Chapter Forty-Eight: Far Away
The school organizes outings.
Prepare for every two teachers to divide into groups and take a class.
Of course, Shu Qin felt that he would definitely be in a group with He Yu, but what he didn't expect was that in the end, when the group list came down, he was not with He Yu as he wished, and he and Wang Zining were assigned to a group.
Shu Qin ran to the principal to ask him why.
The principal waved his hand helplessly and said, "It was Teacher He Yu's own request." β
Shu Qin walked out of the principal's office in despair, and unconsciously walked to the senior year office, she sat down in a daze, He Yu didn't say anything when she saw her like this, and was doing her own thing.
She sat there stunned for a moment.
"Do you still have any homework that you haven't changed?"
Shu Qin took the initiative to ask.
"Hmm...... It's nothing, Z Bao, can you help me see if there is any omission in the list of students in our class who have organized the outing this time, and which students have not yet handed in the safety commitment letter. β
"Good. β
Shu Qin's face does not change color.
She actually wanted to ask him, but she didn't know how to speak, so she silently picked up the folder at hand, carefully checked the list of students on it, and for a while both of them were silent and doing their own things.
Wang Zining's appearance broke the silent atmosphere between the two.
"He Yu, come over here, I have something I want to tell you. She laughs.
"Good. β
Looking at the backs of the two of them walking out, Shu Qin's heart suddenly rose with a feeling of grievance that she had never felt before, and this inexplicable feeling came up like she had never had.
Shu Qin shook her head and focused her attention on the work at hand.
After she finished the work in hand, the two still didn't come into the office, and Shu Qin no longer made excuses for herself at this time, and looked at the two people who were talking in the corridor outside the office.
Wang Zining was squatting in front of He Yu at this time, talking to him with a smile on his face, even if He Yu was most of his body sideways, Shu Qin still knew from the corners of his slightly raised mouth that he was also smiling.
Xu is over the topic, Wang Zining gently touched He Yu's right hand on the wheelchair, then stood up, and when He Yu walked in, she saw Shu Qin who was staring at the two of them, and she also smiled at Shu Qin and nodded in a friendly manner.
Shu Qin didn't shy away from it, and smiled faintly.
Pushing He Yu back to his seat, Wang Zining sat back in his place.
Shu Qin bit her lip, thinking about the inexplicable feeling that had just somehow emerged from the bottom of her heart.
At this time, seeing Shu Qin in front of him looking stunned, He Yu stretched out his right hand and wanted to touch her head, but Shu Qin was inexplicably disgusted with his touch, and gently moved to the side to avoid his touch.
He Yu's outstretched hand fell into the air, and his heart also fell.
Before he could speak, Shu Qin at this time took the lead in standing up and threw down a sentence: "I'll go and confirm the list with the grade director first." β
He walked away with a pile of papers.
Why did you avoid it?
Shu Qin didn't know why, just now he suddenly remembered the scene where Wang Zining gently put his hand on He Yu's right hand on the wheelchair, and then subconsciously avoided He Yu's touch.
What's wrong with you?
Shu Qin patted his face hard, don't think about it, don't think about it.
Seeing her fleeing, He Yu buried his head and looked at his right hand, raised his head and stared at Shu Qin, who was talking to the grade director not far away, and thought about it.
During the lunch break, Shu Qin went to the faculty cafeteria as usual to help He Yu and himself cook and then went to the office, He Yu has always eaten alone in the office, before he brought some homemade sandwiches for lunch, so he didn't have to climb the stairs of the faculty canteen.
In the past two days, he has been inconvenient with his hands, so every day Shu Qin goes to the canteen to fetch food for him and comes back to eat.
Originally, according to what Lu Shuangna said, she should cook for him every day, but Shu Qin knew that her cooking skills were generally low, if it weren't for Aunt Zheng and Shen Wei who did it for her every time before, her current cooking skills would not be like now, and she couldn't do it.
As soon as he got out of the door of the faculty cafeteria, it was raining lightly, Shu Qin had two meals in his hand, and he accelerated his pace in the rain and walked to the office.
When there was still some distance, in the drizzle and haze, she saw at a glance the figure of He Yu who was holding an umbrella towards her.
"He Yu, why did you come out, go back quickly, there are only a few steps left. β
As soon as the two approached each other, Shu Qin saw the anxiety on He Yu's face, and he struggled to hold the umbrella as high as possible, so as to cover Shu Qin who was standing, but even so, Shu Qin had to lower his head and bury his waist to accommodate him.
