Chapter 373: Alive
There is probably no way to mediate the grievances between Yang Feifei and Yang's parents, and after so many years, the grievances have long been deep-rooted, Yang Feifei has grown up and is not young, the best way is not to interfere with each other.
Quarrels start almost as soon as they meet, Yang Feifei will not tell others about her childhood, but when she faces this pair of parents, as long as she quarrels, she basically uses this incident as the end to ridicule.
She doesn't think that she has done anything wrong, after all, since she was born, the parents not only did not raise her, but even made her almost die outside, almost everything in life, money, houses, assets, etc., was taken out by her grandfather.
So she doesn't have a good impression of the parents, and she can even say that she hates them.
She also thought about getting closer to her parents, which is why she came back after high school, but her efforts were completely in vain, in the eyes of her father, probably her mother is the whole world, even if it is the eldest brother Yang Hongtu, he is also in a free-range state, his success is probably the cultivation of other shareholders, as for Yang Chaoyang, except for caring about his mother's eldest lady, there is almost nothing left.
Of course, Yang Chaoyang's ability is beyond doubt, although it will not expand the influence of the Yang family, but at least it has kept the foundation of the Yang family for hundreds of years.
Hundreds of years of foundation, guarding the family is already very good!
And the mother said that she was in poor health, but in fact she was just sad from time to time, she was sad when she saw the flowers wither, she was sad when she saw the sun set in the west, and she was sad when she saw the leaves withering.
After Yang Feifei was born, the husband and wife came back two or three years later, and Yang Chaoyang's explanation to Yang Feifei's grandfather was: Rou Zhi can't see the child crying, the child will be sad when she cries, and she will hurt her body when she is sad!
So......
Their decision was to leave their newborn child at home, and the couple went to live at home in Kunshi.
It's incredible to say this.
Zhang Rouzhi has the air of a big lady, of course, she is the eldest lady herself.
Yang Feifei obviously didn't expect Chen Ange and White Lotus to come, and as soon as he saw the two of them, he unconsciously shut up.
"If this matter is angry with your mother, I won't be done with you!"
Yang Chaoyang saw that the guests were coming, scolded Yang Feifei, and turned to go upstairs.
"Why are you here?"
Yang Feifei turned to a smiling face, as if the previous thing did not exist at all.
"If I don't come, you're really going to be a nun!"
White Lotus sat beside Yang Feifei angrily, she also knew about Yang Feifei, so she didn't know how to persuade her.
Even if you just heard about it, after all, you haven't experienced Yang Feifei's childhood, so no one can imagine what Yang Feifei's feelings are towards his parents.
So there is no way to talk about this persuasion.
White Lotus at least had a better childhood, after all, she was ten years old when she lost her parents.
But Yang Feifei's father, in the eyes of White Lotus, it is better to have it.
After all, if there is no hope, there is not so much sadness and resentment, and maybe in the dead of night, there will be a lot of remembrance for the deceased parents.
Yang Feifei probably doesn't have the slightest affection for his parents.
"What's wrong with being a nun, come cleanly, go clean!" Yang Feifei glanced at Yang Hongtu, and said angrily: "Just be nosy!"
"This call was made by Mom, Mom still cares about you!" Yang Hongtu poured a cup of tea.
Yang Feifei laughed at himself: "Care? You are her son, don't you understand what her care is?"
Yang Hongtu pursed his lips and did not speak.
It is indeed tiring to have a mother who just wants to live in a fairy tale.
Now that I think about it, my mother was fortunate to have met my father.
……
It is impossible to explain the truth, because sometimes even if people know the truth, they will never obey it.
pulled Yang Fei back to her own home.
Xijing has a long history, and Yang Feifei's villa is naturally not as good as the old villa of the Yang family, and her villa is very small, only three bedrooms and one living room.
This probably has something to do with her personality.
White Lotus pulled Yang Feifei and said a lot, but obviously Yang Feifei's heart was unswerving, and it was impossible for White Lotus to be overturned in a few words.
"It's over, it seems that Sister Yang is determined this time!"
The next day, Chen Ange stuffed Yang Feifei with a book.
This book was prepared by Chen Ange for Yang Feifei, of course, no one knows if it is useful or not, and it may even strengthen her idea of becoming a monk after reading it, but a dead horse should be a live horse doctor.
"What?"
