Sometimes two people who love each other are obviously very close, but each other's hearts are gradually drifting apart.

Shu Ranjie, who returned late again, came back with a body of alcohol, he never touched the wine, I don't know when he started, he did not refuse to accept the wine handed to him by the leader in the wine bureau, the leader thought that he had enlightened, but he didn't know that he was trying to paralyze himself and let himself ignore the growing contradiction between him and Lin Hui.

He stood at the door, watching Lin Hui once again indifferent to his late return, she just focused on repeating teaching Z Bao to concentrate, teach Z Bao to speak, and teach Z Bao to walk......

Z Treasure, Z Treasure, Z Treasure...... It's all Z treasures.

Lin Hui may have no place for himself in his heart, he smiled self-deprecatingly. "Why don't you ask me when I'll be back?"

"Xiaojie, you are not a child, you need someone to take care of you, you know that you are back. Lin Hui said without raising her head.

"Xiaohui, look at yourself. Shu Ranjie couldn't stand such a wife anymore, walked over, pulled her up, and brought her to the mirror, "You take a good look at yourself, see what you have become." ”

Lin Hui looked at herself in front of the mirror, she was obviously only in her early thirties, and the sadness on her face made her look like an old woman in her forties, unkempt and gloomy. She hurriedly sorted out her hair that had just been scratched by the emotionally uncontrollable Z Bao, but the red scratches on her face were still so obvious, and the heavy dark circles and droopy eye bags were telling herself how many days she hadn't had a good night's sleep.

She looked at the filth on her clothes at a loss, which was vomited by Z Bao. Standing with such a sloppy self and Shu Ranjie, who was still dressed brightly even though he was drunk, he suddenly lost his courage. In the mirror, they still have the appearance of Xiaojie and Xiaohui before, and each other's sad faces make them stand together as if they are strangers.

No, she wants to escape, she struggles to break free from Shu Ranjie's control, he doesn't want her to escape, he wants the woman in front of him to change back to the way she was before, not like this, like a walking dead every day or, just for Z Bao.

"Xiaohui, take a good look at yourself. ”

"No, I don't. Lin Hui struggled and turned her head, not wanting to look in the mirror.

"Please, Xiaohui, recognize who you really are. You are Lin Hui, you are the Lin Hui who does not admit defeat, you are the Lin Hui who loves yourself, you are the Lin Hui who loves Shu Ranjie......" As he spoke, he couldn't control himself, buried his head on Lin Hui's shoulder and choked.

"Who am I?" Lin Hui muttered. "I'm Z Bao's mother. ”

When Shu Ranjie heard her words, he raised his head and smiled bitterly, loosening the clamp on her, and there were faint tears on his face. "Yes, you're Z Bao's mother. ”

He turned his back. "But my wife, my Xiaohui, where has she gone?" he asked himself in a low voice.

Lin Hui felt that the tears that Shu Ranjie had just fallen on her shoulders were already cold, and they were flowing down her neck, and the cold temperature made her sober up instantly, she turned around and hugged Shu Ranjie, and was about to say something, but she smelled the smell of perfume faintly wafting into her nose from his clothes.

Her heart suddenly felt like it had been scratched by something with a sharp claw, and it hurt.

"Sometimes I think that the only thing you love is Z Bao. ”

Smelling the smell of his perfume mixed with alcohol, she did not deny it, and let go of her hand holding him by default.

Shu Ranjie rushed out of the door.

"I'm sorry ......"

"I'm sorry ......"

Looking at his resolute back, Lin Hui sat on the ground in despair, and kept repeating: "I'm sorry." ”

But he couldn't hear it.

Half a month later

It's been half a month since that runaway, and when Shu Ranjie opened the door again, he found that the messy house before leaving had once again returned to the way it was before Z Bao was not sick, and everything seemed to be back to before. The furnishings in the house have not changed, but the two people who carefully arranged the house have long since changed.

Lin Hui carefully held Z Bao's hand at this time, and her daughter learned to stand up and walk, although she could only take a short step. "Z Treasure...... Can you walk?"

Hearing his voice, Lin Hui looked up in a trance, she didn't have time to be happy, seeing that he hadn't returned home for more than ten days, but he was still neatly dressed and faced, she seemed to understand something. She smiled slightly, with an inexplicable sense of alienation in her eyes. "yes. ”

"Are you guys okay these days?" Shu Ranjie noticed that she had started to dress up again, wearing a skirt that she hadn't worn for a long time.

"It's fine. ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, like two old friends who hadn't seen each other for many years, no intimacy, but familiar with each other.

"Have you eaten?" she asked.

"Not yet. Shu Ranjie replied.

"Then sit down and eat, I've just cooked it. ”

"Hmm. ”

The food cooked by his wife at the dinner table was still familiar, but ...... I can't go back, blame myself, compromise too easily, if I insist on it a little longer, will it be ....... As he ate, his tears fell into his rice bowl, and he swallowed the food into his stomach.

"Eat this, your favorite. Lin Hui put a piece of braised pork into his bowl.

"Hmm. ”

"Wait a minute, you're going back to her. ”

"Hmm. He was not shocked why she knew about Su Li, nor did he deny or explain.

"Okay," Lin Hui responded, with no emotion on her face, and continued to eat. "Pack a few clothes and go. ”

Shu Ranjie looked up at her face, but she didn't want to look at him too much, and buried her head to look at the food in her hand. He opened his mouth to say something, but finally sighed and said with a wry smile, "Got it." ”

Our love was lost by ourselves after all.

Lin Hui and Shu Ranjie are still divorced.

Shu Ranjie almost went out of the house and didn't fight for anything, maybe he wanted to make up for something and make himself feel less guilty. In fact, he was reluctant, really.

On that day, the sky was exceptionally clear.

Z Bao and his mother stood across the zebra crossing outside the courthouse, and Shu Ranjie stood on the other side of the zebra crossing. He and Lin Hui stared at each other, but Z Bao suddenly screamed out of control, broke free of Lin Hui and ran to the crowd holding her hand, on the zebra crossing, Z Bao was incontinent, Lin Hui chased after her, took off her coat to cover Z Bao, hurriedly hugged her, and kept bowing her head to apologize to the people coming and going, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......."

When she turned her head again, she found that the man who called herself "Xiaohui" had already disappeared on the other side of the road.

Z Bao was six years old that year.

He never spoke, he didn't react to anything in the outside world, and he often lost control for no reason.