Chapter 18 The Throbbing of Quietly Coming, the Restlessness of Gradually Drifting Away, This Is a Successful Academy Sacrifice (15)

Now, once again, I recall what I once said under the snow, and it was so true. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

"I'm not going to lie"

Time passed slowly in the palm of my hand held by her, the sky gradually became darker, the sun slowly crossed the sky without leaving a trace, but the temperature always remained at a level that made people feel the heat, and with this inconspicuous change, it also took away many people from outside the school who came to participate in the academy festival.

However, some have stayed.

For example, I am walking slowly under the snow on the lawn at the back of the school, as if I were walking.

This afternoon, having eaten a total of sixteen snacks, she is now stepping on this green lawn with a satisfied look, her hands outstretched, a bit like walking on a tightrope in the air, her hands stretched straight because she wants to keep her body balanced, but from my side she looks like the little girl who uses her arms to imitate wings in a game of flying.

Step by step, stepping on the grass, the evening breeze also seemed very diligent at this time, blowing in bursts, her black hair gently drifted with the melody of the wind, naughty and constantly beating behind her, as if she had also gained her own life at this moment.

Then, under the snow, he stopped, stood somewhere on this lawn, and put his hand back.

[How?]

[Slightly tired.]

[Ah.] Of course, there is a lot of travel today..]

But it's really surprising, under the snow can reach two and a half hours without resting like this, when she used to go on a school trip, it seemed that she had to rely on a chair and black tea for an hour to comfort her. Time is really...

With the direction of the evening breeze, she turned to look at me under the snow, her cheeks reflected in the residual light of the setting sun, still so perfect, the brilliance in her eyes that had not diminished from the beginning, so that she was still the same person she once was, as I said not long ago

"I've been seeing her like this", after a short period of looking at each other, I felt that my cheeks were starting to turn red, and I unconsciously looked at other places, such as... I'm starting to look up at the golden sky or something...

[Turn your head back.]

[Ahh

I answered casually and perfunctorily, then lowered my gaze slightly... He stopped where he felt reassured, but what he saw was not her face.

[Hah... Is.. Stupid. ]

I heard the sound of the grass being stirred, and the feet under the snow, which should have been two meters away, were now out of sight, replaced by slightly bulging breasts and light blue shorts.

After that, there was a warm feeling from both sides of the face, but the root of the ear was the kind of cold and delicate touch, warm, from her palm, and cold, from the tips of her fingers.

After both sides were fixed with my hands under the snow, I finally raised my head slowly with a slowly rising force, and my eyes stopped at the same level as the snow, facing each other.

Then, under the snow, he exhaled as if he had done something very tired, hiding a little helplessness between his delicate eyebrows, slowly lowered his hands, and then nodded with satisfaction. With a smile, he continued

[Did I say that?] ]

[Yes.] It's just...]

[There's no reason, Hachiman-kun.] ]

Under the snow, half is helpless and half happy, in short, it is very complicated

[However, I would like to know why this is only for me.]

[W-What so?]

Wait, I don't remember anything done to her, really... So when she asked me like this, I was a lot more sober, and I was still a little stunned and confused.

[If you say, if you become nervous just because of "cute" and "beautiful", you don't even have the courage to look at your eyes and speak.,I think my sister and Hazuki seniors will also meet these two conditions, right??Why can I talk normally when I talk to them, why is it on my side....]

She let out a long sigh before she said it, and her eyes became very dissatisfied, in short, it was the feeling of "why me". At this time, it has to be more serious, it really fits her character...

[No, speaking of conversations...] Not.. Isn't it normal all the time...]

It's really normal, but sometimes I feel the need to look away to hide my emotions.

[Hachiman-kun, you're nineteen years old now, but you're not the kind of age that makes you shy when you see a pretty girl, you know that, right?]

[Hm... There's no need to worry about that.]

Anyway, when you see a beautiful girl, you're shy... Which Korean drama is this innocent man from the Korean drama?

