Chapter 114: The most painful thing in the world is emotional wounds

Sigh the passage of time, cherish the past time. Looking back suddenly, the oath that I once swore turned into a wisp of smoke and dissipated in the depths of the years.

She looked at him with a calm look in her eyes, as if she had never known him.

He looked at her, her much thinner face, still beautiful, and the once familiar had become repulsive, and people should not be approached.

He wants to tell the feelings of longing, the pain of lovesickness. It's just that she ignored it, so that thousands of words were blown away by her own breath.

Feng Lian took a deep breath, held back the tears that were about to fall, and said as calmly as possible: "Xiaojie, go back and see Dad, he is leaving, and his biggest wish is to see you......"

Hearing this, Mengjie, who was as indifferent as water, burst into tears and cried: "Take me quickly, I'm going to see my father." ”

Yes, she could forget him, she could forget everything that had been with him. But how could she forget her father, it was he who picked her up, and it was Meng Ying and Wu Yun who raised her as an adult......

Xiaoyu caught up and reminded with tears: "Brother Fenglian, don't forget, you promised me." ”

Feng Lian didn't look back, just nodded slightly. He didn't dare to agree, because he didn't know the bottom of his own heart.

Walking to the door, Wu Tingjun stopped in front of them and asked Mengjie, "Xiaojie, do you want me to go with you?"

Seeing Meng Jie shaking his head, Wu Tingjun had a deep sense of loss in his eyes.

Feng Lian looked at him and felt an inexplicable sadness.

Wu Tingjun's eyes moved to Feng Lian's face, there was no anger and hostility like back then, only indifferent pleading. Perhaps, he hopes that Feng Lian can treat Mengjie well.

Over the years since returning to the Wu Clan, Mengjie has taken advantage of being the creator of Nuwa's essence blood to activate the blood pool of the Wu Clan, making the Wu Clan rejuvenated. Sweep away the haze left over the Witch by this natural disaster.

Even if he can't marry Meng Jie, as long as he can make the family prosperous, he is willing to give everything.

Although he constantly comforted himself like this, who could he talk to about the loss in his heart. is also the same, so that he can understand the mood of incorruptibility, and it is they who are sympathetic to the same disease.

............

Amen ushered in an uninvited guest, this person looks like a flower and moon, the country is fragrant, but it is as quiet as water, like a wisp of breeze that cannot be touched.

Her steps are full of fragrance, and every step she takes, she can sway and bloom......

Under the guidance of Ji Fanghua, she came to Meng Ying's room. As soon as Wu Yun saw her, she immediately beckoned everyone to leave and leave the space for them.

Maybe it's guilt, maybe it's really wanting to see him, maybe it's feeling that if you don't come this time, you won't see him again.

So, here she comes.

When Meng Ying, who was groggy, saw her and wanted to cheer up, but he couldn't condense the little spiritual power he had left.

"Alright, don't force yourself, I'm just here to see you. Even if you get back to the way you used to be, I won't feel better than I am now. ”

The one who came was the woman who made Meng Ying desperate to pursue when he was young, Yao Ji.

Meng Ying choked up and said, "Thank you for coming to see me, I thought it was ......"

Yao Ji took over his topic and said, "Do you think I won't come to see you until I die?" I'm not so ruthless, but I'm not ruthless either. I'm here to answer the question you asked me back then.

"When you were leaving, I really couldn't answer, because I knew that I didn't love you at that time, but him. When you left, it was like taking away one of the most important things in my heart. Even when the news of his death came, I didn't feel that sense of loss and heartache.

"I don't know if it's because of love, or because of nostalgia, or because of guilt. Occasionally, I wonder what kind of life we would live if we were married. How you will take care of me, how I will accompany you. Unfortunately, there is no if ......"

Yao Ji smiled indifferently, and then said: "I still don't know what I'm thinking, what I want to get, what my man should be like. In fact, I feel the same loneliness and confusion as you in my heart.

"What would it be like for two people who were so lonely and confused to be together? I didn't dare to think about it, let alone try it. You wouldn't dare either, would you?

"We are the same kind of people, love, dare not love. Hate, dare not hate. We can only be like a fallen leaf, flying with the wind and drifting with the current. Happiness doesn't patronize people like us because I'm too cowardly and full of fear of the future in my heart. ”

Meng Ying said tremblingly: "Thank you for opening my heart knot, I can go without regrets." ”

Yao Ji leaned down, kissed Meng Ying's forehead lightly on her lips, and said, "When you leave, I won't come to see you off, I'm afraid I'll cry." ”

She took out a grass rope carefully woven from a kind of wild grass unique to Floating Island, gently wrapped it around Meng Ying's hand, and said, "Let it accompany you on your last journey." I knitted it for you back then, but unfortunately I didn't have the courage to give it to you. ”

Meng Ying looked at the straw rope that was about to rot in his hand, but emitted a faint oily glow, and then raised his eyes to look at Yao Ji's departing back, and smiled slightly, his smile was very quiet, pure as a baby's smile.

