"Thank you. Harusa was moved by the heart of the righteous sister.

Focusing on himself and completely ignoring others, he can't do it, but I'm very grateful to Xiaoshi for saying this to him.

"I also feel that protecting myself is the first priority. "If change means that it is no longer what it is now, it may indeed be better not to change." ”

The blonde otaku's tone is serious and dignified, without any meaning of middle two.

His father and brother and everyone in the Shibun group were in crisis, but even so, he still thought calmly, and did not rashly hope that Hariji would liberate his forces to save people.

He had already seen the example of a bad end due to the change of power, and he and his sister had to enter the Naraku Abyss to rescue the stupid brother.

At that time, it was only with the help of Hariji that the problem was solved, but if Harusa has a problem now, how to solve it?

"I ...... Not quite agreeable. Zi Ji said slowly, "Does the liberation force really need to be so afraid?" Harusa himself said that this is just an imagination, a pessimistic and negative imagination. Maybe after untying it, it won't be as bad as imagined, and even if it is eroded by power, it should be able to overcome it by will. ”

Like Tomohisa, this is also a speech based on her own experience.

She had once escaped the control of alien fate by her own will, and now she was also in the midst of a contest between herself and her awakening ability, believing that this was a trial, and that fear and escape were useless, and that she had to face them bravely.

Harusa's situation can be seen as a super-amplified version of her own situation, although the level of power involved may be much different, but the truth is the same, and escape seems to be a choice, but it may actually be a dead end.

"But if it really changes, then it's a complete loss. Kaede Wu spoke, "There must be a deep reason for Harusa to be so worried, and the incomparably powerful power is likely to come with a very heavy price. ”

She experienced the stupid brother incident with Tomohisa, and her views are similar to Tomohisa's.

"I think it's ...... too," Xingxiu said weakly, "Although I really want my seniors to save my relatives, if this is in exchange for the changes of my seniors, then it is better not to do it." ”

People change. His personal experience has given him a deep understanding of this sentence.

There are good and bad changes in people, good changes are certainly good, and bad changes can be worse than anything.

The senior became a person with a bad temperament...... Just thinking about this kind of thing a little, Xingxiu felt a huge horror, and he didn't dare to think about it at all.

"So to put it bluntly, it's like gambling. Kazumi pushed his glasses, "If Harusa's personality hasn't changed since he liberated his power, then it's gratifying." But if the temperament changes drastically and becomes a vicious existence, let alone saving people, it will also harm others, and we are likely to suffer first. ”

The scene was quiet for a moment.

"At the end of the day, it's up to Hariji to decide. Dai said softly, "We want Harusa to keep himself and others to be saved, and it's best to do both...... And in the case of only one side, which side to choose can only rely on Harusa himself. ”

She also wanted to apologize to Harusa like Mika, for not being able to help him, and for being too much of a burden for him.

It's sad that he helped everybody and no one could help him.

"I think so too. Kaori said.

She has fallen and hurt her sister, and she has returned to normal with the help of her sister and Harusa, and she feels that she is not qualified to say anything, so she can only believe him.

Mino, who was quietly listening, somewhat understood the situation, but didn't intend to say anything, just hugged Rei, who was dozing, and looked at Hariji gently.

Equally quiet were Eagle and Rona, the former holding her arms and the latter blinking.

Chiaki stared at Harusa's face and opened her mouth, wanting to speak but not saying it, just showing a look of complete trust.

She felt that there was nothing left to say.

She also thinks so on the summer night, and she smiles at Harumi and contains her feelings in it.

Harusa slowly glanced at everyone, felt their gaze, and closed his eyes.

As a result, the most corny answer is still available – doing both is the best!

You need to save people, but you can't lose yourself.

At the end of the day, it's because you're too vulnerable.

Because I am deeply aware that I am an ordinary person in nature, I have no self-confidence...... In addition to using powerful power at will, he can still maintain the self-confidence of his normal self, so that he asks his partners for help.

Mei Yi is right, this is coquettish.

The problem lies with oneself, the choice lies with oneself, and it must be borne down.

Thinking, distressing, tangling...... In the end, Harusa made the decision: take your time.

He will use his strength more actively, but not in one step, but slowly.

Move forward subtly, cautiously, little by little.

Since you have to move forward, and you have to worry about the future, you can only do this.

This is undoubtedly very unruly, rather ugly, similar to that of a child who is afraid to walk at night, but for him, it is the best way to get the best of both worlds.

No matter what, no matter how ugly it is, who made me essentially an ordinary otaku and not some big shot. Harusa thought to himself.

There are limits to himself, he clearly recognizes. It's too difficult for such a self to control a power that seems to have no limits.

However, no matter what, he can only carry it forward.

It doesn't matter how slow it is.

No matter how many times you have to think and worry and struggle.

It's always about moving forward.

After making up his mind, he slowly opened his eyes, and there was a sparkle of determination in his eyes.

"Thank you......"

"Although I dare not say that I will not be confused in the future, I will definitely work hard. ”

"I will not change who I am now, at least most of the time, and I will save the people who need to be saved. ”

"I'll try to adapt to the power and not be swallowed by it. ”

Seeing Harusa's expression and hearing his words, everyone else breathed a sigh of relief and was sincerely happy.

It wasn't a battle, but it actually felt like a big one.

If you say something wrong, say too much, and make a mistake, the situation will develop into an unknown situation, or even collapse all at once...... This kind of pressure is too much! Maybe it would be easier to fight a life-and-death battle.

Fortunately, it crossed smoothly.

"Next, I want to go to the Spirit Court to have a look. Harusa continued, "Let's see if we can see anyone and get more information." ”

In order to save the lives of hundreds of thousands of people, reading the file is already a certainty.

Before you "leave" here, do as much as you can and get information.

Every time I read a file, it's like giving up the world once...... Such guilt must also be faced and borne by it.

Now that we have attained enlightenment, this is a necessary step.

Maybe...... I didn't really save anything, I just chose the path that I thought I had saved. Harusa thought again.

But even so, it is still necessary to go on.

Even if you are the only one who can be saved, you must move forward firmly.