[That's what I'm worried about;]

Under the snow, he held his head and continued in a helpless tone

[Normally, you will focus on me at this time..]

Yes... In other words, Miss Snow will attract a lot of attention... That's true, it's really eye-catching when I visit that playground, and the return rate is still very high, and I also got a little extra attention when I stood with her by the way... I hope I won't get up tomorrow morning without being cursed or something.

[I probably understand that a boy would behave like this...]

As a characteristic of the male race, most of them are attracted to the opposite sex that they find beautiful, lovely, and ideal, so it is impossible not to know this as a perfect snow from elementary school to now.

[yes, let me give you an analogy.] ]

Xue Xia thought for a moment, hesitated, but continued after a few seconds

[If, it was my sister who came with you today, would you become like this?]

[How is that possible...]

Yes... It's nice that Yang Nai isn't here, and it's terrifying just to participate in the academy festival with her, and I'm probably going to breathe fire.

[Because in your opinion, the connection between you and your sister is limited to knowing each other and probably not even friends, so even if you are misunderstood, you won't be afraid, right?]

[...]

[The same is probably true for the night moon seniors and Isshiki, so for you, it's just people you know or can communicate with people who are close to you.] ]

[Nothing to do with these, and...]

Xue Xia shook her head and interrupted my words, smiling helplessly, her eyes were so calm that people felt trembling, she stretched out her hand and put her index finger gently on my mouth, preventing me from continuing to speak, the cold fingers gently pressed against my lips, but the faint aroma drifted into my nose, making me not think that the same thing just now can be safe.

[Related... Because you will have a need for them, no matter what it is, more or less there will be a need for them, even if you don't think so, even if you are not voluntary, forced, unintentional, in short, you can get some help from them or... Need, and I'm different.]

Xue Xia slowly withdrew his fingers, and after returning to his original position, he shook his head bitterly

[You don't need me at all.]

[Impossible!]

I replied very firmly, and I was very sure, but I guess I look like I'm embarrassed now.

She looked at me under the snow and was silent for a few seconds, and gradually, a complicated expression appeared in her eyes, and she smiled softly

[Because you don't need me to do anything for you, just stay somewhere, so what's the difference between that and those works of art that are hung on the wall? Even if it's considered valuable by collectors, you can only sit quietly on the wall, you know? ]

After finishing speaking, Xue Xia slowly raised her hand, put her palm on my cheek and stroked it gently, as if to soothe a sleeping child, her eyes were very peaceful and gentle. The delicate skin crossed, just like the scene of the final parting, and there was always a different emotion in my heart, maybe anxiety, maybe sadness, I don't know, and I don't want to know much.

[It's not fair.] ]

[No.... I don't care, and I don't think about it. Not at all...]

[But I need to!]

Suddenly, the voice under the snow became high and excited, as if my answer had caused the opposite effect, and the uneasiness caused by the emotion slowly spread in my heart, and the snow took a few deep breaths, calmed down, and continued

[Maybe... Maybe you are used to this kind of unfair treatment, maybe there will always be so many unfairness in the past that you are forced to accept and bear silently, but now it is different, now it is two people, and if ordinary fairness cannot be achieved between the only two people, then what is the difference between this and before? Is it the difference in time and place? Or is it a difference in age? It's just a difference in the person who imposes, and the person who bears it remains the same.]

She withdrew her hand, and the little residual warmth and fragrance that remained on my cheeks was blown away by the evening breeze in the next second.

I couldn't look her in the eye, I could only keep looking for a replacement on her face, but no matter how much I looked, all I saw... It's all hers alone.

After a short silence, I struggled to activate my thirsty throat and spoke in fits and starts

[Fair... Does it really exist?]

[I don't know.]

Under the snow, he shook his head slightly, smiled again, and faced the evening breeze, and the hair behind him fluttered in the afterglow of the setting sun

[That's why we want to find it, if two people are together, there will always be some way.] ]