Looking at the towering head in his arms, Tang Yishan's heart couldn't help but suffocate heavily, and the overwhelming guilt surged over.

"I'm sorry, I ......"

"You listen to me first, in fact, sometimes I also feel that I am hypocritical and "do", but I really can't help it, Yi Shan, the feeling of being isolated from your world and out of place is really uncomfortable, but I know that you really want to protect me. So, I can only accept all this silently. Gradually, I almost wondered if I had become the kind of silk flower that I despised the most, and I could only cling to the protection of the trees and suck everything about them to live. ”

"No, you're not. ”

I don't know if Bai Yanxi's words are finished, but Tang Yishan has no way to do it, and he is still indifferent to let her describe herself like this.

"How can you be a parasitic existence to me? You know what? You are simply my life! Without you, I really can't imagine what fun there is in this world, and what existence is worth guarding for me. It was you who gave me a complete home and a complete life!"

In fact, Tang Yishan is not a person who is very good at sweet words, all those seemingly affectionate and sweet words are just from his sincerity, perfunctory to his lover, in this life, Tang Yishan will not do such a thing.

"Yanxi, I don't know, you love me, it turns out that love is so painful. Maybe I should let go, but in my life, I have never wanted to be selfish once, this is the first time, the first time I want to be with a woman, life and death, the idea of never being separated. If you want to leave, I'll kill you and kill myself. If you really want to leave me, then, in the next life, please stay away and never meet me again. In the man's eyes, there was a ruthlessness and madness that Bai Yanxi had never seen.

Tang Yishan realized that he seemed to have leaked out his crazy side, which should be due to the fact that he had been converging for too long, and it broke out again today.

As if he didn't want to see Bai Yanxi looking at him with disbelief and fearful eyes, Tang Yishan stretched out his hand and covered Bai Yanxi's eyes tightly.

"I, didn't I scare you, I'm sorry, I ......" Tang Yishan opened his eyes and turned his face sideways, as if he could escape everything that happened just now.

Before he finished speaking, Tang Yishan felt that a warm little hand gently pulled down his hand, and his fingertips went down the woman's side face, and finally fit everything with her silhouette without a trace of gap, as if every place on their bodies was tailor-made for each other.

"I'm not afraid, I love you, whatever you look like, I love you. What I'm afraid of is that you will always resist me, push me away, don't believe me, and really love you without any guilt. ”

Bai Yanxi broke Tang Yishan's head sideways, and honestly confessed his love and his fragility in front of men, and the stubbornness of love, and the fragility of love, such Bai Yanxi, how can he have any virtue.

But Tang Yishan lowered his head, grabbed Bai Yanxi's lips accurately, knocked her teeth open effortlessly, and invited her to dance together.

And this time, Bai Yanxi also gave everything he could, responding to this man who was also vulnerable in some ways.

After a long time, Tang Yishan retreated slightly, and a silver wire was infinitely elongated, and soon it was overwhelmed and disconnected from the middle.

Looking at Bai Yanxi, whose breath was unsteady and her lips were red and swollen, Tang Yishan's eyes went from tangled, struggling, to final determination.

"Are you sleepy, if you're not tired, do you want to go somewhere with me? One, a place you've probably never touched. ”

My instinct told me that this time might be the only time I could really see this man, and really integrate into his world.

Tang Yishan asked cautiously, and Bai Yanxi answered without hesitation......

At the beginning of the lanterns, the night breeze was sultry, Tang Yishan, who walked this way during the day, never thought that he would come again at night, and he would still bring her with him.

However, I thought so in my heart, so I did it, if she really saw her unknown side, she would no longer be afraid because of her sincerity, even if she would face the price of losing her, she would admit it.

But as he said, he won't let go, this woman, he is going to die......

The more he walked, Bai Yanxi could feel that not only the night was more solemn, but even the sultry wind seemed to become heavy and piercing.

"Is it cold?"

Tang Yishan, who had been paying attention to Bai Yanxi's face, put his hand on her arm as soon as she frowned.

"No, I'm fine. ”

The temperature that was quite warm came from the palm of her hand, making Tang Yishan sure that she was not comforting herself.

"Bear with me a little longer, we'll be there soon. ”

Before setting off, Tang Yishan regretted a little, shouldn't he be so reckless, maybe he should arrange it and bring her over next time, but there was no turning back when he opened the bow and arrow.

Just when Bai Yanxi thought that there was still at least a third of the way to go, the car stopped.

