Looking at Xia Lan, who was holding himself tightly in his arms and crying for his worries, the emotion in Su Li's heart was speechless, and soon tears moistened his eyes.

But it is precisely because of this, how much you like it, how much you will be afraid of losing, the miserable fate of her uncle, aunt, and sister in her mind made Su Li's hands stiff in the air, and she didn't dare to hold it, nor did she dare to make any promises to the girl in her arms.

Unconsciously, Su Li had a hallucination, as if he saw Xia Lan's future, just like his sister, he was implicated by him, and he was insulted and died tragically, and he couldn't protect her at all.

Su Li didn't want to do this, he was afraid of such a future, and even thought of such a future, the strength of his whole body seemed to be drained, and cold sweat seeped out from every pore on his body.

Looking at the girl in her arms, she is different from her own family, not the relationship that has just been established, but a hundred times or a thousand times stronger than that feeling.

The girl in his arms is the only one in his heart, the only bottom line that can't be touched, there are too many memories between them, and when Su Li was the most depressed and difficult, only she Xia Lan really never gave up on him, and has been silently guarding him and helping him.

It was like a beam of light that shone into the deep and dark world, although this light was insignificant, it calmed Zuli's soul that was deep in darkness and indifference, and brought him a trace of warmth, and it was this warmth that became the only motivation for him to survive in the past four years, and the reason why he did not have the courage to really commit suicide.

If the girl in his arms dies because of him, he Su Li will definitely go completely crazy and collapse, and he will not have the strength and courage to live.

Now he is facing an enemy who is too powerful, his situation is too dangerous, there are enemies almost everywhere, there is almost no safe place, he can't be so selfish, and if he keeps her by his side, it will be tantamount to harming her.

And he, Su Li, will never repeat the mistakes of the past, will never let that tragedy happen again, will never let the tragic fate of his relatives be repeated on Xia Lan, he wants to protect her, even if it is ......

The trembling hands gently pushed Xia Lan away, and then Su Li's face showed a sad but determined expression, but a pair of eyes did not dare to look at her.

"Let's break up!"

After a pause of more than ten seconds, Su Li mustered up all the courage to gently spit out this sentence, trying to keep himself calm, and there was no trace of emotional fluctuations in his voice.

But how could Xia Lan not see it, and how could she not understand Su Li's intentions......

"I know...... I already know what happened to you, so I know how you're feeling right now...... You're scared I'm going to ......."

"Now that you know, you can go. Don't have anything to do with me in the future. Someone like me, who thinks he can't live with a little strength, can't really protect you, and he doesn't deserve to like you. ”

Su Li turned his back to her and didn't look at her even a glance, because he was afraid that his determination would collapse the moment he saw her face.

The onlookers all shook their heads and smiled helplessly, leaving silently, leaving this small world to the two of them, even Chu Yunsheng just stepped forward and patted Su Li on the shoulder, without saying a word, and then walked into a room next to him.

Xia Lan looked at Su Li's stubborn figure, as if he had returned to the day, he also turned his back to himself on the playground, but he was afraid that he would be implicated and he would be hurt, so he stayed away silently, even if he hated and hated, even if he kept all the pain to himself.

The only difference is that now she knows everything, understands Su Li's intentions, understands his pain, understands his fears, and understands his selfless love for herself, which has never been taken away, just to give......

Xia Lan wiped the tears from her eyes and smiled happily.

"You said you'd get stronger, and you'd protect me, right?"

Hearing Xia Lan's words, Su Li's body trembled slightly, and he said in a trembling voice: "I can't protect it." ”

"My uncle, aunt, sister, and brother are all dead......"

"Do you understand?"

"They're all dead! right before my eyes, I have nothing to protect and no strength to resist. ”

"If you follow me, you are against the Mu clan in Huaxiazhou, and they will not let you go......"

Xia Lan just shook her head slightly, and then her gentle, warm arms gently wrapped around Su Li's waist.

"That's why I can leave you now! I will bear your pain with you. ”

Su Li's tears finally failed to stay in his eyes and slipped down gently.

"Please, let me go, don't let me lose you, okay?"

"Please, will you leave?"

The tears in Xia Lan's eyes also slipped silently, and a soft voice sounded.

"No matter how long it has passed or what has happened, you have never changed, you will always be so gentle, and that's why I like you. ”

"I didn't understand before, but you left me with disgust, fear, and told me to kill. Just to bear all the things silently. ”

"Do you still want to do that now?"

"But I understand everything, I can face it with you now......"

