Text Text_Chapter 653: Therefore, the formation of doubts
"You're just a little security captain, what qualifications do you have?And what you did to me, I swear, I'll make you pay!" Eventually, Shi Yun put down a cruel sentence and walked away in front of me with his high heels.
She literally walked out of the room.
I looked at her back, sneered, and picked up a cigarette.
This scene is indeed very thrilling and helpless.
Shi Yun twisted his waist and swung away, I sat on the edge of the bed with a long sigh of relief, squinting at the bed, the bed was a mess, pure white quilt, pure white sheets, folded and wrinkled, which made me infinitely emotional and sad.
Those things with Shi Yun are constantly replaying in my head, and my heart is like numbness!
I took out a red plum cigarette from my pocket, lit one and smoked it heavily, thinking about it all in the smoke.
What I smoke is not a cigarette, it is sadness, it is helplessness, it is guilt, it is the ups and downs of life.
Although all this is a trap, I was forced to accompany her to act for the task, but the derailment of my body made me unable to calm down for a long time, and my whole heart seemed to be dripping blood! Because when I saw this bed, I thought of everything that happened to myself and Shi Yun on this bed, and when I thought of Shi Yun, Yumeng's familiar pretty face would appear in the bottom of my heart, and it would hit my heart hard one by one.
Although these are not my intentions, in fact, I did cheat again!
From the moment I accepted this task, I knew that there must be many dangers, difficulties, and countless temptations from money and beautiful women, and I thought that I could face it calmly. And when the matter came, I found that I was still very fragile, and I could accept the temptation of money with peace of mind, but for the temptation of beauty, the resistance in my heart was as strong as Mount Everest, so insurmountable.
Burdened with the punishment of expulsion from the military, the reputation of a traitor, and shouldering the expectations of the State Special Guard, I lurked into Huatai Security Company, starting from the most ordinary small security guard, to the current integration and adaptation, and even achieved certain achievements. Along the way, there have been ups and downs, sweet and sour, bitter and salty, and I have tasted thousands of tastes.
Surrounded by the colored eyes of a group of people around me, I can't even tell which ones are friends and which ones are enemies, and the only thing I can do is to "degenerate" with this society step by step, put everyone on my "blacklist", and then soldiers will cover up the water and earth, and swim in such a wolf den. On the surface, my life is very happy, comfortable and calm, but in fact, only I can truly experience the great psychological pressure.
The organization, like a ferocious wolf, stared at me like a prey, whining and howling, its long fangs emitting a cold light, just waiting for a swoop to tear me to pieces and swallow it into my stomach. But their wishful thinking failed, I am not their prey, on the contrary, I am a descending tiger in sheep's clothing, a breath of domineering spirit that swallows mountains and rivers slowly takes root in the bones, just waiting for an opportunity to break through the ground. It can even be said that they will all be the prey of my Zhao Long!
At the very least, I've made up my mind to win! If I don't succeed, I don't have any choice.
The wolf's tail chase gave me more opportunities. So, step by step, I was favored again and again, so that I came into contact with more and higher-level leaders, and the tasks that had been vague finally appeared, those fox tails were not fully exposed, but they had already exuded a burst of fox smell.
Walking between temptation and being tempted is completely like licking blood on the edge of a knife, and if one accidentally makes a wrong move, it will result in a complete loss. Thankfully, in this real-life version of Infernal Affairs, I did it very realistically and camouflaged well.
Approaching the organization little by little, the task is becoming clearer and clearer, and the mastermind behind the scenes is also emerging a little, although all this is in a passive state, ostensibly led by the nose by the organization. But I am still very happy that I have lived up to the painstaking arrangements made by the director, and I am worthy of all the infamy I have carried, and I believe that after the storm, I will be able to see the rainbow!
To do one thing with a clear conscience, to do a big thing that concerns the interests of many people, but I must face a person with a clear conscience, a person who is the most important to me!
By the dream!
I can pat my chest and assure the heavens that I love her, that my love for her has never changed or weakened, that it was, that it is, that it will be so, that it will be so, that no one else can replace her place in my heart.
However, shuttling among a group of flowery beauties every day has undoubtedly created my playboy image, although all this is helplessness, everything is acting.
Now I am actually a combination of two people, both good and evil. Wandering back and forth.
Is it because I am too handsome and chic, young and golden, and have attracted the attention of countless women?
I am just a poor boy from the countryside, I don't have this capital, on the contrary, the women around me, every one of them is very rich, powerful and status, and each of them is one of the best beauties. Jin Ling, Jin Rui, Fu Shengbing, Fu Shengyi, Qi Mengyan, etc., too many to count.
