Chapter 83: Evil in the Heart
Cheng Wenqu is a very introverted and shy boy. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Since he was a child, he only knew how to be a good student according to his parents' requirements.
He will be praised for getting a high score in the exam, but in addition, he will not get any encouragement and a smile no matter what he does, and he will be reprimanded and scolded or even beaten for the slightest mistake.
Those who play with the building blocks are not good and are reprimanded, those who scatter rice grains when they eat are reprimanded, and those who can't recite Tang poems will be punished for standing facing the wall for an afternoon......
The parents in my memory have always been cold to him most of the time, and most of the time they ignore him as if he doesn't exist. Only when he got a perfect score in the exam, or was the first in the class, would they smile and touch his head.
Only then will he feel the love of his parents and the tenderness they have for him.
For the tenderness of that moment, in order to be appreciated by his parents, in order to become a good child in the eyes of his parents, he studied hard, did not think about anything else except studying, did not make friends with his classmates, and spent all his time reading and studying.
His dedication paid off, he got the first place in his class in almost every exam, and after every exam, he was appreciated by his teachers and parents.
Unlike other children, he loves exams and even looks forward to them.
Gradually, however, he found that he was alienated from his class.
Similar to the situation at home, in the class, the other children were very cold to him, as if he did not exist at all, and ignored him. Very few people are willing to play with him, and even in some activity classes, the children who are in a group with him will show disgusted expressions.
Why is this so?
As a young man he couldn't understand.
He has obviously become a good student according to his parents' requirements, why do other classmates alienate him?
Shouldn't he be a role model for the rest of his classmates, a role model for them?
However, the truth is quite different.
The classmates in the class did not want to be with him, they preferred to be with another child.
Actually, Lord Akegawa guessed wrong. He and Wu Feng are not junior high school classmates, but elementary school classmates. After entering the same junior high school, they are not in the same class.
Wu Feng in elementary school was a standard child king. Everywhere you go, there are a lot of children around.
Wu Feng's grades were not too good, and the exam was only about ten in the class, and it was up and down. Even the teacher often criticized him for his unstable grades, not being attentive enough, not being careful enough, or something.
However, it is such a boy, but he is very popular with his classmates.
When the class president was elected in the third grade, Wu Feng's votes far exceeded him and he became the best candidate for class president. And before that, the squad leader had always been him.
He was very unconvinced, why would someone with inferior grades to him become the class president?
On the night of his defeat, when he returned home, he was beaten by his father.
The anger of being beaten, the unwillingness to be defeated, disobedience, and other negative emotions concentrated on Wu Feng's body.
For the first time in his life, he had someone he hated.
After that, he began to pay attention to the child.
Wu Feng's personality is completely different from him, very outgoing and lively, and very active. He is often reprimanded by the teacher for small actions in class, but Wu Feng always smiles. During recess, he always called his friends to the playground to play, and every day in the class, he could hear Wu Feng's laughter and loud talk, which made him feel very irritable.
In addition to that, what disgusted him was that Wu Feng was the only one in the class who was willing to talk to him and be willing to approach him.
Maybe it was because of the position of the squad leader, so Wu Feng had to show generosity, and when no one wanted to be with him, Wu Feng took the initiative to stand up.
No matter what the reason is, Wu Feng's behavior made Cheng Wenqu's disgust and disgust for him multiply.
However, there are things that disgust Cheng Wenqu even more.
At a parent-teacher conference, he met Wu Feng's father.
He never thought about whether the parents of other children were different from him. I never thought about whether other people's parents were also so strict and indifferent. Because he always thought that everything was taken for granted.
Until that day, he saw Wu Feng's father, Wu Shuyu.
At that time, Wu Shuyu was much younger than now, but he was also polite and polite, with a gentle smile on his face, and his eyes looking at Wu Feng were very, very gentle. Even at the parent-teacher meeting, Wu Feng was named and criticized by the teacher, Wu Shuyu did not show any angry expression, and still looked gentle.
Such a father is completely different from his father.
To this day, he still clearly remembers how he felt at that time.
Cheng Wenqu felt as if there were 10,000 ants scratching in his heart, irritable, disgusted, and hated...... He didn't know why he had such emotions, and he didn't know how to vent this emotion, so he could only hold it in his heart and forcibly press it.
Since then, he has become more withdrawn and silent, barely communicating with anyone other than studying.
In the first year of junior high school, when he learned that Wu Feng had died of illness, his first thought was, would Wu Shuyu have no son in this way? Can he replace Wu Feng as Wu Shuyu's son? His grades are better than Wu Feng's, and he also abides more by classroom discipline, Wu Shuyu will definitely like him more as a son.
The next time, when he saw Wu Shuyu in school next time, he would run over and tell him that he was willing to replace Wu Feng as his son.
It's a pity that he never saw Wu Shuyu again.
After Wu Feng's death, Wu Shuyu did not go to school once. Cheng Wenqu's idea was declared bankrupt.
Just when he had forgotten that thought, by chance, Cheng Wenqu met Wu Shuyu in the library, and then he knew where the other party worked. Later, he would run to the library whenever he could, just to meet his ideal father.
Every time he came to the library, when he saw Wu Shuyu from afar, he would want to rush in front of the other party and tell the other party what he had thought before.
But he was timid. Again and again.
He was afraid of rejection.
Although he often came to the library, Wu Shuyu, like everyone else, didn't notice him at all. Again, in Cheng Wenqu's heart, there was a feeling of cowardice and self-loathing.
Sure enough, no one will pay attention to his existence, no one will notice him, no one will care about him, and no one will really like him.
After that, the unexpected happened.
Cheng Wenqu, who turned into a ghost, did not immediately go to the ghost world, but returned to the library. In fact, he knew very well that after becoming like this, Wu Shuyu would not notice him even more, because ordinary people couldn't see ghosts at all.
However, what he didn't expect was that just when he wanted to give up, Wu Shuyu approached him and accosted him.