No one balances the two ends of the scale.

If you are human, you will have a preference.

Over the years, what Shen Luyan has heard the most is that others have scolded him for being a cold-blooded animal, ruthless and unjust, and anyone can be ruthless.

But he is not without human feelings at all.

There are some things that he can't forget, it was Jiang Suining who saved his life in the first place, she brought him out of the abandoned factory, and she took care of him while crying when he was sick and dying.

It was impossible for him to watch Jiang Suining die in front of him, and he didn't want her to take a little risk.

Shen Luyan said sorry to Jiang Zhi now.

He held her hand, against his face, and he couldn't help but wonder why her hand didn't seem to be hot, and it was still so cold after so long.

She was tranquilized, but she still couldn't sleep well.

The subconscious mind curls up and shrinks itself.

Jiang Zhi had a long, long dream, in which she was still a four or five-year-old girl, the pearl of the family.

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Grandparents and grandmothers called her childishly.

The little uncle let her ride on her shoulder and took her back home from kindergarten. She threw herself into her mother's arms, holding her neck and refusing to let go.

Mother touched her face gently, "Why is Zhibao so clingy all of a sudden?"

The little uncle laughed, "In the kindergarten, I treated a little boy as a little sister, and people didn't play with her when they were angry." ”

Mother couldn't help but purse her lips and smile, "Are you shy?"

She buried her face and refused to speak.

The little uncle had to pinch her little face: "She wants someone to be her prince charming, and that little boy doesn't seem to be from Nancheng." ”

The mother couldn't help laughing, "Zhibao, is he very good-looking?"

She blushed and nodded shyly.

The mother stroked her hair, "It's okay, we will have a better looking prince charming than him in the future." ”

The dream went farther and farther, and the people in the dream disappeared one by one.

She tried to hold on to them, but all she could do was shards of glass, and her hands were covered in blood.

She woke up vaguely, raised her hand to touch her face, but found that she couldn't do it and was grabbed in the palm of her hand.

She wrestled her thumb, but it alarmed the man sitting on the edge of the bed.

Shen Luyan's voice was a kind of laziness after waking up, hoarse: "Awake?"

Jiang Zhi blinked, and she glanced at her surroundings.

Oh, so she's not dead.

Despite sleeping for a long time, she was so tired that she didn't want to say anything.

Shen Luyan didn't seem to notice her coldness: "Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Jiang Zhi avoided his gaze and lowered her eyelids silently, she couldn't lift her energy, but she still didn't want to speak.

Shen Luyan pursed the corners of his mouth silently, and he held her hand even harder, "Why don't you speak?"

Jiang Zhi is not losing her temper, she is really too tired.

"It's a little tiring," she said. ”

Shen Luyan hmmed: "It's good if it's not uncomfortable." ”

For a long time, neither of them spoke again.

Jiang Zhi silently turned his face and looked out the window.

She felt that the obsession she had been holding on to for so long seemed to be meaningless.

- "Let go of Sui Ning." ”

Those four words kept drilling into her head.

Severe pain in his left ear and a brief loss of hearing.

She couldn't remember it anymore.

She thought she should give up, too.

She wanted to divorce Shen Luyan.

But will Shen Luyan agree? If he doesn't agree, she does return

I can't afford the liquidated damages that are close to astronomical for her.

Eight figures, maybe she won't be able to make this money in her life.

Jiang Zhi thought a lot, and the more he thought about it, the more his brain hurt.

Shen Luyan suddenly broke the silence, "You slept all day, are you hungry?"

Jiang Zhi shook her head, she was not hungry and couldn't eat.

She slowly sat up from the bed, the back of her head aching, and she frowned and gasped.

Shen Luyan's expression was quite solemn, he clenched her fingers, pinched the joints white, and asked, "Where do you hurt?"

She had been talking about pain on and off last night.

The tears didn't stop until the middle of the night.

Jiang Zhi was very curious, would Shen Luyan still care about where she hurt?

She couldn't speak, her joints all over her body hurt, her heart hurt, her head hurt, and the most painful thing was her left ear.

She tugged at the sheets under her, "I don't hurt." ”

Shen Luyan didn't believe it, "Really? ”

His voice was neither light nor heavy, but Jiang Zhi listened to it a little vaguely, she didn't know what Shen Luyan was thinking, why he could still treat her as if nothing had happened.

Jiang Zhi felt that Shen Luyan had a kind of calm cruelty, did he treat her as a person who could cry and hurt?

Jiang Zhi had a lot of questions he wanted to ask, and when he got to his mouth, he swallowed them all back, there was nothing to ask.

Shen Luyan is right no matter how he calculates, because he just doesn't love her.

"Really. She replied weakly, her little face was fair, and her complexion didn't look very good, she asked, "Is Jiang Suining okay?"

After waiting for a while, Shen Luyan said, "I'm a little frightened, it's not a big deal." ”

Jiang Zhi nodded, not surprised, "That's good." ”

Shen Luyan didn't know what her kindness meant, he felt that she was getting farther and farther away from him, as if she would leave him forever in a short time.

He didn't like the feeling of being out of control.

He could guess what was going on in her mind.

Shen Luyan raised his hand to help her cut her hair, and his fingertips rested on her cheeks, she fell asleep last night, maybe she didn't hear it.

He said again: "I'm sorry. ”

Gave up on her.

And only sorry.

There is no remorse.

Jiang Zhi had heard many people say sorry to her, these three words were worthless to her for a long time.

I'm sorry for these words, nothing can be changed.

Jiang Zhi thought for a while, "Mr. Shen, can you stop talking about this." ”

She really didn't want to hear it.

She wants a divorce.

When he fell from a cliff more than ten meters high, Jiang Zhi's world was gray and white, and the world under his eyes faded in color inch by inch and lost its brilliance.

There's nothing more painful than being pushed out by the hands of someone you love the most.

Shen Luyan didn't allow her to hide, and pinched her chin forcefully, forcing her to raise her face to face herself, "I know you blame me in your heart, it's okay, just hate it." ”

Jiang Zhi frowned, the taste of being controlled was not very pleasant, she didn't like this, there was a huge disparity between strength and weakness, and she had no power to fight back.

Shen Luyan never disdained to tell lies, "But even if I have to choose again, I can't leave Sui Ning behind." ”

"No matter who it is, the result is the same. ”