Chapter 10: Her Choice, His Choice (9)

I slowly walked into the activity room with my body that had become more bent due to exertion, and although I didn't exercise much, I still felt very tired. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

After pushing open the door of the classroom, I saw that Yukishita and Yubihama were already sitting in their previous positions, although the two of them didn't do anything, what did it mean to just sit in a daze, and ..... It feels like it's very cold, what's going on?

[I'm back] I walked over and also sat down in my chair and took a little rest [ha...]

[Small Business..] Yuhihama looked at me with a slightly tangled smile [You... Sure enough, I won, congratulations...]

[Oh, I won, but it's not just my credit...] Although I wonder why Yubihama has such an expression, I still return the salute well, and besides, Miss Snow next to me.... It's also a tangled expression... What's wrong with this?

Xue Xia sighed, raised his head to look at me, gently pulled the hair that blocked the view with his hand, and smiled slightly [Biqi Gu-kun, first of all, congratulations on your victory]

[That... Thank you] I smiled beautifully under the snow, but I always felt that something was mixed in.

Then, under the snow, she put her hands on the table, propped up her chin, and squinted her eyes [and... Biqi Tani-kun, your speech.... It's very morale-boosting... It's surprisingly effective, it's really gratifying]

As the words fall under the snow, the classroom... No, it's the temperature around me that has dropped dramatically, and I feel that the hairs on my body are frozen and the blood is not flowing so smoothly.

[Wait, under the snow, calm down, I'm about to cry] I wasn't trying to win, why did I take everything I said so seriously, and besides, I didn't seem to say anything excessive, did I?

[Hawkers,Well,Xiaoxue, calm down] Yubihama on the side persuaded [These are not all the responsibilities of small enterprises.... You see, didn't he win? Although some .... Some...] After Yubihama said halfway through, he didn't seem to know how to continue, or if he didn't want to continue, and his expression became a little lost and sad, although he was still laughing on the surface, but, I knew, it was fake, and he was just forcing himself... An inexplicable sense of powerlessness and disobedience came to my heart, and I wanted to say something to her but couldn't say anything, unable to explain the current situation to her, guilt, fear and powerlessness.

Yubihama's anomaly was also noticed under the snow, but he couldn't say anything, and then he looked at me with expectant eyes, and I shook my head at her gently, and now I don't have anything better to do but just look at it.

For a while, the whole activity room fell silent, compared with the lively atmosphere outside, there was no popularity here, his head was lowered under the snow, and he looked like he wanted to say something, and Yubihama was staring at the upper hand on the table, constantly stirring together, and separating....

It's not okay to go on like this, it's better to say something, it's better to say something....

[Na]

Finally, I broke the silence and both of them looked up at me [I said, we won today, how about we celebrate?]

After hearing my words, Yubihama showed a surprised expression [Eh, I was really scared that a small business would say such a thing]

[It's really not like Hikitani-kun's style] under the snow seemed to be relieved, and his expression became soothed.

[Don't be so surprised] I'm not all for you guys, hey [I just think... The sports meeting is also over, and the ones who should win have won, anyway, there will be 4 days off after tomorrow, and I have to exhaust my physical strength before I go to bed, don't waste it]

[Have you decided to sleep straight away?four days?] Yubihama got up from his chair with some unacceptability [but... Sure enough, it's the style of a small business] After that, Yubihama looked under the snow again and asked

[Xiaoxue, can you?, let's go celebrate together, how about it?]

He looked at me with some confusion under the snow, but he still nodded [my words, no problem, no reservation....]

After deciding on the decision, the three of us left the classroom and went to the family cafeteria near the school, where Yubihama sat down under the snow as usual, and the atmosphere was back to feel like normal. We ordered separate meals, eating, chatting, and laughing.

[Ah, yes] Yubihama finished the last piece of cake and clapped his hands and shouted [Let's go sing]

[Singing?] Under the snow looked at Yubihama with some confusion [Is it now?] It's a little late now, and under the snow he asks with some concern [It's so late... It doesn't matter if you go home, right?]

[It's okay, it's okay, Yukiko and I often go together at some time... This time... It's just the three of us... The three of them together] Yubihama looked at the snow with expectant eyes [And, if it's late, the small business will send us back, right?]

