A lot of grievances, a lot of pain, hidden in the heart, very uncomfortable.

No matter how strong a person is, he also needs to vent and be comforted. I'm no exception.

What's more, I haven't gotten rid of the effects of alcohol yet, and under Jin Ling's repeated questioning, I finally told her about Yumeng with a little reservation.

When I told Jin Ling about these thoughts and past events, I felt as if there was a raging fire burning in my body, and there was a dull resentment and anger that was frantically vented out.

After hearing this, Jin Ling was shocked to a certain extent.

But she still tried to excuse Yumeng, Jin Ling said: "I think there must be a misunderstanding between you and Yumeng, there must be." I've been in contact with Yumeng, she's not an ordinary girl, and it's even more impossible, and it's even more impossible to have any improper relationship with a foreigner!"

I smiled wryly: "I didn't believe it before, but it hasn't happened yet? That Yankee is with Yumeng every day." I think he's already living in Yuki's house. Is this normal? In this world, anything can happen. Realistic, very obscene. ”

Jin Ling took my hand and said, "There must be a misunderstanding between you. In this way, I'll help you talk to Yumu and see if you can."

I interrupted her, "No need!

I took a cigarette in my mouth and took a deep breath.

Jin Ling leaned thoughtfully on my shoulder, tentatively stretched out a slender hand, rubbing it on my chest, as if to expel the fire in my heart for me.

I sighed fiercely, looked at the beautiful golden bell beside me, and under the catalysis of alcohol, an evil thought suddenly occupied my heart.

I was blown aback by myself!

I was thinking: If Yumeng is unjust to me, why should I still think about her feelings everywhere?

I'm going to retaliate! She had an affair with Manbenrui behind my back, so I would carry her behind her back and play ambiguously with other women. Why do I still pretend to be such a righteous man and a gentleman, and why do I constantly restrain myself from betraying love when I am dating other women?

Is this a perverted revenge?

As soon as this thought came out, the golden bell beside me became a victim of my revenge thoughts.

To be exact, I've been hurt by love.

I'm going to crash!

In fact, the truth of everything is beyond my imagination!

I'll admit that a lot of the time, I'm a very extreme person. Especially when it comes to feelings, there is a lack of rationality. But in the face of Yume's betrayal, I really couldn't bear it anymore.

I'm tired, really tired. Ever since I accepted the arrangement of the director and entered the security company to lurk, it was destined for all this to happen, and it was destined that there would be more and more estrangement and estrangement between me and Yumeng.

I regard my dreams as the whole of my love, and I have even secretly planned everything in the future, including marriage and family, and I think that we will be together for the rest of our lives, and we will be together forever. But the appearance of Man Benrui caused me to suffer the greatest humiliation in history. Many times, when there is a crack in a love that you trust 100%, you will not be able to accept it and face it. I even felt a little insanity, my mind was chaotic, and thousands of imaginations kept coming up, all of which turned into painful elements that tormented me, and my heart was like a knife.

And the golden bell in front of him is like a temporary sheltered harbor. I was drenched in ice water by love, but Jin Ling was like a big tree sheltered from the wind and rain, always comforting me and persuading me. The huge contrast made me both moved and impulsive.

I believe that the alcohol in my body is still working, and between the drunken and hazy eyes, Jin Ling's pretty body seems to release thousands of temptation genes, urging me to give birth to evil thoughts.

This evil thought instantly defeated all my sanity, and it became clearer and clearer.

I grabbed Jin Ling's hand, Jin Ling was stunned for a moment, looked at me, and his hand involuntarily retreated.

I insisted on increasing the force, resting her hand on my thigh and kneading it gently. For a while, I felt that I was very nasty, but my heart was very open.

In fact, my eyes are always moist.

Jin Ling didn't pull her hand back, but looked at me almost shyly, biting her lip.

I reached out and grabbed her shoulder, and my ass moved closer to her. That faint scent of jasmine catalyzes my evil desires as a normal man.

As a man, I used to have a strong immunity to beautiful women. But after emotional trauma, this immunity weakens to almost zero. Why should I be pure for that negative dream, why should I bear the burden of humiliation for her?

Jin Ling was very agreeable, and she happily reclined on my arm, holding hands with me, enjoying this hard-won ambiguity in a silent atmosphere.

I hugged her tighter, feeling her body soft and bouncy. Jin Ling often goes to the ladies club for recreation, so the body is well maintained, the skin is supple, and the figure is graceful. She is very good at makeup, and she also understands the use of perfume, she is already captivating the country and the city, and she can add icing on the cake by wearing a set of clothes casually.

I burped, and Jin Ling smiled and fanned the wind with her hands, complaining, "The smell of wine is so big, what's the matter?

