Chapter 396: I'll be fine in the future

On the return trip, Xu Tingsheng flew directly from the United States to Milan, Italy. Copy URL visits%77%77%77%2e%76%6f%64%74%77%2e%63%6f%6d

The agreed time has passed, and during this time, Li Wan'er's phone has been unable to get through, Xu Tingsheng can't rest assured, so he has to come to Milan to find her.

He first went to Li Wan'er's residence in Milan, the home he moved to for her, but knocked on the door for a long time, but no one responded. In the end, an Italian grandmother came out next door, and even grunted with a gesture, which probably made Xu Tingsheng understand one thing, the people inside had moved away.

Xu Tingsheng had no choice but to find the garment workshop where she worked again.

There is still no Li Wan'er in the garment workshop, and the old man Angelo is not there, maybe at this time, he will go to Shenghai to fish for extra money. But there are still people who have seen Xu Tingsheng in the workshop.

Xu Tingsheng came to him that time, and someone talked to him.

An old craftsman took a letter and handed it to Xu Tingsheng.

Sitting on the side of the street in Milan at night, Xu Tingsheng held a cigarette in one hand and a piece of stationery in the other.

Xu Tingsheng:

If you come to me, you will see this letter. I'm leaving it here, not sending it to you, or simply calling you, because I don't really want you to come to me.

Perhaps, in fact, I still hope it, which means that I am at least still remembered by you.

But I'm sorry, Xu Tingsheng, I regretted it.

I didn't want to follow that agreement anymore, so I ran away.

I've experienced your death once, you know? I passed out in the hospital and left like I had no soul.

They told me that you were dead, and I finally found out that I was actually a woman who was not even qualified to appear at your funeral, and I couldn't even ask where your grave would be, to see you.

Can I be considered your woman? Xu Tingsheng, maybe you never thought about it like that.

After that, I went back to Milan, but I didn't know how to live, because everything that had supported me for half a year was gone, and I left with you, and there was nothing left.

I can't even find someone to cry for you with me because I can't tell anyone.

That's what I've experienced, like the darkness that boundless, and I'm scared.

Later, when I finally had the courage to search for your name again, to see your photo, and to remember you peacefully, I learned about your recovery from the Internet.

I was ecstatic at the first time, thinking about going to you right away.

I packed my bags, rushed out of the house, and rushed to the airport......

Then, I repented.

I'm sorry, I went through a time when I thought you were completely gone, and I realized that I couldn't actually do it, I couldn't get along for a while, and then I couldn't have a child without you, and then, without you.

Forgive my cowardice, I really don't dare to try that pain again.

So, I repented, ran away, and I chose to leave Milan.

I will always remember those times that belonged to us, from the first time we met, to the time I tied your tie, to the round rainbow outside the window that day, to the day we made an agreement,......

Everything that's wrong is that,

I fell in love with a little gangster who likes to mess around, but you gave me an amazing Xu Tingsheng.

And I, I still hope you're just a little gangster, anyway, I don't eat much, it's not difficult to raise.

I'm gone, if I'll see you again one day, I'll say that to you, Liangqing.

At the ends of the earth, until I die of old age, there is someone who thinks about you every day, I love you, Xu Tingsheng.

- Li Wan'er.

……

Maybe if you want to find it, you can find it after all.

However, Xu Tingsheng is not qualified to go to find it.

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August 28.

Xu Tingsheng picked up the unfinished Xiao Xiang Ning at Yanjing International Airport, and it was Wu Yuewei who sent her, as for the three awards of Best Newcomer, Best Album and Best Single at the Music Festival Awards, she has been having difficulty even going out recently.

Xu Tingsheng said "thank you" to Wu Yuewei.

Wu Yuewei looked at Xiao Xiang Ning and said, "She is really happy, very enviable......"

Xu Tingsheng couldn't take it.

On the plane, Xiao Xiang Ning chattered all the way, describing to Xu Tingsheng that day's awards ceremony, three times on stage to accept the award, the fans were competing with the fans of other singers, and she shouted so loudly that her voice was hoarse.

