Extra: Perhaps, Yang Nai is a red rose composed of some beautiful contradiction (11)
Extra: Perhaps, Yang Nai is a red rose composed of some beautiful contradiction (11)
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My parents are still busy at the company, and the phone said that they want to stay there directly, because the work is in the final stage, so in order to save time, it will be better to stay there directly. Hawkers,That is to say, the meaning of the reward.,That's pretty good at this point.,Although there's no overtime pay..
On the screen of the mobile phone, the number representing the time has become 0:30, Komachi and the night moon... I must have fallen asleep, right? At this time, it can be considered a real night, so... I didn't feel like I wanted to sleep.
Why.....
I think it's probably because of that... The reason for that person, thanks to her, is now completely insomnia.
Lying on the bed and playing with the phone repeatedly, looking at the cold light... The finger hesitated in mid-air for a long time, and finally put it down weakly... I should have slept all of them.. It's not good to disturb someone else's rest.
[Hah...]
Against the pitch-black ceiling, I let out a groan that bordered on sickness
[If it's a prank.] I admit that your purpose has been achieved..]
In the mind... I unconsciously recalled what Yang Nai said at the end.
Ahhh Just thinking about it, I feel an indescribable sense of entanglement, impossible, impossible, that person would say something like this, that tone, that situation.... Sure enough, I heard it wrong. Not.. That's right...
.... But.. What if, is it true? What if I heard... That's right, so what?
Are you kidding... Hawkers, it's not impossible, after all, what that person said, nine out of ten sentences can't be believed.. That's true, but ah... Can it really be taken as a normal joke?
I couldn't help but ask myself.
She has her own ideas, and she also has her own way of living, whether she is pretending or lying, these are all clear from the beginning, and there is no way to judge right or wrong. People can't force one person to be honest on one side, and there's no reason to force others to change their minds for themselves. What is Yang Nai like?
Answer... Of course yes, she... She never forced anyone to change her mind for her sake, at some point, whether she was strong or forced others to do certain things, these were her own practices, just on the surface, or a part of her personality that was shown, but ah.... From beginning to end, there was no such thing as "forcing others to take for granted what she was forced to do", if it was her... It's possible to change other people's minds, right? This kind of thing.
Use her own methods and practices to complete the things she expects, to complete the responsibilities and tasks given by her elders, whether it is disguised or forced to others, but she never thinks about changing others, in this regard, she is excellent... Ah, it's because it's too good that it makes people feel dangerous.
It's like an eye snake, it would never attack someone if it was ordinary, right? As long as she doesn't show hostility or have any special purpose, even if she walks past her, nothing will happen... But is that all it takes? A poisonous snake is always a poisonous snake, and even if it doesn't attack people, its mere presence can make people feel dangerous. That's how people think of danger.
However, she was able to disguise this part perfectly, at least... In the environment in which she lives, no one is afraid of her, but instead forms a center with her, and all kinds of people gather around her, but maintain a relatively safe distance. If I want to use a metaphor, it is probably "birds", which will always stay with people but can leave anytime and anywhere, fly away, no one will hate them, and no one will take them for themselves.
That's right, for many people, Yang Nai... Probably the kind of free-flying bird with beautiful feathers and sound.
"Vipers" and "Birds"... What a paradoxical metaphor.
However, it is also the most appropriate metaphor I can give her without permission.
[Did you fly to me this time...]
Stay here for a short time, or rest or watch, and at some point leave alone, or maybe show the appearance of a poisonous snake... Destroy it all?
[I don't understand...]
The most direct way is to ask me... Can it work...
As soon as I thought about it, I shook my head and put this idea behind me, I can actually come up with such a completely impossible way...
Suddenly, the phone that had been holding it in my hand suddenly vibrate, I froze for a moment, and then took it to my eyes to take a look....
[Ahh The impossible can happen..]
The name shown on the display is Yangno... It's her herself, yes, although it wasn't me who called... The result is the same... What should I do? I have the idea of hanging up the phone again...
