent, and every second must be counted.
On this day, Bai Yanxi was sorting out the materials in the office when there was a knock on the door.
"Come in!" Bai Yanxi was so busy that he didn't even raise his head.
After a long time, the people who came in did not speak for a long time, which made Bai Yanxi have some doubts in his heart and raised his head.
What I saw was Liang Zhenzhong looking at himself with a smile on his face.
"Teacher, why are you here?"
Bai Yanxi hurriedly put down the information in his hand and got up.
"I was just passing by, so I wanted to come in and see you. Looks like you're busy, do you need help?"
Liang Zhenzhong felt that his apprentice had really made him worry too much.
His friend's apprentice, in addition to studying, also makes trouble from time to time, asking the master to help clean up the mess or something.
In fact, he also wanted to take a moment of the feeling that his old friend hated to death.
But Liang Zhenzhong looked at Bai Yanxi, who was obviously talking to himself, and drifted back to his patient without paying attention, and knew that his careful wish would be difficult to achieve.
Bai Yanxi thought about it for a long time, and decided to tell Liang Zhenzhong about the problem that he had been bothered about recently.
"Teacher, that's right, do you remember the treatment plan I showed you last time?"
Liang Zhenzhong thought about it for a while, and then remembered the plan that he evaluated as too cautious and too gentle.
So he nodded and said. "As I recall, it was a treatment that doctors don't choose very often, including me. ”
"Well, that's it, after listening to your advice last time, I suddenly opened my mouth, my method is really too conservative, and after it is really implemented, it will only return to its original state, and it will not completely solve the problem of his lack of physical function. Bai Yanxi said as he picked up the pen and wrote on the paper, drawing something.
Liang Zhenzhong looked at Bai Yanxi approvingly again, obviously the method has been finalized, but he will still repeatedly scrutinize and improve, if this kind of caution can be seen by everyone, how many tragedies can be avoided.
"Teacher, I want to fundamentally solve his physical problems, so that he can be like a normal person, in addition to having a healthy body, he can also have a strong body. ”
Speaking of this, Bai Yanxi hesitated for a moment, and said it himself, is it really okay?
Gritting his teeth, Bai Yanxi raised his head again and said word by word to Liang Zhenzhong.
"I want to help him connect another channel to the bridge of his heart to increase the speed of his blood metabolism. Bai Yanxi's tone was slightly tentative.
This kind of surgery is actually not respected by doctors, because the artificially built heart bridge will more or less have some failures, and there is no way to react in time when the body encounters problems.
She wasn't sure if Liang Zhenzhong would oppose her or even reprimand herself if she put forward this idea.
Bai Yanxi, who had not received a response for a long time, suddenly extinguished the enthusiasm that had just ignited in his heart.
"Teacher, I'm sorry, I'm too aggressive. But Bai Yanxi did not give up on this idea.
"Why apologize? I haven't even figured out how to do this. Maybe this method is indeed a bit radical for the current medical situation, but a doctor must not be limited by the habits of the times, but dare to break the routine and break the tradition. And this is what your teacher has been doing now. ”
Liang Zhenzhong hopes that Bai Yanxi will not fall into the trap, not be entangled and limited by those old routines, and there are still many unknown possibilities for human life, and people who are waiting to dig in.
"Thank you, teacher, for your affirmation. Since you said so, you're welcome, I know a little bit about the content of these auxiliary devices in the human body, so I haven't been able to think of what kind of device should be used to support this heart bridge for the time being. ”
Bai Yanxi rubbed his temples, hoping to relieve the pain of his excessive use of his brain.
"I've only heard of this case, and I haven't seen it in person, but I remember that in the hospital archives, there are three to five cases similar to this kind of artificial heart bridge, and you can refer to a few cases and think about how to minimize the patient's stop loss. ”
"Then I'll apply right away. ”
This is the first time that Liang Zhenzhong has seen Bai Yanxi be controlled by impulse, and for the first time he is no longer calm and wise.
"Alright, you have to go through such a long process now, get the application into my hands, and right now, I'm in front of you. ”
"Teacher, what are you ......," Bai Yanxi said uncertainly.
"That's right, this is opening the back door for you, I can wait, you can wait, but the patient can never afford to wait. ”
Bai Yanxi was a little flattered, and Professor Liang, who was rigorous to the point of meticulous medical science, took the initiative to open a back door for himself at this time. How could this not be impressed?
