Book of Manna:

Recently, the host and I have learned to meditate and meditate, and we have also cleaned up the corner room of the side courtyard for our daily retreat. But I didn't like to be too quiet, so I made some changes according to the style of the palace tea room, and let Yue'er regularly put some flowers on the desk and the window. But how do I know, just the day before yesterday, a fire broke out in the courtyard, and the time of the fire was my usual meditation time. Yesterday, I was a little tired, and on the way to go, I turned back to my room to rest, and narrowly escaped.

The cause of the fire has not yet been ascertained, but it can be seen that it is aimed at me, fortunately there are no casualties, but it is necessary for the host to bother repairing it. Also, the two volumes of "Long Dream Xing" and "Flower Burial" that you gave me last year were also burned by this fire, which is a pity. I have watched "Flower Burial" more than ten times, how beautiful Mr. Tang's "Petal Rain" should be!

Yue'er's body gradually recovered, and I always felt that the time for her to leave me was near, after the fire, I hoped that she could go to Meng Ye's side earlier, although she was very, very reluctant, but those people didn't know what else they would do, I didn't want to see anyone around me hurt because of this. As long as you get away from my side, the damage will stop.

Yue'er is my most distressed girl, following me for all these years, I have suffered a lot, and now I have become a big girl in a blink of an eye, and I think that she will marry far away from me one day, I am afraid that I will not see you again, and my heart is so sour. can be a sister, in the end, I just hope that she can meet someone who is good to her and have a good home.

She always doesn't seem to be in a hurry, and she is focused on the big and small things that are important to me and the palace. I was in a hurry, for fear that she would delay the major events of her life. I had to come to some mandarin duck scores, and entrusting her to Meng Ye was the best destination I could give her. I know that she has a person in mind, but that person's heart is not in her. I don't want her to repeat the mistakes of the past. Thinking about using time to win someone's love is too bitter and impossible. It's better to find someone who feels sorry for her, I want her to be happy. I don't know if I'm doing this, right or wrong?

If one day, Yue'er still regrets it, I want you to help me give her what she wants, okay? If I am gone, let her choose her life, and when she comes to me one day, she will understand my hard work.

If only I had understood as clearly as I do now, once your heart has changed, it is irreversible. I think I'll choose to leave you forever. Why didn't you go to the pavilion when you were going back to the pavilion? If you had come and questioned me in person, how good would it be. How much I want to explain to you, how much I want to tell you what happened to me, how much I want to tell you how much I need you. But you don't. If you had come and told me then that everything was my vanity, the outcome would have been different.

To this day, I want to ask you, what did the Prime Minister tell you that day, so that you are so alienated and cold to me. I guess he'd probably say I'm a restless bad woman, a greedy and vain woman...... I don't know how many vicious words he would use to describe me. Do you believe that I am that kind of person? Hehe, I am so stupid, you should have believed it, otherwise, why didn't you show up? Am I that kind of woman in your heart?

This doubt has been in my heart for ten years, and at first, I didn't dare to ask, but as time went by, I felt more and more that there was no need to ask. I've been trying to prove that everything is not what you think, that the clear will clear itself, and I think the lie will be self-defeating.

I may be too serious, otherwise I wouldn't have talked to you about this at this time, it's really not a very good character. It's been so long, and I'm still wondering if it's someone else who is causing us to be estranged. But in retrospect, when the old King of Grad died, you had to go back to the palace, just in time for the change in the palace, but I stubbornly left you, and I was not there when you needed me, just as you were not there when I needed you.

We're even, we've lost each other.

If time could be renewed, I would like to be by your side all the time.

But time can't be repeated, can it?

Lin Gong often taught me that if people are too withdrawn, they will not be able to see themselves and others clearly. Only by leaving yourself and becoming the person that others expect you to become, can you slowly discover unexpectedly, and when you understand a person, can you really get this person. This is true for people and things.

Lin Gong has taught me a lot of things, and I hope he is by your side and can help you.

Today a magpie flew to the branch in front of the window, and its petite body bent down to look at me, and then flew away with a cry of joy. I was wondering what was going to happen, and then the moon came to say goodbye to me. Sooner or later, it may be a long, long time before we see her, probably, never again. A person's life seems to be long, but it is gone after life.

After sending her away, her heart has been empty, and when she needs something, she always inadvertently calls out Yue'er's name, and when she looks back, she finds that Xiaokui is busy there, and then she remembers that she has already set off during the day. Looks like I'm going to need some time to get used to. And this person, when he is old, he can't stand parting.......

Xiaokui came to inform, and You Yin asked to see her. Manna put down her pen.

"Killing tools?" the left wing gasped.

"The little boy is now completely a demon who kills people without blinking, what is the difference between it and a killing tool?"

"Miss Ru Mei, please don't say that, Changping is not that kind of person. ”

"Of course I know that the little boy is not, but I don't know what method Jiang Youwei used to force the little boy. ”

"Then we're going to figure it out. ”

"It's us, it's not us. Gu Su Rumei drew a clear line and said: "I heard that the hexagram calculated by the crazy girl is really evil, and it is accurate to say it! So since the little boy has an explanation, you should leave here quickly, and it is enough for me and Liu Qingmu to go." ”

"I didn't promise to help you. Liu Qingmu said lightly.

Gu Su Rumei bumped him with her elbow and said, "You know so many things, if you don't help me, I'll kill you." ”

"Miss Ru Mei, you still let me go with you, I finally escaped from the palace this time, I have to see Changping no matter what,. Maybe, he'll listen to me, and he'll stop. The left pleaded.

"It's useless to beg me, it's all for your good. I promised the little boy, that I had to do it. She grabbed the left wing and wanted to carry her out the door.

Liu Qingmu grabbed her and said, "There is a mechanism at the gate, go to the roof." ”

The three of them jumped into the famous residence, and Gusu Rumei beckoned to the shadows, but saw Tong Yue jumping out of the shadows.