Chapter 66: Maybe That's It Between Them
When recounting that past, Huaxi's eyes were empty and terrifying.
"He's like a beast trying to tear me apart...... I hurt so much...... It really hurts......"
"Those gossip reporters pounced on them one by one like dogs that smelled blood...... They squatted all day long at where I lived, trying to dig up the scandal of the high lady......"
"My mom ......" Hua Xi choked up several times, her hands were shaking, "I had a car accident when I came to find me...... Such a living person, swallowed his last breath in front of me......"
"Si Ting, do you know? She didn't close her eyes until she died...... I know, she's scared...... She was afraid that after she died, no one would be able to fight to protect her daughter......"
"Later, I got pregnant...... Hua Xi touched her flat lower abdomen, "here, there was once a child......
Lin Siting bit her lip tightly, afraid that she couldn't help crying.
"But no, I slipped on a rainy night, and the blood was in the rain, and the street was red. That red, it's so dazzling, I can't forget it for the rest of my life......"
"When I fainted, I seemed to hear a child crying, saying that he wanted to come into the world and see it...... Even though he was a child of the devil, I never thought of killing him, and I even ...... I even felt him beating......"
Huaxi's eyes were dark, and she couldn't see any light, "After that, I had depression, and it took me nearly two years to get out...... But I'd rather never be sober for the rest of my life......"
"If you don't wake up, you won't face all this soberly...... What's so good about waking up, there's nothing left...... The people who love me the most are gone...... That child is gone, and I was kicked out of the Hua family, and there is nothing left......"
Lin Siting's breathing stagnated, and she suddenly felt very cold, so cold that it made people shiver.
Hua Xi tugged at her hair, and her voice was like a machine, "Later, I met...... Meet him...... He said...... Can protect me...... He told me......"
"Tell me...... Stand up, stand up and swing your fist and trample the scum who have bullied you one by one......"
"But, Si Ting, what if the scum who hurt me the most is him?"
"Why him?"
She almost muttered, didn't need anyone's answer, just talked to herself.
The question was asked over and over again: "Why is it him?"
Why was he the one who hurt her the most, caused her to lose everything, and became a puddle of mud?
"Awkward...... Don't say it...... Don't think about it......" Lin Siting couldn't help hugging her anymore and crying.
The pain that outsiders can feel when they hear it, and what kind of pain it should be for those who experience it.
Lin Siting felt like a pair of hands were pulling the blood fiercely in her heart, she understood now, and understood what Qin Nanjue wanted to say when he found her.
She even had a feeling that the two might ...... That's it.
There are two lives between them, five years of hatred, and a happy youth, how can they be resolved?
Lin Siting looked at Hua Xi who was in pain, and suddenly remembered what a man named Ma Zai who was next to Qin Nanjue before she got into the car, and the reason why Qin Nanjue acted like that at that time seemed to be ...... Yes, drugged......
She hesitated and didn't know whether to say it or not, and this matter was like cotton blocked in her throat, very uncomfortable.
After a while, she said in a hurry: "Xixi...... The reason why the third master ...... five years ago It will be like that, maybe not voluntary...... Is it being calculated?"
Hua Xi closed her eyes in silence, the whole person was lifeless without any vivid color, "What's the difference...... It's all him......"
Whatever the reason, the person who brought her pain was ...... He.
Huaxi's chapped lips spat out loveless words, "I'm so tired...... Probably, it would be better to sleep forever like this......"
That way, she can go to her mother.
It's too cold here, and Mom's arms will be warm.
"Huaxi, I don't allow you to do stupid things!" Lin Siting listened to her words, and was so frightened that her soul was gone, "Let's not mention him, don't mention him, don't do anything." ”
Lin Siting regretted that she mentioned Qin Nanjue at this time, and some of the pain was not that the person concerned couldn't experience it at all.
What happened five years ago was a scar in Huaxi's heart that would never get better, the surface healing could not withstand any touch, and once it was touched, it was a pus-ulceing wound, which was more bloody and blurry than the beginning.
This world is not only painful, it also has many beautiful places...... When you're better, why don't you like to write? Let's travel while you look for inspiration, and I'll be responsible for finding good food and fun ...... in each city."
"Let's go to the mountains and rivers during the day, and at night we will find the most prosperous street market in the city to eat and drink?...... So, is it good to insist on sticking to it...... Just keep persisting, the wound will always be healed, really...... It's going to be fine......"
In the end, Lin Siting herself began to doubt her words, can the wound that is deep in the bone marrow really be healed?
Will it be good?
Hua Xi seems to be very tired, she said so much today that it seems that she will finish all her words at once.
But after she finished speaking, she couldn't remember what she said or what she said.