When I got out of the car, I saw that it was a house with two lanterns hanging high, which was somewhat similar to the mansion of a large family in ancient times, but under the support of the night, it looked particularly gloomy and terrifying.

"Don't be afraid!"

Bai Yanxi unconsciously took a step back, but it hit the man's chest, which was constantly exuding heat, and Bai Yanxi felt a lot more relieved in an instant.

Tang Yishan saw that Bai Yanxi's face was not good-looking, and there was a trace of regret on his face, but he forcibly suppressed it.

took Bai Yanxi's hand, and asked seriously.

"You, do you better accept the most unbearable of my preparations? Now regret it, it's still too late, between us, you can still act as if nothing happened, but once you push open this door, you can't get out of it. ”

Tang Yishan gave Bai Yanxi enough time to think about it, after all, behind this door, he didn't even know anything about his flesh and blood relatives, this was something that belonged to him, and it was where he was in the deepest place.

Super Tang Yishan expected, Bai Yanxi took the initiative to take him and walked forward in a few seconds.

Bai Yanxi didn't know what kind of scene she was like when she took Tang Yishan and walked towards the darkness without fear, falling in Tang Yishan's eyes.

Bai Yanxi, this time, I am real, I will not let go of your hand in death, even if you regret it, I can't let go.

After walking two or three steps, Tang Yishan turned against the guest, held Bai Yanxi back with greater strength, and took her to push open the heavy wooden doors and open the delicate code doors.

Along the way, Tang Yishan thought that even if she didn't scream, she would tremble slightly, but the temperature on her hands barely changed, and the woman couldn't hear a trace of panicked steps, so that Tang Yishan's heart fell steadily.

Now, only the last door is left.

Just like what is said in the book, a golden wire cage that has been built with a lot of money and dedication looks exquisite, but the people who look at it are extremely depressed. Not to mention, this thing, in the big room, is dazzling.

Bai Yanxi took a closer look, only to find that there was still a person in this cage, or more precisely, a person was still hanging.

Although the people on the ground and in the cage seemed to be clean, but in the air, there seemed to be a smell of blood, which could not make Bai Yanxi believe that he was simply hanging there.

"Are you alright?"

Tang Yishan was very glad that before he left, he asked someone to help him deal with his wounds, so the man's body looked much better than before, shocking appearance, but when he lowered his head, he saw Bai Yanxi's pale face.

"I didn't ...... Gross!"

Just when he wanted to comfort Tang Yishan that he was okay, the nausea that had been lingering in the depths of his throat exploded instantly.

Because tonight's appetite is not very good, Bai Yanxi is just retching.

But just like that, Tang Yishan's face instantly became gloomy.

Directly picked up Bai Yanxi and left the room.

The man who was awakened by Bai Yanxi's retching sound moved slightly, and there was a sound of brittle chains colliding with each other.

Bai Yanxi couldn't help but want to turn back, but was pressed back to his chest by the man.

"Well, don't look at it. ”

Bai Yanxi didn't force himself, anyway, he should have watched it, and he didn't watch it less, so he didn't make any more moves.

The room and furnishings are completely different from the room and furnishings that I have come all the way, although it is not comfortable, but compared to other rooms, this room is much more normal.

Tang Yishan also noticed that Bai Yanxi looked around the room and exhaled softly.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought you here. Is it uncomfortable?" Tang Yishan had never regretted it for a moment as he did now.

"It's okay, I'm actually fine, the main thing is that your son or daughter can't accept it. ”

I have never seen others throw the pot so rightly, but seeing her with a little scoundrel appearance, Tang Yishan likes to be ruthless.

"Aren't you afraid?"

Probably feeling uncomfortable in such a sitting position, Bai Yanxi moved slightly until he put himself into Tang Yishan's arms and found a comfortable position. Let out a sigh of comfort.

"Well, actually, it's much better than I imagined, I know that the Tang family was a mixed underworld from the beginning, even if it is whitewashed now, but it is the nature engraved into your bones, so you can accept it." ”

Since then, I have seen Bai Yanxi's face, seeing her serious expression, knowing her words, she can't fake it, but she can't help but be a little curious, in her imagination, what is she like.

Without waiting for Tang Yishan to ask, Bai Yanxi confessed himself.

"In my heart, I have a lot of conjectures, the most believing, the most complete, is that I think you are involved in the kind of bad, drug trade. ”

Tang Yishan raised his eyebrows.

"You're talking about poisonous ......"

