"How much pain?" Xie Yanghua stood up suddenly, he stared at her face, "Do you want to tell sù how much pain you have?"

"You don't understand, you don't understand at all!" Su Qingtian struggled hard, she wanted to cry and laugh, "Do you know how painful it is to lose a lover? Do you know how painful it is to love without being able to be? You don't understand...... You only know money, you only know power...... Your world is too cruel, I know you're just using me, but I'm also human, I love Monanjue, but he doesn't love me, I can only look at him......"

Xie Yanghua's eyes stabbed fiercely, he walked around the bamboo chair and walked towards her step by step, "Love but can't get it......" He smiled strangely, "Do you also know that there is a kind of pain that loves but can't get it? My world is cruel? Is it me who is cruel, or is this world cruel?"

Su Qingtian raised her head, tears dripping down the corners of her eyes, "You...... What do you mean?"

"What do I mean?" Xie Yanghua stretched out his right hand and grabbed her collar, he lowered his head close to her ear, "You are very painful, right? Looking at him every day, but he does not belong to you, you love him, love him very much, love to the bones, beyond a qiē...... But you can only watch others own him, and you have to sneak around when you touch it, for fear of causing death, is that how it feels?"

Su Qingtian's eyes widened, incredulous, "You ......"

"Don't ask me how I know so clearly," Xie Yanghua smiled at the corner of his mouth, his eyes were red, "It's not that you have lost your lover alone, and it's not just you who are in pain, how much pain can you have? How long have you been with Mo Nanjue? He doesn't love you, right? He loves Tong Ran, but if he loves you too, that's the most painful...... Loving without being able to get is not the most painful, the most painful thing is not being able to stay together, how much do you know about these?"

“……”

Su Qingtian stared at the corner of his eyes, "You...... Have you ever loved anyone?"

"Don't compare pain with anyone, it's not that others don't hurt, it's just that it hurts so much that you can't say it," Xie Yanghua's five fingers were folded, Su Qingtian was almost lifted, and his smile was extremely harsh, "No one is stupid, but who hasn't been hurt?"

“……”

Su Qingtian choked in his throat, he didn't expect him to say this, "Steward Xie...... Have you ever loved anyone?"

She thought of the rumor that kept mentioning among the maids of the Mo family......

Xie Yanghua stared at her eyes, "I haven't loved anyone, no one is worthy of my love, love is the most terrible thing in the world, it has ruined me, so I told you all not to love, don't ruin yourself...... It's really not worth it. ”

“……”

The tip of Su Qingtian's nose was sour, and tears flowed inexplicably.

She stretched out her hand, but instead of wiping her tears, "Steward Xie...... You're crying. ”

Xie Yanghua suddenly let go of his hand, he turned around and threw his head up, "You read it wrong, how could I cry, nothing can make me cry anymore." ”

“……”

Su Qingtian stretched out her hand to cover her mouth, the guard unconsciously let go of her hand, and she fell to the ground, crying with both shoulders shaking.

Xie Yanghua didn't stop her, just stood with his back to her, and didn't move for a long, long time......

After a long time, Su Qingtian stopped crying, she stood up with difficulty on the ground, and wiped all the tears on her face.

Xie Yanghua heard the movement, and then turned around, he had already recovered his normal expression, as if the person who said that was not him.