In the dream, it is like a world away.

It was late at night, Li Le was lying on the bed and watching her happily choose wedding supplies, and suddenly felt a little sad.

There are some things that should still be told to her, at least before she finds out, and she takes the initiative to confess more sincerely.

"That, Yunyun, I want to talk to you about something, can you put down your phone first?" Although she didn't know how to speak, Li Le still tried to minimize the damage to her from this matter.

"Hmm? Yunyun put down her phone, touched her stomach and turned around, "You should have thought of the child's name, right? It's only been more than two months, and I don't know what about boys and girls~ I'll tell you, if the name is not good, I will never agree~ No matter how much you beg me, it's useless~"

Li Le didn't dare to look directly into Yunyun's eyes, yes, what did he do during his daughter-in-law's pregnancy......

"It's not...... Be...... Didn't you keep asking me the other day if I had someone else in mind? I want to talk to you about it, but can you promise me not to be angry?"

Silence, long silence.

Couldn't wait for his daughter-in-law to speak, Li Le didn't dare to move, he thought that Zhou Yunyun would be thunderous in the next second, noisy or crying, but he didn't expect that at this moment, it seemed that he was the only one left in the room, and he couldn't even feel his dizzy breathing.

"When did it start?"

The cold, cold tone almost made Li Le feel that his daughter-in-law would not care about this matter.

"Last month, the night I didn't come back at the bar. I still remember that day, Zhou Yunyun called himself more than a dozen times at night, but he didn't answer any of them, and the next day he learned that Yunyun had a stomachache at night until he fainted, and the two had a fight about it afterwards, so Yunyun must remember that day.

Zhou Yunyun was silent, Li Le didn't dare to speak casually, so he could only accompany Zhou Yunyun to be silent, but he was uneasy in his heart.

"She, what's it?"

"She was twenty-one or twelve, still a student, not very pretty, but it gave me a feeling of love at first sight. Zhou Yunyun's calmness made Li Le a little scared, he had known her for so many years, and it was the first time he had seen her so calm.

"Where are you in your development?"

"We just chatted on WeChat, and we haven't seen each other since that day, really. Later, I felt that I couldn't be sorry for you, after all, I was already married, so I deleted her WeChat. Really!" Li Le was afraid that Zhou Yunyun would not believe what he said, so he added several "true" in a row.

"That's why you posted on Weibo before, 'Your one expression can make me excited for a long time, and every time I chat with you, I believe that love exists. ''I don't know what to do with my life now, but it's not bad to be wrong.'' 'Or something, are you talking about her?'" Zhou Yunyun seemed to be telling a story about someone else without any emotion at this time, and his tone was flat and indifferent.

It turned out that she had always known, but she never mentioned it in front of herself. Li Le almost thought that no one would really notice if he hid from the world some time ago. But what he doesn't know is that if a woman has seen you love her, then one day when you change your mind, she must be the first to find out. When one day you are tempted by others, your every move is also seen by her and hurt in her heart.

"But that's all in the past. I just want to live a good life with you now! I know I'm married, and I can't go wrong. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, you, will you give me another chance?"

Facing Zhou Yunyun, who didn't cry or make trouble, Li Le was a little unsure in her heart, she looked like this, she was completely dead...... Before, when she held her mobile phone and asked herself why she searched for people nearby and why she was chatting with other women, she saw that momentum and anger in her eyes. Now that she is so calm, she must be very sad.

Li Le felt that he was really not a man at this time, in the three years after graduation, he had loved her for half a year, annoyed her for half a year, and liked her lukewarmly at other times. On the one hand, he was unwilling to find such a daughter-in-law in his life, but on the other hand, he accepted her kindness to him with peace of mind.

Never post anything about her in the space circle of friends, never take her out to play, it's impossible to say that you don't have any selfishness, to put it mildly, you just eat in the bowl and look at the pot.

I remember last summer, just after getting the marriage certificate, when I watched her happily want to post on Moments, but I found a lot of excuses to keep her low-key, I deliberately pretended not to see her disappointed and sad eyes.

Li Le was suddenly a little scared, afraid that she would leave her like this. Although she is not beautiful, she is not a woman who can make money. can be said in her heart, for so many years, in addition to quarreling with herself, when she came home one day, she greeted her with a smile, and asked herself in a cute tone if she was tired from work, and if she wanted to eat or drink. It seems that in her world, she has never been tired of herself.

"You clean up, let's go get a divorce on Monday. Zhou Yunyun turned around, facing the wall and stopped talking.

"Don't! I know I'm wrong daughter-in-law! There are only ten days left for our wedding, don't make a fuss, okay, it's all my fault, you can beat me and scold me, don't leave me......"

"If you don't want to wake up your parents, go to bed quickly, I'm tired and annoyed. Zhou Yunyun suddenly interrupted Li Le's words, his tone full of impatience. This time, she really didn't want to go back. In the past, no matter how lazy Li Le was, how he didn't care about his family, and how he brushed his temper, Zhou Yunyun felt that as long as his heart was on himself, it was enough. But he chose to cheat when he just knew that he was pregnant, which really made Zhou Yunyun unbearable. Love is the only one, and if he has someone else in his heart, it can only mean that he does not love himself, or has never loved himself. In this case, why bother to deceive yourself and waste your youth to turn yourself into a yellow-faced woman? Why bother to support yourself in this strange city? Perhaps letting go is a relief for both of you.

Li Le wanted to explain something, but the dream came to an abrupt end......

After waking up, Zhou Yunyun only felt that this sleep was even more tired. Yes, in the end, the two still did not divorce, in the end, it was the daughter-in-law who forgave herself, but this incident became a thorn in her heart that she couldn't say and couldn't touch. Whenever she arrives home late at night, she will see her stoic and painful expression, and whenever she is told that she is going to the bar, she will not say a word and cannot see her emotions. Li Le also knew in his heart that this thorn would hurt and bleed if pulled out, but it would heal one day, and if he kept her by his side, this thorn would accompany her for the rest of her life......

For some reason, after waking up, Zhou Yunyun suddenly had a new and indescribable pain about this matter, as if the poor person who was betrayed was himself......