Seeing his brother's excited expression, Yusuf showed a look of surprise, he had never imagined that his brother, who had always been calm and breezy, would be so excited in this matter.

"Brother... You don't have to have such a family mission to be shared by the two of us, you don't have to bear these things alone.

Moreover, our family has been controlling almost all the armies of the Tarun Empire with successive generations of generals for so many years, which is why our family has been able to maintain peace and stability for a long time.

Brother, don't be naïve, or don't deceive yourself, over the years, our family has made countless enemies throughout the empire, and if one day we lose the right to rule the army, I am sure that we will die without a place to bury!

At that time, not only me, but the entire family will be wiped out in the wrath of the hostile forces, and it will not be such a simple matter at that time.

You keep telling me that you don't want me to take on the mission of the family and become a general, so you need to live a good life even more, and don't say such stupid things every day.

Only if you live, I don't have to assume the responsibility of being a general too early, and if one day you unfortunately leave, then it must be me who takes your place.

At that time, not only me, but the whole family will definitely let me take over, this is for the fundamental interests of the family, and then I will become the person you least want to be.

I'm going to step on this bloody killing system that I've hated since I was a kid, but I have to do, and become a general.

This is our fate, we have no choice, this is our destiny that we have decided since we were born, and we cannot choose.

I know that you are very disgusted with war, and even for so many years you have been trying to escape it and evade your responsibilities, but in the end reality and fate have pulled you back to the original trajectory of life.

And I don't fight, I have no choice, although you want to use your efforts to give me a choice, but in the face of the world's major events, how small he seems, we still have to succumb to fate after all!"

After listening to Snooker's words, Yusuf also said the heartfelt words in his heart in one breath.

"Fool yourself... It seems like it's true, I really seem to have been deceiving myself all along, but in fact, I know better than everyone else that we can't escape.

At that time, I was very disgusted with my mission, I was unwilling to be a butcher knife who only kills, I once fought and escaped, but the end result was that the woman I loved the most could never come back.

It was only then that I realized how naïve, small, and naïve I was, and how it was possible for someone who was accustomed to walking on the verge of killing to return to the light with a pat on the butt.

People like us who are used to killing, if we don't have the protection of killing, we will be torn apart by those seemingly kind little sheep.

When you have absolute strength, all enemies are like meek sheep all the time, but once you are not as strong as before, they will show their wolf-like fangs.

Maybe it was my original obsession, the original failure and the original injury that I will never forget. I've been thinking that if I had been a little more resolute and stronger, maybe it wouldn't have happened, right?

And in you, I see the shadow of myself again, you are so much like your past self, really too much like...

So much so that I really don't want you to step into the abyss that I've fallen into again, this place is really not what you should be in, I really want you to be in the back and enjoy the life you should enjoy.

Instead of enduring the pain you shouldn't have at your age, the boundless intrigue and the stench of gore on this perilous frontline.

How I wish you hadn't been exposed to all of this in the first place, how I wish you had managed to avoid all this fate, and how I wish you wouldn't repeat my mistakes. ”

Snooker's voice was already trembling a little at this moment, but he forcibly controlled his excitement and continued.

"Brother, don't worry, I've grown up, I'm really not the little boy I used to be, and there's no need for you to think so much for me anymore, my life is my own, I want to choose my own life.

Just as you hated the military career very much, you fought for your own peaceful life, your family fought for your own peaceful life, you did what you wanted to do, and although you failed in the end, you at least tried, and there are no regrets.

And I'm different, I'm not that much like you, in a way. Contrary to you, I am not averse to war, and even I hope to achieve myself in war and become a really good general in war.

I hope that I can lead my family to a new era of glory and be able to create a new era for our family.

This is what I want to do, this is my heart, and it is also something that I will continue to do in the future, just like my brother back then.

It's just that what you pursued back then was a peaceful life, and what I pursued was the struggle on the horse, and the dreams of the two of us were essentially the same, both chasing the ball when we were young.

You can't stop me from stepping into the darkness of war and the bloodshed of war just because you've experienced it, and I know these fears, but I know more about the glory of war and the mission of war, and that's what really attracts me.

Don't you think that what you are doing now is exactly the same as what the elders of the family have stopped you from pursuing peace?

This is extremely unfair to you and me, and you think back to how you felt when you were forced to do something by your elders, and then you look at what you are doing at the moment.

What is the difference between what you are doing now and the elders of the past, you are using your own will, or do you think it is for the good of others, see if you have asked that person's opinion?

Yes, in essence you are the same as the elders of the family, this is the deepest love, this forced love, although it is very offensive, it is deep enough.

I feel very lucky that I can have this kind of love, but I also hope that brother, you can understand me, let go of me, so that I can really soar in my own sky. ”

Cerf continued, the empathy in his tone and all kinds of strong emotions stimulated Snooker's nerves over and over again.

"yes, what's the difference between me and my elders?", snooker muttered.

At this moment, he finally understood that his younger brother had really grown up, and he was no longer the little kid who chased after his ass before.