Chapter 13 Self-Awareness
It is still the spiritual world full of memory bubbles, and the strange red and black aura has long been pervasive, and the shiny red light on the original water wood on the opposite side has already made it impossible to see the original appearance. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Through the red light, you can vaguely see red lines all over the body.
"It seems that it's almost there, and the original Mizuki won't last long. ”
Mizuki silently used his spiritual power and stretched out his hands, and the originally dim magic circle gradually emitted a dazzling green light, forming a thin film of light, enveloping the red figure and isolating most of the red mist.
"If it weren't for this Four Elephant Seal, I would have lost all my self-consciousness that had been eroded by the surging mutant immortal chakra, but unfortunately the higher-level gossip seal had not yet been mastered, otherwise there would be a huge chakra source in my body. ”
After understanding the hidden mental dangers in the body for the first time, Mizuki made a detailed analysis of his own mental condition, and the analysis of self-consciousness is the most important.
As far as the concept of the ego, id, and superego mentioned in Freud's theory is too exaggerated and does not correspond to the current situation. However, this statement is only a difference in the spiritual realm, the key is to identify self and others, there is no doubt that he has the memory of his previous life, but it is not clear how the spirit crosses, whether there is still a self to replace himself to complete an ordinary life, and he is just a collection of memories to cross is unknown, but it doesn't matter, the previous life is far away from himself, he is the water and wood of this life, there is no doubt about this, the key is the guy opposite.
In terms of intent and willpower, with the willpower of a greenhouse flower born in peacetime, it is hard to believe that he can take away Mizuki Hara, a strong-willed and paranoid ninja born in war. Willpower and strength prevail, not to mention how can the ontology be defeated so easily when fighting at home? But the reality has already happened, so there must be a reason. As far as the characteristics of soul piercing are concerned, there is no doubt that they are far inferior in terms of quality, but the key to the turnaround is the huge gap in quantity. With Mizuki's experience of less than 30 years, how can it be compared to the amount of information generated by the development of Internet technology and the explosion of knowledge in the previous life. It's like hacker intake, no matter how powerful the computing power is, when it encounters a tidal attack that is far beyond its capacity, it will crash instantly.
For the spiritual battle, the winner achieves everything. And there will be no reason for the existence of one and two souls. There is no doubt that Mizuki is dead, and everything that he has obtained from himself can be known. The guy on the other side was just the dregs of his soul that had lost everything. Not surprisingly, Mizuki will remain silent or disappear until he dies.
As far as philosophical concepts are concerned. What is memory? Plato thought that memory is memory and knowledge, and of course there are people who think that memory is the soul. But in any case, memory is the essence and the basis of self-knowledge. These are subjective things. I am equal to the memory is in line with the current situation, from the beginning of the failure of the original water wood, I am the water wood, the original water wood lost the basis of self-knowledge, in terms of existence, it is no different from the roadside stone. The difference is only one that exists in the real world, one that exists in the soul of the self.
It was supposed to be this way, but because of the spell seal, everything changed.
The curse mark is the result of Orochimaru's research on the immortal mode and the reincarnation of the corpse, and it has a dual erosive effect on the body and spirit. The damage to the body caused by the Curse Seal of Heaven and the Curse Mark of the Earth and the Curse Mark of oneself is obvious, but the half-finished product of oneself is more serious.
In terms of spiritual erosion, the erosion of the Heavenly Curse Seal and the Earth Curse Seal is carried out through Orochimaru's soul backup, which is used to prepare for the turning container. His own spell mark saved this step, but the spiritual erosion was replaced by a mutated immortal chakra, in other words, the unconscious erosion and assimilation of the entire world. Although not as targeted as Orochimaru Soul Backup. But it's even more troublesome.
Luckily, though. Orochimaru didn't cross it when he gave the spell seal, and the main body of the spell mark was still on the soul of the original Mizuki, which was reflected in the spiritual world, that is, the erosion on the opposite side was far more serious than his own side, and the sealing technique he had placed not long ago greatly reduced the erosion of his spirit. Rao is like this, and it is already very serious.
In fact, speaking of which, although it is not complete, this spell mark of oneself may react to natural energy and immortal chakra. But it should not be possible to do so. This is actually still blaming yourself. The original Mizuki was taken away by himself, and his own memory and self were lost, and of course, he also lost the instinctive defense of his soul. Both mentally and physically defended themselves and completely lost their resistance. In addition, after being stimulated by the homologous power of Mitarai red beans, it is like firewood meets fireworks, and it is completely unstoppable when ignited. In less than a month, the opposite side is almost finished. It is estimated that it will soon be completely wiped out.
"Or, if there is a collective unconscious in the world, maybe it will become something like a heroic spirit or a world agent, which is not fun. ”
Stretching out his hand and quietly feeling the red breath, but he didn't seem to feel anything.
"There is no malice, although it looks weird, but is it just an aesthetic problem? Or is it that the world is not malicious, just the result of instinct and indifference~"
"No, as the master of the spiritual world, the change of color reflects the subconscious vigilance. Red is a warning, black is a hazard. Is it just the instinct of the world that has exhausted me? I need to hurry. ”
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Early in the morning, Mizuki was awakened by a burst of birdsong.
