Twenty-eight years ago

After dinner

Lin Hui looked at Shu Ranjie, who was lying on her stomach, touching the hair of his short stabbing hand, and she smiled happily. It's so good, and his childhood sweetheart Xiaojie has gone all the way to the present. There was no suspicion, no complaining, no boredom, and now after seven years of marriage, they have their own love crystallization.

"Xiaohui, let's go out for a walk. Shu Ranjie suddenly raised his head and stared at her with a pair of big eyes, like a child. "Well, okay, I just had dinner and went for a walk. Our baby is going out too. ”

"Okay, okay, I went out with our two babies. ”

"Be careful—don't run," Lin Hui smiled and looked at him who couldn't wait to run out of the house.

"Eh, you're not cold, let's take our coats and go out. I'm afraid you'll be freezing, so I'll get it later. It's night, after all. With that, he rushed into the house again.

Lin Hui had no choice but to stand at the door and wait.

"Alright, alright, let's go out. Shu Ranjie rushed out like a fly.

"Hmm. Lin Hui habitually stretched out her hand to hook his arm, Shu Ranjie clamped her hand tighter as if she was dissatisfied, Lin Hui patted his arm funny, and said with a smile: "Don't make trouble." ”

"I don't, I'm going to hold your hand like this, tightly, and I won't let go for the rest of my life. ”

"It's such a big person, how can he still be like a child. ”

As the two were talking, they met an elderly couple living at the opposite door, Mr. Xie and Mrs. Xie. "Mr. Shu, Mrs. Shu, let's take a walk again. ”

"Yes, she's pregnant, it's good for the fetus to get out and walk around more. ”

"Yes, yes, it's been a few years since you moved to the community. You two young people, almost every night will go downstairs for a walk, affectionate. The old lady smiled and agreed, and the couple looked at each other. "Now you're about to have your own baby, male or female. ”

"I didn't ask the doctor, I liked it both men and women. Shu Ranjie didn't wait for Lin Hui to speak, and replied by himself. "Mr. Shu seems to like children very much. ”

Lin Hui smiled a little embarrassedly.

"Okay, don't bother you little one. It's time for our two husbands and wives to go home, and the children are coming back soon. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Next time you have time to come to our house to play. When they were far away, they heard the old lady shouting at them enthusiastically.

"Okay, we'll visit. ”

"These two old gentlemen and old ladies are really enthusiastic. The people are also very nice. ”

"yes. ”

"It's their grandson Xiaobao, who is not angry. Lin Hui shook her head.

"How do you know about other people's little treasures? As he spoke, Shu Ranjie stretched out his other hand and pinched her nose. "When did we Xiaohui gossip like this. ”

"No!" Lin Hui stopped and clapped his hand vigorously. "It was told to me last time when Mrs. Xie came to our house to play and chatted with me!"

"Is that so? I thought you were suddenly gossiping when you got pregnant. Shu Ranjie smiled evilly. "You!" Lin Hui stretched out his hand to hit him.

Shu Ranjie reached out and grabbed her raised hand.

"Huh-"

"How?"

"Speaking of Mrs. Xie's little treasure, what kind of nickname should our little baby have?" he looked down at Lin Hui gently.

"Our baby is our treasure......" she pouted.

"Called Arcana?"

"Weird. ”

"I also think, actually. Lin Hui covered her mouth and laughed, and after the laughter stopped, she said: "To be special, but also to remind ourselves at all times that this little baby in my belly is the name of our treasure." ”

"Hmm...... That's it. Shu Ranjie pondered for a moment. "Call, is it good to call Z Bao? It is not only special, but also means that this child is our treasure. ”

Lin Hui looked up at the sincere face of the man in front of him.

"Z treasure, Z treasure, okay, it's called Z treasure, both boys and girls can use it, and it's special. She reached out and touched her belly, and said with a smile: "Z Bao, Z Bao, you will be our Z Bao in the future." You have to grow up well. ”

Shu Ranjie put his hand over her hand, hugged her from behind, and said softly in his ear: "I love you, Xiaohui." ”

Three months later, their daughter was born.

named Shu Qin, hoping that she will be as tough as a reed plant like Qin in the future.

Nicknamed Z Bao.

Three years later

"Z Bao, Z Bao, look here, follow my mother. Okay?" Lin Hui stretched out her hand, trying to draw the attention of three-year-old Z Bao from the curtain. "Mommy, Mommy—Mom-" Z Po didn't react, still looking at the curtain in a daze. "Daddy, Daddy—Daddy—" She didn't want to give up and kept trying.

I don't know what's going on, it's been three years since I was born, and Z Bao, who is already three years old, hasn't said a word, even my father and mother have never heard her call.

"Z Bao's mother, you and your family should take the child to the hospital quickly. Mrs. Xie from the other door came to their house to visit Z Bao again, watching Z Bao be born to three years old, she and Lin Hui were looking forward to the child to say a word, but today Z Bao still disappointed them.

H Municipal Children's Hospital

"Your child must have childhood autism. ”

"Autism in children?" Shu Ranjie repeated, and Z Bao'an in his arms was quiet like a well-behaved normal child.

"Yes, in layman's terms, autism. ”

"Autism ......," Lin Hui muttered.

"Yes. Depending on your child's situation, it cannot be ruled out that she may have Rett syndrome or Heller syndrome, and the child's language ability, social communication ability, and intellectual development will be much slower than that of ordinary children. ”

"Then the doctor doesn't have any treatment?" Looking at the Z treasure in her husband's arms, Lin Hui was a little incredulous and asked the doctor anxiously.