"I am not afraid of death, nor of danger. If misfortune really comes, I am willing to live and die with you. ”

"So don't let me leave, I will be with you, always with you, your pain, your suffering, your sadness I will bear it with you. I don't want you to be alone, just to protect me, and choose to take on everything alone. ”

Facing Su Li, who still didn't say a word, Xia Lan's voice became extremely solemn.

"Since Su Li promised me yesterday, you have to face it like a man, what are you like this? What do you think of me as a coward who is afraid of death?"

"I also have courage and dignity, knowing your pain, how can I leave. No matter what happens, I will be by your side and face it with you!"

"You're not afraid...... I'm afraid! Xia Lan, you don't know what happened that day, you haven't experienced it yourself. How can you understand, and how can you face it with me?" Su Li suddenly shouted angrily, broke Xia Lan's hand, and shook it off.

Then he shouted at Little Flying Bear, "Implant my memory of last night into her mind, you can do it!"

Xiao Feixiong was stunned for a moment and asked, "Are you sure you want to do this?" You only have two hundred points now, and you can't afford to waste the slightest. ”

Su Li took a deep breath and said extremely resolutely: "It's okay, let her feel my despair for yourself, and she will understand!"

"Alas!"

With a deep sigh, Xiao Feixiong clicked the trident in his hand after deducting a hundred points, and a ghostly light hit Xia Lan's mind, and what happened to Su Li last night flashed in Xia Lan's mind like a movie.

Perhaps, as Su Li said, it is true that without really experiencing it, you really can't understand the pain and despair and the true meaning of that reality......

After experiencing the cruelty of last night, Xia Lan sat down on the ground, tears like a river bursting its embankment.

That's when she really understood......

In fact, this despair was not only brought to his family by Su Li, but also brought to him by Su Li's family......

Thinking of what her father said to her today, Xia Lan finally understood his intentions, it turned out that it was not Su Li who affected her, but she who caused Su Li! With him, she would eventually become himself and hurt him!

Thinking of this, Xia Lan slowly got up and widened the distance between her and Su Li, and this short distance seemed to be like a chasm, leaving him on the other side of safety, and all this bloody rain was replaced by her for him to bear alone.

"I see. ”

"It's so silly to face something together!"

"I'm going to be a burden to you after all, and I'm going to be a bargaining chip for them to deal with you. It's just that Xia Lan didn't say this sentence, and thought silently in her heart.

"Thank you for showing me this. ”

"I really don't want it to happen to me. ”

"This should be the end of our emotional game. ”

Xia Lan's eyes showed a cold look, as if she had changed someone.

"Su Li, let's break up!"

"What you think is actually what I think, but you are not the only one in this world who is involved in that horrible maelstrom. ”

"So...... This time, I'll protect you. The last sentence Xia Lan just whispered in her heart.

When the words fell, Xia Lan staggered Su Li's body, as if she didn't want to touch him.

Looking at Xia Lan's resolute figure, Su Li's eyes became dim, but he didn't feel angry in his heart, just as if something had broken, but at the same time, he was also deeply relieved.

That's good! That's good! Love is only for giving, why ask for anything in return? Xia Lan is so indifferent to herself, and she is safer.

"Leave all the grief to me alone!"

But Xia Lan understands him, but now he doesn't understand Xia Lan, and he doesn't understand what Xia Lan thinks in the last sentence, which is actually what I think, but you are not the only one involved in that terrifying whirlpool in this world.

I didn't hear her heart - this time I'll protect you.

In fact, Xia Lan had already been caught in the whirlpool and became Mu Jingyan's pawn against Su Li, but she couldn't say what his father forced her to do. But she already understood the moot......

It's just that now she has changed to protect him, even if he is just an ordinary person, without any ability and strength, he can do his best to protect his beloved boy. Don't ask for anything in return, don't ask for misunderstanding, just be willing to give it all.

In the final analysis, she and Su Li are actually a kind of people, both silently paying for others and bearing everything alone......

At this moment, Night Wind opened the door and came here, he took a deep look at Xia Lan and said, "Xia Lan, you should go back." Some things ......"

Xia Lan waved his hand and let him go out.

When he went out, Yefeng looked at Xia Lan and said, "Mu Jingyan is looking for you." ”

"What did he ask me for?"

"Consult with your father about his future plans, and he will use you as an ear to lure him to the bait. ”

Xia Lan bit her lip lightly, and a sad look appeared on her face: "Sure enough, my father's attitude ...... Alas, I should have thought that I really shouldn't have been here today. But please don't tell him, okay? ”

Nightwind seemed to see through her thoughts, and said, "Then you will die." ”

"Well, it doesn't matter. ”

So he was free from care. ”

The tears in Xia Lan's eyes had long since dried up, and there was only a stubborn gaze left in her eyes.

To be continued......