"The early bird gets the worm. ”
Mizuki, who got up with his eyes, first checked his precious jellyfish, and then looked at the samples of rare plants planted. Nothing is out of the ordinary. Then I walked into the bathroom and took a shower.
Looking at his appearance in the dressing mirror, a lot has changed.
"The hair grew so fast, the ear-length silver hair was long past the shoulders. The bangs on the forehead have already been cut once, and they are about to cover the eyes again. And ~"
Mizuki rubbed his temples. "My physical condition is getting worse and worse. ”
With the big colander of the remnants of the original water and wood soul, the invasion of natural energy is endless, and the mental damage of the curse seal is temporarily controlled by the Four Elephant Seal, but the consumption of the body is too great. The sealing seal must be prepared as soon as possible, but how can the seal be completed without supervision?
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Mizuki, who was finally finished, went out. Since receiving the order of the third generation, I have been commuting to work on time every day as in my previous life, and I have relived the feeling of a white-collar 9-to-5.
However, Mizuki, whose health is getting worse and worse, will always find time to replenish his strength. The body produces a lot of energy at a very fast metabolic rate, but it is meaninglessly dissipated. Causing a huge deficit in the body.
"Ah, isn't this a big pervert teacher?"
"What bastard is so rude, aren't you afraid to get up when you disturb someone else's sleep?" Mizuki opened his eyes unpleasantly.
"Hey, isn't this every day, you've completed the task?, Mr. Kai, sorry for the rudeness. Mizuki took the mission report and confirmed that it was completed.
"Thank you last time for taking care of my disciple, Mizuki. Maitkai said heartily.
"You've won the prize, and your students are excellent. It makes me feel a lot of pressure to be a shinobi. Ha ha. ”
"That's all youth. "The thumb is matched with shiny teeth, and the style of a hot-blooded teacher is too sufficient.
"Haha. Mizuki laughed. Next, according to Maitkai's meaning, he arranged a C-level mission for Shinobi and left.
"Well, it's really laid-back. ”
"That's right, Mizuki. A person next to him answered.
"Hmm, Iruka, when did you get here? ”
"It's because you're too slack, dozing off at work, and being careful of being deducted from your salary. Iruka teased.
"There's no salary anyway. Mizuki muttered quietly. Three months' salary has long been withheld.
"Mizuki, there's a commission here, you see, there's no problem with positioning the C-level. ”
"Well, I'll see. ”
After receiving the task application, Mizuki glanced at it, and his original absent-minded thoughts were swept away.
"The Land of Waves?, so fast?"
It may be that Mizuki was wrong, originally this task was the most important copy of the protagonist team before the Zhongnin exam, and it took far more time than expected. A few old men are building a bridge with their current productivity, and it is not a matter of one or two days. It doesn't seem strange to delegate tasks at this point in time.
"Is it profitable, though?"
After thinking about it, Mizuki said to Iruka, "Wait for this, I'll go ask for instructions first." ”
"Eh, is there anything wrong with an ordinary escort and protection mission, and the biggest opponent is likely to be an ordinary person like a bandit or a robber?"
"It's better to be cautious. ”
After saying that, Mizuki got up and walked to the Hokage's office.
Coming to the door of the Hokage's office, Mizuki knocked on the door.
"Come in. ”
Mizuki pushed the door in.
"Three generations of adults. ”
"Is it Mizuki?"
"I just received a commission and I think there's something wrong. ”
"Huh?"
The third generation picked up the report submitted by Mizuki and looked at it.
"The mission description is very simple, according to the words of the task client, it is more appropriate to position the C-level, are there any doubts?"
"Three generations of adults, I think I need to do an investigation into the details of the mission. ”
"Investigation?"
"Yes," Mizuki affirmed, "I once went on a mission through the Land of Waves, which was poor and ignorant, and was preyed upon by some local power. ”
"Do you doubt that they won't have the money to pay them? No one would dare to owe Konoha ninja commissions. ”
"No, Hokage-sama, I suspect that the client lied about the mission level. Mizuki paused and said, "It's definitely not a trivial matter to build a bridge, which involves the interests of too many people, and it's hard to guarantee that someone will take risks." ”
"Hmm. After hearing this, the three generations thought for a while and said, "What you said makes sense, but it is not appropriate to investigate the client before the mission begins." Moreover, Konoha is short of manpower, so there is no way to go to the country of waves. That's it for now. I will arrange the right people to complete the task. ”
"I see, excuse me. ”
After saying that, Mizuki retreated.
"The inertia of history is too great, and it is very difficult to make changes without too much strength and influence. However, it is not without benefits, and there may be unexpected gains by brushing up on the sense of existence. ”
"However, no matter how much the ghost man is killed, Bai, it is not something that he can deal with at the moment, and his body is not in a state. It's the right thing to do to complete the seal of the evil law first."
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