Body Text_Chapter 173: Crisis of Confidence
Because I lost a computer at the chief's office, and because someone secretly took a photo of me and Liu Yifei talking, I fell into this step in an instant. Please search (&¥) to see the most complete!The fastest update, this may be my own fault. As the saying goes, there are many risks for officials, and you need to be cautious in your actions, maybe something can make you step into the abyss in an instant. Think about the scenery of my Zhao Long, boxing the world, kicking the world boxing world, I have done my best for the health bureau, self-denial and public service, how many big stars and big entrepreneurs have offered sky-high prices to win me over, I have not been moved, but loyal to serve the party and the head of the central government, but in the end, what did I get?
I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out very much.
I feel like I'm being spilled by the Secret Service, the organization doesn't need me anymore, and the leadership doesn't trust me anymore.
Yes, a basin of water that has been splashed on the ground, and how difficult it is to think of returning to the basin?
Just as I was about to turn around and go back to the guest house in desperation, Song Sichun suddenly greeted me from inside the door.
Because I was kind to him, Song Sichun was still very enthusiastic after seeing me, and she said to the sentry: "Let Zhao Mi come in." ”
The sentry hesitated for a moment, then opened the door completely and let me in.
I entered the door, and Song Sichun led me to the guard duty room (this duty room is different from the duty room of the chief's office, this is the gate duty room of the entire guard area. )。
Song Sichun instructed a soldier to pour me a cup of tea, handed me a cigarette, and said, "I know all about Zhao Mi's recent experience, alas, I really didn't expect that the noodles would do this." ”
I laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "This may be my calamity, I have always been in the Secret Service Bureau, this time is the biggest calamity in my life, it is best to be able to go through, and if I can't get through, I can only accept my fate." ”
Song Sichun sighed and said, "If Zhao Mi leaves the Special Guard Bureau, it will definitely be the biggest loss of the Special Health Bureau." Zhao Mi has created a lot of myths for the Special Guard Bureau, and has also made great contributions, and these achievements have been written into the history of the bureau. I believe that the noodles will definitely not be lost because of small things, maybe there will be more important work to be entrusted to Zhao Mi in the future. ”
I said, "Okay, don't comfort me." I still can't see the current situation? I can see at a glance what state I am in. ”
Song Sichun said: "Zhao Mi, don't be so pessimistic. I believe that the bureau leaders will give you justice. ”
I smiled indifferently, but I didn't want to continue chatting with Song Sichun, so I changed the topic and said: "Captain Song, this, let's do it, you can make it convenient for me to go back to the chief's place." I'm going back to do something. I finished speaking bluntly, staring at Song Sichun's face.
Song Sichun's face changed sharply, and then he said: "This-this-I'm sorry for Zhao Mi, to tell the truth, you are suspended now, I have already made a mistake by bringing you to the duty room, if I put you back to the head of the department without permission, then I am really not far from the day of changing jobs." ”
I said unhappily: "Old Song, it's not so serious, is it?"
Song Sichun said with a frightened face: "Why is it not so serious?" The level has just issued a notice, and all personnel who have been suspended or retired from active duty are not allowed to enter the guard area again, especially the original work unit. Otherwise, the doorman will be held accountable, and the sentry and doorman management personnel on duty will be severely punished. ”
I asked, "What level of department is the notice?"
Song Sichun said: "Where else can it be, it's the Special Health Department, it is said that Director Qi personally instructed it." It's also deliberate-" Song Sichun said and said a little hesitantly.
I said, "Is it that Director Qi also deliberately named me, especially not allowing me to step into the guard area for half a step?"
Song Sichun nodded thoughtfully: "Yes, Director Qi has explained." ”
I took a sharp drag on my cigarette and figured it out.
From this point of view, it seems that things are more complicated.
What is the purpose of Director Qi's rejection of me like this?
I was pondering in my heart, and Song Sichun said apologetically: "I'm really sorry Zhao Mi, alas, I can't help it." ”
I said, "It's not your fault. Don't worry, in that case, I won't embarrass you. ”
Song Sichun hugged his fists again and again and thanked me: "Long live Zhao Mi's understanding, long live understanding." ”
I nodded indifferently, disappointed, but unable to continue to persevere. It seems that the cold war between us began in this way.
I wonder when Yumeng's heart and eyes will be bigger, why are you so weatherless?
After thinking about it again, I felt that I couldn't blame it all on Yumeng, but on the fact that I shouldn't have been lucky enough to lead Marishia into the house at that time, which caused the misunderstanding of Yumeng.
Can Yumu not be misunderstood?
At this time, my head is really messy and messy.
Song Sichun said: "Zhao Mi, this way, I know that you must be very annoyed and lonely now, or, these few nights, I have time to go to you for a drink?" Song Sichun deliberately lowered his voice, as if he was afraid of being heard by the soldiers of each detachment.
I'm not going to turn down anyone who comes to this kind of wine shop. After all, I'm on suspension now, going out for a drink or something, and no one will care about me. What's more, in this state, drinking to kill sorrow is also a bitter pastime.