Yukishita and Yubihama look to me together, are you waiting for my answer?

Because my parents usually don't come home until 1 or 2 a.m., so no one will talk about me even if I go back late, just send an email to Komachi to explain.

[Then let's go, let's go] Yubihama pulled up the snow and left the position, and she was forcibly pulled under the snow to expire, with a wry smile. I quickly picked it up and followed them.

After arriving at K Bar, the three of us chose a small private room, and the 750 yen an hour was not an unacceptable price for those of us who were still in school, probably because it was relatively close to the school, so we had to take into account the cost level of the students.

After arriving at the private room, Yubihama was unexpectedly interested, picked up the microphone, and ordered a few songs that are now more popular in a row and sang alone, and I sat in the seats with Yukishita and became listeners, and I have to say that Yubihama's singing voice is not as good as any singer or the like, but it is also very good to listen to, and it makes people feel very emotional.

[Hey] Yubihama suddenly shoved a microphone under the snow [Koyuki came along]

Under the snow, he looked at the microphone in his hand, and said with some embarrassment [I、I'm not good at it...] As he spoke, he blushed and quietly looked at me, is it asking for help? I said, Miss under the snow, there is nothing I can do about this.

Yubihama pulled up the hesitant snow under the snow [come on, come on, anyway, it's only us today] didn't give the snow time to think at all, so he pulled her to the middle and sang along with the music, and under the snow too, after holding a microphone and tangling for a while, he also sang to the rhythm of Yubihama, at first he was still a little reluctant, but in the back he was assimilated by Yubihama, and he sang very smoothly. Until the end, I listened as a very honest listener because I didn't want to sing.

When we came out, it was already half past eight, the street lights were already on, and there were many fewer pedestrians, so it was still too late.

I sent the snow to the apartment building, and I walked into the elevator under the snow.

[Let's go] I said to Yubihama [Let's go back together]

Yubihama replied softly [um], then walked in front alone with his head down, and he didn't say a word, and I just followed her, silently, not that I didn't want to say something, but I didn't know at all, I didn't know what to say, and Yubihama probably did the same.

[Okay, small business] walked to the intersection where we usually separated, and Yubihama finally spoke [enough to get here]

[Ah, no, it's still a little way from your house...]

Yubihama turned his back to me and lowered his head [No, it's good to get here, the rest of the way... I'll just walk on my own]

[But,It's late] I'm a little worried about Yubihama.

Yubihama finally raised her head, turned to look at me, and smiled once [No, Xiaoqi, just get here today, go back] Through the dim street lamp, I saw her lonely expression, her hands clenched into fists, trying not to let the tears that had been rolling in her eyes come out.

Looking at Yubihama like this, my heart seemed to be hammered by something, and I felt extremely burdened, but there was nothing I could do, after all, this is my choice, and she also has her own choice.

Yubihama turned around again [I have what I want, but I don't want to betray anyone... I'm afraid I can't help it... So, that's all it takes to get here, small business .....] Yubihama's voice had begun to tremble.

And me... I stood there dumbfounded, unable to do anything, comforting, lying, I can't do it, I don't think Yubihama needs these things, I can only listen quietly to what Yubihama says.

Yubihama continued to say in a trembling voice, "I enjoyed the time the three of us spent together... I want to keep it like this... Even if I knew it was fake, I would have liked it.... Today, I had a lot of fun, thank you, Xiao Xiao] After saying this, Yubihama ran back alone, watching her disappearing back, I never managed to sell a step to catch up, watching her disappear into the darkness.

[Am I wrong?] I looked up at the dark sky [No!I'm not wrong, it's not just me, Yukishimi and Yubihama are not wrong!But, if it's not wrong, there won't be a problem, so there must be something wrong, and I'm still making the same mistakes...] I still haven't been able to see the root cause of the mistakes, I haven't found a solution to the problem, and I don't even know what attitude to use to face these mistakes.

I shook my head and made my way home. Perhaps, the dawn will give me the answer? or the sunset? or the dark firmament? But no matter where it is, I'm sure I'll find the only answer, for our... Now and in the future.