"Thank you, teacher. ”
Bai Yanxi, who successfully got the case from the archives, used all his spare time to carefully study the previous cases and learn from experience.
While eating, Bai Yanxi quickly flipped over the surgical plan.
Qin Yinan's condition is very complicated, and I am afraid that there are no such cases in the country or the world.
However, this does not mean that there are no cases to refer to.
In the world, there will always be those patients or doctors who take risks and use irregular drugs to assist in treatment for the sake of the existence of patients or doctors who look better in physical condition.
And some of the patients who have used these auxiliary drugs have been miraculously cured, because some of them have taken the last time they could have had.
What Bai Yanxi is looking for are those unique examples of success, and there may be opportunistic reasons in them, but all things are mutually reinforcing, and often only after trying to know it.
On the other hand, it was precisely because Qin Yinan's illness and his identity were too special that Bai Yanxi felt even more pressured.
After Qin Yinan finished the first stage of treatment, he is currently in the observation stage.
Because he was worried about Qin Yinan's mentality, Bai Yanxi contacted Qin Xianming and asked him to take Qin Yinan home for recuperation temporarily.
Therefore, Bai Yanxi's heavy burden has finally been loosened.
After carefully studying the previous cases, the treatment process in Bai Yanxi's heart gradually became clearer.
Fortunately, I was finally able to sleep well! After getting off work on time, Bai Yanxi, who was lying on the bed, thought to himself......
Bai Yanxi, who got what he wanted and had a good night's sleep, just woke up, opened the heavy curtains, and the bright sunshine, just like life, made everything better.
At this time, Bai Yanxi's mind moved, and it might be time for him to go and see his parents.
Walking downstairs, Tang Yishan is not there, Doudou has also gone to Bai Hantian in the past few days, and he will not come back until a few days later.
Bai Yanxi went out, bought some things on the road, and a bouquet of flowers, and came to the cemetery where his parents were buried.
Probably because it is not a holiday or a weekend, the whole cemetery looks unusually peaceful.
Bai Yanxi slowly walked up to the monument of his parents, and before he could get there, he took a look at a man.
"You ......"
"Why are you here?"
Speechless, Bai Yanxi continued to walk forward, and Tang Yishan also tacitly followed behind Bai Yanxi and returned to the tombstone of Bai's father and mother.
The fresh daisies look particularly delicate in the sun, and the things in front of the tombstone show why he met Tang Yishan here.
Tang Yishan didn't speak, just stood aside, quietly watching Bai Yanxi put his things away, quietly listening to Bai Yanxi talking about his recent situation, and quietly watching Bai Yanxi in a daze......
I don't know how long it took for Bai Yanxi to get up, patted the dust and mud on his body, and prepared to leave.
It is said that it is easy to go up the mountain and difficult to go down, Tang Yishan walked on Bai Yanxi's side, although he looked ahead, his attention never left Bai Yanxi's body for a moment.
"Ahh
Bai Yanxi suddenly stepped on a loose stone, and threw himself forward unsteadily.
If it weren't for Tang Yishan's time, he grabbed Bai Yanxi's hand and took her into his arms.
"Be careful, it's sunny after the rain and the slope is not very easy to walk. ”
"Well, thank you. I'm standing firm, you let go!"
Tang Yishan waited for a few seconds before letting go of the hand that was wrapping around her waist
Despite this, Tang Yishan did not let go of the other hand holding Bai Yanxi.
After noticing Bai Yanxi's faint struggle, Tang Yishan said domineeringly.
"I hold and be carried by me, you choose one of the two, if I have to choose, I will choose the second. ”
Sure enough, after hearing Tang Yishan's words, Bai Yanxi settled down and stopped resisting.
Like lovers who have a heart-to-heart relationship, the scene of walking down hand in hand with each other is beautiful and unbearable.
Bai Yanxi was forcibly taken to his car by Tang Yishan, and then stuffed into the co-pilot.
"Yanxi, are you still blaming me? Actually, the death of your parents ......?"
This is the first time Bai Yanxi has discovered that this man is cautious and arrogant, and he has already begun to consider the feelings of others?
