Chapter 227 should be condemned state

After washing the dishes, I soaked my hands in the sink and was hit in the face by the sun. Please search () to see the most complete!

This situation is good for introspection.

The feeling of shame and anxiety, coupled with the worry about Lu Zhixin's physical state, combined with the two made Xu Tingsheng completely like a home-based uncle this morning.

Wearing light-colored cotton and linen pajamas and slippers, he stepped into the sunlight through the window, quietly, unhurriedly cleaned and tidyed up the whole house, every room and living room, as well as the balcony and under the sofa, every corner.

The other thing he did was to wash Lu Zhixin's dirty clothes, all of them, including the ones she brought to Hong Kong and brought back. Eventually, the clothes dried all over the balcony.

With a slight sense of accomplishment, Xu Tingsheng felt that this might make him look warm and stable again, at least not so beastly.

As a result, Lu Zhixin went home and saw the clothes drying all over the balcony, and felt that Xu Tingsheng was actually very animal. Throughout the day, she maintained the most indifferent state, and when she had to talk to Xu Tingsheng rarely, she also guaranteed that she used the coldest tone.

After dinner, Lu Zhixin went directly into the room to sleep, her body was actually still with a low-grade fever and had not fully recovered.

At about eleven o'clock, Lu Zhixin, who had probably slept once, came out of the room and saw Xu Tingsheng still sitting on the sofa in the living room, not turning on the TV, and not falling asleep.

"Why haven't you returned to the dormitory yet?" Lu Zhixin asked Xu Tingsheng coldly.

"You're not completely well, you forgot to take your medicine, and then I'm worried that you'll have a fever again at night. I can't take care of it if I'm not there. Xu Tingsheng carefully explained.

Lu Zhixin didn't speak, went to the bathroom to wash, and when she came back, she saw that Xu Tingsheng had already put warm water and medicine on the coffee table, she didn't make a sound, picked it up, finished eating, and went back to the room directly.

Then, Xu Tingsheng heard the sound of the door being locked and checked over and over again.

"I slept next door, and when I was uncomfortable at night, I was called. I'll take you to the hospital. ”

Xu Tingsheng said a word to the closed door, then returned to his room and turned on the computer.

He received an email from Cen Xiyu.

She said that she was looking forward to meeting Zhang Ninglang's girl with long braids, and she would definitely invite them to dinner next time she returned.

Xu Tingsheng was about to reply, and a new email prompt popped up on the screen.

This is the first time Cen Xiyu has sent back an email with a photo. In the photos, she is wearing a tracksuit, some photos show her legs pressing by the flower beds, some are resting, and more are running.

"Xu Tingsheng, do you know what is the best thing that left me during the two months in the riverside house? You must not guess, because I didn't know it myself, it was running.

When I got here, when you weren't around, I realized that what I missed the most every day was the time when you ran with me every morning in those two months.

So, I run every day and miss you while I run.

Did you see the picture?

This is New York's Central Park, which is big and beautiful, and is a world-famous running mecca. Every day, a lot of people run here, people who live here, people who travel here, and people who come here to run a lap.

There are often small races here, and you can't believe it, I just finished an 8-mile race and I ran down.

Actually, I could run longer.

Once, I ran alone for more than an hour, maybe two hours. I used that time to reminisce about everything we had in between.

It was still dark when I first started running that day, but then there was a beautiful sun, then it rained heavily, and then it cleared again, and my clothes got wet and dry, and I kept running, and I felt so happy that I didn't want to stop.

You see, it's a lot like what I've been through. Meeting you and liking you is still the most beautiful thing in my life after all, and I don't want to stop. Do you know?

I met a group of people who love running, people from all countries, all colors, all ages, both the elderly and children.

It's a very interesting and lovely group of people, and I think maybe because running isn't much fun compared to other sports, so most people who love running are fun and enthusiastic in their own right.

I guess I should be like that too.

I plan to sign up for a half marathon next month.

I plan to go for more runs in the future.

But my most important plan is to go for a run with you, in New York's Central Park, on the streets of Boston, or we can go to the beaches of the Seychelles, the Gold Coast of Australia.

Come and see me. Xu Tingsheng. ”

Attribution: Yours.

……

Xu Tingsheng is relieved and relieved because of her current living situation, as she herself said, she should be like that, which is interesting and full of enthusiasm in itself.

But wait, is that about a half marathon?

Xu Tingsheng thought for a moment and replied: "I will come, but 8 miles, and there is still a half marathon? ”

A few minutes later, Cen Xiyu replied: "Are you there, you haven't slept yet?

Xu Tingsheng replied: "If your breasts are too big, it's not suitable for running, right?"

One of the benefits of chatting with email is that it's instantaneous, but not as quick as phone calls, text messages, or other chat tools. If the two parties are now using QQ to talk, Cen Xiyu should reply with a few emojis that express anger or shyness.

But email gives people room to think.

This time, Xu Tingsheng waited for nearly twenty minutes before waiting for a reply.

She said, "Anyone with sports bras, stupid." Wrap it, tie it tightly, don't let it shake, it's good. ”

The email comes with two photos, the first one, Cen Xiyu is wearing a sportswear, except for his long legs, which are all wrapped quite tightly, and the second is the red sports vest inside after taking off the sportswear.

