Chapter 683: Xiang Ning's Diary

There are many moments in a person's life that are completely overshadowed by certain emotions, such as shame, anger, and pain...... In fact, if we can face and think with a post-years mentality, these emotions will be reduced a lot.

For example, you once gritted your teeth and were full of anger at a certain classmate, but after two or three years, you graduated and separated...... This hatred will fade, or even disappear, and be transformed.

The only thing that does not conform to this logic is called attachment.

For some people, after you lose, the number of times you think about him or her will increase countless times. You obviously don't want to think about it, but you can always be completely powerless to stop it because of any inadvertent touch, she (he) appears in the bottom of your heart......

Even if it hurts when you think about it, or you dream when you fall asleep, you still can't control yourself when you try your best.

Xu Tingsheng has been gone for a year, and there is no news, as if the world has evaporated...... As far as Xiang Ning is concerned, those unsolvable pains are no longer difficult to forgive, but the beauty is like wine brewing, getting stronger and stronger.

Eighteen-year-old Xiang Ning looked back on everything she had started at the age of fourteen, and since that person appeared, everything was too good, and it didn't even feel so real...... It's like a girl's most illusory and beautiful dream, so unforgettable, but once you wake up, you don't have it anymore.

But it's not a dream!

Xiang Ning would walk through Ning Yuan every day, and she would see the lights on Xiao Man's waist, and she would walk where they walked, go back to the old house, and sleep in his bed. His clothes are still in the closet next to the bed, neatly folded, and this house is still full of his smell.

In fact, it gradually became less painful, Xiang Ning's personality decided, she would try to think in a good direction.

I miss him in the distance, I miss him beside me.

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23 July 2008. Clear.

I want to tell you the good news that after a year of hard work in her senior year of high school, Miss Xiang has now been admitted to Iwa University.

Now the notice is next to me.

In fact, many days ago, the principal's grandfather called me to tell me, but at that time, I was recording a song at Apple's sister, and I didn't have time to tell you. Because I was really nervous about recording songs, and I couldn't sing well, and I cried when I sang...... It's a shame.

If you hear that, don't laugh at me. Because Sister Apple and Sister Yuewei didn't laugh at me.

By the way, if you see that MV, the other two people on the sand painting at the end are the two of them. They want you back, too. Rest assured, I'm not jealous right now. But when you do come back, I won't know.

I just miss you. From now on, I'll be waiting for you at Iwaju University.

Until you return, the shadow you left there will accompany me.

When the principal's grandfather personally sent me the admission letter, he asked me, saying that you didn't go back to the school to see it later. said, now he is relieved, as long as Yanda detains me, he is not afraid of you running away.

The principal's grandfather also said that I was welcome home. Iwata will always be your home, so it's also my home.

I will sit where you have sit, read the books you have read, walk the road you have walked, and cross the bridge you have crossed...... You'll listen to old professors who have taught you, and listen to them talk about what it was like when you were at Iwa.

And what you look like by my side, only I know.

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7 August 2008. Light rain.

It was raining lightly today, and before it rained, do you know where I was?

I went to Riverside Park, and with Knock Knock.

Do you remember that time when you came to save me because of Dong Dong causing trouble?

Now, Dongdong is even more naughty, except for the fact that he seems to be afraid of Sister Du Jin, no one is afraid. But it's so strange that it's so afraid of Sister Du Jin...... It is estimated that it is because I know that Sister Du Jin is very powerful.

I'm taking it to the park again, because I want to fight......

You're going to be there, aren't you? I know, you will.

But, once again, I don't want you to be beaten for me again.

I want to protect you, uncle.

Are you suffering?

Are you upset?

Xiang Ning wants to hug you, coax you, and protect you.

I now go to the training school every day to practice taekwondo.

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19 August 2008. Cloudy to sunny.

Today, Huang Yaming and Brother Fu Cheng came to our house.

In fact, they were very nice to me during your absence. I also often go to Mr. Fang's house for dinner. Nian Nian is more beautiful now, and she has a small mouth, but she can speak.

It's just that I want her to call me godmother, and she always calls her sister. It's so sad!

Sometimes we ask her, do you want to be a godfather? She would look up and say, "Yes, want to be a godfather."

You see, we all miss you.

By the way, I'll tell you something.

Do you guess who came to our house the most during this time?

You can't guess, because it's that fierce guy!

It's Huang Yaming.

Speaking of which, he is probably the one who hates me the most among your friends. Actually, I don't like him a little bit, but the main thing is that I'm afraid, I'm really afraid of him...... Because he is not only fierce, but also always the same, I really hope you don't want me to look like me.

He still doesn't like to talk to me.

But I know that when you are away, he is secretly protecting me.

Wow Oo......oo

The worst thing happened.

Hush!

Sister Du Jin seems to like Huang Yaming.

I'm not talking nonsense, I have taken a closer look, and then I found that the way Sister Du Jin looks at Huang Yaming is completely different from the way she looks at you, and it is different from her looking at anyone...... She can be nervous, shy, and careless.

Anyway, in Sister Du Jin's place, your charm is much worse than Huang Yaming.

She always looks like she doesn't bother to pay attention to you, and she doesn't even have anything to say to someone as good as Cheng Cheng, but she always sits with Huang Yaming and talks a lot.

To be honest, I'm a little worried, because Huang Yaming is so flowery, I'm afraid that Sister Du Jin will be hurt.

No, I almost forgot, Huang Yaming can't beat Sister Du Jin, right?

You say, does Huang Yaming also like Sister Du Jin a little?

I guess a little, or he wouldn't always come to our house...... Several times when I came back from outside, he was talking to Sister Du Jin in the living room. The two of them looked very embarrassed when they saw me.

In the end, Brother Fu Cheng said that his wedding with Teacher Fang will not be held until you come back.

Then Teacher Fang told me, let him come back quickly, if it is later, I will be old.

Come back soon.

My sister and teacher haven't even held an engagement ceremony until now, and they must wait for you.

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27 August 2008.

Received two calls today.

The first call was from Xiao Jinshan, and he made me laugh for a long time, but when I finally said that I missed you, I heard that he was crying.

When he was crying, let me tell you, Uncle Xu, where are you now, I will bring someone to kill you and help you, what's the matter, thousands of people can't be leveled with knives?

Look at him, he just doesn't learn well, he is only old, and he looks like a gangster emperor.

You're gone, only the little carp can subdue him.

The second call was from Uncle Hu and Uncle He of Xingchen Technology. Oh, they're so annoying, they always say, there's something, there's something, there's a lot of things, they all say they have to ask my opinion.

But where do I know that?!

So I came up with a way to recruit a new employee to be my chairman's agent.

And guess who?

Yes, our college bully, Sister Yuewei, has graduated.

She was supposed to go abroad, but then gave up. The reason, I'll let you go, don't talk about it.

Anyway, I've tricked her until the stars came.

With her here, you must be relieved, right?

Me too, so I'm relieved.

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2 September 2008. Clear.

Today, my uncles and aunts (parents-in-law) and Qiu Yi (should I call her sister or sister?), they came to see me.

My aunt said I was about to go to college and gave me a big red envelope.

They're going to buy me a car, what should I do? I won't drive.

By the way, my uncle and aunt ate lunch with my parents. It was my mom and dad who knew they were coming, and they came over to cook. They had a good conversation.

Guess what they talked about?

Ha, I'm not going to tell you.

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7 September 2008. Rainstorm.

It's raining heavily today and I want to hide in your raincoat.

As before.

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