"Actually, my mother mentioned it a little bit in the letter. She said that they found you and took the initiative to seek your help. But, Tang Yishan, I want to know the whole story of this matter, I want to know, their expressions at the last moment. ”
When he mentioned this matter again, Bai Yanxi's tone was not as strong as Tang Yishan imagined, and it was bland, as if he was mentioning an ordinary old story.
"Okay, I'll tell you one by one. ”
Five years ago, Tang Yishan had not yet recovered from the pain of losing Li Youxi, like an extremely aggressive beast.
However, maybe Qin Zinuo found him because of this.
"It's really not easy to break away from your original family! Tang Yishan, I appreciate you very much, and at the same time, I can also help you. ”
At that time, Tang Yishan had not been able to completely restrain his emotions, and all his vigilance was exposed in front of Qin Zinuo.
"You don't have to be so guarded against me, I can help you with what you need, but at the same time, I need you to do me a favor. ”
In fact, this was the first time Tang Yishan met Bai Yanxi's mother, even if he knew about each other's existence, Tang Yishan didn't take it seriously.
"I need you to do me a favor, mobilize all the manpower and material resources you can mobilize, secretly suppress our Bai family, three days later, send someone to guard the door of the Bai family, and once a car comes out of the Bai family, follow immediately. Of course, after the deed is completed, you will receive a document on which all the Bai family's properties, including the entire Bai Group, will be in your pocket. ”
After hearing Qin Zinuo's words, Tang Yishan's first reaction was, is this woman crazy?
However, Tang Yishan looked at the determined look on her face, as if he had already seen through what he would agree to in the end.
After all, the conditions she offered were far greater than she imagined.
"But why are you doing this? I didn't pay anything, but you used the entire Bai clan as a bargaining chip, which is not what a good businessman would do. ”
Yes, the essence of a businessman is profit.
And Tang Yishan was able to ask himself this kind of question under the temptation of such conditions, which proved that he was not looking for the wrong person.
"No, everything you do, it's important to us, you help us protect the people who matter most to us. Regardless of the outcome of this matter, I am here to say thank you. ”
In the past five years, Tang Yishan has never forgotten the one that Bai Yanxi's mother showed when she left, desperate and helpless, but she still believed that there was a glimmer of hope.
Tang Yishan slowly pulled himself back from his memories, and Bai Yanxi's face in front of him unconsciously coincided with the woman in his memory.
"I believe that the person your mother said she wanted to protect at that time was you. Your mother is the most far-sighted daughter I have ever met. ”
"Then why didn't you want to tell me about it all the time?"
Tang Yishan took his eyes off the co-pilot's Bai Yanxi's face, and looked ahead, as if looking farther away.
At that time, Tang Yishan, although he agreed to Qin Zinuo's deal and did what she said, Tang Yishan couldn't control the strangeness in his heart.
On the third day of the transaction, he personally drove to the car that drove out of the Bai family.
"I never imagined that the people in that car would be your parents. Until their car, as if to get rid of me, made a sharp turn, but did not control the speed of the car, and directly crashed into the truck coming from the other road. In the end, under the impact, their car fell into the vast deep sea. ”
For the first time in front of a third person, he recalled the scene at that time, and described it, Tang Yishan still had a sense of impact that was difficult to ignore.
"I won't tell you, first, that it was the death of your parents, and that there was indeed my reason in it, and second, I don't want you to know that the death of your parents was essentially a self-directed suicide, and they arranged and used all the people, all the uncertainties, just to create a tragedy, a tragedy in which they died in an accident. ”
Tang Yishan noticed that Bai Yanxi's side was clenched tightly, and his mood was so uncalm, let alone Bai Yanxi's.
No one can face the death of their parents.
Tang Yishan leaned over sideways, gently took Bai Yanxi into his arms, pressed the back of her head with his left hand, and buried her head in his chest.
"After witnessing the death of your parents, I sent people to go to the sea to fish, but found nothing but the wreckage of the body. There was a drop of nearly a kilometer, completely destroying the entire body of the car, not to mention two flesh and blood people. In the process of fishing, I realized that there is another force that should not be underestimated, and it is also doing the same thing as me. At that time, I realized that your parents were trying to escape from that force, and now it should be said that they are human beings, and they did not hesitate to cost their lives in order to escape from him. That's the last thing I'm hiding from you. ”
After a long time, Tang Yishan realized that the clothes on his chest had become wet since he didn't know when.
