Chapter 512: Weakness



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Someone once said that the competition between the students of the performance department of the conservatory was life-and-death, and many students didn't believe it at first, but when they went in, they realized that it was true. Especially those students who want to become famous and start a family and show their talents on a wider stage.

When Qin Fangge was in his last life, it was also because the competition was too fierce and his talent and qualifications were not outstanding enough, so he turned to the Department of Music Education. When I was in the conservatory, I also saw a lot of things in order to get performance opportunities and places, fighting openly and secretly, pulling pigtails behind my back and making reports and saying bad things, just as the so-called nothing new under the sun, the art academy in this world is actually the same.

In the case of Long Xueyao, she had the opportunity to go out and participate in competitions, and everyone else had one less place, especially those students who thought that they were no less talented than her, worked harder than her, and played the violin better than her.

Moreover, her appearance is enough to make many girls jealous. In addition to chasing, boys will also hate because of love. Of course, there are also those who are bent on music and think that she is blocking the way.

In a word, behind Long Xueyao's infinite scenery, it is actually quite sad.

Thinking of this, Qin Fangge couldn't help but ask her in a ghostly manner, "What about your other friends, why don't you go to them?"

Long Xueyao was stunned for a moment, and then replied, "I don't have any friends......

Qin Fangge hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this." ”

"It's nothing, I'm used to it. Long Xueyao looked quite indifferent, it seemed that she was really used to it.

"I should be your friend!" Qin Fangge said again.

Long Xueyao thought for a moment, "Are you willing to be friends with me?"

Qin Fangge smiled, "Why not! You are so talented, beautiful, and kind to people." ”

Long Xueyao said, "I'm not good to other people. ”

"Just be nice to me!" Qin Fangge was cheeky, "So we are friends! When I was cheeky to ask you for advice, why didn't you refuse me?"

Long Xueyao said, "Because you are different from other people. ”

"It's not really any different. Qin Fangge smiled, "I also saw that you were beautiful and the violin played well, so I asked you for advice." ”

Long Xueyao shook her head, "I just can feel it." Besides, you're much more famous than I am, and you're so high. ”

Qin Fangge said, "I don't think I'm high! I'm very down-to-earth, and I'm always ridiculed, and my reputation on the Internet is not good." ”

"I don't have much access to the Internet, and I just know that you will help me if I have a problem. Long Xueyao still insisted on his own opinion.

"Well, you win!"

"What?"

Qin Fangge decisively gave up such a conversation, "Let's talk about the tune! Have you played it yourself?"

Speaking of the violin, Long Xueyao's eyes brightened, and she talked more, "Yes, after I got the score, I started practicing." I like this piece very much, I feel that the melody is very beautiful, and there is a kind of divine brilliance, but I can't play that flavor in my own words. ”

Qin Fangge said, "Actually, you really don't need to be in such a hurry, didn't you just get this song? ”

Long Xueyao's bright eyes instantly dimmed, "Not only this song, but other songs of similar styles are the same. ”

"Professor Wen didn't teach you?" Qin Fangge asked curiously.

"Yes, but I can't understand it, and gradually, he gave up. Said that after practicing slowly, it will get better. Long Xueyao replied.

Qin Fangge thought to himself that this problem was actually quite difficult to handle, but it was not possible to help the seedlings grow. All he could say was, "Are you going to be pretentious?"

Long Xueyao stared at him with wide eyes, and Qin Fangge explained, "It's just to imagine the feelings of others, such as when you need to be sad, you can substitute the emotions of the characters in the movies you have watched." Then amplify the inner feelings, and then express them through music. It's impossible to expect every virtuoso to have so many experiences, and that's unrealistic!

Long Xueyao shook her head and said she didn't understand, "But in that case, if I didn't really feel it, I wouldn't be like that when I played it!"

"So you need to experience it more, to figure it out! Anyway, I'm like this, I can deceive or move myself. Qin Fangge instigated.

Long Xueyao said sadly, "I've tried it too, but I really can't do it." Then, I inquired about the comments from the judges and said that my playing style was too petty......"

Qin Fangge's stomach was about to laugh, but he couldn't reveal it at all on the surface, let alone say that a simple person like you is actually not suitable for playing music. Otherwise, it will really ruin people's lives, and Qin Fangge can't do such a thing. The most important thing for him at the moment is to help her get out of the predicament.

In fact, her talent is really not bad, she has trained hard since she was a child, the methods are appropriate, and she has a famous teacher to guide her, and she herself really likes the violin. The pieces that tested the technique of playing, she didn't have much difficulty playing.