"In the eyes of doctors, there is no distinction between drugs and life-saving drugs, and only the people who use them can distinguish between them. If they are regarded as a profiteering product, they are drugs, and if they are used to relieve the pain of patients, under strict dosage control, they are life-saving drugs. ”

Tang Yishan, who agreed with Bai Yanxi's words, also nodded.

"For the sake of money, I don't even want my conscience, I don't even want my own personality, I will never allow it to appear in my field of vision. ”

"Hmm!"

Everyone has their own bottom line of conscience, and no one can touch it, but fortunately, the bottom line of the two of them is surprisingly consistent.

Bai Yanxi kept thinking on the road, if Tang Yishan really touched his bottom line, would he be able to turn a blind eye to it? The answer is no.

"Yan Xi, even if I don't do that kind of thing, but I am also a person who wanders in the gray area of this world, am you afraid of me, can you accept it?"

Feeling the man's uncertainty and hesitation, Bai Yanxi got up and kissed the man's chin.

"Gray, it's because it has white existence, it's so shallow, isn't it?Yi Shan, I don't know, in your heart, I may be a pure rabbit, but if someone hurts the person I like, I will also use a way that normal people can't accept, and give a blow back, I'm not as kind as you think in your heart." ”

Although Bai Yanxi said this, in Tang Yishan's eyes, Bai Yanxi said this kind of thing, which means how high the kindness and moral construction in her heart are.

Who said that a good person should repay the provocation and harm of others, and if he was hurt, he used a little appropriate means to let others know that he is not an existence that can be kneaded by others, what is wrong?

Perhaps, the fault is the world that has given them the heavy moral shackles as victims.

"That man, is he dying?"

Even if he no longer wears a white coat, Bai Yanxi is still a doctor in his bones.

"No, I have someone to deal with his wounds, and he can't die for the time being. ”

Bai Yanxi noticed that Tang Yishan's wording was "temporary", but she had no way to judge his behavior, but with her understanding of Tang Yishan, that man probably touched his bottom line again and again!

"Are you going back?" Tang Yishan saw the woman's closed eyes and knew that she was really tired.

"Is there anything else I haven't seen? like female prisoners or something!"

Tang Yishan pinched the tip of Bai Yanxi's nose angrily.

"What you missed here, it's only me, if you want to see it, I'll take it off for you one by one when you go back. ”

"Then I won't look at it, let's go home!"

Hmmm! Go home, what a warm word, how many people have struggled all their lives, all for these two words.

"Okay, go home!" "Go back to the home with you, me, and the baby."

Walking out of this wooden door again, it was a completely different mood, Bai Yanxi thought, perhaps, the rest of the things can be handed over to time, let it slowly go down......

It's been three meetings in a row, and the people in the conference room have changed batch after batch, and even Yu Songyou can't help but feel faintly tired, but looking at Tang Yishan, there is still no trace of tiredness on his face.

Yu Song knows that the estrangement between his boss and his wife has been broken in the past few days, and the relationship has been rapidly warmed up, but he doesn't have the energy to be like this!

Suddenly, Yu Song's phone rang, and when he looked at the caller ID, Yu Song walked a little farther away to connect, and then walked to Tang Yishan's side with a solemn expression and whispered a few words.

This concludes the meeting. ”

Tang Yishan's footsteps lost his calm, and Yu Song also followed behind Tang Yishan in a slight panic.

Just now, when Sister-in-law Yang went upstairs to tell the old man to get up, no matter how she screamed, she couldn't wake up, and when she heard the movement, she immediately caught up, and after checking it, she asked Sister-in-law Yang to go downstairs to prepare the car, and to send the old man to the hospital immediately.

"What do you say on the phone?"

Although the speed of the car was already the fastest, Tang Yishan still felt that it was very slow.

Mrs. said that she had a preliminary examination, and it should be a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, which can only be confirmed after the specific examination in the hospital. But judging the time, now they are at the hospital. ”

Tang Yishan didn't answer anymore, but in his heart, he couldn't help but mess up.

Doctors and nurses, in and out of the operating room, Bai Yanxi has seen such scenes too many times, and even sometimes he is the one who goes in and out.

But at this moment, Bai Yanxi, like many people, couldn't help but think about it, and then drove the bad conjectures out of his mind one by one. But it didn't take long for them to follow one after another, and Bai Yanxi drove away again, and so on, until at the corner of the corridor, a man appeared.

"Yi Shan!"

When Tang Yishan saw Bai Yanxi standing alone outside the door, he ran over. Hold her in your arms, and feel at ease.