"Alas......"
Shu Qin heard his helpless sigh, and then saw him smile bitterly and said, "Z Bao, give me the food in your hand, you come to hold the umbrella." β
"But your hand ......"
"It's okay, you can put it on my knee. β
"Okay. β
Shu Qin carefully put the food on his lap, then took the umbrella handle he handed over, stood behind him, pushed him with one hand, held the umbrella with the other, and walked forward.
When the two finally arrived at the office, the clothes on He Yu's knees and the clothes behind Shu Qin were already soaked, Shu Qin took the food off He Yu's lap, and then quickly put him on his lap, and took off the small blanket that had been wet at this time.
I found a tissue and kept wiping the raindrops off his body.
He Yu looked at her with a wet back, busy walking around for him, and said with a wry smile:
"Z Bao, come here. β
"Huh?" Shu Qin was a little puzzled, but still walked over, squatted down, and asked:
"What's wrong?"
"Look at yourself, you're soaking wet. He Yu took the tissue she was going to wipe her hair with and helped her carefully wipe the raindrops off her hair.
"It's okay with me, it's you ......"
"Go get a change of clothes. Interrupting her words, He Yu's tone was full of non-refusal.
"Uh...... But that's all I have. β
"You wear mine first. β
As he spoke, He Yu opened the cabinet under his desk and took out a clean men's shirt from it. That was the last time he took it from his own house, and he planned to lend it to another teacher, who knew that the teacher would not be used later, so he kept it in the office.
That's where it comes in handy today.
"I ......"
"Go quickly, while the teachers haven't come back yet, hurry up and change. β
"But my clothes ......"
"Wait a minute, get off work, go to my house to dry, and then change your own clothes and go home. β
"Going to your house?!" Shu Qin's eyes widened.
"Hmm. β
"I'm going to change it right away. β
Watching Shu Qin trotting to change clothes, He Yu's face was full of doting smiles.
I looked at the two meals on the table, and it was raining, so I shouldn't be able to eat it. He picked up his mobile phone and called Wang Zining.
When Wang Zining appeared with two meals, Shu Qin had just changed her clothes for a while, and was wiping her wet hair with her mouth pouting, while watching He Yu complain about something.
It's quiet in the office, but it's getting raining harder and heavier outside.
After work in the afternoon, the rain gradually decreased.
Shu Qin followed He Yu to his home with satisfaction.
As soon as he entered the door, Shu Qin couldn't wait to walk in barefoot and looked around, this was He Yu's private domain that belonged to him for several years.
"Z Bao, come here and put on your shoes. The ground is cool. β
"Oh. Good. β
Shu Qin turned her head again, walked in front of He Yu, and put on the slippers he had prepared, women's slippers, which were not too big or too small to fit her feet.
After putting on her slippers, she turned around and ran to the window, and as soon as she pulled back the heavy curtains in the room, the light poured in from outside.
He Yu didn't react, he couldn't open his eyes for a while because of the sudden light, he blinked, his vision became clear, and at this time his Z Bao was looking out of the window blankly, like her five years ago.
Shu Qin turned his head at this time, smiled at him, and said:
"It's been five years, and I can finally stand in front of the window of the house where you have lived for five years, and take a look at the scenery you have seen every day in the past five years. β
The smile on her face was content and happy.
ββ¦β¦β
He Yu was silent.
Do you know that in the past five years, only you at this moment are the only scenery in his eyes.
He habitually turned on the lights in the house, the lights were on, but they didn't bring much light to the room, and he realized that with the sunlight outside the house, he didn't have to turn on the lights so early.
"Z Bao, you hurry up and take a hot shower, wash your wet clothes, dry them, and then go back to the city." β
"Good. Although Shu Qin said this, he had no intention of acting, and still looked out the window stupidly.
"Z Treasureβ"
He Yu called a few more words, and then she reluctantly moved her steps, tilted her head and asked:
"What about you, why don't you take a hot shower first?"
"You go wash first, I watched you go in and wash, and then go to the bathroom in the master bedroom to wash. β
"Okay, obey!"
Shu Qin trotted all the way into the bathroom outside, and when she entered the door, she popped out and joked: "Don't peek~"
He Yu smiled helplessly and shook his head.