Yaoji, who stepped out of the threshold with one foot, suddenly whispered, "Little Eagle, I wish you a smooth journey." No matter what, those past will be etched in my heart and will never fade away......"

Meng Ying said softly: "Yaoyao, thank you...... Goodbye......"

When Yaoji's figure and the dark fragrance on his body completely disappeared, Meng Ying muttered to himself, "Goodbye, goodbye, never again......"

............

Back at Amen, Yuan Yuan saw that he was standing at the gate of the small courtyard, like Wu Yun who was waiting for them to go home for dinner, Mengjie threw herself into her arms and called "Mom". I couldn't stop crying.

And the heart of Feng Lian, the blood has been flowing......

When Meng Jie saw Meng Ying, who looked like rotten wood, she had forgotten how to shed tears. She held Meng Ying in her arms, like when she was a child in his arms, and cried: "Dad, you will get better, I can refine immortal-grade pills now, I will refine a lot of pills for you, I will definitely make you better......"

Meng Ying gently stroked her hair, very quietly, and smiled contentedly: "Child, don't feel sorry for your father, all living beings in the world are always born and dead, withered and honored, don't be sad." ”

Meng Ying hugged Mengjie's head, slowly raised it, and said, "Come, let Dad take a good look at you, so that on the way to the underworld, Dad will not be lonely." ”

Meng Jie wiped away the tears on her face, and said with an extremely firm look in her eyes: "Dad, from now on, my name is Meng Jie, no longer Mengjie." I am your own daughter. ”

Meng Ying was in tears, when he named Meng Jie, he never thought of being called "Meng Jie", he was afraid that she would find her relatives in the future and change her surname to another surname, which made him sad. So he used a homonym for "dream".

Meng Ying looked at Feng Lian and stretched out his hand, and the latter consciously stretched out his hand.

Meng Ying folded their hands together and said: "No matter what happens in the future, what happens, you are all brothers and sisters, don't be estranged from each other, let alone hurt each other, this is Dad's greatest wish, count me begging you ......"

Feeling Meng Ying's hand slowly becoming cold, Feng Lian and Meng Jie didn't have the courage to withdraw their hands, so they felt the warm hand become cold and stiff......

Less than thirty miles away from Amen's headquarters, there is a huge green mountain, and the biggest difference between this mountain and other mountain ranges is that it is full of vitality and aura.

The mountain was also severely damaged by natural disasters, and it took Feng Lian a long time to repair it with the secret method of the source of life, because this is the exclusive cemetery of Amen.

There are nearly a million stone tablets on the mountain, forming a unique scene, and they are engraved with the monks who have sacrificed for Amen over the years. Many of the stone tablets were empty underneath, because the sacrificed men could not even find the corpses.

Today, the weather, like everyone's mood, is very depressing, dark clouds are pressing down layer by layer, and not a wisp of wind crosses.

According to Meng Ying's request, in addition to the people from the small courtyard of Mocun, there were only Xuan Yuling and the two children, as well as Gu Situ and Hong Yanqi. Even Qianlan didn't let her come.

Meng Ying is quiet, he doesn't want to be disturbed by anyone, he never takes the initiative to get close to anyone, he is lonely all his life, and he wants to leave alone.

Meng Jie knelt in front of the tombstone and didn't make any sound, but the tears had already formed two small puddles in front of her.

After Feng Lian led the two children to kowtow, he helped Meng Jie up, pulled her aside, and said, "Can you not go to the Undead Mountains, you are a girl, where is it not appropriate to go." ”

Meng Jie shook his head and said: "I must go, you haven't been anywhere, you don't know how painful those undead are, they are wailing all the time, and they are not struggling." If one day they break out of the Mountains of the Dead, I don't know how much disaster they will bring to this world.

In fact, most of them were not vicious and vicious in their lifetimes, but extremely kind. It is because of this natural disaster that they cannot survive and die. I felt like I should do something to set them free. ”

Feng Lian thought for a while and said, "Then I'll accompany you, I'm also an alchemist, you give me your medicine recipe, and I'll refine it with you, and the speed will be much faster." ”

Meng Jie shook her head and said, "No need, I'd better go by myself." After all, I am alone, and you have a wife and children, and there is a sect to take care of, so there is no need for two people to crowd there. If we do things separately, we might be able to save more people. ”

No matter how Feng Lian persuaded her, Meng Jie, as she did back then, had a certain idea, and would not change it because of the persuasion of others.

In the end, Feng Lian could only say helplessly: "Then I'll send you back." ”

Meng Jie nodded silently, although she still didn't like Feng Lian to get close to her, but in front of her father's grave, she still didn't want him to see this scene.

Just fulfill my father's last wish, let him go with peace of mind and peace......

"Feng Lian, hand over the Chaos Spirit Ring, or you won't want to leave here!"