"Among these children, Xiao Rui's favorite is Xiao Xun, the girl who picked up the admission ticket, she was only eight years old at the time!" said Grandma Chen, "but unfortunately, Xiao Xun has congenital heart disease, and it is precisely because of this disease that her parents chose to abandon her at the door of the orphanage." ”

"In the year of Xiaorui's graduation, Xiaorui's heart disease recurred, and the condition was fierce, Xiaorui even contacted the best hospital in China, but there is no way to cure this disease at present, even if a heart stent was made, there was also a strong rejection, and finally Xiaoxuan died in the hospital!" At that time, the most devastated was Xiaorui, she couldn't forgive herself for not being able to save Kaoru, so a month later she came to me, saying that she was going abroad for further study, and she must find a cure for heart disease in the future, otherwise, she would be sorry for Kaoru!"

"That's it, five years have passed!" Grandma Chen sighed and said: "Actually, I also know that that thing is not something that Xiaorui can control at all, she has congenital heart disease, and it can only be said that Xiaorui's life is not good!

Saying that, Grandma Chen took out a yellowed diary from the drawer: "This is a diary written by Xiao Xun, I think this should be handed over to Xiao Rui, can I ask you about this matter?"

Looking at the yellowed diary, with the three words Chen Xun'er written crookedly on it, Ling Feng took a deep breath and solemnly took it: "Don't worry, I will hand it over to Xiao Rui, and I also believe that Xiao Xun'er will be very happy in heaven!"

When Ling Feng and Grandma Chen returned to the activity room, Yun Hanrui was smiling and decorating Christmas trees and blowing balloons with the children.

To Ling Feng's surprise, in addition to Yun Hanrui and Mu Ziyi, there was also a girl in her twenties here, this girl's temperament was like water, giving people a light and elegant feeling, although her appearance was not as good as Xiaorui, but her temperament was very unique.

"This is Deng Xintong who recently came to the orphanage to help, speaking of which Xiao Deng is still Xiaorui's younger sister, and she is also a student of Yan University!" Grandma Chen said with a smile.

Yun Hanrui glanced at Ling Feng and said, "I already know Xiao Deng, Grandma Chen, you don't need to introduce her to Ling Feng, he is not a good person!"

Ling Feng smiled bitterly, there are outsiders here, can you give face!

Grandma Chen smiled, just thinking of it as a little bicker, but what she didn't know was that Yun Hanrui's words were true!

In Yun Hanrui's opinion, Ling Feng, a guy who likes to provoke flowers and grass, should stay away from Deng Xintong, and this innocent elementary school girl in the province is polluted by Ling Feng!

"Big brother, let's decorate the Christmas tree with us!" Seeing this, Xiaoqing next to him came up and took Ling Feng's hand affectionately and said, "This Christmas tree is too high, we can't reach it!"

Ling Feng smiled, took the lanterns and knots from Xiaoqing's hands, and pressed them on the Christmas tree.

In the afternoon, Yun Hanrui stayed in the orphanage, playing games with the children, making food, singing and dancing around the Christmas tree.

And Ling Feng was looking at all this, looking at Yun Hanrui's hearty laughter and relaxed smile, he suddenly felt that Yun Hanrui's appearance was really beautiful. This beauty is the brilliance of humanity that emanates from the soul!

I haven't seen each other for many years, Yun Hanrui and the children have a lot of fun, but the happy time is always short-lived, and as night falls, Yun Hanrui is also going home from the orphanage.

"Sister Yun, when will you come to see us again!"

"Yes, Sister Yun, you won't come for a few more years, we miss you!"

……

When parting, the children's eyes flashed with tears and they were reluctant.

Yun Hanrui's eyes were complicated, and a flash of guilt and self-blame flashed in her eyes.

"No, I'll come to see you often!" Yun Hanrui finally made a decision, gently patting the shoulders of the children around her.

On the way back, Yun Hanrui was silent, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"What's the matter, didn't you have a lot of fun in the afternoon?" Ling Feng asked, driving the car.

Yun Hanrui shook her head gently: "You don't understand, there are some things in this that outsiders can't understand!"

Ling Feng smiled: "Some things, do you mean Chen Xun'er's things?"

Yun Hanrui turned back suddenly: "You...... How do you know? Could it be the dean's grandmother ......?"

Ling Feng took out the diary from his bag: "I think you have fallen into a dead end! Although Xiao Xun'er is leaving, it is not your fault, why do you keep dwelling on the past and blaming yourself?"

A pain flashed in Yun Hanrui's eyes: "You don't understand, I obviously promised Xiao Xun that I would definitely save her, but I ......"

"That's why I said that you women are hypocritical!" Ling Feng said lightly: "Not all promises have to be kept, as long as we all have a clear conscience in the process!"

Yun Hanrui's trembling diary turned on, and gently opened the diary, and the crooked but familiar handwriting on it appeared in front of Yun Hanrui's eyes.

"On June 7th, the weather was very hot today, I picked up a wallet on the road, there was a lot of money in it, and a piece of paper, there was a very beautiful big sister on it, the big sister lost her wallet, how anxious it was, so I decided to wait for her there, and after waiting for an hour, the big sister came, I handed the wallet to the big sister, the big sister smiled very happily, I was also very happy......"

"On August 6th, today the big sister came to tell us about the knowledge again, I like the big sister the most, she is beautiful, she knows a lot, and her voice is good, I can be as beautiful as the big sister in the future......"

"September 10th, today is Teacher's Day, we decided to give the big sister a surprise, I specially painted a picture, the big sister was very happy to receive our gift, but I don't know why she cried, but the big sister said that she was happy to cry, but Kaoru only cries when it hurts!"

……

"On May 13th, I felt so much pain in my chest today, and then I fainted. I know my heart attack is happening again. No one dared to tell me, but I knew that my illness could not be cured! I was scared, I was reluctant to let everyone, I was reluctant to let my big sister tell us stories, and told us many things that we didn't know, but I knew that my time was running out!"

"June 1st, today is Children's Day, but I can only spend it in the hospital, but my big sister and everyone are with me. The eldest sister told me that she would definitely save me, and I knew it was impossible, but looking at the big sister's crying red eyes, I pretended to be very happy! With everyone caring about me so much, I think I would be happy to die now!"

"On June 25th, my body is getting weaker and weaker, yesterday through the doctor's disappointed eyes, I knew that my time was up! I think if I die, my sister must be very sad, she must blame herself, but sister, Xiao Xun'er is very happy, you tell Xiao Xun a lot of magical things, Xiao Xun'er likes you the most! It's just that God feels lonely, so I want Xiao Xun'er to go up and tell him a story, so, big sister, I'm going to go first, you and everyone must be happy......"

……

The last handwriting was crooked, Yun Hanrui's hand holding the diary kept trembling, and tears flowed down in large numbers.

"Little Xun'er, don't worry, my sister and everyone will definitely be happy!"