"It's good that we won......" she said.

She came back with a big bag of clothes or something, a little for Xu Tingsheng to see, and some didn't give it.

She said that Qingbei is very beautiful, the library is very large, and she also took out the high school study plan, methods and precautions written by Wu Yuewei for her to show Xu Tingsheng, a whole booklet.

She also said that they joked together, saying that Xu Tingsheng under Xishan Tower and Bai Suzhen under Qingcheng Mountain...... It's all demons.

She couldn't be happier.

Xu Tingsheng didn't know how much sadness he had to endure with Wu Yuewei behind his back, or if they really let go?...... So, why do it?

When the plane landed in Xihu City, it was nearly evening, and Xu Tingsheng planned to borrow a car to rush back to Yanzhou.

"But I'm tired," Xiao Xiangning looked at him and said, "Shall we go back tomorrow?"

How do you let Xu Tingsheng refuse.

After having dinner by the West Lake and strolling around for a while, Xiao Xiang Ning waited until it was really "too late" before calling his parents and saying that he was going to stay in West Lake City for the night today.

Soon, Xu Tingsheng received a text message from Xiang's father on his mobile phone:

"Xiao Ning is still young. ”

Xu Tingsheng hurriedly replied: "Uncle, don't worry, I know." ”

The two of them walked around the West Lake for a long time, in their previous life, they used to walk for a day, it was the best three days in Xu Tingsheng's memory, she came to see him in West Lake City, wearing his big T-shirt and fluttering all over the house, like a bird.

Walking and walking, Xiao Xiang Ning was unhappy.

Xu Tingsheng didn't know what the situation was, Xiang Ning gestured with his eyes to the couples passing by, but Xu Tingsheng still didn't understand.

"Oh, Xu Tingsheng, your hands are so big......" Xiao Xiang Ning said, "Compare, see how much bigger it is than mine......"

The palms of the two hands, one big and one small, were printed together, and then, the hands were held together.

The uncle and the girl who held hands were a little embarrassed, they each smirked and walked silently for a long time, but they walked far, and when they came back, Xiao Xiang Ning couldn't walk, and it was Xu Tingsheng who carried her back.

When I arrived at the hotel, the most critical test came, and the uncle was dignified and said to the front desk: "Two rooms ......"

Xiao Xiang Ning tugged at the corner of her clothes and whispered, "But I'll be afraid if I sleep alone." ”

The uncle decisively told the front desk, "That, two beds." ”

Or in order to hide her shyness, Xiao Xiang Ning began to chatter endlessly after entering the room, even if Xu Tingsheng didn't answer, she could talk to herself, or watch the TV series and explain the plot to Xu Tingsheng.

Anyway, she didn't mean to take a shower at all, so she just rolled on the bed and jumped......

"It's really too naïve...... "Uncle is so painful, he didn't think about it, and thought that at least there was something charming and ambiguous.

"Then it's better to go to bed early, so as not to be tortured. Xiang Ning should also sleep, it's still noisy, and it is estimated that he won't be able to get up at noon tomorrow. ”

Xu Tingsheng adjusted his mood, pretended to be in a hurry to sleep and said, "Xiao Xiang Ning ......"

"Huh?"

"Can you put me to sleep?"

"Huh?"

Maybe Xu Tingsheng said something wrong, jumping around, the chattering little Xiang Ning suddenly quieted down, sat on the bed, held his legs with his hands, buried his hot face in his knees, hesitated, struggled......

"Not yet, not yet. Finally, she whispered with difficulty.

"What do you mean it's not okay?" Xu Tingsheng asked.

"Not yet, not yet for you to sleep, I'm still young. Mom said it. ”

“……”

Xu Tingsheng wailed and threw himself on the bed, crying bitterly in his heart, although I am a hooligan, I am really not talking about this sleep, when the mother-in-law explained to her daughter, the words used were abstract enough.

Xiao Xiangning looked at him with a painful look, and said a little nervously: "Oh, don't worry, I'm just scared, and I'm too young...... Me, I'll be fine later. ”

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I'm going to sleep, can you let me sleep?