She loved him, and he always knew it.

The girl's soft voice sounded in his ears, beating word by word on his resolute heart, and he held her cold little hand in the palm of his hand with his backhand.

He drove the car, looking ahead without squinting, and the neon lights of the city reflected through the windows on his handsome face, adding to the vicissitudes of life.

Although he has been in prosperity for so many years, prosperity has never belonged to him, and he has never been lost in nostalgia.

How many twists and turns he has walked over the years, how many thorns and frosts he has chopped, he is still vaguely the sleepless person who carried a backpack on his back, far away from his hometown, and came to the big city to roam.

Lu Yan's deep brown eyes were dyed scarlet, and there was a little bit of water, he hooked his thin lips, and said with a hoarse smile, "I have never cared about this part of the road, I have never cared about how much I have paid, what I will gain, although I have never seen the last side of my father, but my father left a note for me, a few simple words, a dignified and upright person." ”

"When I was eighteen years old, maybe earlier, I had my first woman, I wanted to get close to a big guy, this big guy's mistress-wife took a fancy to me, I didn't refuse such a shortcut, why should I refuse, at that time, the blood was strong, sooner or later there would be a woman, I pressed her on the bed. ”

"This woman is like a big hemp, after a heart-to-vent suddenly feels very empty, the unfamiliar faces around me will make people tired, will be tired of this dirty flesh-body transaction, but I still continue, in the face of shortcuts, after the game of life and death, in the sleepless night, I choose to exhaust all my physical strength on the woman, drunk and dreaming of death. ”

"It's not a good day, it's not bad, as long as I bring you home when I'm 27 years old. ”

"At that time, you were a little soft and timid, very afraid of me, I came, you hid in the room, but when I left, you opened the door and looked secretly, like a little rabbit. ”

"Once when I came back from an injury, I saw you crying secretly, and I scolded you at that time, crying and mourning. ”

"You are growing up, the gradual affection between us is slowly becoming different, you confide in me love, you are pressing step by step, in fact, it's not that you don't want to, but... Fear. ”

"I'm afraid I can't find a balance, one hand is the burden, the other hand is love, I'm afraid of mistaking the country, I'm afraid of losing you, how can there be two laws in this world, live up to it?"

"What's even more afraid is that I'm afraid that the years will grow old, it's too late, in your youth, how dare I... Sing your love to you?"

"But, after all, I fell in love, fell in love, fell in love with the warmth you gave me, fell in love with the love you gave me, walked so many years ago, suddenly wanted to stop my steps, tired, tired, hurt, heartache, lonely, lonely, wanted to fall asleep, and suddenly wanted to have you to accompany me. ”

"I want to have a home with you, I want to tell you about my parents, I want to tell you secretly, An An, I'm not perfect, I'm forty, I didn't go to college seriously, I have had a lot of women, I have low self-esteem, so you have to think about it carefully, don't come to play with me, because it's the first time I'm playing with feelings and falling in love, and I have no experience. ”

"I also want to tell you, if there is something that makes you sad in the past, you must be more tolerant, I am nervous, I hesitate, I hesitate, it is because I want to have a future with you, I always think about our future, I have you in my eyes, An An, after so many years, I love you. ”

He said, An An, after so many years, I love you.

An An smiled crookedly, she finally waited, waited for his confession, his love.

An An's delicate body slowly lay down, her little face lay on his strong thigh, she stretched out her little hand and touched the prosthetic leg of his right leg, here, is the best love he gave her.

In fact, real heroes have flesh and blood, and the so-called softness and weakness will make them even better.

An An closed her eyes gently, "Ah Yan, do you know, I had a dream last night, I dreamed that I was pregnant and gave birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses. ”

Dragon and phoenix fetus?

How nice it is to have children and daughters.

Lu Yan hooked her thin lips, and her big palm shuttled into her jet-black hair, wrapping her greasy white forehead and stroking back, "If we give birth to a dragon and phoenix fetus, what is the name of the daughter and what is the name of the son?"

The voice fell, and there was no response for a long time.

An An closed her eyes and never opened them again.

She fell asleep.

She fell asleep anyway.

Lu Yan didn't dare to lower his eyes, he didn't dare to look down, the big palm holding the steering wheel was beating violently, his heart hurt so much, every breath was painful, and he couldn't help but feel the pain.

Time went back to that night many years ago, in the winter, he was wearing a thin and shabby shirt, sitting alone on a stone outside, and he looked at the sky, over and over again.

He was left behind.

Since then he has become a man.

The world is so big, his home is gone.

His love has nowhere to be placed.

He suffered the unbearable pain of life once, and now God is so merciful that he has endured it a second time.

Years ago, my eyes were dry and I didn't shed a single tear.

Now the two big palms clenched the steering wheel, and his sturdy thighs lay on her gradually cold body, his eyes suddenly moistened, and something overflowed in his heart.

One drop, two drops, three drops... Tears fell from his eyes, blurring his vision for a moment.

It turned out that the tears were so hot.

It burned his heart and burned him to the ground.

Time is irreversible, it turns out that it is still too late.

Ann.

His An'an.

His thick and straight shoulders began to move, he didn't cry, he didn't know what the man was crying like, the pain in his heart was unbearable, he clenched his fist and bit it on his lips, panicking.

All the flowers were withering, and his world was black and white.

At this time, a weak voice sounded in his ears, "Name the baby, this is your father's business." ”

Lu Yan froze, he quickly lowered his eyes, An An didn't open his eyes, but the slender feathers like butterfly and cicada wings were trembling and moving.

Ticking, a hot teardrop fell on her little face.

An An slowly opened her eyes, raised her eyes to look at him, and she suddenly saw the man's tearful appearance.

She was stunned, and quickly hooked the corners of her lips, and the girl's soft voice was tinged with a touch of coquettishness and joy, "Stupid, I didn't sleep, although my body hurts so much, I want to close my eyes and sleep for a while, so that it doesn't hurt, but I still don't sleep, because... Reluctant. ”

Saying that, she raised her little hand, and her soft fingertips slowly climbed up the outline of his handsome and vicissitudes of face, admiring and nostalgic, "I am reluctant to sleep, I am afraid, I am afraid that I will fall asleep, what should my Ah Yan do?"