Chapter 24 (7)
Chapter 24: What is the Hidden Thing Beneath So?
[Before, there have been similar things like this, but as long as you don't respond, you will disappear on its own after a few days.It has always been like this.] Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info But if you give a corresponding response or action, it will become very troublesome, maybe... It will cause unnecessary distress to other people around you... Obviously, as long as you stay quietly alone, it's okay..]
With a self-deprecating tone, expressionless self-talk, it is completely different from what she usually sees.
After saying that, she ate something casually, got up and submitted her resignation, and rejected my offer to take her to the tram platform, and walked out of the restaurant as if she had lost her life.
Looking at that thin and lost back, I can't help but have some kind of subtle resonance in my heart.
Why... The first thing that comes to mind is this--presumably, she herself is not really the kind of person who is really cold, generally speaking, most of those who give up the opportunity to communicate with others and deliberately remain alone for some compelling reason. Because in this world, lonely people tend to be the least, and at the same time the most powerful, and strong people will be strong in any way, then... She is not one of them with such a cowardly expression and thin figure, so it can be explained that she does not crave the loneliness that she is forced to accept.
Forced... Suddenly, many fragments flashed in my mind like a marquee, and people were overwhelmed with flashes like meteors... Hawkers, the world will always be full of so many injustices, and you can really accept it alone... Who should do when they can't get a fair view and judgment? Wow wow crying? But the world doesn't believe in tears, and even if they come out, it's just an emotional catharsis that will make the heart feel a little better but absolutely nothing can be solved.
So, she didn't cry.
I don't like to spend my time on meaningless things, and maybe she does too.
[But to make it clear...]
In this small space, my self-talk sounded, bitter and helpless. Maybe it's because of the irrepressible interest, I'm curious about her past, this time and the time in the park, although I'm a bit nosy, but if I can, I really want to ask everything clearly.
After all, it's a lot like that. Or so do I.
[Already decided?]
A voice diametrically opposed to mine sounded, and Yeyue looked at me gently with a faint smile.
[Ready to accept her request?]
[Hah... That's all there is to it for now.]
Shaking his head, why do you always encounter this kind of headache? But now there are more questions than they were just now.
[If you still have any confusion, you can ask clearly tomorrow and then make a decision.]
[No, nothing to do with this.]
At the end of the day, I'm not in a position to meddle in other matters, because it's a private matter.
[... So decided?]
Yeyue tilted her head slightly, staring at her eyes curiously, and her eyebrows were raised.
[Ahh How?]
Asked twice... Is there anything wrong?" I looked at her suspiciously, and all I got was a smile
[Whenever this happens, this kind of unclear decision is always made.] It's the same as before.]
With that, she shook her head slowly, showing a slightly nostalgic expression.
Is it the same as before... I sighed inwardly, held the breath of rebuttal in my throat, and reluctantly accepted it.
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It was half past nine in the evening when I got back to the apartment.
After Xilu settled the dinner in a daze, he became quiet until now. But the calm is limited to the absence of words and superfluous movements, right?
Even after that, I can comfort myself with "I've done my best" and "it's not my own business", but I guess I won't feel good. So as soon as I had time, I started thinking about how to solve it while everyone was in the same situation.
I was lying in bed and didn't choose to turn on the light, and the whole apartment was dark, because it would be easier to think in a place without light. After all, there is less to see.
Tomorrow is Saturday, and not all classes will have classes, but unfortunately my class has to hold on until six o'clock in the afternoon. It's not good on both sides.
... This must not be allowed to continue.
Then, the mobile phone placed next to the pillow suddenly flashed with a dazzling white light, and I grabbed it and saw that it was an unfamiliar number... At this time, it won't be those salesmen who advertise and promote apps... Recently, there has been a lot of disturbance in society.
It's a decision I made three seconds after I saw the number, and then put the phone back on my pillow again.
Then, as soon as I put my hand back, the phone started to vibrate again. I took it again and looked at it, and it was still the same number just now
[Hah...]
Now even employees who do this kind of work have become obsessed... Forget it.,It's a simple fool..If you don't answer.,It's also troublesome to keep calling over there.Even if it's included in the blacklist.,It's not good to call by changing numbers..I pressed the answer button and put the phone to my ear.
[Hey...]
If it's a sales pitch, my next sentence is "No thanks".
[... Hello?]
However, there was no such pleasant big sister voice from the earpiece to sell anything, but a familiar voice responded with such an unconvinced voice.
[I'm Biqi Valley.] May I ask who you are?]
Since I hadn't had to take it a little more seriously since I hadn't been on the phone for so long, I sat up all at once and cheered up.
[I.. Be.. Liu Wei. ]
[Huh?]
In the staccato voice, a familiar name was heard.
[Willow .. Classmates?]
[Hmm..]
I am not sure of the **** sentence, and got a clear answer, that is, this strange number is hers? It seems that this is the same number that I hung up just now, right? suddenly I felt a little nervous...
[Ah, that, I'm sorry, I just thought it was a sales call... I'm sorry. ]
[... It's okay.. It's so late to call you...]
[Oh, oh.] Hawkers, it's still early to go to bed anyway..]
[Your side.. Is it convenient to answer the phone?]
[Ok.] Because I live alone, it's very convenient.
Suppressing all kinds of doubts and incomprehensions, I steered the topic in the right direction.
[Hmm..]
After a soft response, there was a slight noise on the other end of the phone, as if she was rummaging something, and after a while, the noise stopped, and her voice came from that side again
[Those that I said today... I'm hiding a lot of things, I'm sorry.]
[No need to apologize, after all, everyone has their own privacy, and there are some things that you don't want others to know, so don't care.] ]
I exhaled softly, lifting up a little bit of energy, did I call to apologize for this... It was a little bit of a surprise to me.
[... If you find it troublesome, forget about today's ones... I'm sorry. ]
Before I could respond, there was a hang-up sound on the other end of the phone.
Ahhh This is an extremely irresponsible way of speaking... It's impossible to forget, I lay down all of a sudden, the hand holding the phone unconsciously used some strength, hesitated for a few minutes, and finally let go of the hand after a long sigh.
Tomorrow, let's talk about it.