Chapter 239: Heart Blossom (7)
Jiang Zhi skimmed his face slightly, not really wanting him to touch it.
Shen Luyan didn't ask her if it hurt, and she knew that it should be very painful without asking.
He really didn't know that her ear had been hurt before, and now she was acting like she was no matter what he said, and regretting it afterwards was one of the most useless things in the world.
From this angle, Jiang Zhi could only see the man's motionless Adam's apple and his tense and cold side face.
Shen Luyan's expression was actually very ugly, a little dignified, as if there was still some pain.
But Jiang Zhi didn't think that Shen Luyan was in pain, he didn't care about those who were hard-hearted.
She wasn't in the range of people he would feel sorry for.
Now this discomfort was just a small amount of guilt for the harm he had done to her.
"Are you satisfied? I also got retribution for going out of the wall, and now my ears are not very useful, Shen Luyan, you should relieve your hatred, right?" Jiang Zhi said this softly, and did not observe his face, she really thought so.
If Shen Luyan felt that this was not enough to relieve her anger, she couldn't think of what else to do before he was satisfied.
If he felt that it would be good to vent his hatred, then he would be merciful and let her go.
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She didn't want to love him anymore.
I don't want to sink for him anymore.
The pain was far greater than that pitiful warmth.
Shen Luyan didn't feel relieved at all, he even felt suffocated, a boulder pressed against his chest, and he was a little out of breath. He couldn't say he didn't mean to.
But he didn't want her to be like that.
Shen Luyan's fingers trembled slightly, and he grabbed her five fingers, "It can be cured." ”
He suppressed a low voice, and his voice still sounded very calm: "I'll take you to treatment." ”
Jiang Zhi couldn't shake off his hand, she blinked: "Shen Luyan, do you like to hurt others and then make amends?"
Shen Luyan was silent for a long time: "No." ”
Jiang Zhi was a little tired, "You are making amends now." ”
Shen Luyan pursed his lips and was silent, and after a while, he said, "But I don't like to hurt you very much." ”
He's not that perverted.
Of course, Shen Luyan also knew that he was not too good to her.
But before that happened, he wasn't too bad for her.
Not good, not bad, not cold.
It happened so fast.
Caught with one's pants down.
He only liked her a little.
When it can't withstand any twists and turns, it's like being burned by a sudden fire, and there is hardly much left.
Did he do it wrong?
Everything was a choice he weighed.
Before he could like her, she was pregnant.
When he didn't love her so much, he was kidnapped with Sui Ning.
She and him were always at the wrong time.
It's always a little bit off.
Jiang Zhi didn't want to argue with him about these boring topics, and couldn't get any answers, so she broke the jar and said: "You also heard it, I'm half deaf now, and you will take the matter of me sleeping with Sheng Xizhou as retribution for my betrayal of you, let it go." ”
Shen Luyan really wanted to understand what she said, his cold fingers gently caressed her ears, he swallowed the dryness of his throat, and said in a dumb voice: "It's still too late, it can be cured slowly." ”
Jiang Zhi was helpless.
Shen Luyan opened his mouth and whispered sorry to her.
Volume is too low.
Listen carefully, and the voice is still a little trembling.
Jiang Zhi heard it.
It was so close, almost close to her ear, how could she not hear clearly?
But Jiang Zhi didn't need his sorry voice for a long time.
Every time he apologizes, it costs her a lot.
It hurts so much.
"I can't hear clearly, you don't have to say it. ”
Shen Luyan's temples jumped suddenly, and the nerves seemed to be sore.
He quickly recovered from this cone of pain, and when Sui Ning could be cured, why couldn't she?
"I'll take you to another hospital. ”
Jiang Zhi gently pushed his hand away, and she raised her head to meet his eyes: "If you feel that you are sorry for me in this matter, then you can compensate me with some money." I don't need you to take me to the hospital, can you?"
The more she is.
And his heart sank even more.
Like the man who fell into the abyss and was about to drown.
Squeezed out of breath.
Shen Luyan knew that she had got enough money, so she would not stay.
He remembered that Jiang Zhi was drunk once before, and his eyes were shining when he looked at him, as if he loved him very much.
Those eyes are so beautiful.
But at that time, Shen Luyan just thought it was beautiful.
Now there was only tiredness in those eyes, and she would never look at him again with such a cautious and loving gaze.
"How much do you want?"
Jiang Zhi really has no experience, will he think she's blackmailing if he says it's high? If he says it's low, he seems to be at a loss.
She finally gave up on maintaining that pitiful, ridiculous self-esteem in front of him.
"Ah, forget it, I don't know, you can watch it. ”
"I'll heal you. Shen Luyan still didn't want to give her money.
He looked into her ear, and then looked down at his palm, why did he hit it so hard?
She was almost knocked to the ground by his slap.
Shen Luyan couldn't tell what was going on with this suffocation feeling in his chest, and it was not much better than a knife stabbing / rotating twice in the heart.
But he has always been patient and unwavering on the surface.
I can't see any emotion.
Jiang Zhi was not too disappointed, she said: "The doctor told me to rest more, and I went home first." ”
Shen Luyan followed: "I'll send you." ”
Jiang Zhi couldn't resist him, and a few minutes later, she got into Shen Luyan's car with an expressionless face.
She looked absentmindedly at the scenery outside the window, thinking that time flies so fast, once she was so eager for his love, it can be said that she wanted him to fall in love with her.
Her youth turned out to be a failed ending.
She and Shen Luyan would also look at each other with disgust.
Sometimes I dream of the boy who said he would protect her in the future.
She woke up crying in her dream, and fell asleep crying in a daze.
Sometimes, Jiang Zhi wanted Shen Luyan to return the previous boy to her.
Give her back the boy who likes to make her happy, comfort her, and wipe her tears.
When Jiang Zhi arrived home, he came back to his senses.
She said thank you to Shen Luyan, just like she treated an ordinary driver.
Shen Luyan looked at her, his gaze subconsciously looking at her injured ear.
His heart tightened, and he silently clenched his five fingers.
A thousand words came to my mouth, and my throat was like being poured with cement, and I couldn't say a word.
It should hurt.
What if it really doesn't get better?
Shen Luyan closed his eyes and leaned back, his whole person seemed to be surrounded by tiredness.
*
After Jiang Zhi went upstairs, she didn't care about Shen Luyan downstairs, she didn't need his sympathy, and she didn't really need his guilt.
She just wanted her ears to stop hurting so much.
She obediently obeyed the doctor's instructions, took medicine seriously, and protected herself as much as possible.
The next day, Jiang Zhi rushed to the airport early in the morning and got on a plane to Nancheng.
She met a person who was not too unexpected on the plane - Sheng Xizhou.
Sheng Xizhou didn't sit in the first-class cabin, but happened to sit in the economy class with her.
The gloomy aura on his body has faded a lot.
The whole person looks like a normal person.
Jiang Zhi didn't plan to communicate with Sheng Xizhou.
Sheng Xizhou had a lot to say to her: "I don't like Nancheng. ”
My brain hurts when I think about it.
Jiang Zhi put on an eye patch and pretended to be deaf and dumb.
Sheng Xizhou looked at her lips, and suddenly wanted to taste her.
It should be very fragrant and sweet.
He smelled it.
She and he used to be so close.
Sheng Xizhou quietly retracted his gaze, he had something to figure out when he returned to Nancheng this time.