Tang Yishan and Bai Yanxi were in this small space, staying from daytime to the edge of nightfall.
Tang Yishan, who had been maintaining a movement, looked down at the woman who had not moved for a long time.
only to find out that because of the ups and downs of emotions, coupled with the familiar chest, Bai Yanxi fell asleep again.
Tang Yishan gently placed Bai Yanxi on the co-pilot and helped her adjust a more comfortable seat position.
Looking at the woman who was asleep, because of the emotional collapse just now, her face was flushed with tears, and the tip of her nose was as if it had been stained with rouge, Tang Yishan's heart was filled with distress.
At the same time, in a hotel in City A.
"Uncle, Mommy, has something bad happened to her recently, many times, I always feel that even if Mommy smiles, it is very strange, like a smile that is stuck with glue, it looks very fake. ”
Doudou moved his little hands and feet, and clumsily climbed onto Bai Hantian, who was reading the documents on the side.
Glancing at the documents on the table, Doudou lost the slightest interest.
Bai Hantian touched the stupid hair on Doudou's head lovingly, the grievances of the older generation will always be implicated in the next generation.
"Your mommy recently learned the truth about a thing, and it's a little hard to accept for the time being. So Doudou has to take good care of your mommy, don't make her too sad, and try to make her happy again, you know?"
"Well, after Doudou goes back, he will coax Mommy well and make her really laugh. ”
Doudou raised a sweet smile and answered Bai Hantian's words obediently.
After finishing speaking, Doudou lowered his head, the innocent look on his face was gone, and in his place was Shen Si, who did not belong to this age.
What is the truth of the matter that can make my mommy depressed for so long, and he does not hesitate to use his work every day to numb herself?
The person who can make her pay so much attention to it, except for herself, except for her uncle, Tang Yishan's man will not mention it for the time being, then there will only be the dead grandparents and grandmothers......
After today, Bai Yanxi's life is like nothing he has experienced, and it is so plain that people can't see the difference.
Only Tang Yishan, when he saw this woman again, was not as strong and fearless as she showed at all, on the contrary, but fragile and vulnerable.
As soon as Bai Yanxi walked into Tang's house, he saw Tang Yishan being pulled by Doudou, and the whole person was squatting on the ground.
The two of them muttered and didn't know what they were discussing, but Bai Yanxi intuitively told him that things were not simple.
"What are you doing?"
Because Tang Yishan had his back to Bai Yanxi, Doudou opposite him saw Bai Yanxi as soon as he looked up.
"Mommy!"
The excited voice came from his loud voice, and Doudou ran out with a "da-da-da", wanting to crash straight into Bai Yanxi's arms, but as if he remembered something, he stopped halfway.
But Bai Yanxi directly held it up.
Doudou was a little stunned, but it was only for a second.
Mommy took the initiative to hug herself, it can't be regarded as me throwing herself into her arms!
Thinking like this, Doudou was happy in his heart, and reached out to hug Bai Yanxi's neck.
"Doudou thinks so much, I think so much, I miss Mommy. ”
"Give it to me. ”
"Mommy misses you too. ”
The little body was warm, and Doudou kissed Bai Yanxi's side face.
"Mommy, the Tang family has a very important banquet tonight, Doudou is going to attend with that man, Mommy will accompany Doudou!"
Doudou affectionately pressed his forehead against Bai Yanxi's forehead, and coaxed Bai Yanxi with a coquettish tone.
Bai Yanxi saw that his son's beautiful little face wrinkled hard, and the writing was full of expectations.
Only then did Bai Yanxi notice that Tang Yishan and Doudou on the side were wearing suits from the same series.
Doudou's round little face with a white and blue custom suit looks like a little gentleman, noble and not rigid, and the baby fat look with a more obvious smile on his cheeks makes people feel softer.
Bai Yanxi has always felt that the color black is tailor-made for Tang Yishan, dark, mysterious, and dangerous......
But with Doudou standing by his side, he softened the unique anger in him, and instead showed that he was handsome, tall, and young that was easily overlooked.
Come to think of it, he is only over 30 years old, he is really not old, I don't know why he always gives people a stereotypical impression of not smiling!