I smiled and said, "Men don't drink, white walks in the world." ”

Jin Ling stretched out his hand and kneaded it on my shoulder, and said, "Drinking hurts my body." ”

I said, "Drinking hurts your body, but not drinking hurts your heart." Wine is a poison that pierces the intestines, and it is also a magic weapon to relieve worries. ”

Jin Ling said with a smile: "Just you, you are really Li Baidou's wine poems! Find excuses and return one set of poems!"

I laughed and was speechless, but Jin Ling raised his head and continued: "However, I think Li Bai is a little worse than you." You are better than Li Bai!"

I was stunned and said, "What about sarcasm, aren't you? Li Bai is everyone, a great poet." It has been passed down from ancient times to all generations. I'm just a little security guard, how can I compare to others!"

Jin Ling waved a finger and shouted, "Wrong! Li Bai is only a literati at best, but you are both civil and military. You can be literate and martial, you are much stronger than Li Bai, Du Fu or something!"

I pinched my nose and smiled, "Don't praise me, what if I'm proud." ”

Jin Ling raised his head and said, "Cold salad." Anyway, in my heart, you are the best!"

I smiled and asked, "How good?"

Jin Ling said: "Excellent, it can't be described as excellent!"

I gently scratched Jin Ling's face: "Just your sweet mouth! I didn't realize how good I was!"

Jin Ling emphasized: "It's excellent! Anyway, in my heart, you are the first! Irreplaceable first! My life is all given by you!"

I was stunned: "What are you kidding! Your life was given by your parents." ”

Jin Ling said: "My parents gave me life, but you maintained my life. If it weren't for you, I would have gone to see Chairman Mao a long time ago! Moreover, you saved me three times, just three times!"

I said, "Not so much. Three times or twice, it doesn't count. ”

Jin Ling chuckled and slapped my chest: "Bad, bad!

In her eyes, I once again realized the deep love of this woman for me. I secretly thought that how could I, Zhao Long, be able to make Jin Ling care so much about me?

After a brief psychological struggle, I slowly lifted her chin.

Her eyes blinked sharply twice, and she looked at me, a little shy on her cheeks, and her cheeks were slightly red, so pretty and lovely.

Jin Ling shook his head slightly: "What, you want to take advantage of me?"

I gritted my teeth and said awe-inspiringly, "Zhan, what about Zhan?" I leaned my head and left a gentle kiss on her forehead.

Jin Ling smacked her tongue, looked at me blankly, and stroked her forehead with her hand: "The smell of smoke, the smell of wine." It's so strong. ”

I smiled, took a cigarette out of my pocket with one free hand, and put it in my mouth.

Unexpectedly, Jin Ling snatched the cigarette from my mouth and put it on the coffee table.

I frowned at her, "What for?"

Jin Ling looked at me with bad intentions, and suddenly rushed up with a lightning speed and threw herself into my arms.

I was caught off guard, but she simply sat on my lap and kissed me frantically.

My whole body was completely crushed by her. I already had a certain perverted psychology, but the psychological defense line collapsed in an instant, and the flood of the embankment collapsed.

I hugged her tightly, and for the first time played the role of an unruly teenager. I tried to be as crazy as her, trying to use this crazy impulse to hide the pain in my heart and take revenge on Yumeng's derailment......

At least, at this moment, I was excited! I was unrestrained by the golden bell, teasing like a tiger descending from a mountain, and the blood of my body, the inflated passion, and the desire in the true nature of human nature, all poured out and gushed.

I want to release myself completely, all the stress, all the pain!

Jin Ling and I hugged each other tightly, and I found unprecedented passion in her. Women are always temptations that men can't resist, not to mention that they are such an excellent woman as Jinling.

After the kiss, Jin Ling raised her head lightly, looked at me happily, and examined me.

Jin Ling smiled and said, "You are, you are drunk and drunk!"

I reached out and stroked her hair, correcting, "I'm drunk and promiscuous!" I almost rudely pulled her over and repeated my crazy kisses, interpreting my crazy nature.

At this moment, I no longer have distractions. In my heart, I have silently accepted the facts and accepted this absurd way of revenge. I want to take revenge on Yumeng's derailment by taking possession of a woman, to vent my disappointment and sinking in love.

If I hadn't drunk two times in a row today, if I had drunk the amount of wine in the evening, not three but two, if it hadn't happened to the incident downstairs by the chief...... If I still maintain my sanity, then I will never do such a thing to hurt Jin Ling today!

But in fact, since the moment I killed Man Benrui and Zhang Dengqiang, I have lost my mind! My young heart can withstand any physical trauma, can withstand any bloody storm, and the only thing that cannot withstand it is the betrayal of Youmeng.

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