"Books!"
Book?
Yang Feifei didn't expect Chen Ange to hand her a book.
This time the White Lotus came, Chen Ange also came over, and Yang Feifei also felt very strange, after all, Chen Ange came and didn't say a word, as if he didn't come to persuade him.
Now give her another book.
Yang Feifei probably knew the meaning of Chen Ange's book, and she must have persuaded her like White Lotus, but she had already made up her mind and was ready to go to Shuiyue Nunnery to be a nun.
The book was given at night, Yang Feifei threw it on the bedside table, and picked it up after taking a shower.
When he took the book in the evening, Yang Feifei felt that this book was different, because its cover was snow-white, and only two words were written with a pen in the lower right corner of the cover: alive.
This is not a book published by a publishing house, it should just be printed and bound.
Turning the cover, the first page is not a preface, and there is not even a bio of the author.
Man lives for the sake of being alive itself, not for anything other than being alive!
This is a sentence written on the first page.
Yang Feifei raised his eyebrows, turned the pages of the book, and opened the life of the old man who had suffered all his life and still lived as hard as a dog's tail grass.
……
White Lotus and Chen Ange both live in Yang Feifei's house, but when they woke up today, they always felt that the house was too quiet.
Yang Feifei doesn't like other people in the house, so her aunt basically doesn't come except for a big cleaning once a week, and she never stays at home.
But White Lotus also lived in Yang Feifei's house, although Yang Feifei said that she had strange thinking, she got up early and went to bed early.
Her schedule is more regular than anyone else's.
She should be up, because according to her routine, this time should be up and exercise.
But the room was so quiet, as quiet as no one.
White Lotus yawned and walked towards Yang Feifei's room.
The door was closed, the white lotus knocked twice, no one opened the door, did it go out?
Pushing the door in, there is obviously a large strip lying under the quilt, and it hasn't gotten up yet?
Lifting the quilt with his hand, the man shrunk into a ball, his face covered by his hair, and a book in his hand.
Love reading so much?
White Lotus shook her head, took the book, and put it on the bedside table, but when she cleaned up her hair and looked at Yang Feifei's face, she was stunned.
Tears?
What's going on?
Just as he was puzzled, Yang Feifei's eyes opened.
What a pair of eyes!
Bloodshot, red and swollen, confused, maybe he saw a person standing in front of him suddenly, so he was a little surprised.
But when White Lotus saw Yang Feifei's eyes, she was startled.
I've cried!
And it seems that she should have cried for a long time, even until dawn, that is, she almost didn't sleep all night?
White Lotus is a little panicked!
"Sister Yang, what's wrong with you?"
Yang Feifei rubbed her eyes, because of the night of watching, her eyes hurt so much that she quickly closed them, waited for a while before she sighed, stared at the white lotus and said, "It's so miserable!"
How miserable?
What do you mean?
White Lotus was confused, but Yang Feifei didn't tell her what happened.
And this continued to happen in the next two days.
The most important thing is that White Lotus found that Yang Feifei was sitting on the balcony from time to time, his eyes were dull, and sometimes he was crying silently.
"Chen Ange, do you think Sister Yang has a problem here, or let's send her to the hospital!"
Yang Feifei was crying silently again, the white lotus's heart sank, pulled Chen Ange, who was drinking tea, pointed to his head, and whispered.
"Did she say that she was going to become a monk in the past two days?"
White Lotus shook her head: "Not really!"
"That's it, we're just here to persuade her not to leave home!"
White Lotus was stunned, too, but in Yang Feifei's situation, how could she not be worried.
Finally, when White Lotus inadvertently picked up the book and read it, she knew the key.
"How?"
I don't know when, Yang Feifei had woken up, but she didn't get up, just leaned on the head of the bed, staring at her with a smile.
White Lotus was stunned for a moment, and the feeling of aggrievedness in her heart was swept away: "You've been reading this book recently?"
"That's right!"
"Whose book?"
"Chen Ange gave it to me!"
Yang Feifei looked out the window, and his pupils gradually dilated.
White Lotus frowned slightly, took the book and went out.
"Why did you give her a book like this?"
The book snapped in front of Chen Ange, and the white lotus also blocked Chen Ange's face.
Chen Ange couldn't see the TV anymore, his eyes fell on Bai Lianhua's somewhat annoyed face, and he looked at the book on the table again.
