Chapter 35: I Want the Sun to Come to Me

"Actually, I don't have any good memories of being there. The corners of her mouth provoked a curvature, as if she was self-deprecating, as if she was helpless.

"I only remember a dimly lit house where I stayed all day and night, where people brought me meals on a regular basis, and, all sorts, even weird medicines. ”

"Until I was six years old, I stayed inside, and inevitably, I became autistic and aloof, and that's exactly what he wanted, or rather, they wanted. ”

Xuan Yu looked at the girl's eyes looking up at the night sky, the light in them was more dazzling than the stars, "What do they want?" he muttered.

"I want a weapon without emotion. The corners of her lips were hooked, and the arc was cold, "After I was six years old, they began to let me practice, as for how to practice, I ...... I forgot, and I don't want to remember it. ”

"But there are also benefits to practicing, I was born with a space, and it can even be said to be my own small world, I practice strong enough divine sense, I can enter this small world from time to time, it is very beautiful inside, at least there is soil, there are stones, there is grass, there is a blue sky, even if I can only look at it, I can't feel it, I feel quite satisfied. ”

Taking a deep breath, she subconsciously clenched Xuan Yu's hand: "When I was ten years old, I felt the real warmth and light, but it was like a meteor in the sky, it lasted, it was too short. ”

Xue's eyes were cast into the sky, Xuan Yu looked at it, only to feel that her gaze was more distant, "This light and warmth is a person, a woman, she looks very good, just like ...... The brightest and most dazzling light, but also the softest and most ...... Lovely. ”

"That's right, cute, although she was old enough to be my mother at that time, but still cute, she was full of confidence in life, full of expectations for the world, she treated my body injuries, and at the same time taught me medical skills, it was also at that time that I discovered my natural healing ability, she was happy and sad when she knew, obviously she really cared about me, and I was a person who seemed to have no relatives, so she was the only relative. ”

"She read me a lot of books, told me a lot of stories, and sometimes even secretly took me to play, she was very good, she made me see the beautiful mountains and rivers, I saw the traffic, I saw a round of rising fireballs - just like the sky here in the daytime, it is called the sun, she said that this is the feather of the golden crow, the warmest and brightest in the universe. ”

"Because of her, I became a real flesh-and-blood person, but...... But we were only free for a year, and she was ...... because she took me away secretly many times, even if she had an unusual identity Killed. ”

Hearing this, Xuan Yu was shocked, and at the same time, he saw that her eyes were wet, and because she was lying down, there were no two clear streams pouring down.

"She told me to get out of that place as much as possible, and I did that, and I thought that after leaving, I would become more powerful, and I could help her get revenge, and I escaped countless times, and I was arrested countless times, and they said that everything was for my good, heh, it was really good. ”

"I don't know if I scared them by running too hard, but I saw a man - or a phantom, who claimed to be my grandfather, he was strong, strong and terrifying, and he said that he recovered, and gave me the whole universe as compensation, provided that I was obedient. ”

"Of course I don't want the whole universe, I want freedom, I want light and warmth, I want true feelings, but he ...... He even deprived me of consciousness for the time being. ”

The girl's hands were clenched extremely tightly, and Xuan Yu could almost feel the pain in his hands, "He's a madman, an out-and-out madman, my father was slowly raised by him to be strong, and slowly created to only know strength and lose feelings, and then I was born, he was deprived and devoured by him of all his cultivation, and he became depressed and went crazy and ended himself." ”

"It's him, too...... Kill her, kill the people he loves, but in fact, he just wants to use her to restore himself. ”

Xue laughed disdainfully, "After a while, his cronies betrayed him, gathered consciousness for me, and also gave me space stones, let me leave, and said that he liked me and wanted to go with me, from his mouth, I knew that I was thirteen years old." ”

"It's ridiculous, he was killed, I left as I wished, but within a few days, I was found, I used the space stone again, who knew that the other party used brute force to stay, I almost died because of the space shock. ”

"This almost death made me a lot cleaner, lying for a year and a half, sometimes I was in a coma, sometimes dreaming, sometimes entering my little world, even if I was lying down, it was quite comfortable. ”

