Q: What should I do if a lily appears in the harem?

Answer: Cold salad.

Since Chiaki is that kind of fetish, Harusa is also mentally prepared for this situation, but it still feels weird when it happens.

"Meijia, what the hell is going on?" he wanted to know what was really going on.

"I made out with Chiaki once. Meijia replied calmly.

"You...... Is that okay?"

"Surprisingly felt pretty good. ”

It's like eating ramen and ordering a strange taste, but after tasting it, you find it delicious, what is the tone?

"It's good that you can accept it yourself. As for Chiaki...... Just be measured. ”

"Look, Mika, I'll just say Harusa won't mind. Chiaki smiled.

"It's not that I don't mind at all, but if you want it, I can only accept it. Harusa sighed.

Mika looked at him.

"What would you do if we were serious about breaking up with you, Haruma?" she repeated Chiaki's question.

Harusa was silent for a moment.

"If you're serious, then I have mixed feelings...... Maybe cry. ”

"Will you cry?"

"Hmm. You two break up with me at the same time, and I might cry. Harusa smiled.

He wanted to smile easily, but his face showed a completely different look.

Seeing his expression, Meijia was shocked. Chiaki's gaze also froze.

"You are all very important to me, I can't break up with you with a smile...... It may take quite a while just to bless you. He imagined it a little, and he didn't want to think about it anymore.

"Haruji!!" Chiaki suddenly raised her voice.

Harusa was taken aback: "What's wrong?"

"Don't say it again...... Chiaki approached and hugged him, "I'm sorry." ”

"Huh?" Haruji felt a little confused.

Why the sudden apology?

Just as he was confused, Meijia also approached and hugged him from behind: "I'm sorry......"

"You ...... What the hell is going on?" It's a beautiful thing to be hugged by two beautiful girls at the same time, but Harusa feels strange at this time and has no intention of realizing it.

"I'm not going to just say anything about breaking up anymore. Chiaki said softly, "Please forgive me, Harusa. ”

"Me too...... I won't say any more, please forgive me. Meijia also said.

"I don't blame you. Harumi blinked, "From my standpoint, it's impossible to blame you for this. ”

"Break up or not, it's your freedom. After all, the harem is unfair to you, and I will accept it whenever you leave......"

At this point, his throat was clogged.

My chest tightened, and I felt very sad.

His eyes blurred, and warm tears flowed quietly from the corners of his eyes.

What's going on?

"Harusa...... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" Seeing him crying, Chiaki apologized again, "It's me who was too rash, I'll reflect on it, I swear ......"

Seeing the men's beauty with a look of regret, Harusa wanted to say don't do this, you are not wrong at all. But a deep sadness that came out of nowhere filled his heart.

He forcibly restrained his emotions and tried his best to show his usual smile.

"No need for that, Chiaki...... Something is wrong with me......"

I wanted to laugh cheerfully, but my expression was uncontrollable, and I ended up smiling sadly and couldn't stop my tears.

"Say no more, Harusa. Meijia hugged him tightly, "It's my fault, I'm sorry...... Don't go on any more. ”

You're not wrong...... Maybe the behavior is a little wrong, but it's not wrong at all. This is Harusa's idea.

But the inexplicable emotions in his heart made it difficult for him to speak well, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Why...... I'm ...... ...... didn't want to cry."

Breaking up is hard to accept, that's true. But they weren't serious, they were just talking.

………… Are you sure?

A small voice said in the depths of his heart.

This kind of thing shouldn't be said casually at all.

Being able to say it casually proves that they don't really take it very seriously.

Maybe, the harem or something is just the delusion of your disgusting otaku! None of them are serious, they are all just playing, and they are just playing with you!!

It's impossible for a bad guy like you to get the real affection of girls!!

These harsh words from the bottom of my heart shook Harusa's mind for a moment.

Immediately afterward, a tidal wave of grief almost overwhelmed his spirit!

"Woooooooooo......oo I...... ...... the end?"

So sad, so sad.

Live to the fullest, have a lot of things, and be loved by beautiful girls...... All of this may be illusory.

Because I simply don't have the qualifications to live such a good life.

After all, I'm just a ......

……

…………

So what!?

When his thoughts became negative and his mind was about to sink into darkness, Harusa suddenly struggled and forcibly lifted his spirit.

What if it's all fake!?

For me, all this beauty is happiness!

I will believe that in the end, even if the final ending is very sad and cannot be changed, I will accept it calmly and bear it well!

Because I can live here, it's already the greatest miracle!!

With a strong belief, Hariji transcended the sudden sadness and gradually came back to his senses.

Then I saw that Chiaki and Meijia were very worried and blamed themselves.

Harusa tried to smile at them.

"You don't have to do that...... It's my own problem. He said gently.

It's too ugly for a little thing to be shaken up at this level.

"Harusa ......" Chiaki and Mika's eyes flashed.

"Excuse me...... Let you see this ugly appearance. Harusa wiped away tears.

"I ...... I guess I was very uneasy in my heart. ”

"Is it really good to open a harem? Can this kind of relationship that is very unfair to you really be maintained? I may have been subconsciously doubting it all the time. ”

"I like you guys and want to be with you, but I'm scared all the time...... I'm afraid that you will be disappointed in me after all and choose to leave. ”

"At the end of the day, I don't really believe in myself...... It's hard to believe that you can really get the happiness you want. ”

"After all, I'm just an otaku. ”

"Pretending to be a handsome guy also has a limit. He smiled wryly.

Seeing this, Mika and Chiaki were speechless.

"But...... I don't regret it. Harusa looked at them and said sincerely.

"No matter how uneasy and scared I am, I want to work hard until the end. ”

"I want to be with you all the time, and this mood comes first. ”

"Even if someday in the future...... The scared thing still happened, and I ...... too"

Speaking of which, the mouth is gagged.

It's Chiaki who kissed me!

"Uh-huh......"

Soft, warm ...... From this kiss, Harusa felt tenderness.