Today, I'm very late when I get home, and I only enter the house at about eight o'clock, because my parents are social animals, and now it's the beginning of spring, and I will work until late to come back, so today is as always only Komachi alone at home, she joined the swimming club, and school is relatively early, so she often arrives home first. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

As soon as I entered the house, I shouted in a dying voice [I'm back], then I took off my shoes, put the roast chicken I brought for Komachi on the cabinet at the door, and prepared to go to my room, saying, I'm super tired today, ah~ I really want to sleep~ I really want to take a bath with Tozuka.

[Brother, it's too late today] I looked up and saw that Komachi was already standing in the living room with his hands on his hips waiting for me [I was still worried about whether my brother would be taken back by the police because he did something bad, but I was super worried]

[Ah, Komachi, your brother I don't want to talk right now, I want to sleep, I want my brain to rest, don't bother me anymore, please, I'll put the roast chicken on the cabinet] I dragged my tired body and said, and after that, I continued to walk towards my room.

[Ah, brother, it's really weird, is it broken?Is it really because someone broke it at school, poor brother] Komachi showed a look of pity, and said, What do you mean to be broken? I'm fine, is there a sister who says bad things about my brother like this?

Although I was very reluctant, but in order to make Komachi's mind a little more normal, I still replied with a strong spirit [No, no, Komachi, your brother and I are just a little tired mentally, it's nothing, don't worry, just sleep] My lovely sister, can you understand my current feelings as an older brother? I couldn't help but look like I was begging for mercy.

But Komachi doesn't seem to care about my feelings.,Continue to cross your waist and ask [Brother has been very strange since he came back yesterday.,It's even more strange when I come back today.,Anyway, my brother won't really become a pervert and start to end up with a school sister or something??,That's how Komachi will be very sad.,For the imminent loss of my brother.,Although he's a pervert] After speaking, he wiped the non-existent tears with his hands on his eyes without tears.

[Hey, don't just define me as a pervert?Besides, who's going to go to the tail school?] I plucked up my spirit and retorted loudly, ah, I was called a pervert by my sister, I really want to cry.

[Isn't it a school girl?....... Junior high school student, elementary school student, perverted Loricon's older brother!] Komachi is still continuing her criminal fantasy of flying to the edge of the sky.

It seems that I can't go back to my room for the time being, so I have to use appropriate words to make Komachi understand the fact that her brother and I am not a pervert! I simply lay down on the sofa in the living room. Ah, so tired.

[No way!My brother will participate in extracurricular activities, this kind of thing will not happen even if tomorrow is an apocalypse, oh, not even a miracle] Komachi walked to the sofa, shook his head and said, "Besides, extracurricular activities or something, shouldn't they have ended a long time ago?, why are you only home now?]

[..................] I was asked by Komachi, how can I explain it, can I tell her that I stood alone under the cherry blossom tree for nearly two hours? There is no choice but to make a trick.

[I....... I went to the family restaurant with Tozuka] I lied to Komachi [so..... I sat up and lowered my head and said. I'm sorry, Tozuka, I'm really sorry, but my heart is bleeding while using you as a shield.

[Eh~ is that super cute senior?] Komachi's voice suddenly became very high, as if he was frightened, and he took a small step back.

[What is cute, that's called healing] I'm trying to fight for Tozuka's image.

[Brother...... It's like walking into a world you shouldn't be in. But the object is Tozuka senior...... It should be fine, right] Komachi muttered on the side [So what about Yui-sa and Yukishita-sama...... It's so pitiful]

[I said Komachi, I've heard everything you said, oh, what is the world you shouldn't be into?Is it strange that I go to dinner with Tozuka?Anyway, we're classmates too, isn't it strange to go to dinner with classmates?] I interrupted her muttering, and besides, what does this have to do with Yubihama? I haven't been to a restaurant with Tozuka yet, so I must go with him alone once if I have a chance.

[So, what about yesterday?What was my brother thinking?Is it Tozuka-senpai again?] Komachi suddenly asked me.

[When、Of course,I've been thinking about where to go to eat with Tozuka yesterday.,I have to choose a place to eat carefully] Ah, Komachi's association has finally helped me a lot, Tozuka, I'm really sorry, I'll have a treat if I have a chance!

[Yes, that, that's no way, no matter what my brother chooses in the end, Komachi supports my brother, Komachi has always been on my brother's side, because Komachi loves my brother] Komachi said to me intermittently

I don't know what Komachi is talking about, but it's good that she doesn't dwell on this issue, [thank you, Komachi, my brother loves you too] Ah, what a lovely sister.

[Then, Komachi is going to eat roast chicken, if my brother is tired, let's go and rest, good night brother] Komachi finished talking and went to get the roast chicken.

I sat on the sofa and sighed, finally fooled over. Watching Komachi go to the kitchen with the roast chicken, I got up and went back to my room.

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It's barely 9 p.m., but I'm already lying on the bed, covering myself with the quilt, trying to escape from the real world with darkness. I kept wondering why the snow was asking such an impossible question.

[Like....... I muttered to myself in the quilt [under the snow...... Ah, why do I have to think about this tangled question, why do I have to think about this headache? But then again, what does the snow think of me.......... What the hell is it? Friend? Absolutely not. Acquaintances? Lovers are even more impossible. Hey, I don't know what you think of me under the snow, but I've known each other for more than a year. I couldn't help but feel a wave of self-deprecation.

Then I thought, what do I think about something under the snow? I remember when I first met under the snow, the feeling under the snow was that she rejected people for thousands of miles, was absolutely right, would not lie, pursued perfection, fairness, and justice, wanted to help the weak, wanted to change all bad things, and gave people the feeling of being a perfect superwoman. To be honest, I was looking forward to her at that time, because she was so strong, obviously she was also a person, but she was completely different from my state. And now what about me? Am I looking forward to her as much as I did before? The answer is yes, because under the snow I have become more perfect, daring to be strong, stepping out of the shadow of the past and boldly pursuing my own "real thing", and I ...........

I muttered to myself again in the quilt [maybe....... Isn't there something wrong?] For the first time, I had doubts about the belief I was holding, about whether it would stay with me forever, if it was too selfish, if it could be realized. [Maybe, a change, it would be good]

Thinking of this, the answer to the question left me under the snow naturally came out - I longed for the perfect snow under the snow, longed to be friends with her - her change did not affect my longing for her, but wanted to change with her - and concluded that I longed to move forward with her and get her approval. So, I'm -- I like to be under the snow. This kind of liking is out of the love of praise under the snow, the love of pursuing perfection, the love of yearning for beautiful things, not the love of men and women, I keep reminding myself in my heart. I guess that's what I think under the snow. Thinking like this, my mood suddenly relaxed, and tomorrow, I can give a good answer under the snow. Okay, go to sleep. In this way, I gradually fell asleep.