Is it a fun story from childhood?
Hua Xi looked at the ceiling in a daze, as if she was in a trance.
Lin Siting leaned in her ear and whispered, "Xixi, let's go for a walk outside, okay? ”
Hua Xi didn't react, as if she didn't understand the meaning of her words at all.
Lin Siting sighed lightly, and said to her patiently: "Xixi, go out for a walk, maybe you will figure out a lot of things......"
What she was waiting for was not a flowery nod, but Gu Beicheng's angry voice: "Lin Siting, I came to you to relieve her, not to let you play tricks! Who made you do this? Qin Nanjue?!"
Hua Xi's body shook violently when she heard the words "Qin Nanjue", and her dull gaze turned to Lin Siting.
Lin Siting looked at her eyes and her scalp tingled for a while, and explained: "Believe me, I'm definitely on your side...... I just want to take you for a break......"
"Scattered?" Gu Beicheng pushed her away, walked to the side of the bed, and said, "Don't believe her, she must have accepted some benefits from Qin Nanjue to take you out...... If you go with her, you're going back to the nightmare of five years ago, do you think that life is what you want? You forget how your sister died, how you forgot how you spent those two years?"
Hua Xi's lips twitched slightly, as if she wanted to say something.
Lin Siting was a little anxious, this Gu Beicheng clearly wanted to alienate the distance between the two of them, "Xixi, we are sworn friends, how can I do anything to hurt you, no matter what happens, I am on your side." ”
"Si Ting......" Hua Xi called out to her, "You go back first." ”
Lin Siting looked at her in disbelief, "You ......"
"I'm tired, Si Ting. Hua Xi closed her eyes, looking really tired.
Lin Siting had no choice but to give up, Gu Beicheng watched her leave with a cold face, and after simply calming down Hua Xi's situation, she raised her legs and chased after her.
"Stop. ”
Lin Siting, who walked to the living room, heard a voice behind her and stopped, "Anything else?"
Gu Beicheng looked at her with a cold face, "Before you came today, did you see Qin Nanjue?"
Lin Siting was not afraid of his cold face, "So what?"
Gu Beicheng's eyes flashed with fierceness, how could he still have the gentleness of the past, "Go back and tell him, let him see him in court in half a month." ”
Lin Siting didn't think that he wanted to go through the legal process, and looked at him incredulously, "Are you crazy?
In Lin Siting's opinion, this is an unbelievable thing, if he really cares about Huaxi, he shouldn't do this kind of thing.
Gu Beicheng had a tough attitude, "Isn't it a matter of course for criminals to fall under the law?"
"You are cruel, how can you bear to let her face that bloody wound again?!" Lin Siting asked.
Gu Beicheng's face was cold, and he sneered: "The benevolence of the woman, five years ago, he ruined his peaceful life and made her rebel and leave, and five years later, he forced Xi Xi to make a deal with him for selfish desires and deceived her feelings, even if he died, it would be difficult for him to atone for his sins." ”
Lin Siting didn't know what the deal was in his mouth, although she agreed with the harm Qin Nanjue caused to Hua Xi, but she disagreed with Hua Xi going to court to confront Qin Nanjue.
"No matter what you say, I just want to tell you one thing, if you really care about Huaxi, don't rub salt on her wounds. Lin Siting forced herself to calm down and said in a clear manner, "You can also see her mental state now, it is more uncomfortable to let her go to court than to kill her, sometimes whitewashing the peace is not necessarily a bad thing." ”
Regarding her words, Gu Beicheng sneered, "You are not here to be Qin Nanjue's lobbyist, she is my niece, no one will be cared about her more by me, Qin Nanjue is in prison, and I will personally seek justice for Xixi." ”
He was resolute and didn't give Lin Siting a chance to interject at all, he hated Lin Siting's teeth, shook his hand, and left.
After Lin Siting left, Gu Beicheng did not go directly to see Huaxi, but went to the study.
I opened the innermost drawer in the study and took out the diary.
Rubbing his fingertips on it slowly, he then reached the tip of his nose and sniffed deeply.
Half-squinted, he shouted softly: "Xixi......"
The diary writes that he is the bright moon who brought her out of the dark quagmire, and after five years, she fell into darkness again, and this time he sent the person who hurt her to prison, will she once again have an inseparable attachment to him?
……
When Lin Siting came out of Gu's house, she saw Ma Tsai standing in front of the car, and hurriedly walked over when she saw her.
"Miss Lin, how's it going?"
Knowing what Qin Nanjue had done from Hua Xi, Lin Siting's impression of Qin Nanjue was so bad that she didn't even want to see the people around him.
"What's the matter with you?!" replied in a very impulsive tone.
