461. The self that exists in the past, the present that cannot be adapted
"Whew, these women are so terrible, even the limited spirit costume feels like Elusa, right? I don't know how I managed to attack them in the first place. Lee ran into the forest park and sat on the park bench panting.
After a long time, Lea felt that he had rested enough, and he looked up at the black starry sky with some distraction...... I always feel like I've forgotten something very important, and I have to remember it as soon as possible. ”
One, two tears overflowed from Rie's eyes, "What, what is this, inexplicably the whole world has changed, only I am still standing still, what is this!"
Lea covered her face and wept silently, tears streaming from her fingers.
When a person just opens his eyes, everything that was once familiar turns into smoke, there are so many things in the world that he can't understand, and he bears so many things that he thinks he can't afford at all, to be honest, there will always be a sadness in his heart.
The current Leah has not experienced all the things in the past, just a little bit of a little bit of fighting, a little bit of the world of otaku, his heart is very fragile, more fragile than others imagined.
"Don't cry, E-chan, people will always be by your side. Kurumi's voice rang softly in Rie's ears.
Lea felt a soft touch on his back, but this feeling frightened Lee to sit on the ground, "Hey, I warn you to leave me, yes, or ......"
"Don't worry, E-chan, they have already led Miss Shixiang and them to other places, you don't have to worry about them coming over. Kurumi said with a chuckle.
"Really? That's good. Hearing Kurumi say this, Ria secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
"Now, E-chan, you know what? here, but where we first dated. Kurumi smiled and spun in a circle, like a butterfly fluttering.
"Uh, really? I'm sorry, I forgot. Lea said apologetically.
The wind gently blew on Kurumi's long hair, and Kurumi looked at the current Le, and there were many other meanings in his eyes, "Sure enough, the current E-chan is not the original E-chan." ”
"What do you mean by that?" asked Lea.
"We know Ur-chan, he won't apologize like he does now. "Crazy three ways.
"Really, it seems that the person you know me is not very good. Lee said.
"It's not good, it's scum. "Crazy three laughed and groaned, "irritable, nervous, lawless." ”
"Do you still like me?
"But it's that kind of Oo-chan, and he has things that only he can do. Kurumi said softly, "He always saves us in the way he thinks is right." ”
"Save...... Would I do something like that?" Leah looked up at the sky, "I don't think I'd do that great thing." ”
"This, that Er-chan has the same idea as this Er-chan, and he will attack the elves in his opinion, just to achieve his purpose. Kurumi laughed, "So, from this point on, you are really the same person." ”
"Is it the same person?" Lea scratched his head, avoiding the topic, "By the way, I remember you said that you read my memories, right?"
Crazy San was stunned for a moment, and chuckled to Le's face, "Yes, people have seen all the memories of E-chan, even when E-chan started to watch it, and at what age did he start watching ** Do that kind of embarrassing thing." ”
Ria's forehead was full of black lines, "Hey, hey, the ones in the back are a bit redundant, aren't they?"
But then Ria got serious again, "So, since you've seen all my memories, can you please give me back the memories?
"No!" "No!" Kurumi suddenly turned straight and flatly refused, "Even if it's Do-chan, this memory will never be given to you!"
"Why? That should be my memory, right?" said Lea strangely.
"That's true, but ah, the memories after the Demon Tail World are too cruel for the current E-chan. Crazy said with a smile.
"Cruelty, but I'm ready!" said Lea firmly.
"Don't say that. Kurumi raised a finger and sealed Rie's mouth, "E-chan, your experience at the beginning was much more cruel than you imagined, oh, believe me, you will never want to know now." ”
"So, what the hell did I go through? Lea said inexplicably.
"Who knows?" said Kurumi with a mysterious smile.
In fact, the reason why Kurumi doesn't want to give Lee memories is, on the one hand, that she thinks that Lee is very cute and cute now, and she thinks it's fun, and on the other hand, even if she gives Lee those memories now, can she really change back to the original Lea?
It's true that the Ten Bullets can give others memories of the past, but they can only be given memories from the perspective of a bystander, at worst, after giving the memory of Lee, can he still turn back to the original Lea?
One is the onlooker looking at his own experience, the other is personally experiencing the things in his memory, the difference between the two perspectives, the path chosen will inevitably be different, and at that time, is Leah still Leah?
"Well, since that's all said, then I can only get it back by myself. Leah sighed and said, whether it was before or after amnesia, Leo was relatively open to these things, so he was the same as before, very talkative.
"People will go with E-chan to find the memories of the past. Kurumi took Lea's hand and smiled.
The breeze blew her long hair, revealing the golden pupils under her bangs, and her pale skin stood out in the night.
Somehow, Lee looked a little dazed.
"What's wrong? Kurumi asked strangely.
"Uh...... Did I say it before? Actually, you're very beautiful, and I don't feel inferior to Kaji. Lee said.
Crazy San was stunned when he heard this, and his snow-white skin showed a little red halo, "But E-chan likes Miss Qi more than others." ”
"That's right, but you're a good girl, and besides, didn't I say it? "I" is a psychopath, you are a pervert, "I" is white hair, you are black hair, "I" is short hair, you are long hair, "I" is a red eye and a golden eye, you are also a red eye and a golden eye, so it looks like "I" is very similar? To put it bluntly, don't you think "we" are a good match?" Lea smiled and stood up.
"I'm ......" Kurumi froze, her eyes glittering.
Ria walked out of the park with his back to Kurumi ""I" like you, just like Kazuki. ”
"Huh?" Kurumi's pupils shrank.
"Well, if it was the original "me" standing here, I would definitely say that, that's how I feel. Lea turned his head and smiled brighter than he had ever seen before.
At this moment, Kurumi only felt that he was full of happiness, as opposed to the despair that he could never compare to pray at that moment, and Kurumi felt extremely happy at this time.