"I gave it to her!"
"So why did I ask you why you gave her this kind of book, it's too depressing, she is already psychologically fragile, what if she can't think about it?"
"So she killed herself?"
White Lotus was stunned: "This is not true!"
"Isn't that enough, do you know that everyone in this book is not easy, compared to Yang Feifei, it is all pediatrics, what you see from this is depression, maybe what she sees from it is comfort!"
See comfort in this book?
Although White Lotus only watched a little bit, Chen Ange's words were simply nonsense.
Someone seeking comfort in being alive?
"She hasn't been clamoring to go to Shuiyue Nunnery these days, and as for those so-called scriptures, she hasn't read them!"
White Lotus was stunned, this is true, she has been observing Yang Feifei's situation in the past few days, and the scriptures that have never left her hand have not been turned over once, and she has never been clamoring to go to Shuiyue Nunnery, according to Yang Hongtu, since Yang Feifei returned to Xijing from the wedding, she has been running to Shuiyue Nunnery twice in three days.
So this book is really useful?
Break and stand?
White Lotus thought for a while, and her brows furrowed again: "Then what if I can't stand up?"
"Can't stand up? Probably it speeds up her ability to see through the red dust and strengthens her confidence in becoming a monk, do you still think she can commit suicide? After all, the rich and noble have survived! I am benevolent and righteous to Yang Feifei!"
"You were so busy that you didn't go out for this book?"
"Or what do you think!"
"You are quite interested in Sister Yang, don't you really want Sister Yang to be a nun?" White Lotus stared at Chen Ange with a pair of bright eyes.
Chen Ange was angry: "What is this called, of course I don't want Yang Feifei to be a nun, do you want Yang Feifei to be a nun?"
White Lotus frowned: "Is that what I mean?"
Chen Ange's face was serious: "Then what do you mean by asking?"
White Lotus had a dark face: "You know it in your own heart!"
"What do I know? I saw that you were so worried about Yang Feifei, and I was very distressed, so I wrote such a book, thinking to see if I could help you!"
White Lotus's face softened slightly: "Then why don't you give me this book and let me give it to Sister Yang!"
"I'll give it to you, I'll give it to you, you're sure you'll scold me, saying that this kind of book can be read to Yang Feifei, do you want her to die early!" Chen Ange learned the tone of the White Lotus.
White Lotus's face darkened: "You know me so well?"
"You inside and out, up and down, left, left and right, front and back, what do I not understand?"
"Get out!"
Seeing that White Lotus was taking the book and going to Yang Feifei's bedroom again, Chen Ange breathed a long sigh of relief.
Sure enough, no matter how smart a woman is, her IQ will become negative in this kind of thing.
Chen Ange suddenly remembered the matter of screwing the bottle cap in the movie theater above Bowei.
How do you make a woman cry?
Diamond rings, flowers, and now you can add a book.
Of course, Chen Ange has a lot of things that can make women cry, books, movies, TV series.
The bitter drama of Treasure Island can probably make 50% of the women in the country cry.
After all, it stinks and grows.
The two women in the room probably saw some tears and cried together, Chen Ange turned on the TV and continued to watch the gourd baby.
……
"Brother?"
"There's a show!"
"Can I get on?"
"Take Qin Nishang with you!"
As the biggest IP in Dahua martial arts films, Huang Feihong has filmed hundreds of films in decades, and the most famous Huang Feihong before the nineties is called Guan Dexing, this old man is the originator of Huang Feihong, and the old man has played Huang Feihong seventy or eighty times in his life, which can be called Huang Feihong's professional household.
And then the most famous is Li's Huang Feihong, handsome and chic, upright, coupled with his gorgeous kung fu movements, so that the role of Huang Feihong is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and it is also the series of Huang Feihong, Li is known as the emperor of kung fu.
Of course, the reason why Huang Feihong is a classic, in addition to the action, national feelings occupy a large part.
In this world, the national feelings will probably be a little weaker, after all, it is now Dahua in power, and many people have not experienced that oppressive era.
But even so, this kind of film is definitely popular, especially the handsome fights are the essence.
And this time, Chen Ange is ready to pull Chen Wenjie in front of the screen again, "Huang Feihong" is the best choice, and it is also a transformation from a kung fu boy to a kung fu emperor.