Chapter 176: Finding Death by Yourself
Li Yao's mood suddenly fell to the bottom. Is he also a violent element? He is so educated, gentle, and traditional, and has so many virtues, and he is the same as Shen Mengman......
Shen Mengman took Li Yao around the school a few times, but except for a few people who had fought with her, that is, the people she had beaten and a few places used to fight, she was not much more familiar with this school than Li Yao.
She gradually discovered this fact herself, and walked out of the school gate with a bit of a stumbling feeling.
"You don't usually go to school, so don't you have classmates to associate with you?" Li Yao couldn't help but feel sympathy for her, "Don't you have any friends?"
"Of course there is!" Shen Mengman suddenly screamed excitedly, startling Li Yao, "Do you think that only those nerds in school can be friends?"
"Then they know that you are dead, and they must be very sad now, right?" Li Yao couldn't help but sigh.
"Maybe......" Shen Mengman is not very sure about this, after all, those guys ...... She looked at the road ahead and suddenly felt that she should pull Li Yao around.
"A little further on, you will go to the National Square, my flower shop is right next to it, do you want to see it? What kind of flowers do you like? I have roses, tulips, carnations and lilies in all colors...... I can give it to you!" Li Yao introduced the various flowers in the flower shop as she walked.
Shen Mengman opened his mouth, but he didn't answer.
Shen Mengman...... Your name is as beautiful as yours, by the way, can I call you Manman? Manman...... It's so nice!" Li Yao tilted her head sideways and looked at her with an innocent smile, asking for her consent.
"Whatever. Shen Mengman replied inappropriately.
"Manman, can you tell me what you have to wish? I am your friend, and I will definitely help you. ”
"No, a person like me, if he dies, he dies, what kind of wish does he have. It's just that dying so early is a little unwilling. Shen Mengman pouted, "It's really unfair to think about it, you monsters can live for hundreds or thousands or even tens of thousands of years casually, while we humans can only live for a few dozen years and die at most a hundred years old, it's too unfair." ”
"You, don't complain, in fact, human cultivation is much easier than ours, it's just that you humans have abandoned the kind of life that wants to live a long life, how can you blame us monsters in turn, by the way, it's not too late for you to start practicing now, I can be your teacher...... Alas, forget it, let's find Jin Ying or Lu Qing to be your teacher, they are all big monsters with hundreds of years, thousands of years of Taoism, hehe......" Li Yao thought of his own inadequate Taoism, and laughed embarrassedly.
"It's not uncommon for me to become a monster. ”
"Lu Qing was also a human at the beginning, you are not rare, so why are you still nostalgic for the world? If you don't have a concern in your heart, you can't hide from those oracles at all, they can find you right away. ”
"I don't really have much attachment to the world, it doesn't matter to me whether I live or die, I wasn't happy when I was alive, I just didn't want to go with them. Shen Mengman suddenly shouted excitedly.
Shen Mengman said loudly, but there was a trace of confusion in his heart.
If someone asks her what else she is nostalgic about in this world, she really can't say. Since her parents divorced, they have ignored her, and even meet rarely; the word "friend" is equivalent to "playmate" to Shen Mengman, although everyone usually talks about "righteousness", but Shen Mengman can imagine what kind of reaction they will have when they learn that they are dead, no one cares about her existence at all.
The word "lover" only makes her smile bitterly, she is very beautiful, so she has been dating all kinds of boys since she was fourteen or fifteen years old, but deep down in her heart she has never felt in love. If you ask her which lover she thinks of and she can't think of any of them, she may regret that she doesn't know what it's like to "fall in love with someone".
So, there is nothing to be nostalgic for, dreams, family, friends, love, and even the future, which you don't have in the first place, and if you die, you will die......
Shen Mengman thought so, but his heart hurt, as if he had been pierced by a thorn......
"My florist has arrived, come in. Li Yao opened the door of the store and let Shen Mengman in.
The store is not large, except for a large freezer, buckets, vases, flower baskets and other things fill the shelves on three sides. Li Yao never sells silk flowers, and the flowers in the store are all in bloom smartly, which is really worthy of being a shop managed by mountain ghosts, and Li Yao is also quite proud of this.
"Well, my shop is good, right? What flowers do you like? I'll give it to you." She boasted to Shen Mengman, but when she turned around, she found that Shen Mengman was not behind her.
No, could it be that she was captured by the divine envoy in the blink of an eye? Li Yao hurriedly looked around: "Shen Mengman...... Long...... Where are you? Don't scare me!"
She looked into the square and saw Shen Mengman standing in the middle of a group of people from a distance.
"Manman......" Li Yao hurriedly ran over while shouting loudly, "Don't stay too far away from me, if something happens, you can't deal with it now." ”
Before she could get closer, a deafening sound of rock music sounded in the square, and Li Yao called her while covering her ears, but Shen Mengman obviously didn't hear it, and still turned his back to her.
The group were all young boys and girls, and Li Yao often saw them near the square.
These fashionably dressed young people generally like to get together and dance, chase each other on motorcycles, and sometimes fight.