For example, the previous "Bell", in the violin repertoire, is already quite difficult, but after she got it, it didn't take much time to overcome it. A few days ago, Professor Wen Ruzhi invited him to come over to communicate, and what he said was basically not a technical problem, but more about asking him to talk about the emotional expression of that piece.

Of course, for Qin Fangge, the emotional reaction is also reflected through the most subtle details, not that what your emotions were at that time will be like when you play it, provided that you have mastered the trick.

It's just that for a dazzling work like Zhong, there is not much special connotation and ideology. Therefore, when Long Xueyao performs this kind of work, she can be like a fish in water.

Once she encountered a tune like "Aria on the G String" that Qin Fangge took out, she was a little blind. In international competitions, works that specialize in show-off skills can be amazed by everyone and can win many awards, especially in competitions at a young age. It's also because even if they are the judges of the competition, they won't have too many requirements for young contestants.

But as I get older, the requirements for the players in the later competitions become higher and higher. It's not just technical, it's more artistic, ideological.

It is reasonable for Long Xueyao's performance to be commented as a childish person, thinking about how many things she can experience as a girl who concentrates on practicing the piano. The contradictions between those classmates in the previous school are nothing more than that, and the deep emotions that the composer wants to express in his musical works are simply one heaven and one underground, and it can be said that there is no comparison at all.

This is also why many musicians may be very popular when they are young, but as they grow older, they slowly disappear. After the audience is tired of you, if you continue to show off your skills, or just play some works that are not much ideological and artistic, and do not actively work hard to find ways to improve yourself and break through your own bottleneck, you can only return to peace.

Many famous music masters have had the experience of retreating from the rapids and practicing harder in seclusion when they were in popularity, rather than losing themselves and wasting their talents in commercial performances day after day. After they have been in retreat for a few years, or even more than ten or even decades, when they give again, they can really be regarded as famous masters.

The environment in which the musicians live is also very important.

Just like Lang Lang in another world, his talent is undoubted, but no one can say where the future lies. He is now performing commercially successfully, and his music style and image are also pleasing, but when this gust of wind passes, will he still be as popular as he was when he is forty or fifty?

Qin Fangge didn't know, because he couldn't see it anymore.

And Kissin, who is older than Lang Lang and is also hailed as a musical genius. Many musicians have commented that he has a tortuous but bright future, and some even say that he has come out of the bottleneck. Kissin didn't have that many commercial performances, and Russia is also a country of musicians, with many glorious paths to follow, such as Tchaikovsky, Rachmaninoff, Prokofiev, Shostakovich, etc. But it is also unknown whether Kissin can break through himself and become a piano master, and his performance style has not improved much in the past ten years, which is also a bit difficult for him.

Qin Fang's own words, because he doesn't have to go on stage to play, he can complain in his heart, put down his mouth and enjoy it, which is also quite cool. When evaluating characters from another world, there won't be too much psychological pressure.

Now that I met this Long Xueyao, it is a good thing that her characteristics will be exposed as soon as possible.

Of course, it is not to tell her to go home to rest and stop practicing, but to have the courage to solve problems. It's just that how to solve it, Qin Fangge himself has no confidence, although he has also been a music teacher, has a peculiar experience, and has a super music treasure trove. But her understanding is definitely not as profound as Wen Ruzhi, a professor who taught her from childhood to adulthood. He chose to leave it to time to solve it, and I'm afraid there is nothing he can do!

But then again, if she can't become a violinist, it's actually not so terrible or regrettable, with her level, being a violin teacher is more than enough!

It's just that it's too frustrating to say this, Long Xueyao will definitely not accept such a result, she still wants to try hard and struggle!

Qin Fangge didn't have any good way, so he comforted her for the time being, at least, not to hit her confidence.

Long Xueyao's own attitude is positive, otherwise, she wouldn't have come over in the middle of the night. This is also based on his trust in Qin Fangge, and he naturally won't do some beastly things.

Even if Long Xueyao didn't ask for it, he would communicate with her about violin-related things.

What she wants to see most is the violin he plays.

It's a pity that Long Xueyao herself is devoted to the violin, and her piano attainments are very shallow, so she can't play piano accompaniment for him. For this, Long Xueyao also expressed regret, and Qin Fangge couldn't force it.

Qin Fangge could only be his own, using his own violin. He has been practicing for a long time, and when he plays, he is more comfortable. With Qin Fangge's current level, even without piano accompaniment, it is not difficult to play this violin piece. In particular, he has a lot of experience and a very relaxed mentality, which fits the theme of this music. Divine brilliance, yet tranquil and tranquil.

Of course, the melody is beautiful, Qin Fangge and Long Xueyao have long been familiar with it.

While he was playing, Long Xueyao stood in front of him, staring intently at the movements of his hands, as if hoping to see something deeper from it.