"There are no cures and medications that are particularly effective. ”

"Our child, is there no hope?" Shu Ranjie freed up one hand to hold Lin Hui's trembling hand.

"It can only be controlled, and the key thing is that it needs the long-term guidance and care of your parents. There are also many examples of successful cures of autism abroad. ”

"That is, is there any hope?" Lin Hui asked.

"Well, yes. Looking into her eyes, the doctor sighed. "Medication combined with regular sensory training is promising for a cure if you stick to it in the long term. ”

"Okay, thanks, doctor. ”

Shu Ranjie went to the pharmacy to get the medicine, and stood alone in the crowded hospital hall with Z Bao in her arms, Lin Hui's tears burst out of her eyes, she buried her face in Z Bao, not wanting strangers to pay attention to them.

My baby, what's wrong, is it Mommy who makes you feel lonely? She couldn't help but ask herself over and over again.

Shu Ranjie, who came back from the pharmacy after taking the medicine, couldn't control his tears when he looked at his wife and daughter in the distance, a big man stood there and kept wiping the tears on his face, but he didn't cry, choked and wiped away the tears that had just fallen from his eyes. There is still a long time to come, how can you be defeated now?

Z Bao is five years old.

"Z Treasure. Lin Hui squatted in front of Z Bao, constantly tearing the paper in her hand to attract her attention.

Shu Ranjie, who had just returned home from work, looked at Lin Hui repeating yesterday and the day before yesterday...... Every day's action, he really can't stand it. "Enough Xiaohui! Z Bao will never answer you! You've done enough. Shu Ranjie's distressed face was full of exhaustion.

"Let me come, you go and get some rest. Shu Ranjie put down the briefcase in his hand and walked over to hug Z Bao, but as soon as he got closer, Z Bao began to scream, and even started to beat himself.

Lin Hui hurriedly hugged Z Bao, let Z Bao keep beating herself, and muttered to herself: "Z Bao don't be afraid, Z Bao don't be afraid!"

Finally, Z Bao fell asleep.

Lin Hui squatted beside the child's bed and watched her fall asleep before going out.

Shu Ranjie looked at Lin Hui's increasingly thin appearance, and felt distressed. He walked over and stretched out his hands to hug her, but Lin Hui pushed his hand away and said, "You better don't touch the child recently." ”

"Why did you come back so early tonight, didn't eat, why don't you order takeout, the fire hasn't been fired at home for a long time. ”

"I know, Xiaohui, let's get an aunt to come over and help. Shu Ranjie once again put forward the idea of wanting to find a nanny.

"No, I'm going to take care of her myself, and it's better to take care of her myself than to be an outsider. ”

"Okay. He was helpless.

"I won't sleep next to you tonight, Z Bao's performance today is too abnormal, I have contacted the doctor and said that I should pay attention to observe and prevent her from accidentally injuring herself. Lin Hui looked at the man she loved in front of her, her face was full of sadness, she smiled tiredly, and touched his head. "Good work. ”

Looking around at the messy home, the exhausted wife in front of him, a thought suddenly flashed through Shu Ranjie's mind, it was Z Bao who made this home that should have been very harmonious like this. "Xiaohui, I think, otherwise, let's send Z Bao to a special medical institution. ”

Hearing him say this, Lin Hui raised her head and looked at Shu Ranjie in disbelief, her haggard face full of shock and pain. "What do you mean? Isn't Z Po our daughter? Do you want to give her up?"

"I, I really can't stand it anymore, look at how long you haven't slept well since Z Bao was found to have this disease, how long has it been since you haven't taken good care of yourself, how long has it been since you have taken a good look at me. Xiaohui, I beg you, send Z Bao away, we will have a better and healthier child......"

"Don't say it again, I don't agree! I don't agree!" Lin Hui stood up excitedly and covered her ears with both hands.

"Xiaohui, you ......"

"If you really can't stand it, then let's divorce. ”

Shu Ranjie took a few steps back in embarrassment, trembling with anger, he looked at Lin Hui with calm eyes and shook his head in disbelief. "Xiaohui, what did you just say, you actually want to divorce...... he lowered his head again and repeated: "You actually want to divorce......"

"What's wrong with us. He muttered.

Lin Hui seemed to have woken up at this time, and hurriedly grabbed his hand, tears already overflowing from her eyes. "I'm sorry, Xiaojie, I didn't mean that......"

At this time, Z Bao in the bedroom cried again-

Feeling her pulling her hands that had been loosened, Shu Ranjie gently pulled her hands off her arms and compromised: "Go ahead." Seeing Lin Hui running towards the house without looking back, he irritably ripped off his tie and threw it on the ground. Turning around and slamming the door without looking back.

"Bang-" I heard the sound of the door closing

Lin Hui stood up and wanted to chase him, but looking at Z Bao who kept crying in front of her, she gave up in tears.

She slowly squatted down again, and reached out to hug Z Bao who was sitting on the ground, "Z Bao don't be afraid, Z Bao don't be afraid...... Z Bao kept struggling in Lin Hui's arms, she didn't like to be held. The paper that Z Bao tore just now was still in her hand, and it was already wet with her mother's tears, and it was wet and stuck to Z Bao's hand, and it was broken by Z Bao's kneading during the struggle.