After hearing the sound of her discharging water, he activated his wheelchair and drove to the master bedroom to wash up in the bathroom in the master bedroom.
He Yu's movements are inconvenient, so it takes more time than ordinary people to take a bath, and when he came out, Shu Qin had already thrown the rain-soaked clothes of the two into the washing machine without seeing it, and made a cup of coffee for himself and him by the way.
As soon as He Yu walked into the living room, he saw that the headlights in the room were turned off, Shu Qin was leisurely cocking his bare little white legs, drinking hot coffee, watching TV programs, and the sound of the TV in the living room was mixed with the sound of the washing machine at the moment.
"Are you washed?"
"Hmm. β
Shu Qin stood up, and she jumped to the kitchen wearing only a men's shirt, brought him a cup of hot coffee and put it in his hand, and then nestled back on the sofa.
Naturally, it was as if it wasn't my first time here.
He Yu tried his best not to look at her bare skin, and watched the program on TV intently.
I don't know when, his Z treasure has grown into a mature woman.
β¦β¦
"Dididi-"
The washing machine rang
After a while, the clothes were ready, and Shu Qin quickly dried the clothes of the two, not only changed his own clothes, but also folded He Yu's clothes and put them back in the closet.
After everything was done, Shu Qin nestled back on the sofa, and had no intention of leaving.
Seeing that the rain outside had stopped, He Yu was about to speak, but Shu Qin spoke first:
"Why?"
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"Why don't you want to be in a group with me on an outing?"
"Have you been to the headmaster?"
"Hmm. β
"There's no reason, I just want to be in a group with Zining. β
"You lied to me!"
"Z Bao ......" He Yu said helplessly: "Don't be obsessed anymore, we can't go back to the past, you should look forward now that you are sick, and you can't indulge in the past......"
"He Yu, you want to say that you are my 'past', right? I will tell you clearly now that you are my 'past', 'present' and 'future', and I will not be separated from you for a moment!"
As he spoke, Shu Qin's tears burst out of his eyes.
"Z Treasure ......"
Shu Qin got up from the sofa, walked in front of He Yu, squatted in front of him, and put her face on his lap.
"Little Fish...... Don't push me away anymore, okay? I've had enough of those days on the stars. She wept silently.
Looking at her quietly resting on his lap, He Yu felt an unprecedented sense of powerlessness.
"You want to know why? Okay, I'll tell you!"
He Yu pushed Shu Qin from his lap to the ground a little roughly, pulled away the small blanket covering his leg with one hand, and pulled his pants up to his thigh without hesitation.
His eyes were red, and he was short of breath and roared at Shu Qin, who was stunned on the ground: "Look at it, look at your little fish, what has become of it!"
The legs that fell into Shu Qin's eyes were already skinny and bone-covered, and their very abnormal appearance was in stark contrast to He Yu's sturdy upper body.
"You ask me why!Shu Qin, you are not the Z treasure of the year now, you can't be with me like a wasted person......"
"Don't say it, He Yu, don't say it......" Shu Qin burst into tears and kept shaking her head.
"Do you know what a waste person is? Just like today, I can't ...... my beloved woman shelter from the wind and rain."
"Don't say it...... Small Fish ...... Don't say it, I beg you to ......" Shu Qin covered her ears and kept shaking her head: "I don't want to listen, I don't listen to ......"
"I'm a wasted person, I can't take care of myself, you know?"
"Don't talk about it, Xiaoyu, let's not talk about this......" Shu Qin got up from the ground in embarrassment, knelt in front of He Yu's wheelchair, trembled his hands, picked up the blanket that fell to the side and covered him.
She stood up in despair, smiled at He Yu with blank eyes, the tears on her face had not yet dried, and said, "I'll go first, if you want to be with Teacher Wang, I'll be obedient, I'll go back first......"
Shu Qin picked up his things and quickly walked to the door.
"Z Treasureβ"
He Yu stopped her who was about to leave.
"Take the umbrella at the door. β
"Good. Shu Qin's muffled voice came.
"Bang-"
Shu Qin snatched the door and walked out
Outside the window, it was raining again.
He Yu looked at the rain outside the window, and the light outside the window shone on the tears on his face, crying silently.
Sorry, my treasure
It turned out to be light-years apart
It's so close at hand, but it's also so far away
If it can be given to you
A hug from you on the stars
I would like to spend my whole life