However, in the end, I still took it, and the reason is that I will still answer it regardless of whether I answer it or not.
[... Hello?]
[Ah, I'm still awake.] ]
On the other end of the phone came Yono's voice that didn't change in the slightest
[How?]
[.... How's that?]
[Of course it's my proposal~]
Very casually, Yang Nai paused for a few seconds after speaking, and then continued
[Or again.] Are you scared?]
[Ahh I'm scared to get it, and I haven't fallen asleep yet...]
To put it this way... That's right, punishment games? or just a hobby... Nothing feels real... It's like it's all fake... Even when you are awake, it will become a dream in the next second.
[Oh yes, that's really a standard Bikiya-kun answer.] I like it very much. ]
[....]
My way... Why.. This kind of thing only knows by the ghost.
[So, what about the answer to the previous topic?
[.... Seriously, are you...]
[Of course, but else?]
Then, there was a rush of water and a slight gasp from the phone
[Hm... After all, if it's you, I'm sure ... Let's get along.]
[.... I'm not the only one who can get along well..]
Also, I don't think I'll be able to get along well with that person... Most of them keep the "peace" by my obedience and submission...
[Well, but you're the only one I know.] So, what's the answer?]
In the face of Yono's questioning, I was at a loss, so I fell silent for a while, until I was awakened by the sound of water coming from the earpiece, and then I let out a long sigh
[Impossible...] It's obvious that this kind of thing.]
[Ah.] So, the answer now is really like this...]
It seems to be a pity to sigh intermittently, but in fact, I don't know what is going on... In other words, since they all said "sure enough", don't ask what you know.
[Where's the little voice?]
Suddenly, Yono shifted the subject.
[Surely sleeping...]
[Your room?]
[Of course not!Komachi's room, oh, Komachi!]
[Ahh It's so boring~]
The other end of the phone made this same regretful voice as before.,I really don't understand which ones are true and which ones are fake..
[I won't talk about it here, but Xiaoyin's side can't use such a direct answer, Biqi Gu-kun.] ]
[.... Why?]
[You just have to remember that kid is more serious than Xiaoxuena.] ]
After a short pause, I responded
[.... Oh, I remember.]
This... Even if you don't say it, I know it. Her business..
[Ah, by the way, do you want to know what I'm doing?] ]
With a single exhalation, the slightly solemn topic of the previous part was shifted and replaced by a vibrant tone.
[... Don't want to know, hang up.]
[It's a pity...] That's bye~]
After saying regret in a voice that was not regretful, Yang Nai hung up the phone decisively.
Ahhh Tired... Thanks to her, I started to feel a little sleepy... Good night.
Thinking like this, the phone that had just been put next to the pillow suddenly lit up again... Doesn't this person find it troublesome?!
When I picked it up, it wasn't a phone but ... Mail?
After clicking on it with a little apprehension, I saw something very amazing!
Is this really okay?!!
The email only has one picture, a photo to be exact.... Bathroom's... Take a selfie.
In the photo, Yono is lying in the bathtub, squeezing his eyes and comparing a V-shape with his other hand, and he seems to be smiling proudly.. But in fact, the most striking thing is... Most of it is covered by the foam of the shower gel, but it's still very attractive to look at it like this, right? Damn it...
In this way... Sleepiness is gone!
Then, another text message came
"First: it is absolutely forbidden to delete the photo, otherwise it will be a death sentence. Second, how about it, sister, I'm taking a shower (laughs). Third: Good night~"
After reading it, I hung my arm weakly.
I don't know how many times I sighed helplessly, and slowly fell asleep.
Sure enough, this person is exactly the beautiful contradiction... formed her unique personality and way of behaving... I can't understand it, and I can't refuse it... I will always be hurt when I approach rashly, and I will be reluctant from the bottom of my heart when I am far away... Out of the nature of the pursuit of "beauty".
The so-called roses, probably... Is that what it looks like?
Probably... bar.
(End of Yang Nai)