232.Chapter 232: Courage (4)

Jiang Zhi was hugged by him and sat on his lap, breathing between each other, scorching hot.

She avoided his eyes, her eyelashes drooped lightly, her face was calm, she clenched her fingers silently, her voice was soft, and she couldn't hear the ups and downs of emotion: "Shen Luyan, I have never tortured you." ”

Jiang Zhi felt that she was really wronged, how could she have the ability to torture Shen Luyan.

Between the two, the marriage that exists in name only is obviously a disparity in status.

She has always been the passive side, and she has to do whatever Shen Luyan asks her to do.

Shen Luyan's thumb fell on her cheek, and his fingertips gently stroked her eyebrows, and he was absent-minded: "Maybe not." ”

Is that so?

Is that really the case?

Sometimes, the winner on the surface is actually a defeat long ago.

Shen Luyan didn't know when he started caring about her, and he couldn't help but pay attention to her every move, and gradually became curious about her affairs.

Concerned about who she spoke to.

Remember http://m for a second.

Who did I see again today?

At first, he wasn't impressed.

Gradually, it seems to have really changed its taste.

Last time she asked him if he couldn't live without her.

He said something nasty.

At that time, Shen Luyan thought like that, how could it be? What is she? She is nothing.

But looking back, he really couldn't do without her.

It may be the formation of habits, but Shen Luyan is also very good at breaking some habits.

Once Shen Luyan thought that he would never be able to leave someone in his life, but reality gave him a resounding slap in the face.

He didn't know that the twisted melon was not sweet, and he was constantly suffering from it.

He and Jiang Zhi should have ended a long time ago.

For the first time, Shen Luyan's emotions trumped reason, he had no way and didn't want to deal with her very rationally, if he wanted to keep her, he would do whatever it took to keep her.

Divorce.

At the moment he can't.

It is impossible to gather and disperse.

Jiang Zhi couldn't break free of his embrace, he hugged him so tightly, almost inseparable, she asked softly, "Are you in pain?"

She then asked herself, "But I've never hurt you." ”

Jiang Zhi thought about it again and again, she really didn't hurt him.

She was the one who went to the hospital for surgery.

She was also the one who was abandoned on the edge of the cliff.

It was she who was framed by someone and shared a bed with the person she hated the most.

These things are painful and painful for her.

Jiang Zhi felt that she really couldn't hold on a few times, but she may be more tenacious than others, and no matter how bad things are, she seems to be able to endure them again and again.

Why does Shen Luyan seem to have been wrongly paid by his true feelings now?

He didn't give his feelings.

He only gave her money.

But this is also the agreement they said in advance, written in black and white on the contract.

"Shen Luyan, think about it, I really didn't hurt you. Jiang Zhi gradually frowned, as if he was puzzled, "It's obvious that I'm the one who is hurt physically, and I'm the one who is tortured psychologically, why are you so uncomfortable? ”

He didn't love her either.

Isn't it?

Jiang Zhi felt that the diamond ring he didn't give away was really unimportant.

She had wanted a wedding ring.

It symbolizes beautiful love.

But well.

There is no love between her and Shen Luyan.

"That day in the hospital, I just came out of the operating room, and you asked me if it hurts, and I said no. When Jiang Zhi mentioned this matter, she was about to pause when she said a word, and the suffocating breath in her heart disturbed her very peacefully, "I lied to you, how could it not be painful? Even if you can take anesthetic, it is still very painful." ”

"Poked into the body, drenched in blood, peeled off. ”

"I was lying in a hospital bed with my eyes open, and I felt like I was dying. I didn't want to cry at all, but the tears were disobedient and kept pouring out, drop by drop. ”

Shen Luyan clenched her hand tightly, pinching her arm.

He had a cold face, and his jawline looked cold, and his face was pale.

It seems that I don't want to listen to it anymore.

Jiang Zhi paused for a moment, she raised her trembling eyelashes, and met the man's eyes: "Later, I was fished out of the sea by you, and when I opened my eyes, I was thinking why I wasn't dead yet." ”

"I keep exposing myself, you don't love me, so it's normal for you to give up on me. ”

"I tried to tell myself that you weren't my husband, that you were just my boss, so I wouldn't feel so bad. ”

"You always feel like I'm never going to get hurt, so you've been hurting me with impunity. ”

"I really don't owe you anything. ”

Money is what she deserves.

Feelings, she has paid.

She loved him very seriously.

Unfortunately, it failed.

Shen Luyan's heart felt as if someone had hollowed out his head, and a sharp knife pierced his wound, and the blood seemed to be running dry.

He would have been so miserable.

It turns out that there are also words that he can't bear.

Shen Luyan held her tightly and refused to let go, he opened his mouth several times, but found that he had nothing to say.

He wanted to say that he liked her.

Jiang Zhi seemed to see what he wanted to say, and smiled faintly, and her tone of voice was also very flat, as if she was narrating an inconsequential sentence: "I really don't like you anymore." ”

Too late, too late.

Subtraction is done in the end.

has become zero.

Her crush has come to an end.