"Grandpa, he'......"

"It's okay, it's okay. ”

Tang Yishan could only comfort one by one.

After Tang Yishan arrived, it didn't take long for the lights in the operating room to go out.

"Doctor, what's going on?"

"The patient's condition is a bit complicated, but fortunately it was delivered in time, and now that the situation is under control, the next step is to see what he is doing when he wakes up, and then he can decide on the next treatment plan. You can go see the patient now, but he shouldn't wake up that soon. ”

"Thank you, doctor. We got it. ”

After the doctor left, Tang Yishan and Bai Yanxi immediately went to see the old man.

The old man was lying lifeless on the hospital bed, the almost negligible rise and fall of his chest, and the various instruments connected to his body, Bai Yanxi's heart was instantly crumbled.

Although the old man is sick like a mountain, according to the doctor, he is relatively optimistic among the same cases.

Because he felt sorry for Bai Yanxi, Tang Yishan insisted on sending her back to Tang's house to rest, and then turned back to the hospital to guard the old man.

The old man's situation, coupled with the fact that although the turmoil in the Tang clan has calmed down a little, it is still a mess, and under the double, Tang Yishan is also a little tired.

Tang Yishan, who came back to the hospital from the Tang family, saw a person who should have appeared here, but should not have appeared here.

"I thought you'd hide like this for the rest of your life!"

"I thought I could be a sideliner, but in the end I overestimated myself. Tang Deping looked at the old man on the hospital bed with a decadent expression.

"But I didn't think you'd come back so soon. ”

"Let's talk?" Tang Yishan's flat voice was almost cold to the bone.

Tang Deping raised his eyes and glanced at Tang Yishan, with a sarcastic smile on his face.

"Tang Yishan, do you know, the biggest change in my life is all given by you. ”

didn't answer Tang Deping's words, Tang Yishan met his face.

"Maybe it's not a good time, but right now, I have to want to have a good chat with my second uncle as soon as possible. ”

Tang Deping's silent face finally had another expression.

"What are you talking to me about?"

"Let's change places!" Tang Yishan glanced at the old man who was still on the hospital bed, although he knew that he couldn't hear their conversation at this time, but Tang Yishan just didn't want him to know that his good son would stab Tang Clan hard.

Tang Deping narrowed his eyes.

"Is there anything between our uncle and nephew that we have to talk about in private?"

Tang Yishan's eyes looked at him like an arrow.

"So you're here to talk?"

Looking at Tang Yishan's indifferent face without a trace of expression, Tang Deping pursed his lips, and he already had some guesses about Tang Yishan's actions in his heart.

If he doesn't agree to go out with him today, then it's still unknown whether he can leave this hospital next.

As for what Tang Yishan was going to do to himself, he couldn't guess at all, didn't he condemn it? He didn't believe that his good nephew would go to the trouble of talking to himself because of such a meaningless thing.

However, Tang Deping still left with him.

may be because of the taboo of the old man, so Tang Yishan just took Tang Deping to the ward next door and did not go far, but such a distance is enough.

As soon as he entered this ward, Yu Song led people to guard the door heavily.

Tang Yishan sat on the sofa in the room with the same face, although he was sitting, he was a lot shorter than Tang Deping, but in terms of aura, he was still crushing.

"Second uncle, do you remember a bird I raised when I was a child?"

Although Tang Deping didn't know what he wanted to say, he was still trying to rummage through the memories in his mind, and he had a vague impression that it was an eagle with a little wildness.

"It was a white eagle, all over it, white, and it didn't seem to have any blemish. At first, Yi Cheng was clamoring to raise it, so his grandfather asked someone to bring him a young bird. But then he didn't want it, so I took care of it, eating, drinking, sheltering, and traveling, and what I gave it was all the best and the best. However, later, when it accidentally pecked Yi Cheng because of food protection, I pinched its neck with my own hands in front of Yi Cheng. As much as I love the wildness of it, it is intent on hurting the people who matter to me. So I chose to cut it off myself. ”

Tang Yishan described it softly in a storytelling tone, but maybe he didn't have the talent to tell stories, and the whole story, although it was only a few short words, made people shudder after listening to it.

Tang Deping then remembered that after he arrived at the mansion one day, he was still wondering why the eagle was gone. And just after listening to what he said, he had a little understanding of this nephew who had never been very close to him, and the paradoxical cold-blooded and amorous nature in him had gradually emerged since he was a child.

Tang Deping knew that this was his nephew's man, but he was actually a complete madman.