Ma Tsai was stunned by her yell, "Miss Lin?"
"What Miss Lin Bulin, the old lady's name is Lin Siting, go back and tell your master, stay away from us in the future, what kind of person, the long man looks like a dog and doesn't do anything!"
Hearing her tone, Ma Tsai immediately guessed that she must have known about what happened five years ago.
"Miss Lin always has to give people a chance to defend themselves if she wants to sentence people to death, isn't it? Our third master was also designed by someone at that time...... Besides, it's not that you don't see that he is so serious about his sister-in-law, or that his sister-in-law wants the moon in the sky, and he can take it off...... This was originally a good couple, if it weren't for Gu Beicheng's mistake and insistence, how could they get to this point. ”
"In the past few days, for the sake of my sister-in-law's affairs, the third master didn't even dare to go to the company, and he lost a lot of weight, and he suddenly fainted just now, so he didn't take him to the hospital......"
Ma Zai's voice is full of emotion, Lin Siting is already soft-eared, and she originally had a good impression of Qin Nanjue, but after this statement, her attitude has changed.
He ...... How is it now, is it serious?" Xu is attitude was too tough just now, and she suddenly changed to herself, and she felt very weird, and she was awkward for a long time before asking.
"This heart disease still needs a heart medicine, or I will take you to the hospital, and you can bring some news of your sister-in-law to the third master, it must be more effective than any medicine." Ma Tsai said tentatively.
Lin Siting gritted her teeth, "Okay." ”
"Okay. Ma Tsai opened the car door for her and told her to go inside.
When she arrived at the hospital, Lin Siting looked at Qin Nanjue on the hospital bed and was a little surprised.
On the way here, she was still thinking that his illness was exaggerated by Ma Zai in order to win sympathy, but now it seems that this is exaggerated, but it is too tactful.
The first time I met, Qin Sanye, who was still handsome, became a lifeless patient in the blink of an eye.
To say that these two people are really alike, they all make people feel uncomfortable just looking at them.
The original resentment in Lin Siting's heart was reduced by half, so ah, this word of love is really harmful.
Qin Nanjue hadn't woken up yet, Lin Siting said to Ma Zai: "The situation over there is not much better, her mental state is very bad now...... What happened five years ago hit her too hard, and her aunt still had the stillborn child......"
Speaking of this, she couldn't help but sigh, "There are two lives in between...... She mentioned Hua Chengyu's child among them, and I wondered if it would be better if I sent the child to her?"
Ma Tsai couldn't make up his mind, and now he didn't dare to make any decision privately for any move towards Hua Xi was the hottest potato.
Before he could answer, Lin Siting became entangled in herself, "Although she mentioned the little guy, she doesn't seem to have the meaning of wanting to see it, after all, ...... Hua Chengyu's existence is to remind her of the unborn child all the time. ”
"However, Xi Xi usually likes the little ones...... If the timing of the little one's appearance is good, maybe it will make her rekindle her courage to face life, and it may not be ......"
She was talking to herself alone, her face full of confusion, and she couldn't make up her mind.
Qin Nanjue, who was originally in a coma, moved his fingers lightly after hearing Hua Xi's name, and after a few struggles, his lips moved slightly.
It's just that his voice was too soft, and Ma Tsai and Lin Siting only heard someone talking, but they didn't hear what they were talking about.
"Third master?" Ma Zai tentatively shouted to the bed.
Qin Nanjue's closed eyes moved, and he slowly opened them after a few seconds.
Joy flashed across Ma Tsai's face, but fortunately he woke up.
Qin Nanjue's eyes that opened his eyes flashed with thunder, if you just pointed at those eyes, you couldn't imagine how bad his current state was, "I can't let her see the child now." ”
Ma Tsai and Lin Siting glanced at each other, a little puzzled.
Qin Nanjue struggled to get up, but Ma Zai hurriedly reminded him that he was still hanging a drip, and took two steps closer to raise the bed a little.
"Why did the third master say that he wouldn't let Xixi see the child?" Lin Siting asked him.
Qin Nanjue's eyes were half-closed, and his voice was full of remorse and sorrow, "She will be uncomfortable......"
It's very uncomfortable.
He alone knew that he had lost the child with her, and he felt that his chest was suffocating to death, how could that little woman who was as soft as water stand it.
He now hates to kill himself just thinking about what happened five years ago, why was he such a bastard back then.
Why did you choose to run around instead of locking yourself in that hotel and taking a cold shower?
His poignant and mournful words made an indescribable sadness welling up in the hearts of the two people present at the same time.
Lin Siting likes to play, and she can't count the number of boyfriends she has made, she has been painful and uncomfortable when she has been divided, but she has never felt like she is dying.
