Chapter 21: The Party Is Going On, and Chaos Comes 3
Silently watched Yono walk out of the classroom, and his breathing, which had not been very smooth, suddenly became normal... Finally gone.Well, I'll go back too... Thinking so, I got up from my chair. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
[Hikiya-kun, wait a minute]
I hadn't taken a step yet, but I stopped moving again when Hayama called me like this
[What?]
Hayama is now back to normal... It's the norm, and he randomly gave a gentle smile, but his eyes were a little sad, and he tilted his head and motioned for me to sit down.
After thinking about it for a few seconds, I returned to my seat and leaned on it, because I was really hungry and had to save my energy.
After seeing me sit down, he said with his eyes closed and his upper hand on his chin propped up on the table
[Than Qi Gu Jun, actually... I've been accepted into the university and attended the ... The examination of the four laws and the judiciary were passed. ]
[Oh, that's good... I'm still anxious about the unified examination and the independent examination.]
What is this... If it had been before, I would 100% consider it to be showing off. But Hayama shouldn't be so boring, after all, he's a good man, and he probably won't do such a thing as hitting people.
Ye Shan shook his head, his expression became a little helpless and bitter, and he couldn't see the joy of success at all, but looked like a loser
[This time... In fact, I followed my father's wishes, and what I really wanted was to develop from football. But.. I'm still the same.] After saying that, he shook his head as if deprecatingly, laughing at the unreal result, and then raised his head to look at me
[Because the admission has already been confirmed, so... After the notice came down, there was no reason to come to this school again. ]
[Did they even give you a reason to go to school...]
Students who are admitted early can also choose to leave school early after getting the letter, after all, strictly speaking, he is no longer a high school student. Therefore, Hayama's statement is not wrong.
[From elementary school to high school, there is enough reason for everything except to maintain basic interpersonal communication and life]
Hearing Hayama say this, I can't help but feel sad for him, yes, using other people's reasons as the motivation for action is no different from a machine that is given a shop or fuel by humans to start, but... This is also the path that Hayama has chosen, and I can't change anything.
[So... What else do you have to do before it's all over?] Next, presumably what he's going to talk about today.
Hayama didn't answer my question, he leaned back in his chair, looked up at the ceiling blankly, thinking about something, for a long time, with a sigh, he said a shocking answer
[I... I had someone I liked. ]
..........
[What?]
Like... No, I heard it wrong? Hayama has someone he likes? This... I remember he once said, "It's impossible for a person like me to like or have a good relationship with one of them", and I affirmed his statement, after all, if Hayama really chooses an answer, then he can't meet other people's expectations, then... It doesn't look like him anymore.
[I have someone I like... This statement is wrong, I think I've had a liking since a long time ago.]
He turned his head and smiled at me, and from his very serious eyes... Not kidding..
[.... Well, I admit that what you said is true....]
[At first, I didn't dare to call this feeling like.] Hayama's expression became a little deep again, and he muttered [Since it began to germinate a long time ago, he has been thinking and struggling, and has been denying it all the time, and finally decided. But even if it is confirmed, it is buried in the heart, not daring to say it, and not daring to think about it. ]
[That... What is there now...]
If you don't want to say it, don't say it... Everybody has a crush and a fantasy object, I know that... I don't think anyone would take the initiative to suddenly tell a crush to a guy who isn't a friend yet...
[Because it's almost over.,Everyone's high school life.]
[Oh, do you want to give up]
Are you looking for someone to talk to... But why don't you tell Yono, her words would be better, if you put everything else aside, if you think about it from the perspective of the elders... Yono is still a good sister.
[No] he shook his head, took all his feelings back, just looked at me, more like he was observing me, and said [I... I want to confirm my true feelings,]
[words of confirmation.... The most straightforward way..]
[It's a confession.] ]
Ahh So...
[.... Hayama, can you tell me who you like? Of course, if you don't want to, forget it.]
Now I know what he's up to... It's nothing more than creating opportunities or dealing with the aftermath or something... But now I'm curious about who he likes, so I asked unconsciously, so I added this last sentence in order to save me. Similar to the meaning of making amends.
Hayama smiled lightly
[it is Yui.]
The answer is really.... It's more incredible than a person who didn't buy a lottery ticket and suddenly received a call from the lottery company one day and told him "Sir, congratulations, you won our company's XXX jackpot"... What Hayama likes is Yuhihama...
[I think I like Yui, that's confirmable.] ]
[Does she know then?]
[I don't know, I can't know]
The sentence I asked is redundant... If Hayama doesn't say it, no one can know, right?
[That... What are you going to do?]
[I don't know] unexpectedly, Hayama denied his actions and became very unpleasant
[Okay, to put it another way...] What do you want me to do...]
If I knew, I wouldn't be here today... I asked another superfluous sentence .... I remember that the household department was like this before.... He's the same for me, please, but... This time, the protagonist has become himself, and it is still Hayato Hayama who can't respond to his expectations.
[Let me be able to face my feelings calmly and make my own choices.] This is what I said at that time, and it was also the last commission.] Hayama lowered his head and said his commission out loud to me, which was also a choice.
I looked at him in a daze.... Is it.. That's the choice you want to make, not to change, not to grow, just the occasional ego... If anyone can give Hayama a new path, then what is the difference between him and the previous one? It's just that the heat that gives him hope has changed. Road... After all, it is your own walk that is the future. Whether Hayama chooses to continue or change can only be decided by himself.
[No matter what method you use, as long as you can make me face this feeling, it's done, so, please.]
[Whatever the method...] Miura or something after that..] Miura has paid so much for you, and in the end you get this result... Hawkers, forget it, I'm not qualified to say this.... I'm very similar to Hayama in this regard.
[It's okay, these.... I'm already enlightened.]
[Well... But don't blame me for happening then...]
After getting this answer, Hayama rarely showed a look of relief, chuckled at me a few times, and shook his head
[I know, this is my own decision, so no matter what the result is, I will take it for granted, so, please leave it to you] After speaking, Hayama's hand was already on the doorknob, and after opening the door, it seemed that he suddenly remembered something and stopped
[Also, I believe in you, Biqi Tani-kun]
After adding this sentence, he finally walked out of the classroom. I really don't know where Hayama's trust in me was built... Ay...
"Whatever the method"... If the object is someone else, there are many ways for me to get along with Hayama at once... But Yubihama's words... How to say, I... I owe her, just like Miura and Hayama, Hayama owes a lot in some senses, but I don't dare to have that kind of consciousness like Hayama, think about it.. I feel that I am a little inferior to him.
Therefore, while clarifying the answer, it is also necessary to minimize the negative impact, at least, not to implicate Yubihama... Injured people should not be anything that does not know her.