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Ten words maple dance.

She didn't want to say anything to this person, but after talking to him for a while, she felt a little like talking.

No, it should be in the mood of doubt.

"Teacher Ten Words, I want to ask you ......"

She looked at the blonde beauty opposite.

"As an eldest lady, you left home, lived here, and got a job at Yuanhua Middle School...... Why was it possible to do this for him?"

When Feng Wu heard this, her eyes froze.

By this time, the considerate landlady had already entered the room, and the two of them were the only ones in the living room.

"Why ......"

Kaede Wu took a slow sip of tea.

"Because I like him and want to be close to him...... But that's not the answer you want, is it?"

"Hmm...... What I want to ask is...... I mean, even if you like it, it's not easy to do it to this extent for the sake of a guy, you ...... Didn't you hesitate?"

Meijia said in a low tone.

"Before you did this, you didn't think that even if you did, you wouldn't necessarily succeed...... It may not be worth it at all, it shouldn't be done like this...... Or something?"

In fact, he ...... Seigo told me that his impression of you was just good, and that his behavior was ...... I was not moved, only surprised, and troubled. ”

"Everything you do...... All he did for him, he felt was just ...... That's it, you don't think...... Isn't it bad?"

Moving, looking for a job...... This kind of thing is far less light than it sounds.

When you think about it, it's almost life-changing.

made such a big change for the person you like, but the other party didn't appreciate it, like this...... Won't you regret it?

In general, you'll regret it.

Even, there will be some resentment, right?

However, the blonde teacher sitting opposite had a calm expression.

"Yes...... I seem miserable to say that. ”

Kaede smiled.

This is by no means the expression that someone who truly feels miserable can put on it.

"But I don't think so...... To be honest, he wasn't very impressed, and I was a little sad, but ...... And rightfully so, isn't it?"

"Huh?"

"I'm doing it for him, but at the end of the day, it has nothing to do with him...... He didn't ask me to do it, he didn't want me to do it, I just did it on my own. ”

Feng Wu looked at Meijia and said lightly.

"I'd be happy if he was moved by that, but as you said, he's just surprised and troubled...... This reaction is actually normal. If it were me, a man I didn't know very well, I would probably have the same reaction. ”

"In short, the actions taken for the sake of the person have nothing to do with that person...... See what I mean?"

"This ......" Meijia felt shocked.

"As an extreme example, if an avid fan commits suicide because his idol has a lover, does this matter have anything to do with this idol?"

Meijia couldn't answer.

The answer is no. It may sound cold to say, but it is true. ”

"The action made by this fan is not what the idol asks and wants, nor does anyone ask or hope, it is completely what he wants to do and does. ”

"For idols...... Die for the people you like, for the people you love...... Let's just put it this way. But at the same time, it can be said that she is just willful, in the name of idols, and she has done stupid things without authorization. ”

"Which of the two statements do you think is correct, Uehara-san?"

Meijia couldn't answer.

"No matter which one you think is true, idols are not substantially responsible for the death of this fan. He may feel guilty, he may apologize publicly, or even retire, but that is his own thought, not obligation. ”

The indifferent words fell.

Kaede Dance drinks tea again.

There was silence.

"It's so cruel...... Such a ......"

Meijia made a weak voice.

The things that the blonde teacher said, or the ideas expressed, hit her heart!

Actions for the sake of the people you like...... Any action, even death, has nothing to do with that person?

This is the reality?

It's so cruel, such a reality, such a ...... World.

Mika Uehara had a hard time accepting it.

"Yes, it's brutal. ”

Kaede agreed with her.

"So, for whom to act. This kind of thing is very risky. ”

"Acting for a friend can be betrayed, and acting for a stranger is even more stressful. ”

"Some people don't know, don't really understand the risk, or the associated pressure, and just act out of their passion. ”

But there are also people who choose to take steps when they clearly know all of this and fully understand the cruelty of reality. ”

"The former type of person is the brave. ”

"The latter kind of people are heroes. ”

Kaede smiled.

"I think he ...... Haruta-kun is a hero. ”

Haruta-kun.

Not Harano-kun!?

Mika's eyes widened.

"Yes, I know Oh, Harano-kun's real name. ”

"I know him a little better than you think. ”

Blonde Teacher ...... No, Miss of the Sopranos, think back to the scene since I met that teenager.

He is the object of her love at first sight, and he has also been recognized by his father and brothers, a real powerhouse!

"Now, the distance between me and him is quite far. ”

"But I'm going to keep going, to get closer to him...... In other words, it was for the sake of my own feelings. ”

"No matter what the outcome will be, I will not regret it. ”

"Because...... He's my hero. ”

It's a man who deserves to be loved like this.

Kaede Dance's eyes flashed with an incomparably determined light.

That's her answer.

Meijia was shocked.

Although I have long thought that the blonde beauty in front of me, the eldest lady who doesn't know where she came from, is a very powerful person.

But it wasn't until this moment that she really recognized ......

What about herself, in contrast?

Hesitating for the sake of "choosing", worrying about himself, not telling him about things, making him worry......

What was the psychology of? What was I thinking?

Meijia was at a loss.

Then suddenly, she noticed.

I'm afraid!

The emotions hidden under the complex confusion are cowardice and fear.

On the one hand, he was afraid of being "ordinary", who had always been just his friend, and gradually drifted away from him.

On the other hand, the fear of making changes and becoming "special" after that unknown future.

She is afraid of both sides of the "choice" at the same time.

And this is due to her cowardice, a manifestation of out-and-out weakness.

Yes, that's it.

I...... After all, it's such an ordinary girl.

Mika Uehara understood herself.

In front of Shizi Fengwu, who also likes that person, but takes an extremely firm step, she is ashamed of herself.

What the hell should I do?

Harusa......