"I was in good health, and that mad grandfather cared more about me, and he didn't sleep with him anymore, and he always bothered me, and even gave me a lot of things, trying to make me happy, and I did laugh, and he was ridiculous. ”

"After that, I became more and more familiar with the power of space, so I once took the opportunity to find a very large space stone and smashed it desperately, and I got my wish and arrived here. ”

"That space stone is too powerful, even if it is him, there is no way to stop it, you don't know, you don't know how happy I was after entering that cave, I laughed all day and slept all night before thinking about going out. ”

She opened her hands violently, and laughed out loud, laughing as she smiled, two tears crossed her cheeks, "I'm digging the dirt while ...... Found yourself. ”

Xuan Yu only felt that his heart was put into the oil pot, tumbling and exploding pain, he hugged her, "It's all over, everything is over......" He whispered, and gently raised his hand to help her wipe the tears from her eyes and face.

"These things...... These things, it's better to forget them, it's best, don't think about them......" Xuan Yu faced her, his eyes were sad, and the two of them were close at this moment.

She felt his exhaled breath, blinked her eyes and dried her tears: "I'll forget, you remember, I was an innocent girl before." ”

Xuan Yu smiled, but the smile was slightly bitter, "Well, you have always, always, you have been." ”

She smiled too, like a starry sky blooming, "Yu, what did you ask earlier that moved me. ”

"I want to say that you are the brightest and warmest, you are like the sun, like tens of thousands of suns, capable of banishing all cold and darkness. ”

The sound fell, and a touch of white just appeared in the corner of the distance, which expanded more and more, and then the gold burst out from it, the gold was translucent red, extremely hot but not stinging, and then the round ball wrapped in layers of gold, white and red, slowly, leaped into the sky.

Xuan Yu sat up, and the operation of the realm was even more noisy, and the meridians of his whole body were soothed, and the light of the sun was always in line with him.

"My surname is Xuan, Xuanyu, this surname, before I take revenge, I only said it to you. Xuan Yu tilted his head suddenly, his eyes seemed to be looking at her, as if looking at the wisps of light near her.

"He said my surname was Yin...... Mingxue is a demon who drinks blood. Seeing that Xuan Yu's eyes were already staring at her strongly, she smiled, "She called me Ruxue, saying that I was as white and pure as snow, so my full name is still Yin Ruxue...... Though...... I don't want the first two words. ”

Xuan Yu approached her and exhaled word by word, "Xue, from now on, you are, mine." ”

The latter's face was about to turn red, but suddenly her body trembled, and blood gushed out of her chest in an instant, she swallowed it hard, her face immediately turned white, and the corners of her lips overflowed, which was distinctively abnormal.

Xuan Yu was shocked at the moment, "It must have been provoked by that pill!" He immediately used his hand as a bridge to cross his true qi to her, and his face was even more ugly than hers.

"It's okay...... The injury was lighter than before. She slowly took his hand and squeezed out a slight smile.

Xuan Yu's heart was like being hit again, and she sighed, trying to soothe her meridians with the purest and gentlest true qi of the dantian.

The sun was fully born, and it was slowly moving higher, she pushed away Xuan Yu's hand and lay quietly, bathing in the daylight.

Xuan Yu was just about to pass it on to her again, when he heard: "If you say too much, you will be as unbearable as taking medicine." "Even if it's stupid.

He had to lie down again, "You're a patient, you haven't slept long all night, it's not good, now make up for sleep." Gently grabbing her loose soft hair, she said.

After a while, Xuan Yu heard a faint "um" from his nose, smiled, and looked at her sideways.

But I saw her raise a slender jade hand, as if she was brushing the sun on the horizon, caressing all the brilliant and warm light in the world.

"I'm not going to go by the sun," she said, "and I want the sun to come to me." ”

I want the sun, coming to me.

Xuan Yu stroked her green hair, and her smile became a little clearer.

or straightforward, or arbitrary, or pure, or sweet, or courageous, or wise, or profound, or ...... has a bit of arrogance, which is her state, it is him, the one she loves.

Well, I will, come to you.

Author:

borrowed a quote from Hepburn, and her sentence is the moon.