But Zhang Zihua didn't raise his head and said, "I don't want to drink it now, just put it aside." ”

Although he was very disappointed in his heart, it was also the result that Jing Yinwei expected, Zhang Zihua was very disgusted with his clumsiness, and since he had made a mistake, he would not easily forgive himself.

Sitting aside, Jing Yinwei kept blaming herself, how could she be so stupid, how could she be so misguided, why couldn't she be perfect, why couldn't she satisfy Zhang Zihua!

After being silent for a while, Jing Yinwei regained her strength, slowly stood up and came to Zhang Zihua's side, she knew that she had lived a worry-free life since she was a child, and she never bothered about things in life because she had always been taken care of by a nanny, but because of this, she couldn't do a good job as a nanny.

But Zhang Zihua is busy with work now, and he is an economics major, maybe he can help him a little, and maybe he can share his worries.

"Zihua, are these all the tasks you need to solve today?" Jing Yinwei asked, pointing to the thick stack of documents on the side.

Zhang Zihua glanced back and glanced at it lightly, and said "En" in response.

Jing Yinwei excitedly picked up a document and said, "I'll help you, don't forget that I'm also majoring in economics, just so I can let you see my ability." ”

But Jing Yinwei's words were not finished, but Zhang Zihua suddenly grabbed her wrist.

"Put it down. Two simple words, but Zhang Zihua's eyes were full of indifference.

Jing Yinwei thought that Zhang Zihua minded that her ability was not good, and hurriedly explained: "I can Zihua, you believe me, I studied economics abroad, and I just want to come back to help you." ”

"Put it down. ”

is still indifferent eyes, indifferent tone, even Jing Yinwei is cold.

Jing Yinwei silently put down the documents in her hand, a little at a loss, Zhang Zihua's eyes stung her deeply just now, that kind of unreachable distance, as if she couldn't get one step closer to Zhang Zihua in this life, why is this.

All along, Jing Yinwei has been working hard to do a good job in front of Zhang Zihua, she put down her dignity, worked hard to please Zhang Zihua, and did things according to his preferences, but everything she paid seemed to never be able to match Zhang Zihua's taste, no matter what she did, he didn't feel anything.

There is a very frustrating feeling, but this feeling Jing Yinwei has long been used to, and she never seems to have been recognized by Zhang Zihua.

After being silent for a long time, Jing Yinwei couldn't hold it back, and raised her head excitedly, "Zihua, tell me, tell me what to do to make you satisfied, you know how much I want to be recognized by you!"

Yes, as long as Zhang Zihua nodded to himself, as long as he had a trace of recognition for himself, for Jing Yinwei, it was enough to make her laugh all day.

However, it never was, and it was all just her luxury.

Zhang Zihua impatiently stopped what he was doing and raised his head, his gaze was still distant and indifferent, making it impossible to get close.

"No matter what you do, you can't make up for the mistakes you've made. ”

It's this answer again, Jing Yinwei is about to be driven crazy by this answer, Jing Yinwei has asked countless times, but Zhang Zihua has also given the same answer countless times, and has never given her an accurate answer, making Jing Yinwei feel that she has been going around in circles, but she can never find the right exit.

She couldn't understand what she had done wrong that would make Zhang Zihua so disgusted that she didn't give herself a chance to correct it at all.

"Zihua, I beg you, tell me why it's okay or not, I'm really tired and don't want to dwell on it anymore. Jing Yinwei shed tears sadly, begging Zhang Zihua to give her an understanding.

But every time Jing Yinwei asked like this, Zhang Zihua would choose to evade and blame Jing Yinwei's parents for all the problems, leaving her speechless.

"You don't know but others do, even the people around you know it in their hearts, Jing Yinwei, how can you forget the mistakes you made? This way of escaping is really despicable. ”

Ridiculed, sarcastic, Zhang Zihua seemed to say that she was a treacherous and disgusting villain, but Jing Yinwei was not that kind of person, she didn't want to let herself become like that at all.

If there must be a change, it was also forced by Zhang Zihua, his indifference and refusal made Jing Yinwei as blind as a headless fly, lost her direction, and could only rely on her own intuition.

"Zihua, we've talked about this question many times, we used to have such a good relationship before......

Zhang Zihua interrupted her bluntly, "You are wrong, you and I have always been just an ordinary relationship." ”

That's all, never closer, let alone the possibility of combining.

Jing Yinwei felt a pain in her heart, making her unable to breathe, and an uncontrollable tearing sensation came from her chest, as if something was about to burst out of her body and kill her.

"But when we were children, we played together, and you took me with you all the time, taking care of me carefully, and we were obviously very happy at that time!"

"Time is changing! People are also changing! Jing Yinwei, you should know best how sinister people's hearts are. ”

Jing Yinwei looked at Zhang Zihua in disbelief, it was still this kind of deliberate ridicule, leaving no room for anything, Jing Yinwei couldn't understand why Zhang Zihua wanted to blame herself for such an odious crowd, although she hated Su Ranling, she definitely didn't do anything to hurt her.

If Zhang Zihua just wanted to protect Su Ranling, then how could he be easily harmed, Zhang Zihua's vigilance and disgust for himself never seemed to stop.

Jing Yinwei had to admit that in Zhang Zihua's impression, it was really bad.

Jing Yinwei slammed the door and left, because she couldn't argue, and because she had more questions waiting to be answered in her heart, she could feel how disgusted Zhang Zihua was for herself, and this disgust did not disappear with time at all, but became more and more intense.

It's always this kind of quarrel that is at a loss and disadvantage, so that Jing Yinwei has never gained any benefits, but it has made Zhang Zihua disgusted with her hysteria, if it continues, Jing Yinwei can feel that the future of her and Zhang Zihua may become more and more distant.

She couldn't go on like this, but she had done her best, but there was no way, no way!

'Bang' Jing Yinwei slammed open the door of her villa, buried her head and rushed inside, the nanny who had just brought out the tea from the kitchen couldn't dodge, and was hit by Jing Yinwei, and the teacup and kettle shattered to the ground.