Hayato, who was standing at the door, greeted me first, and [May I come in?] with a bag of things that looked like condolences in his hand

I motioned for him to come in with my eyes, and Hayama put his pockets on the cabinet when he came in, and sat down directly on the chair. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info smiled at me. Anyway, why did Hayama appear at this time? It's not out of school yet, is it? No, even after school, Hayama won't be able to come to see me. Is there any particular reason?

[Ah, I'm really sorry to let you see me like this, are you here to laugh at my self-indulgence?] Because of the relationship with Hayama who doesn't see it very much, I don't think about it so much when I speak, and I basically think of what to say.

In the face of my provocation, Hayama seemed much calmer, just smiled slightly and shook his head at me

[I cared so much, so I came.] ]

[Excuse me for this?]

[On Sunday night, Sister Yono told me what happened, and I was really surprised at the time]

Hayama sighed, crossed his hands on his legs, supported his chin with the back of his hand, and looked at me a little helplessly

[How so..... You're really good, and you still won't change your approach to this kind of thing. ]

[What will I do, others can't control it, what can I do if I were you?] I'm different from Hayama, he has too many concerns, and I'm just a person, even so, I have my own choice, which Hayama can't have, so I and him are destined to be friends.

[I can't do anything, oh, as far as I'm concerned] Hayama said self-deprecatingly [Maybe hand over the incident to the police, maybe just watch and wait for the result]

Hayama's answer was really unexpected, and I looked at him with some confusion, waiting for him to say why.

[After all, I have to think about things too much, and in that case, I don't even have the courage to stand in front of the bandits and speak, hehe.....] Hayama leaned back in his chair very weakly, staring at the ceiling with his eyes [Na, Biqi Gu-kun, am I very cowardly?]

Hayama's tone was very bleak, like he had been abandoned by the whole world, Hayama was so popular in school, why did he give people this feeling? Although he didn't like him, he couldn't say that he hated him.

I frowned, I don't like this tone very much. So he said to Hayama [No, I don't think you can judge a person by this, if you define it like this, then this society will collapse, but it hasn't collapsed yet, has it?]

Hayama turned around and said with a wry smile, "Are you comforting me?" ]

[No, no, I'm not encouraging you, I'm just saying what I want to say.] ]

[.......... Yes, even so, thank you very much] Hayama got up from his chair, walked to the window, stared straight into the distance, and fell into deep thought.

[Ever...... I made a promise to them, but now I realize that I have lost the courage to keep that promise..... Can you really continue to look forward to it?] Hayama put his hand in front of the window and said to himself to the sky.

[I don't know what kind of promise you made to whom, but if you don't have the courage to fulfill it, this promise has become a lie from the day you lost your courage, and expecting anything is just self-deception]

Ye Shan looked at me helplessly, and smiled bitterly a few times [Biqigu, you are really a poisonous tongue, although I can't refute it, hehe]

Hayama leaned quietly against the window, closed his eyes, and fell silent again.

Since I couldn't find anything suitable for the topic, I was not very willing to open up the topic with him, so I also leaned down and looked at the ceiling. Although I said this to Hayama, wasn't this also a reminder to myself, to what extent can I make a promise to trust under the snow? I don't know, even when I didn't know exactly what I made this kind of promise, and what qualifications do I have to say that Hayama, maybe it's just impulsive, but the difference between me and Hayama is that since I made a promise, I will never lose courage because of anything, even in the face of the whole world.

[Bikigu, do you know that I came to visit you today?] At some point, Hayama asked with his back to the window and his back to me.

It's this annoying way of dialogue again, are you already addicted?

[I don't know, I don't want to know] anyway, even if you don't ask, you won't say, and you will say what you should say without asking. It's nerve-wracking to face both Hayama and Miss Yono at the same time one morning. I couldn't help but rub my temples with my hands, and my brain needed to relax.

Hayama turned around, walked to my bedside, took a deep breath, and suddenly, bowed a standard ninety degree bow to me

[I know this is a very excessive request, but I still hope for your help]

I was very surprised by Hayama's actions, which caused me to not reply to him immediately, but looked at him with some confusion. And he kept bowing all the time. Why would Hayama want my help?

I came back to my senses, looked at Hayama, and asked puzzledly [No, no, that's not right, are you sure you need my help?

[Hikiya-kun, now I don't know what help I need, I'm confused, but I know that one day I will encounter a dilemma that I can't face, so I'm just begging for a promise from you, a promise that will allow you to help me] Hayama said heavily, still not raising his head.

Hearing his words, I frowned again and pondered. In my impression, Hayama would not easily ask others for anything, let alone plead. Even if he encounters any difficulties, he can rely on his own ability and relationships to solve them, rarely relying on others, giving people the impression that he is a very confident person. However.... Why is there this request, or to me...

[Why?]

[Because you have what I don't have, and you have done what I dare not do.] And.... More freedom. ]

[Even if you say that, I don't know.......]

[So I just need a promise from you, please] Hayama's tone was filled with sincerity and eagerness.

[...... Okay, but I'm still not sure if I can help you] I would be asked by Hayama so much, do I still have a reason to refuse? In that case, I can't talk about changing it.

After getting my reply, Hayama finally straightened up with a sincere smile [Thank you, Hikiya-kun, maybe, in the future, we can become friends]

[No, I don't think it's likely, I'm not at all like you, I really can't think of a reason to be friends with people who don't have anything in common] I shook my head slightly, although I agreed to his request, but this is not a reason to be friends.

Perhaps after getting the most desired reply, Hayama's mood was no longer so heavy, and the whole person became a lot lighter.]

[Hehe, yes, but I don't think so] Hayama walked to the door and turned his back to me [So, I'll leave it to you then, cultivate well, if you're not there, I always feel like it's less, right]

After Hayama went out, the room returned to calm,

[Hey, it's another inexplicable please.,In the future.,Who said it clearly.,It's really a stupid Hachiman] I said to myself in bed.

In this way, I lay quietly in bed by myself, thinking about all kinds of things, and fell asleep.