Again and again, the road is uneven, again and again, between yin and yang, I have an intersection with these beauties, I have entered their life circle, and at the same time, they have also entered my life. It wasn't my intention, but I couldn't help it.
Jin Ling, at first she hated me very much, and even deliberately instigated Yang Ming to deal with me, but the result was very disappointing to her. Yang Ming lost to me and became an ordinary instructor at the base, and his identity and status plummeted, and I replaced him as a pivotal squadron leader. And Jin Ling was also rescued by me several times by mistake, and she had some strange feelings for me in her heart, so there were all kinds of absurd incidents of her looking for me to pretend to be my fiancé.
Jin Rui, on my first day at the security company, I rescued her from a group of thugs with a single gesture, and I didn't try to repay the favor. In the face of the conspiracy arranged by Fu Shengbing, I did not take advantage of the danger to preserve her chastity, and also sent her home to help her get rid of her fever. I think, in her heart, maybe I am a righteous gentleman worthy of trust and trust, and Jin Rui is just a kind of gratitude to me?
Fu Shengbing, when it comes to her, I really don't know how to face it, and the things between me and her are even more incredible. To a certain extent, I reshaped her life values, so that she improved a lot of shortcomings, and also had a certain amount of truth, kindness and beauty genes, but at the same time, I took away her most precious thing as a girl. Although all this is a trap for Zhao Guangcheng and Shi Yun, it is an indisputable fact that makes me feel guilty all the time.
Perhaps, these things are just to verify this sentence. Or that Fu Shengbing just secretly liked me before, and she didn't dare to express it because of face and status, but after this incident, she was completely in love with me.
Helplessly, the falling flowers deliberately follow the flowing water, and the flowing water has no intention of falling in love with the falling flowers! For her, I can only apologize.
It is said that good things are more grinding. If you don't experience wind and rain, how can you see a rainbow?
I have experienced too much between you and Meng, all the way, ups and downs, Zhang Dengqiang's exclusion and suppression, Director Qi's conspiracy and calculations, but I survived and got the strong support of the director, all of this was too hard-won, I know very well what I want.
Don't let go!
Thinking of this task, the bitter taste in my heart is getting stronger and stronger, for this task, I and Yumeng are getting farther and farther away, once, almost a little, I will lose her forever. Fortunately, the sky is not slacking off to have lovers, and after several peaks and turns, we are still together, and we are more and more aware of each other's irreplaceable position in our hearts. It's just that Yume's increasingly strange behavior now makes me very uneasy, and I know that I need to redouble my efforts to complete this task as soon as possible, and then be with my beloved.
I repeatedly told myself that everything must be focused on the overall situation, all efforts will be rewarded, and I will definitely wipe out the organization.
Before I knew it, between thinking and remembering, a cigarette had burned out, and it burned until my fingers were burned, and I hurriedly snuffed out the cigarette butt and threw it into the ashtray.
The mobile phone rang suddenly, and when I picked it up, I saw that it was a string of encrypted numbers, which was called by the director.
I called early in the morning, it seemed to be the first time I encountered it after accepting the mission, maybe it was something urgent.
I looked left and right and went into the bathroom with my phone in my hand.
"Zhao Long, where are you now?" As soon as the phone was connected, there was a somewhat old voice from the director on the other side, and there seemed to be a little nervousness in his tone.
"I'm still at the hotel!, what's the matter, Director?" I asked, wondering in my heart.
The director said: "Last night, did you do what I intended?" As if he was afraid that I would not understand his words, before I could speak, he added, "Is it obedient, is the play done?"
I didn't have to hide it from Director You, so I nodded: "Yes." I did exactly what you wanted!"
The director nodded: "That's good, that's good, I've really wronged you." After a pause, the director continued: "Zhao Long, you should know that everything you are doing now may affect our entire layout, so if you"
I smiled bitterly in my heart, it seems that the director is still not very comfortable with me, afraid that I will not be able to let go of the things that are caused by dreams. Thinking so in my heart, I truthfully reported everything I had done, and said, "Director, we opened two rooms last night, but we lived in one room. I don't want her to be suspicious, after all, if I cooperate with them too much, and make things go too smoothly and perfectly, then there will be more suspicions. ”
The director nodded: "That's right. It seems that although you are in a loose security company, you still haven't lost the housekeeping skills you learned in the Secret Service Bureau, but you are quite suspicious!"