Chen Ran's honesty caught Xiaoqing unexpectedly, and he was speechless for a while, not knowing what to reply.

After a long time, she typed a few words: "When did you get a girlfriend? ”

Chen Ran said: "The recent thing was introduced by a friend, or is it our high school alumni!"

Chen Ran's indifferent attitude made Xiaoqing dumbfounded, as if nothing had happened to them before, she wanted to pretend to be calm and free, but after typing a string of ellipses, she couldn't help but ask, "Then what are we?"

Through the screen of the mobile phone, Xiaoqing could feel Chen Ran's innocent face, and he said, "Aren't we friends?"

Xiaoqing felt a huge irony, so many years of friends, it turned out that stopped at an ONS?

She asked, "In your concept, friends can also have relationships?"

She couldn't say the word sex, she thought it was too explicit.

Chen Ran replied, "I'm sorry, I thought we were all willing. ”

After that, he said no more.

Xiaoqing was in a trance for a while, and asked herself in her heart: Am I wrong? I couldn't get an answer, so I had to laugh at myself for being too easygirl.

Xiaoqing's emotional experience is not blank, she talked about a boyfriend in college, and no one will dislike a handsome boy, especially when this boy still throws favor to her alone. The ex-boyfriend's name is Yongze, if he says that he has 85 points for his appearance, then he has 100 points for his ability to talk sweetly. When pursuing her, even after being together, he never spares sweet words, Yongze is well versed in the psychology of girls, and what can be done in a few words, he will never use his brain power or money. When they first got together, Yongze always said that both of them had the word water in their names, which was a fate made in heaven. In front of Xiaoqing's classmates, Yongze always gave her enough face, accompanied her to self-study, fetched water for her, discussed the questions, and helped her sort out the folds of her collar, and would put her shoulders down at the right time. But I have to say that what Xiaoqing felt at that time was all happiness, and there was a sense of vanity that a 20-year-old girl secretly poked in her heart.

Like all campus couples, they ate and studied together, went shopping, kissed, hugged downstairs in the dormitory and said goodnight and said see you tomorrow. Xiaoqing's first time was also delivered to Yongze as a matter of course, the two people in college were not rich, they often frequented the small hotel near the school, the small hotel has average sanitary conditions, but it is better than the price is cheap, and the traffic in the university town is large, even if it is only a one-time business, the small hotel is also quite marketable. There are pharmacies around the inn, and in addition to daily medicines, contraceptives are always available.

The two men are like curious students, seriously and passionately exploring each other's bodies and minds. There have been many times when I recalled the moment of blushing and heartbeat, Xiaoqing's heart was delicate, like the flush of her cheeks after every time.

After all, Xiaoqing realized that Yongze was not a good match after Yongze several times of "only saying but not doing", and she was glad that her senior self was able to distinguish and know that boys' love should not stay in words. Therefore, when Yongze proposed to break up again because of trivial matters, Xiaoqing agreed without hesitation. Even if you comfort yourself in all kinds of ways, it is false to say that you are not sad.

But after a long time, Xiaoqing recalled this relationship and had no regrets, she gave all her heart to love a young boy, and the result was no longer important, she was very satisfied with this process.