These young people, who don't go to school, don't work, and get into trouble all day long, are not welcomed by the people around them, and the guards of the square are always watching them. However, Li Yao doesn't hate them, she herself likes fashionable things and likes to watch their energetic dances.
To the sound of the music, the group of young people jumped up, twisting their limbs to the rhythm, leaning closer to each other and parting from each other, and from time to time there were bursts of screams.
Shen Mengman first stood next to them and watched, then suddenly ran between them and danced.
Li Yao had to admit that Shen Mengman's dancing was indeed wonderful, much stronger than those young people around her, and even inferior to what Li Yao had seen on TV. After watching it for a while, Li Yao couldn't help but shake her body to the rhythm and beat it.
The dark clouds in the sky gradually dispersed, and a few rays of sunlight came through the clouds, and Li Yao hurriedly called her: "Shen Mengman, Shen Mengman, come back quickly." ”
Shen Mengman was intoxicated with the dance and didn't hear Li Yao's words at all.
"Shen Mengman......" Li Yao wanted to pull Shen Mengman over, and suddenly put a hand on her shoulder.
Li Yao turned around and saw a girl chewing gum with a lot of piercings in her ears looking at her with squinted eyes, and asked coldly, "Who were you calling just now?" Shen Mengman?"
"Do you care who I call? Li Yao pushed her hand away, glanced at the girl, hum, who to show as a bad girl.
"You were obviously calling Shen Mengman just now!" the girl looked like she refused to give up.
"I called, what can you do to me?" Li Yao saw that Shen Mengman had stopped dancing and looked over here, so she didn't bother to entangle with the girl, and walked around her towards Shen Mengman.
The girl shouted at Li Yao in a menacing manner: "Did you hear it? No one here is allowed to mention her! No one is allowed to mention Shen Mengman!"
"Aren't you mentioning this name yourself? Only the state officials are allowed to set fires, and the people are not allowed to light lamps!" Li Yao waved her hand to Shen Mengman, and looked around again, "It's strange, there are so many people in such a big square, and someone talks like in her house, I don't know if it's paranoia, or if it's the wrong medicine!"
Li Yao has always been mild-tempered, but she has been with Shen Mengman for a few days, and she has already regarded her as a friend in her heart.
Those young boys and girls were originally some rebellious and willful children, and as soon as they heard Li Yao say this, they immediately pressed towards Li Yao with raised eyebrows.
"Oh......" Shen Mengman had returned to Li Yao at some point, staring at the girl and sighing, "I thought she didn't take my death seriously at all, and it turned out that she would have a troubled conscience." ”
"What do you mean?"
Shen Mengman lay on Li Yao's shoulder: "It was she who pushed me on the street, and I was hit by a car and died." ”
"What, she's the murderer of you?" exclaimed.
"No, we were fighting, it's a shame, I almost beat her. Shen Mengman sighed regretfully.
Li Yao waved her hand and shouted: "That's not important! The important thing is that she killed you, at least indirectly! Call the police, by the way, I'll call the police!"
"No need, the car that caused the accident has fled, it's useless to blame her. "Shen Mengman is quite generous.
"So after you died, not only did the person who hit and kill you get away with it, but the person who pushed you and caused you to be hit at that time was not held accountable, which is too much!" Li Yao was furious.
"I see, do you want revenge, get revenge on the driver and this girl!What do you want to do? Kill them with a car? Eat them? Scare them to death, Throw them into the river and drown, Or just find a barbecue...... I'm in charge of this matter, I can't let them bully you like this!" Li Yao suddenly realized, and then shouted angrily.
As soon as Li Yao raised her head, she saw that Shen Mengman had already dodged more than ten meters, and pointed at herself with wide eyes: "You are too ...... It's too much, and you can think of such a cruel method, you really deserve to be a man-eating monster. ”
"That's the one who killed you! I'm planning to help you get revenge! I'm just this temper, and I won't let my friends be wronged!"
"But I don't want revenge. ”
Li Yao's eyes widened, and she asked in bewilderment: "Why? Why? You died so young, and you died so miserably, and the murderer has not been punished in any way, why don't you want to take revenge? I can really help you! Even if I fight for my life, I will help you!"
"I haven't seen that driver, and I can't hate anyone I don't know, as for her...... She should fight with me, because I robbed her boyfriend, just because I was richer than her, that man got rid of her and me, hehe......" Shen Mengman touched his head embarrassedly and smiled.
Li Yao looked at this girl, and really didn't know what she was thinking in her heart.
"Hey, eldest sister, I'm talking to you, did you hear me?!" Li Yao was talking silently with Shen Mengman, and she had already forgotten the existence of those young boys and girls, and the girl saw that Li Yao was ignoring her, so angry that she grabbed Li Yao's arm and pushed her provocatively.
"Oops!" Li Yao was defenseless, and she pushed back several steps before she stood firm, she suddenly frowned, and turned around to stare at the girl viciously.
Li Yao had been deceived by humans before, and that incident hit her a big blow and left her with an indelible psychological shadow, so from then on, she swore that she would never be bullied by humans again in the future...... Since she is looking for death herself, let her know that she knows how powerful the monster is!