Chapter 1406: Weak, Lonely, Helpless?
Late at night in Da Hyeon.
After Shen Tianze and Nini finished eating, they began to press the road on the street aimlessly.
Both of them drank a lot, and Shen Tianze had an injury on his leg, so he shook when he walked.
On the way, Erni looked at her feet with a coquettish expression, her heart was pounding, and she didn't say anything.
“…… Why don't you speak?" Shen Tianze asked with squinted eyes.
"The atmosphere is a little awkward, what are you asking me to say?" Erni pursed her lips, her voice obviously emotional.
Under the street lamp, Shen Tianze glanced at Erni's delicate face and small hands that seemed to have nowhere to put them, and suddenly asked, "...... Nini, don't you feel like you're losing money?"
Erni didn't say anything.
Shen Tianze put his hands in his pockets, walked forward along the road, and said, "...... Do you know why your dad is holding us back?"
"I'm not stupid. Erni rolled her eyes.
"You have to look good, and the major you study has prospects, and what about me...... It's a newly divorced bachelor, old, young, and a group of company brothers to take care of, and a lot of burdens, you and I will be very tired together. Shen Tianze sighed, lowered his head and continued: "What's more, I am in danger of doing this business, I look at the scenery today, and I don't know what the result will be tomorrow...... At this point, you should have an experience, when Brother Jiu had an accident in H City, how much your family was affected, you know in your heart. ”
"You're not short of money again, can't you do it?" asked Erni with a frown.
Shen Tianze smiled: "I told Sanxin Company, I am not short of money, and the previous things have been pulled down, do you think people will do it?"
Erni was silent.
"I came up, it was stepping on someone else's stepping stone, and now I don't know how many people want to kill me. Shen Tianze sighed with his hands behind his back: "...... This line of work is not something you can withdraw if you want to. ”
"Ozawa, let me ask you a question. Erni suddenly raised her head and looked at Shen Tianze with a smile.
You ask. Shen Tianze nodded.
"If Fang Mulan comes back now and wants to get back together with you, will you agree?" Erni asked quickly.
Shen Tianze instinctively hesitated when he heard this question, but this did not mean that he was still thinking about Fang Mulan in his heart, but first thought of his son Shen Ao.
Seeing Shen Tianze hesitating, Erni immediately stretched out her slender finger and poked Shen Tianze's cheek and said, "You hesitated!"
"I think of children. Shen Tianze responded truthfully.
", I see you're eating from the pot and thinking about it. Erni pursed her lips and scolded.
"Eating in the pot, looking at the pot, that's what a child thinks. Shen Tianze replied speechlessly: "I don't understand any of them, how can I still have that flowery heart." ”
Erni was silent and continued to follow Shen Tianze.
"I'm telling you so much, just to tell you that before the two of us were together, you might think I'm okay, but if we're really together, things may not be as good as you think. I'm divorced and have kids...... Trouble is inevitable in the future. Shen Tianze continued with his hands behind his back: "For example, if Lan Lan encounters a problem one day, whether it is financially or in terms of ability, as long as I can help, I will definitely have to help...... But then you might be upset. ”
“…… Ozawa, maybe I'm really thinking about it simply. Erni raised her head again, her big eyes were slightly red, and she said, "To be honest, I didn't think about it so much before I came, so I felt ...... It's good that the two of them are together. ”
Shen Tianze was stunned.
“…… But when you say it now, I do have some ambiguity in my heart. Erni bit her red lip: "Actually, I'm really not sure if I can accept Xiao Ao...... Can you accept the relationship between you and Fang Mulan with a child's bond. ”
Shen Tianze came back to his senses, his gaze a little hollow.
"Maybe I haven't grown up, but I always like to think about the good side of things. Erni clenched her small fists, turned her head to look at the brightly lit street, and said after a long silence: "...... Otherwise, let's all calm down. ”
When Shen Tianze heard this, a sense of loss instantly rose in his heart, and he was stunned for at least three seconds before he responded with a smile: "Yes, that's what I mean...... It's good that you understand. ”
Hearing this, Erni opened her arms, crossed her feet and stretched out her hands to stop Shen Tianze's neck: "...... We just didn't get together, and we were best friends. ”
"Hmm. Shen Tianze's heart was sour, but he still smiled and nodded.
"Okay, don't twist and pinch, just talk about it, and everything will be fine. Erni let go of her arms, and the whole person became the quirky girl again, and said to Shen Tianze playfully: "Okay, sister, I'm back to the hotel, tomorrow Feixiang G, you don't have to send it, so as not to make it look like life and death." ”
"I'll take you back to the hotel. ”
"No, I didn't drink much, I can find a home. Erni replied with a grin, and reached out to stop a taxi.
Shen Tianze stood in place, watching Erni get into the back seat of the taxi, blinking and being stunned for a long time before he whispered, "You're really gone..."
"Phone contact?" Erni, who didn't hear Shen Tianze's muttering, lowered the window and gestured to Shen Tianze, then left in a taxi.
On the cold streets, under the dim light, Shen Tianze seemed to have been abandoned by the whole world again, and this greasy man seemed to have suffered another emotional blow.
Erni is gone, and it seems that she has also taken away the last bit of Shen Tianze's youth. Maybe if there was no Fang Mulan, they would have been together a long time ago, and maybe there was no company whose career has been developing rapidly, and they have both entered the marriage hall...... All kinds of factors, all kinds of mistakes, all pushed Shen Tianze and Erni to go against each other.
There were some regrets, some regrets, but no complaints. Because Shen Tianze knows his current situation, if he really gets together with Erni, it may indeed be a little unfair to the other party.
There is no reason for you to ask a girl with such privileged conditions to be a stepmother to a child who is not related by blood at all, and you have no reason to ask for an optimistic, cheerful girl to worry about you all day long.
Shen Tianze sat alone on the side of the road and thought about it a lot, and a feeling of falling out of love inexplicably rose in his heart, and the two of them made their words clear, can they really be friends in the future?
In this way, Shen Tianze sat under the street lamp, thinking about his emotional problems, thinking that he had a son who he couldn't see, thinking about all kinds of bad things, and suddenly felt that he was actually quite lonely and aggrieved in this world.
Unconsciously, Shen Tianze's eyes were moist, he turned his head to look at the small restaurant not far away, and the thought of wanting to drink rose again in his heart, and he was about to stand up with his legs.
"Bang!"
Suddenly, the tip of a high-heeled shoe kicked Shen Tianze's back.
"Hahahaha!" A burst of laughter like a silver bell flashed: "Aren't you very disappointed?!Do you feel like I'm a particularly realistic female prostitute?!, I'm crying...... Get emotional, get emotional!"
Shen Tianze turned his head and suddenly saw Erni holding kimchi snacks in her hand, with a bag of ice cream and cold drinks hanging on her slender arm, standing on the steps looking at herself with a smile.