So I nodded and said, "That's good, I'm really craving for alcohol now." ”
Song Sichun said with a smile: "Then let's make a decision." I have time to look for you at the guest house. ”
I said, "Okay." I'll wait for you. ”
In this way, I said goodbye to Song Sichun and began to walk to the guest house.
When I came to the gate of the guard area this time, the biggest thing I gained was that I booked such a wine shop.
It's so dramatic. Who would have thought that I, Zhao Long, would now have reached the point where I relied on borrowing wine to drown my sorrows?
Back at the guest house, I tried to call Yumu a few more times, but there was still no response.
Texted, and still didn't reply.
As a last resort, I called the guard duty room of the chief's office, and the officer on duty at that time was Staff Officer Liu, and Staff Officer Liu asked, "What instructions does Secretary Zhao have when he calls?"
I smiled wryly and said, "I'm all alone now, what instructions can I give you?" I want to ask if Yumeng is not here now, can you ask her to come and answer the phone?"
Staff Officer Liu said, "Why don't you call her mobile phone directly?"
I explained, "I did, but she didn't answer." I guess they're angry with me right now. ”
Staff Officer Liu said: "I'm sorry Secretary Zhao, this phone is on duty, you say...... When the time comes, I will bring in the staff officer, you two will talk for a long time, the phone is always busy, in case there is a notice from the end that we can't receive it, then it's not a bad dish?"
I couldn't help but be a little angry: "Isn't there three telephones in the duty room? Why can't I receive a notice when I occupy one of them? Besides, I don't need to take up too much time, just three or two minutes." ”
Staff Officer Liu said firmly: "That's not going to work. Zhao Mi, I remember that you often taught us not to harm the interests of the public for our own interests, have you forgotten?
I was speechless for a moment. Once again, I deeply realized the profound meaning of the words "people go to tea and cool".
But to be honest, I still wondered in my heart. I can only confidently say that my prestige at the head is quite good, and that my relationship with the rest of the staff is quite good. Although I am now in the period of suspension, the other people in the chief's office are still polite to me, why is this only Staff Officer Liu who seems to be an ugly woman turning over, deliberately pointing at Sang and scolding me to mock me?
I suddenly realized another truth: this Staff Officer Liu should be the first person to be at fault in the computer theft incident, and I, who is jointly and severally responsible, have been dealt with like this by the leader, how can he not move at all?
According to the principle, as the most direct security cadre in the theft incident, Staff Officer Liu's handling intensity should be even higher, why is this Staff Officer Liu still working happily in the chief's office, and the level has not dealt with him in any way?
What's going on here?
There is no such thing.
I always feel that there seems to be something strange in this......
The road didn't go through, and I hung up the phone with a sigh of relief.
I wanted to call Staff Officer Huang's mobile phone again, and then ask Staff Officer Huang to find a transfer from Yumeng, but after thinking about it carefully, I felt that it was still inappropriate to do so, so I gave up.
I took a shower early, lay in bed, but it was difficult to sleep, my mind was always thinking about some inexplicable things, and unconsciously the sourness and sadness enveloped me layer by layer, and I couldn't get rid of it.
When I fell asleep, it was already after twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and dimly, I dreamed of Yumeng.
I dreamed that Yumeng was actually with Director Qi, they were talking and laughing, and they looked so intimate-
When I woke up the next morning, my face was covered in cold sweat, and I was even more uneasy to recall the nightmare at night.
I didn't have time to wash my face and brush my teeth, so after I sat up from the bed, I dialed Yumon's phone again.
But what I waited for was my nephew beating the lantern - as usual (uncle).
Yumo still doesn't answer my calls!
If it is repeated, it still does not answer.
I suddenly realized that my love affair with Yumu was on the verge of the worst crisis of trust in history.
What am I going to do?
What exactly should I do?
This afternoon, I lived completely by listening to songs, playing a few sad love songs over and over again, especially the >< of the black dragon, I played it forty or fifty times!
"You have spent so many long days with me, it was you who told me that there is true love! and I don't know how to take care of you, and love you breaks your heart. Just as my heart was about to melt, you quietly left. I hope you want you to change your mind, because I will cherish you. What more to say! How many tears to shed! Don't you know my love for you! What more to say! How many tears to shed! One day I will make you change your mind...... If everything can be done again, I will cherish her with my life, and if everything can be done again, I will wait for her with my life. I will forget the yesterday of yesterday and let life love you forever......"
This song has now become a true portrayal of my mood.
I sang along over and over again, like an infatuated prince with a love curse, looking forward to the understanding and return of his lover.
Looking back on the love process between Yumu and Yumu, I don't think Yumu will leave me like this, and she will ignore me from now on, and she may just be angry for the time being......
At two o'clock in the afternoon, just as I continued to be intoxicated by this , my mobile phone rang unexpectedly.
When I opened it, I couldn't believe my eyes.
It turned out to be a dream.
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