In fact, many girls here run directly in sports vests, even the old lady, only me, I'm afraid you will be careful.

Xu Tingsheng replied: "It's right." But I want to see the third one, go on. ”

Cen Xiyu replied: "I'll show you when you come...... Well, here it is, whatever you think. But now I'm going to a country folk party with my friends, and I'm going to have to go right out. I'll wait for you. By the way, Xu Tingsheng, there are international students and foreigners confessing to me almost every day, you can do it yourself. ”

Xu Tingsheng hurriedly replied: "Confession? Are there any British nobles among them? Baron or something." ”

Fortunately, Cen Xiyu hasn't left yet, and she replied: "It doesn't seem to be there for the time being." Why, are you nervous? Hold on. I really have to go out, good, bye-bye. ”

Xu Tingsheng had no choice but to reply: "Okay." ”

Then he closed the computer and sat on the chair to imagine the current one, Cen Xiyu.

Xu Tingsheng knew that she was learning the guitar, she was running, she was confessed, she was enthusiastic and cheerful at jazz parties, singing and dancing, wearing a simple plain dress on the small stage of country folk songs, and singing songs with gentle tunes quietly......

Thinking of this, Xu Tingsheng smiled unconsciously.

Sometimes, only by making oneself a good state can people bring comfort and good feelings to the people you communicate with and those who care about you. The current Cen Xiyu still has the "true character of a little demon", but it is slowly different...... That's because the way she sees herself and her life has become different.

She is passionate about life and herself.

Xu Tingsheng fell asleep with warmth.

Maybe two o'clock in the morning, maybe three o'clock, a body gently burrowed into his arms.

Xu Tingsheng woke up and was about to ask.

Lu Zhixin said: "I don't have a fever, don't talk." Don't speak. That's it. Tomorrow you will move back into your dormitory. Okay, don't speak. I'm sleepy. ”

Then, she stretched out a hand to wrap her arms around him, leaned on Xu Tingsheng's chest, and quickly fell asleep.

Xu Tingsheng believes that Lu Zhixin's move itself should not have any purpose that makes people reverie, last night, tonight, she is just rare, and she needs some warmth and support......

She is Lu Zhixin, so it is really rare, so this state should be quickly shaken off.

On this day, Cen Xiyu and Lu Zhixin, whom Xu Tingsheng saw, were in another state of their own.

Xu Tingsheng didn't fall asleep so quickly, and now, in the past few days, he seems to be in a state that should be condemned.

That's wrong, but it's not entirely wrong.

If he could push Lu Zhixin away at this moment, he might not be the Xu Tingsheng who could win because of a warm back, or maybe he would not be the warm uncle that Xiang Ning would fall in love with in his previous life, and he would not have that sweet entanglement and later painful waiting.

This is an unavoidable contradiction and an unsolvable paradox.

Xu Tingsheng thought of Xiang Ning now, she was the thought that he couldn't contain when he saw it, and he knew that he had to stop it when he couldn't see it. At least for now.

Reborn in a lifetime, Xu Tingsheng seems to be going farther and farther.

……

The next morning, when Lu Zhixin woke up, she found Xu Tingsheng looking at the ceiling with his eyes open, grinning his teeth, but he didn't dare to move. Lu Zhixin got up and asked with her eyes.

Xu Tingsheng pointed to half of his body and said with difficulty: "It's numb, it hurts, it seems to be going to die." ”

Lu Zhixin finally smiled, but quickly straightened her face again and said, "I'm fine." You'll have to move back to the dorm today, no, right away, just after washing. ”

Xu Ting joked with a cheeky face: "Okay, can you pay the overnight fee?"

Lu Zhixin went straight out of the door, with a straight face and did not speak, as if everything had nothing to do with her.

After washing, Xu Tingsheng went out.

Before closing the door, he said to Lu Zhixin, who was sitting in the living room: "I know that you should have something going on at home, if you can't tell me, take a few days off, go out for a walk or be an ordinary college student for a few days." ”

Lu Zhixin looked at him, nodded and said, "Hmm." ”

Xu Tingsheng closed the door.

"Xu Tingsheng", across the door, Lu Zhixin said, "If one day, I exchange my feelings with you for money and conditions, will you feel relieved? Or will it actually be painful?"

This question was very abrupt, Xu Tingsheng wanted to open the door and go in to ask carefully, but found that the door was blocked by Lu Zhixin.

That's the answer. She said.

Xu Tingsheng was silent for a while and said, "I don't know, maybe there are both." ”

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Some people are very annoyed by Xu Tingsheng's warm and hesitant character (some people say that it is the character of a saint, this is definitely not counted, he has a lot of problems), these people say that among these girls who can touch his heart, he should be extremely ruthless to whom, and then to whom he should be extremely firm...... Wrong, then his personality would be too divided.

In that case, he may not even have the opportunity to be ruthless and resolute.

That he, maybe he can indeed not be provoked in this life, he can let Lu Zhixin be ridiculed and abused, he can watch Li Wan'er die, and he can ignore his junior sister, but if he is such a person, maybe in his previous life, he would not have been loved by Xiang Ning. Who would love such a person?

Abandon the book to talk and count.

Later I shade to write.

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There is also a more, a little later.