Of course, there are still many differences between his performance and Long Xueyao himself, his performance is more delicate and varied, and it has always reflected his consistent style, using extreme details to reflect emotions. Of course, there must be such emotions in the heart, whether it is joy or sadness, tranquility or intensity. This is actually the reason why his performance is evaluated by everyone as magical.

Just imagine, if when you are angry and happy in your heart, the exercises and fingering are exactly the same, how can you expect the music to be played corresponds to what you expect!

This piece is actually not long, only three and a half minutes.

But for Long Xueyao, it seems like half a century has passed, and in Qin Fangge's performance, she also deeply feels the emotional expression in it, such as peace, tranquility, eternity, harmony, which is difficult for her to play.

Qin Fangge's music seemed to penetrate her soul and arouse the resonance in her heart, which also made her difficult to calm down for a long time.

After Qin Fangge finished playing, he stopped and waited for her to come back to her senses. In his eyes, Long Xueyao is beautiful, but she is now more haggard and very melancholy, probably because the problem that bothers her is too big and fatal, how to say, Long Xueyao is also a good young man who pursues progress! This also makes him feel extremely pitiful. For the sake of art, everyone needs to pay a price.

"Can you please play it again?" Long Xueyao came back to her senses from the musical atmosphere he created, and saw that Qin Fangge was looking at her, but she didn't feel that there was anything wrong, probably because there was nothing annoying in Qin Fangge's eyes.

Qin Fangge nodded and said yes, "Originally, we should communicate with each other, and I will listen to your performance later." ”

Long Xueyao naturally has no opinion, although Qin Fangge's violin was taught by her, but his progress is too fast, Professor Wen admits that his current performance skills are even higher than hers, and in other aspects, he can't compare with him.

Of course, Long Xueyao would not be stupid enough to be angry with him, but wanted to learn from him with an open mind. Of course, there is another important reason that Qin Fangge is reluctant to perform the violin on the stage, which makes many students who study violin secretly breathe a sigh of relief.

Once anyone gets serious, they can burst out with a different brilliance than usual.

A big beauty like Long Xueyao, when she listens carefully and observes carefully, she is also charming and brilliant. In close contact, Qin Fangge could smell the fragrance of her body, and felt a little attracted by her, so he hurriedly put away his mind and concentrated on playing.

Qin Fangge's self-psychological adjustment ability is still quite strong, and playing over and over again has also allowed him to go further in his performance skills and have a more in-depth and detailed experience.

Long Xueyao is full of firepower, and she is also relieved to boldly open her heart, to listen, to experience the charm. There were emotions she had never experienced before, and she had never heard them anywhere else. It was also a particularly wonderful experience for her. There are so many music masters, why is their performance not as infectious as Qin Fangge's performance?

She actually doesn't listen to much Qin Fangge's music, also because she majored in violin, and his few violin works have just been made. There was no chance for her to listen to it at all, this will, although Long Xueyao was very puzzled, she immediately made up her mind to buy all the records that Qin Fang recorded before the song and listen carefully.

This time the performance was soon over again.

When Long Xueyao came back to her senses again, she sighed back, and then blushed and explained, "I didn't get distracted just now!"

This innocent and cute guy!

Qin Fangge snickered in his heart, but he didn't break it, and he also saved her enough face.

Then, he also told her to think about it for herself first, and it was okay to practice it with her own violin.

"Okay!" Long Xueyao nodded hurriedly, and then said in hindsight, "Thank you so much!"

Qin Fangge smiled and said that you are welcome, "At the beginning, you took me into the wonderful world of the violin, and I also want to share the world of music I understand with you." ”

Long Xueyao nodded movingly, but didn't say anything again.

Qin Fangge left her to practice for a while, and he himself went to deal with yesterday's recording. Of course, the focus will be on that violin version of "Aria on the G String".

Long Xueyao was not afraid of being tired, and her spirit was still quite strong, and she was trying to practice in combination with the emotions she had just felt from Qin Fangge.

After Qin Fangge finished recording here, he also turned on the recording equipment. I went over to see what was going on on her side, and then asked her as well, "Do you want me to play the piano accompaniment, you can play it again, and we will listen to what can be improved." ”

Long Xueyao said okay, she just had such a meaning.

But I have to say that the power of habit is particularly strong, and the little thing that Long Xueyao just realized was quickly returned, and he had just reinterpreted the opening movement, and soon returned to the old way. She knew something was wrong, but she still played the whole piece head-on. Because in her opinion, this is also the truest embodiment of her own previous level.

As commented by the judges of those competitions, Long Xueyao's understanding of these more profound and rich emotions seems superficial and stays on the surface. This has to do with her experience and experience, as well as her own relatively simple personality