Now she understands that Xu really hasn't loved deeply, but she's extremely glad that she hasn't loved deeply.
If deep love hurts to the bones, then she thinks it's better to be grateful.
In Gu Zhai's slow resentment and hatred towards Qin Nanjue, it has almost dissipated now, and all that remains is sadness.
Sad, the ups and downs of fate, sad that the two people who originally loved each other hurt each other all over their bodies in the blink of an eye.
There was a deathly silence in the ward, and Lin Siting felt that she would be hot-headed for a while if she stayed any longer, boasting about Haikou, which was on the sword mountain and under the sea of fire for their love, so she planned to slip away first.
It's just that before she could take a step, Qin Nanjue's deep and hoarse voice came, "She...... What did I tell you?"
Lin Siting was stunned, and touched her nose a little embarrassed, what did she say?
She can't stand what she said, and if he listens to it, it's hard to ......
"This, actually...... Nothing ......."
"She told you about it five years ago?" she wanted to dodge, but who was Qin Nanjue, she could see her intentions at a glance.
Lin Siting had a bitter face, her eyes were full of entanglement, "I'm embarrassed that she ......"
Euphemistically organized the language: "Probably...... I can't forget the old days......"
The air in the ward seemed to freeze, and Lin Siting lowered her head to look at the ground, not daring to look at his face.
……
After a week, Hua Xi's condition is obviously much better, and she no longer hits her head against the wall, and she no longer shrinks herself in the corner.
She seems to be moving in a good direction.
Gu Beicheng was very happy about her change, and the anger surrounding him gradually dissipated, and he seemed to have become the gentle Gu Beicheng again.
The two of them reminisced about the old days together and sat on the couch watching soap operas together.
Gu Beicheng looked at her dotingly, his expression was gentle and unpresentable, he thought that Hua Xi had become the little girl who depended on him again, until that day she suddenly said: "Little uncle, I want to go back." ”
The smile on Gu Beicheng's face froze at the corner of his mouth, "Where are you going?"
Hua Xi pursed the corners of her dry mouth, "Uncle Xiao is about to get engaged, and I'm already old, so it's not suitable for me to live with you all the time, I'm almost in good health now, and it's time to go back to my own place." ”
"What kind of stupid thing are you talking about? What is the place that belongs to you? The Gu family is your home. ”
Hua Xi shook her head, "Little uncle, Gu Mansion is your home, not mine, I'...... There is no home anymore. ”
Gu Beicheng's eyes flashed with injury, and some words came out without thinking, "I can not get engaged, if you feel uncomfortable staying here, I can move out with you, there are a few newly built villas in Xicheng District, we can ......"
Hua Xi thought about his words and looked at him seriously, "Little uncle, you and Bai Yiyi have been in love for so long, and everyone thinks that you will get engaged and then get married, and this should not change because of me...... And I'm not a kid anymore, and I'm afraid it's going to be criticized if we still live together. ”
She said it very clearly, but Gu Beicheng asked her as if she didn't understand: "Everyone thinks we will get married, but what about you?"
Hua Xi was stunned, "Of course I ......"
The unfinished words got stuck in his throat and never spit out again.
Hua Xi stared at the latest news broadcast on the financial channel, "Someone broke the news today that Qin Nanjue, an upstart in Liangcheng who is known as the living king of the shopping mall, was indicted in connection with a rape case five years ago...... If the facts are established, they will be sentenced to ...... The stock of the business empire Qin continued to fall on the news...... Where should Qin Sanye, who was invincible in the shopping mall in the past, go...... We will continue to report on ......"
Gu Beicheng didn't expect that this matter would be stabbed to the TV station, so he hurriedly turned off the TV.
Then she looked at Hua Xi with palpitations, for fear that there would be any problems with her condition that had just improved.
Hua Xi was stunned there for a long time.
Gu Beicheng tentatively shouted at her: "Huh?"
Hua Xi slowly fixed her gaze on his face, "Little uncle, did you sue?"
She is now like a fragile porcelain doll in Gu Beicheng's eyes, and she needs his careful protection.
"Xixi, you just need to recuperate in peace, I will do the rest, I will let him return all the suffering you have suffered. ”
Hua Xi's lips moved, as if she wanted to say something, but after all, she chose to remain silent.
It's night, hospital.
Ma Zai stood tremblingly beside the bed, and Qin Nanjue watched the news on the TV expressionlessly.
The air froze.
Ma Tsai looked at him cautiously, "Third master...... This prosecution must be Gu Beicheng's idea, and the sister-in-law must not know about it......"
Qin Nanjue's face was thin and haggard, "I owe her." ”