The next day, the two of them were still walking around the city built on the ruins, and before they knew it, they had walked to the earthquake site that had not yet been rebuilt.

Collapsed houses, twisted railroad tracks, messy ruins, and the gray color washed away by the wind and rain are depressing to see.

Qiao Jiayue looked at these places, she still remembered how many people she found where she had found, and how they were rescued.

She whispered to Deng Ying about the scene at that time, this was the first time she had recalled it in several years, and her heart was a little depressed.

Deng Ying was silent and didn't speak, he followed Qiao Jiayue's steps, listening to her story, as if he had seen the thrilling rescue back then.

The people who came here to see were not only the two of them, but also some old people, their faces full of solemnity.

After Qiao Jiayue and Deng Ying went back, they packed up their luggage and left the room directly, and went straight to the train station.

They were going to go to Sioux City, and if there was still time to spare, they would go to Haishi again.

After leaving Tangshan, Deng Ying realized that this trip was indeed an opportunity for them to deepen their understanding of each other.

If Qiao Jiayue hadn't said it, he would never have known what she had done in that rescue that ran against fate.

Deng Ying thought about it, he knew Qiao Jiayue better, what about her, did she understand herself, should he do something more?

Deng Ying reflected on himself, what did he talk about with Qiao Jiayue, and what did he analyze in depth?

Their topics seem to be relatively simple, before they got married, they didn't have much time to meet, and they naturally didn't think about anything else when they could meet.

And after getting married, it seems that all I talk about is some family matters, or some inconsequential small talk.

At first, it seemed like a good idea, but after a long time?

After Qiao Jiayue got on the train, she took a notebook and wrote her thoughts on her trip to Tangshan, not knowing that Deng Ying next to her was already thinking seriously about life.

When Qiao Jiayue stopped, she found that Deng Ying on the side was still in a daze, and she was puzzled: "What are you thinking?"

"Hmm? I'm thinking about you. Deng Ying said it in a daze, and after saying it, he felt that something was wrong, and his face suddenly turned red.

Qiao Jiayue's heart jumped, the corners of her mouth smiled, she pursed her lips and asked him, "What do you want from me?"

Deng Ying simply followed her words, "I think there's anything else I don't know about you." ”

"What's there to think about here, I'll understand it slowly. Qiao Jiayue pushed Deng Ying's arm, "According to you, there are many things I don't know about you." ”

Deng Ying thought about it and said to Qiao Jiayue seriously: "I may not be a very kind person. ”

Ever since those things happened, he felt that why bother to help people, they were just white-eyed wolves.

He still remembers the time when his parents were taken away, his legs were injured by his former classmates, he was dragged to crawl on the ground, and he was forced to say things against his will......

Something has happened, and he can't pretend that it didn't happen, and he can't forgive.

So after returning from the Alpine Brigade for so many years, none of his former classmates and friends have been in touch, and even if they meet, they are regarded as not knowing.

They may be participants, or they may be bystanders, and no one may be obligated to help them, but the reality really chills him.

Qiao Jiayue looked up at Deng Ying, who would use this derogatory term to evaluate herself now?

She met Deng Ying's eyes, and his eyes told him that he was serious.

Qiao Jiayue grabbed Deng Ying's hand and glanced around, fortunately, there were people in the carriage who were learning to sing Liu Wenwang's song over there, everyone went to watch, and no one heard what he said just now.

"You stupid, what nonsense are you talking in this place. ”

"I'm not talking nonsense. Deng Ying corrected seriously.

"I'm talking about the inappropriate location. Qiao Jiayue pinched him.

Deng Ying leaned into Qiao Jiayue's ear and said the past and his thoughts that he didn't want to mention.

In fact, if he could, he would like to keep these things in his heart for the rest of his life.

But after so many years, he thought about it, in fact, he could still have other choices, and confided in Qiao Jiayue about that unspeakable and humiliating past.

Qiao Jiayue listened to Deng Ying's words, and felt a burst of distress in her heart, and couldn't help but clasp his hand, it was not easy for him.

The former pride of the sky was beaten into the dust, and even lame, he was not crazy, but he no longer trusted others, and he did not say that he wanted to take revenge on others.

He had conditioned himself well, but it was a sore with fouling pus that never healed.

Qiao Jiayue approached Deng Ying, lowered her voice and said, "Everyone has their own principles of doing things, anyway, you just do your best, just don't hurt others, after all, it is impossible for everyone to be alive." ”

"Compared to you, I seem to be a little mean. Deng Ying said quietly.

"I don't know what you think. Qiao Jiayue paused, "This kind of thing as earthquake rescue, when you really encounter it, you will do it." ”

In fact, she had similar thoughts to Deng Ying in her previous life, and after being hurt, she refused to release her kindness to the world.

In her previous life, she lived cowardly in her own world, and lived her life in a daze, at that time, there were many people who were kind and helped her, and she never wanted to thank them.

After reliving again, Qiao Jiayue suddenly understood that there are many injuries from the outside world, but there is also a lot of warmth, make yourself strong and heal your wounds, so that you can face all the wind and rain and protect what you want to protect.

Closing yourself off doesn't do much other than make yourself worse.

Qiao Jiayue held Deng Ying's hand, "You have to believe in yourself." Later, they didn't talk any more, because the people who had gone to listen to the singing came back to the carriage with a hula la, and it was too noisy.

They looked at the junction of the carriages, where someone sang "Orchid Grass" and "Childhood", and various popular songs of the past two years also appeared in turn.

Such an atmosphere hooked everyone else to participate. For such a scene, no one seems to feel that it is necessary to stop it, and it will not affect others.

A stage was created on the train, and people from all over the world showed their singing voices, singing songs that they thought were good, revolutionary songs, Soviet songs, songs from Hong Kong and Taiwan, and so on, which was so lively that it was too lively.

These scenes are unimaginable and difficult to reproduce in the future.

After getting off the train, the two looked at Su Province, remembering that there have been many gardens here since ancient times, and they didn't know if they could stop by to see it.

The two found a guest house, the train station and the prime minister's former residence are not in the same place, they couldn't make it there today, so they simply stayed for one night.

It is also possible to go to the ancient city wall at night to blow the wind.

What was not said on the train, they continued.

There are not many people on the side of the ancient city wall, and occasionally you can meet one or two small couples, but they are all avoiding people.

After Deng Ying said that on the train, he actually regretted it in his heart.

He didn't really want to talk about his previous things anymore, but when Qiao Jiayue asked, she wanted to know, and he couldn't refuse.